Unconsciously, it has passed a confusing year. My daughter has grown up and is no longer a good baby in the palm of my hand, and everything is at my disposal. She had her own opinions and opinions, daring to reason with a red face and a stiff neck, and I also lost my original sharp teeth, and I fell under her aggressiveness and defeated. Sometimes I feel that I have failed, that I am unable to give my children better living conditions, and that I am not recognized and admired by most people around me. Just silently walk your own path, the confusion is not reduced, I can't do anything, full of hard work, waiting for the results.