On the first day of isolation, a person is trapped in a small space, and it is rare to have such a quiet time, without worrying about anyone's interference... Quietly, let your thoughts fly!
Will you suddenly think of some story at some moment, call it a story, because it is distant and vivid...
When I was a child, when I was about 6 or 7 years old, I lived with my parents in Yangquan, and the family with my parents was Aunt Xiufeng's family, because my hometown was a place, so I was naturally close. There was a little boy in my aunt's family named Pengpeng, who was a little younger than me, white and pure, with big eyes, and had been a handsome embryo since he was a child. Because there was no brother there, so there are memories of childhood almost spent with him, we have picked up white balls on the road together, there are large and small, filled with a large jar; some have eaten snail meat together, forgot how much money a portion, only remember to eat with a toothpick, the taste is very beautiful; there is a large lime-smeared turntable not far from home to sleep, now still do not know what the big turntable is for, only think that the sun was so warm at that time; there was a girl bathhouse together, At an age when gender is still unclear, I only know how to play.
Later, one day when I was 8 years old, the coal mine where my father and Pengpeng's father worked suddenly closed, and we went back to our hometowns. Goodbye is when I was 12 years old, and 12 years old in my house seems to be a person's adulthood, and the family usually celebrates it. On my 12th birthday, Aunt Xiufeng came with Pengpeng. Aunt said that Pengpeng was telling her on the way here, I don't know if ** has grown taller, I don't know who I am tall now... Then, at the push of my mother and aunt, I compared my height with Pengpeng face to face, and vaguely remembered that the conclusion of that meeting was that Pengpeng, who was younger than me, was already as tall as me!
And then now, almost 20 years have not seen each other, broken contact. Later, I heard my mother say that Pengpeng's father died of illness, and my aunt took Pengpeng to remarry, and life was not bad, but it was also peaceful. I always felt that I had seen Aunt Xiufeng on the slope where I went to high school, but I just crossed over and didn't say hello. I think my aunt can't recognize me when I'm older, or maybe I recognize the wrong person. My mother also told me that Pengpeng was also studying in my high school, which should be one or two levels lower than me, and I had thought about looking for him, but I didn't know which class he was in, I didn't even know what his name was, I just remembered that his name was Pengpeng!
Some time ago I got married, my aunt came, Pengpeng did not come... My aunt asked me if I remembered her, honestly I remembered but didn't dare to say the name, my aunt was too old, and she was no longer the vivid appearance in her memory. Yeah, after 20 years of separation, I wasn't the little fart kid I was then. The aunt said that Pengpeng was married, pengpeng grew tall and strong, and his job was good. I feel very happy and sincerely hope that he will be well.
At the New Year, there was a girl on Weibo who was looking for a boy who held him when she was a child, and I remember that Pengpeng and I had a photo of watching ice sculptures together when we were young, but no matter how upside down, there was none! Since the move, the old things have disappeared inexplicably, and it is a pity to think about it.
Now walking on the road, even if we meet head-on, without the guidance of our parents, Pengpeng and I would definitely not know each other. Time is so cruel, I remember only what I look like when I was young!
I wondered if he remembered me too, with a large jar of white marbles, with squinting eyes in the sun and lying together without knowing what to say.
If we still have a connection, will we become confidants, if we can't say anything, will we feel that every life is such a wonderful journey?
Man, after all, will be scattered one by one, and you who only hope to accompany me through the years have lived very well one by one.
