Zhang Ailing left four regrets to the world

As a reader, I am particularly fortunate to be able to read Zhang Ailing's works. Or, this is what is called "smelly". As a woman, this is particularly painful for Zhang Ailing. Good manners, why is fate so cruel? You know, women who know how to love don't get love – that's, the biggest punishment. It's better to be silly and don't understand anything. In this way, you can still live a muddy life.

Zhang Ailing once said that she has three hatreds in her life: begonias are fragranceless, crucian carp has thorns, and the dream of the Red Chamber is not finished. Have you ever found that these "hates" have nothing to do with herself? Pure, the wanton venting of private emotions. However, does Zhang Ailing have no regrets? Just because she doesn't say it doesn't mean she doesn't. Presumably, let her say regret when she's alive—and it's not quite like her style.

Regrets are everywhere, and no one can do anything:

A childhood is not happy

Zhang Ailing did not have a happy childhood, even if she smiled so sweetly in the old photos. Sanmao has a specific description of Shen Shaohua in "Rolling Red Dust". Some people say that Zhang Ailing also spent her childhood in this way. Zhang Ailing should have an Oedipal complex, but unfortunately her relationship with her stepmother is very bad. Even, he was often beaten by Zhang's stepmother. Zhang Ailing, who lived in the shadows, finally decided to flee.

2. Love is hard to come by

Zhang Ailing's love, don't mention it. Everyone knows that there is no so-called deception - this is Zhang Ailing's choice, and it is no exception for Hu Lancheng and Lai Ya. Doesn't she crave love and not pursue happiness? I hope that people will be long-lasting, and this matter will be difficult to complete. The desperate love for Hu Lancheng ended up withering alone. Taking good care of Laiya is a responsibility and an obligation. She, fulfilled only.

3. Miscarriage without children

Zhang Ailing had a child, but accidentally miscarried. This child, is Zhang Ailing not keeping it? Or did Zhang Ailing deliberately beat her up? The former, that adds more sad meaning. Women are bound to be full of expectations for possible motherhood. Miscarriage, not only the loss of children; there is also great harm to a woman's body. It is a pity that Zhang Ailing's excellent genes have not been inherited.

Iv. In his later years, he was displaced

Zhang Ailing always felt that there were bugs in the house, crawling all over the gorgeous robes. As a result, in her later years, she kept moving. There are fewer and fewer things, and the heart is getting emptyer and emptyer. (Text/Drifting Yutong) There is no stability in this world, and the years are not quiet. I can't bear to mention Zhang Ailing's death, staying alone in the apartment. Possibly, just like "Allure of Love", you can see the moon outside the window. There was no one who accompanied her upside down.

As a person in the world, I still express my regret for this talented woman. Fortunately, there are still her words, comforting the soul...

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