On June 9, 2020, Sun Yanzi debuted for twenty years.
She had a rare live broadcast and sang many familiar songs.
"Green Light", "It's Dark", "I Miss", "The Same Summer", the familiar voice line immediately pulls people into the memory.
Countless people swiped the screen and shouted: "My youth is back!" "
Such a large-scale collective nostalgia for youth also occurred once in 2015.
That's because a person "comes back from the dead."
On December 22, 2015, an article on Weibo that began with "I am Shen Ke, hello everyone, I haven't seen it for 7 years" was frantically forwarded.
The number of comments on this Weibo exceeded 100,000, and the word "Shen Ke" quickly became a hot search.
Who is Shen Ke, you ask?
This is a female classmate with a story.
It is also the second-year memory of the post-90s generation.
Compared with Shen Ke, the name ck may be more familiar.
ck Shen Ke, more than a decade ago became popular on the Internet.
Her picture goes like this:
Painted with heavy smoky makeup, with scorpion tattoos on his face, and always wearing dark clothes.
Her self-introduction written on the forum goes like this:
Self-proclaimed "Gothic woman", has a smoking addiction, likes heavy metal music, and likes dark style.
She wrote her own story about the love affair between two girls, supposedly based on her own experiences.
She also sang a song with a boy named Guangguang, which was almost a hit that year.
The song is called "Flying to Someone Else's Bed."
Because the lyrics were too explicit, the song was blacklisted by the Ministry of Culture as an online song in 2015 and banned.
At that time, Shen Ke did a lot of things out of the ordinary, self-harm, taking medicine.
But it is these outrageous behaviors that strike directly into the heart of the young people, and she is so different from her peers who follow the rules around her.
At that time, she brushed the qq space of the screen, which attracted the admiration of many young girls.
Many people used her photos as avatars, learned to take pictures of her and dress up, and imitated her behavior.
How popular was Shen Ke in the online world at that time? The originator of Internet celebrities, there is nothing more than this.
Now the Internet celebrities, live broadcast shows, live survival, in order to bo eyeballs do everything to the extreme.
These are all shen ke's bad play.
In that era, when live video did not appear, she had no teacher and used words and pictures to live broadcast her life.
She carved words on her body with a blade, made herself bloody, drew her own blood with a syringe, cut her wrists to commit suicide, took a lot of medicine, and wanted to leave this world.
In 2008, she wrote on her blog: "I want to find happiness in an extreme way, and I will die again and again to prove that life is endless!" "
After that, she evaporated.
At that time, the Internet was popular, and Shen Ke committed suicide.
She said she suffered from depression, had self-deprecated, and was dead.
Knowing this news, many young teenagers and young girls are still mourning her in the QQ space.
Seven years have passed, and the youth of the non-mainstream killing of Matt has long passed.
The name Shen Ke has almost disappeared into the Internet world.
What people did not expect was that she actually "came back from the dead".
In the article that began with "I am Shen Ke", Shen Ke wrote a lot.
Regarding the rumors of "suicide", she said that she had severe depression at the time, saying that she wanted to commit suicide, but it was actually a distress signal;
She did cut her wrists, attempted suicide, and died of her own period of youthful absurdity;
As for being successfully rescued, he did not choose to publish it online because he wanted to say goodbye to his past life completely.
At the end of the article, she said that her current self is Chen Ke, not some lost jade.
An article that evokes the memories of countless people's youth.
Whose youth has not been in secondary two?
Who hasn't experienced the non-mainstream years of keeping thick bangs, taking pictures with their mouths, using Martian text, and watching the literature of youth hurt silently shed tears?
It's just that now we are no longer the teenagers we were.
And the reappearing Shen Ke is no longer the rebellious girl she used to be.
She became Chen Ke, washed off the tattoos on her face, and was married and had children.
There is no non-mainstream content in her Weibo, and like most people now, she shares her daily life and sends selfies.
In real life, Chen Ke's family is very well-off: his father is the boss of a listed pharmaceutical company, and his mother vacations abroad all year round.
But Chen Ke's parents rarely spent time with her growth, and from the fourth grade of primary school, her father transferred her to an aristocratic school.
Ignored by the elders for a long time, and enrolled in boarding school, Shen Ke, who lacks care, has formed a lonely character.
Later, she met a girl at school who had a similar experience to her, and the two had feelings beyond friendship.
The same-sex novel she wrote at that time, called "Shen", was based on her real-life experience.
In 2014, she inadvertently came into contact with underground culture such as gothic and rap, and began to try her own creation.
"Shen Ke, a lonely and sensitive problem girl who has been sent by her parents to live with a nanny since she was a child, has discovered a more secure virtual world, and she has resorted to the Internet for emotions that no one understands in real life."
In the "self-destructive" youth, she posted her emotions and works on the Internet, attracting the attention of a large number of people.
Today, she still can't get a sense of security in real life.
A lot of things, still the same as before.
Ten years ago, she took gothic selfies, and ten years later, her photos continued to be gloomy and dark.
Ten years ago, she was addicted to the Internet, and ten years later, she is still not good at socializing, has a very homely personality, and likes to stay at home.
Ten years ago, she liked dark clothes, and ten years later, the cloakroom is still full of black.
She said: Black can give her a sense of security.
When it comes to what he wants to do to himself ten years ago, Shen Ke replied: "At that time, I was actually very inferior, and if I could go back, I wanted to hug her~"
The girl who once suffered from severe depression and once committed suicide now has a happy and stable life, although it looks no different from ordinary people, but the scars still exist.
As she wrote on Weibo: This life is a long recovery.
Today, Chen Ke has written his own book and opened an exhibition about himself.
Shen Ke has become a kind of conformity, representing the youth that was once crazy and absurd.
A quarter of Irish descent, so that she did not have plastic surgery, there is now a popular mixed-race face.
After a few years of comeback, she inevitably embarked on the final path of most Internet celebrities - to do e-commerce.
Going around, the originator of internet celebrities finally embarked on the road of internet celebrities.
Text/Circle Sister
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