Hosted by Gai Shibao and Huang Guanbin, the Hong Kong TV show "A Song Goes to the End of the World", each episode also invites guests to share their life experiences, and this Saturday (4th) evening broadcast an episode invited singer Yumei to appear on the show, she revealed that she had suffered from moderate depression, when not only random food and self-harm, but also the idea of taking a life, and finally relying on faith to get out of the depression haze.
At that time, Yumi entered the industry at the age of only 18 with the cute face of Chinese and Japanese mixed race, and was known for hosting the travel program "Snow Reflection Moving City", Yumi described this program as her masterpiece since her debut, and the song of the same name "Snow Film Moving City" brought her too many good things, in addition to sweeping the newcomer awards at the award ceremony, she also received support from her predecessors.
Recalling that the first record conference was held by many seniors, "I never thought that so many people would come to see me, and there were many seniors who supported me, including the principal, Chen Baixiang, Wang Jing, I was excited and nervous, and I cried before I went on stage." ”
In the past, thousands of pampered people were in one, and work followed, and Yumi also felt fluttery: "I earn more than many newcomers, because I have a lot of advertising, the salary of the previous endorsement is much higher than now, and I keep performing and constantly on stage, feeling that I am young and promising, and even choosing friends to look at it." ”
After a busy time at work, Yumi gradually began to lose herself and suffered from depression. In addition to starting to take medicine indiscriminately, painkillers and cough potions were put in her mouth, she often cut her wrists and hit the wall, when she did not know that she was sick. "It wasn't until I called the company executives and hung up the phone screaming that he took me to the doctor, who said I had moderate depression."
Yumi bluntly said that she had thought about suicide and even prepared herself.
Yumi married Lin Eun-ho at the end of 2013, and the following year the two set off together for a working holiday in Australia, they thought that their feelings were stable and smooth, but after 3 years of marriage, a marriage change broke out, and even referred to her husband and Huang Ziheng cheating.
After the incident, Yumi accused her husband Lam Eun-ho of domestic violence against her. Lin Enhao, Huang Ziheng and Yumi all had filming defenses at that time, and finally Yumi announced that she had applied for divorce, and the series of farces finally ended.
Last year, after Huang Xinying hitched a ride on Xu Zhi'an's "Peace of Mind Stealing Food" broke out, the drama "Firmly Away from the Ground" starring Xinying was pumped up. Because Yumi also performed the play, when interviewed at the time, she bluntly said that she understood the pressure: "The relationship between the two people is difficult to say, the views of outsiders are different from what happens in private, I don't want to put family affairs and private affairs on the table, some things are magnified and not true, I have a mentality of not wanting to comment." ”
She also said in her capacity as a "person who came over": "When the emotion is thick, the emotional feeling will control you to do something that is not in line with the timing, and you are not qualified to comment on anyone, I believe that there are many reasons to cause things, and I hope that the person can get through it safely." ”
Yumi's confession was attacked by netizens, but she still felt that she had to tell her inner feelings.
In fact, Yumi, who experienced a low ebb, was fortunately helped by her friends Gao Haozheng and Wang Junxin, so that she could be saved by faith, and at the beginning of this year, Yumi began to study theology.
In addition to signing a contract with a mainland manager company to enter the mainland, she also opened up the Korean market slightly, Yumi said: "Last year I started shooting with a Korean oppa, he is an Internet celebrity. We just met on the street, when he came to Hong Kong for the first time, I don't know why he came to me, the film has a high click rate on the Internet, and then he came to Hong Kong at the request of fans, I took him to Hong Kong, took some vlogs, and then slowly some advertisers wanted to find us to take pictures, beauty, lipstick, everything. ”
Yumi, who has started again, looks at things more optimistically than before.