Some life, some things

To nanchang for two months and I cut off all friends, I like to escape, it seems just graduated, everyone so.

Anyhow, weak, but is the one I refuse.

Also slowly felt become heartless, before I leave, is a friend can't live, but now, I always choose to hide, fear, afraid to hear someone asked about words and fear about work, because I trust, except from the boyfriend, nothing at all.

Only very upset, and I was so disappointed the views of others is a man care

Below I know something about nanchang

This city is not very big, nanchang at relatively little wuhan, I first came to visit nanchang, nanchang, wuhan to clean feeling than wuchang train station, probably because of some confusion makes me feel wuhan is gray, nanchang, a WangGe smoke a big lake, the lake is like smoke, WangGe compared with the huanghe tower in wuhan will comely, not so much of the original trees, very chic house, but not many mysterious, because eye can see a panoramic, let me rather disappointed the yellow crane tower, because it is outside, feel very dirty, like lake donghu lake without big, but also very pretty, it has some pretty small Bridges and pavilions, water is clear, a little way, the lamp is very chic made frog or butterfly shape.

Other, nanchang is very hot, very hot, hot, so than wuhan still, I saw the girl in nanchang skin isn't very good, except, of course, after 90, because they are youth, yet how natural damage, but not on the adoptee climate of nanchang temper, or better mock han less violent, a small place, and they are very simple and very zealous feeling. But the personal qualities of nanchang people, I did not, for example, they like to throw rubbish, still like to spit, sometimes disorderly feeling like the back of this city, as well as rural small, is not very big, but almost no behind, except one jiangling cars, nanchang people almost all know, most are some private businesses, and mostly in service industry, this is what most of the hospital, restaurants, hospitals, and a lot of more than just the name is hospital bus, many restaurants, like this one are very delicious. I feel most dislike this school is little, high standard school is almost no, listen to the local people say, nanchang is poor in nanchang, poor education, their bachelor's school, many are recruited from the local examinee, almost all in secondary and tertiary in reading, 18 secondary school work, is the way out of the mainstream, think of my hometown, and in high school kids are not read, and it's a city, hubei province education is backward even a rural.

My boyfriend says, he wanted to stay in nanchang, I said, "I think if I stay here, I'll die, because I hate the hospital, here are everywhere, and this is a city of culture, I cannot tolerate some lack of quality, also cannot accept such poor education.

I'm determined to leave here, in fact no size flourishing city, as long as there is culture at that, I would be quite easy to accept, for example, xian, or other, but is not nanchang.

I know that nanchang bus driver is very good, also know in nanchang city, but efforts to build civilization here is not my hometown, nor my love, so, here, after just a visitor doomed.

Two months ago, to nanchang for more than a month's work, in this job experience make me realize that society need most is to promote the service industry, and is also a lot, technology demand, and institutions, too. I don't get in. I feel very confused, I don't hate to sell, but I don't want to read so many books, but a salesman, I also want to do service industry, in addition to the supermarket, so-called hotel service, marketing personnel, I really don't want to be a teacher, and also used to do a day only know the tea, but public servants, now I know that the work is the most people want to go, and the most comfortable. I don't know what can I do, I do not understand, finance, management, computers, I won't, no one wanted me, I felt I was this society abandoned, read out, but the university? What society, no one can teach us, I want to do, and what is the white-collar do?

Many students advised me to grind, I don't want to grind, and the blind to grind is what? Still, I will work out social two months, I realize that I have no direction, even the ideal is lost, so how can one's deceased father grind to save me? I have a dream, I hope to read some books, through the direction of find me, then go to study, because I am afraid as before to waste time, and then out of several social, found himself still nowhere.

But I was destined to go more pains, because so many people, they have their own direction, have their own goals, but I still confused, I don't even know what I'm so mix in society, finally society will give me an answer, but what can I convince yourself to test which direction, so I destined to pain entanglements.

I now work in China unicom, so-called work is actually selling phone card, I choose it, because China unicom in nanchang, and just starting a, if you do good, can have more space and opportunities for increased, but I also very confused, because this work completely abandoned the university, and more importantly I feel this enterprise's upper had much talent, management is very messy, can give a person a kind of belonging and colleagues are also many students