你怎么还在这里?
Why are you still here?
你不走成功怎么来呀?
How comes the success If you don't go away.
你真是该死的讨厌鬼。
You are a damn nuisance.
糟透的感觉_失败。
Abominable feeling_failed.

为了确保我能打破你的所有咒语,
In order to make sure I can break all of your spell,
我面对任何困难,拒不低头。
I refuse to submit to any hardship.
我发誓,
I swear ,
我的现实生活要符合我的幻想。
My real life needs to be much closer to my fantasy.
我有很多掌控权。
I have much control.
自由,
freedom,
自由地去选择东西和感情。
freely to choose it literally and metaphorically