At this moment, I am looking at you who are lying quietly next to you sleeping peacefully, a dark thick and soft hair, eyelashes are fluttering, and my mouth is slightly raised from time to time, as if I am having a sweet dream.
I can't help but raise a warm current and pride in my heart, yes, the moment I gave birth to you, I began to officially have the identity of a mother, and from the moment I had the identity of a mother, I finally welcomed you, this gift and touch of God.
Looking back on the two days of the 2nd and 3rd, it is still difficult to think about it now.
That morning, I woke up and found myself seeing red, I was still thankful that Xiao Bao gave such a good signal, because I had known in advance, I knew that after seeing red, I generally did not give birth so quickly, so I did not rush to take a bath and eat, and then took the delivery bag and Bao Dad to go to the hospital slowly.
After the doctor's examination, he said that he had not opened his finger, and the fetal head was still very high, and it did not seem so fast at present, so he could go home and observe. But we both think that hospitalization is more reassuring, after all, after two or three days to the due date, it is not a big deal to live until birth, once there is any situation in the hospital is also convenient in time.
Now I think how thankful I was that decision! At about eleven o'clock that night, I turned over from sleep, and obviously heard a sound of a belt breaking in my stomach, which I thought was a normal reaction after seeing red, so I didn't care too much. After a while, the urine struck, and I wanted to get up and go to the toilet, but after sitting up, I found that I couldn't move, and my stomach was very uncomfortable, so I immediately asked Bao Dad to get up and asked him to help me go to the toilet.
After getting out of bed with difficulty, I couldn't move my feet, and a large warm current flowed out along my trembling legs, and I was still embarrassed, saying, "I actually peed my pants!" After a while, we found that we couldn't stop the flow, and then we realized that it should be broken water!
Bao Dad helped me to the bed to lie down, immediately called the doctor, the doctor saw that it was indeed amniotic fluid, and then let a pillow to the lower body, because it had not yet begun to suffer from labor pain, worried about too much loss, so that I could not get out of bed and move around.
Immediately after about twelve o'clock, the stomach began to hurt, the pain of the first four or five hours was still within the acceptable range, the nurse came to check that two fingers had been opened, I was still thankful for my ability to endure pain, as it seemed, it should be quite smooth. However, the next few hours began to get more and more painful╯_╰, I kept breathing deeply, trying to distract myself a little, but still shivered with pain, and my hair was soaked (it turned out that it didn't make any difference if I washed my hair before admission to the hospital [tears]).
The next morning at about eight o'clock, the doctor came to check the room, I was full of expectations is not to enter the delivery room to wait for delivery, the result of the doctor's words let me usher in the first blow: "I have not opened my finger, the fetal head is not high, the fetal membrane is early broken amniotic fluid loss, if you want to continue to give birth, you need to play oxytocin to promote contractions and speed up the delivery." However, because it is a suspended belly, the fetal head into the basin position is not good, I am afraid it is not good. ”
Bao Dad saw that I was unbearable, and worried that I was still not able to go smoothly, and asked me if I wanted to induce labor, or if I could directly cut it. But I thought that I had been in pain for so long, and I was not willing to try to give birth without giving birth. So grit your teeth and choose to let the doctor induce labor.
Ten o'clock began to hang induction, it is also at this time that I learned, compared with now, the previous stomach pain is simply pediatric, because the broken water can only be fixed on the bed, the pain can only grasp the edge of the bed, deep breathing or pain, humming or pain... And every time the contractions have amniotic fluid rushing out, the pain at the same time is worried that the loss of too much treasure will lack of oxygen, do not dare to move, alas ╯ _╰
It was not until more than twelve o'clock that the doctor came to check and was finally told that he had opened three fingers and could go into the delivery room to give birth. I heard that three fingers had been opened, so I asked for painless beating, but the doctor told me that the membrane broke early and the amniotic fluid was lost, the fetal head did not fall, the front fetal supervision was unstable, and I could not hit painlessly ╯_╰, so I could only resist hard...
After being told by the midwife countless times to "nose inhale and mouth exhale", the doctor came to check again, I thought it was to tell me that I was going to usher in the spring and finally be able to give birth, but it was once again ushered in the head stick to drink: "Did not continue to open the finger, the fetal head into the basin is not in a good position, the amniotic fluid is lost too much, and the fetal monitor shows that the fetus is hypoxic." This belly shape, even if I finally open ten fingers, it is difficult to be born..."
I trembled and asked the doctor, "Then I can only give up the normal delivery and go to the operation?" ”
"Depending on your own wishes, the current situation is not yet to the point where surgery is necessary, and you can continue to try, but there are any risks you need to bear yourself."
So I was pushed out of the delivery room, and after consulting with Bao Dad, I decided to operate, and now I have not continued to open my fingers, the baby has been deprived of oxygen, to be honest, although the doctor said that there is still a possibility of a smooth delivery, but I am really afraid that he will not be able to wait to open my fingers, we dare not take this risk. So, around four o'clock, I was pushed into the operating room, and just like that, I went through a metasection section, and I later joked with my friend: "Successfully experienced a smooth section, life is so complete, haha..."
The operation was successful, but the night was basically unable to move, the hospital was particularly large (it is said that the day was a good day, many people chose that day caesarean section [laughing and crying]), we came down a little late, so in the hospital corridor spent a night, hard Dad all night sleepless, take care of the big care of the small, no matter how big. I heard that having a baby can know that I am marrying a person or a ghost, and I believe that Our seventh master Chen is indeed a person worthy of my trust [heart].
The operation is quite crisp, but after the operation still have to experience wound pain, contraction pain ╯ _╰, no wonder everyone always says, vaginal delivery is anterior pain, caesarean section is post-pain, haha, how lucky, I have pain before and after [goodbye].
But all of this is hearing Xiao Bao's first cry, seeing his little face for the first time, embracing him for the first time, trying to feed him for the first time, changing his diaper wet for the first time, seeing his smiling face for the first time, seeing himself in his clear eyes for the first time, and so on, all these moments are transformed into the power of love and the touch of love, and even, proud of the continuation of their lives. The encounter, crossover and collision of life and life is such a wonderful fate.
Dear baby, thank you for your willingness to come to the life of me and my father, I hope that there will be you in the future, our family of three will be more happy, life will be more exciting, and I hope that we can take you and discover all the good [heart] [heart] [heart] [heart] in this world.
