Turning back is the shore of the bitter sea

Hello everyone My hometown is Puyang City, Henan Province, I was originally an online ride-hailing driver, running online ride-hailing in Beijing for five years, in June this year I did something that I regretted for the rest of my life, an online gambling website posted to my mobile phone, out of curiosity. I clicked on the download to charge 200 yuan, step by step fell into the trap, from June to now lost 100,000 yuan, forced by livelihood, I gave up the online car work, came to Jiangsu Nantong side of the work, the day did not go according to people's wishes, just here was forced to quarantine for seven days, just this afternoon when my second sister suddenly called me to say that my mother was sick with gas, knowing that I gambled after the day was born sullen, at this moment I was overwhelmed. My parents raised me with hard work, I did not bring them a happy life, but let them their hearts, and I can't come up with money to treat my parents now, although one hundred thousand yuan is not much, in the eyes of ordinary people like us, it is also a huge amount of money, so let me waste it, a penny is difficult to defeat the hero and good man, at this moment I am this mood, A lifetime I do not want to be rich and noble, I only want to raise the people I raise, raise the people I want to raise, I will be satisfied! It's not too late to make amends! I will try to make money! Do my best! Give back to society and give back to parents!

2021-11-6