And another of my conversations

Among the countless chicken soups for the soul that I have heard, there is a saying that "if you want to start, this moment is the best time", which means that if you want to do something, don't just think, it is best to act from this moment on. So, I wrote this article here, let's call it "article". Whether there is a so-called article organizational structure, or how much literary color or educational function it has, as long as you start to act, it means that it is OK.

In fact, it makes sense to express your self-emotions in this way. I am a relatively arrogant person, so that in reality can not find a few solid friends can spit out their hearts, even if there is, the so-called benevolent side of the heart will also run out to do evil, in the ear constantly saying "or don't bother others", why do you spit or sad to let others listen to it? I don't know if this is kindness, but at least I feel that I have been such a "kind" person since I was a child, and good people are often very tired.

Then the best way is to talk to yourself, and talk to the other self, in the form of words. At this moment, as I tapped the keyboard against the computer screen, there seemed to be a person at the other end of the screen listening faithfully, who might be another me in a parallel world.

Recently, I read Chen Xingjia's book --- "At the Bend of the Gorge River - Chen Xingjia's Life Notes" is very touched, not only because of the author's simple and warm words, but also an inexplicable sense of immersion, a feeling of listening to the neighbor's big brother tell his experience. Not to mention that his experience is still so successful and wonderful. Touched and inspired, at the same time, I also made me rarely quiet, and read this book like I wanted to watch a TV series. I am particularly impressed by the author's gritty fighting spirit, and it is really amazing that a child born and raised in the countryside can achieve such achievements. At the same time, it also makes me feel very little guilty. I don't know how to control my self-control, mobility, and get rid of the habit of procrastination and the inability to calm down. This point is also particularly touching when I am reading the "Biography of Mao Zedong" by Dick Wilson--- chairman Mao in his youth had the spirit of giving birth to a certain freedom and equality in the world and improving the status quo of old China, and the state of strict self-discipline that was quite admirable. Some people have the perseverance to judge that being able to overcome another lazy self at any time is a necessary condition for achieving great things.

Today, it is difficult for me to concentrate every day, and I don't know whether to blame this super-fast-paced era, or whether I should blame myself for being mediocre, mediocre enough to make people, even want to spurn it. It was as if I had really seen life at the age of eighty. I think it all seems to come down to a lack of self-control. So write and write, to the other I listen, the other lazy I listen. Whether it is smooth or not, I hope that the words that flow out between the lines can interpret my state of mind at this time as completely as possible.