P1 is like a year of water flow

The wind outside the window has been whistling, and it is rare to have such a big wind in Chengdu for so many years.

The double stress from the mind and body is insomnia again.

The recent succession of events is constantly looping in the mind like a movie, just to record some running water so as not to forget it later...

At the end of August 2005, I dragged my suitcase on the road to study and came to Chengdu, and the impression of Chengdu at that time was that the North Railway Station was really big, and there were strings of invoices and invoices everywhere, and I was relatively defensive about them at that time.

College years like most college students so relaxed and happy to spend, in this for the first time I know Metersbonwe, Adi and Nike, also wrote out the first line of code, I think the university years is my knowledge explosion of years, I think my understanding of the outside world more than in the past many years, the original world every day is different, here I met my first people in Chengdu that is my teachers and classmates and some other friends, now want to come to school for three and a half years is how fulfilling and leisurely.

In 2008, the summer vacation of the 512 earthquake was spent at school because the travel expenses back and forth were too expensive, one was to do the graduation project, in December through the campus recruitment I started my first job, now I clearly remember that the time of entry was December 4th, may be more related to December 4th, some of the key turning points after the december 4th seem to be related to December 4th, January I got the first official job salary was 240 yuan, On the first day of paycheck, I went to town with my brothers to eat a grilled fish and drink some, and left a few dollars to take the bus back to the dormitory, bought a bag of dried peanuts and peeled them for one night. In this month, I ate a lot of duck intestine noodles and drank a lot of plum wine, I met a lot of division commanders and brothers, at that time there was a burning flame in my heart, I told myself that I must do a vigorous career in the future, maybe also out of some of my own innermost sense of responsibility and not willing to be ordinary, I want to change myself I want to change the people and things around me I want to make everything around me better, I think that is my responsibility!

In early 2009 due to business trips to Shenzhen, before departure was very anxious, in Sichuan dialect is four bags as heavy, no money at that time the jianghu experience was too superficial did not think to advance, and finally found a brother who knew a few days borrowed 1,000 yuan and a buddy went to Shenzhen, after paying the living expenses of the month after eating worry-free, because the temperature difference between Shenzhen and Chengdu at that time, getting off the plane or wearing a down jacket, very hot, I and the brother did the first online shopping, Buy a person on the eslite of a few dozen dollars to buy a plaid shirt, that plaid shirt has been with us for several years, because at that time on the cash, there is no way to buy only one piece of all the time after work will see two big men of one meter eight, not at that time or thick hair of the young man in that washed shirt hanging under the air conditioner blow drying the next day to continue to wear, in the past few years in Shenzhen is their own more diligent mind will be flexible, of course, more important is also the development of noble people is relatively smooth, Even after the novice period, the next thing is to do various things after work...

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In 2018, both coincidentally and inevitably stepped into the education industry, when I bought the Jintang campus in five minutes, on December 4th, I went to Jintang with a piece of overalls, met my first team, and ate a hot pot and drank the first wine in Fuzhiwei in the evening, when I told myself that I didn't want to start a business again, and I must do a good job of doing it for a long time. At the beginning of the period because it is a small white in the education and training industry, just to the team in the market competition pressure is relatively large and the emerging brand is more difficult to do, plus the personal expertise is relatively lacking at that time to understand the entire team situation market situation feels difficult, fortunately I am a person with a strong sense of faith, I told myself that since entering the game, there are difficulties in customer service, there is no condition to create conditions to do a good job! During that time, I worked at least 16 hours a day from seven o'clock in the morning to constantly find someone to consult on the development of work plans, study plans, and take turns to chat with the partners of the team at night, one was to learn professional knowledge and the other was to reshape the team, I remember that because of the shortage of dormitory beds, I slept on the mattress on the coffee table in the dormitory living room for a few months, and after those months I had a team that was both iron-blooded and professional, and we also had our: details Unity, sincerity, tenacity, tenacity.

In 2019, after more than half a year of development, my team and I finally achieved a relatively high position in the local area, both in terms of student size and reputation, and everything was thriving. Seeing the team's next partner working around the clock to publicize the grinding class to see the young people did not feel that since they followed me, I have the responsibility and thought that giving them a bigger platform so that they can better realize their own value, but also in order to make the team more stable and in order to better improve the overall teaching delivery ability, I decided to open a new campus, because the training school wants to retain young people, a very important point is to develop and retain people, and the development can make the team better realize the value of confidants to make the team more stable. After the preliminary personnel reserve month I signed a contract suining wanda at the end of September Suining wanda opened, when my plan was to open 2 new campuses in 19 years, just to complete my set goals, coincidentally on October 7 of that year, Leshan campus because of some business problems I received 70% of the campus shares just completed the opening goal of the three campuses, just the team's differentiation goal was also completed after October 11 trial production marketing department run-in pain period in December All campuses fully entered the right track operation, Everything was going according to plan and thriving, and everything was moving according to my plan and path. I remember when I was doing the 2020 annual work plan, I had a thing Written about when the 2020 resumption of work conference everyone needed to bring their passports to report because at the end of the year we had to organize a tour, in the 2020 work plan I made a detailed career development plan for each department in my team, and also made various risk prepayments and treatment plans, and at that time I felt that 2020 was stable! Everything is ready for the arrival of 2020 and everything is in order and thriving.

On the eve of the Spring Festival in 2020, all places were beginning to buy masks, and there was a bad premonition in my heart at that time, but immediately the Spring Festival excitement diluted that little worry, until I saw the news of the Lockdown in Wuhan on TV, I knew that this time, I and my partners had a surprising tacit understanding in those days without any telephone communication to discuss this matter, and everyone silently hoped that the Spring Festival in 2020 could resume work as usual... The next thing is basically clear, the epidemic is getting worse, the resumption of work is far away, but the daily rent and salary... The cost is indispensable, at that time, the five tastes of the heart were calculated and did not expect that there would be an epidemic of this file, at that time I thought about whether to continue or give up, after thinking about it, I decided to insist, because the school is not just a job for me, he is my career is a career that I have worked hard to do, from the screws of the school to the desk and chair bench are all screwed up by me and my team one by one, I must carry it! In February, I returned to Chengdu, first arrived at the house that could be reached, maintained normal operation, and then found that the time was too long far from enough, and then the house that could be sold began to sell, and the surrounding relatives and friends could borrow it so that they stayed up until the resumption of work, and after the resumption of work, the team fought hard to restore the business to the pre-epidemic state in May, but because the tide of refunds caused by the epidemic also came as scheduled, the new signing performance after June began to slide but it was still stable, and the traditional off-season in July felt that it was finally survived this hurdle.

In August and September 2020, the rain was more, the campus where Leshan and Jintang were hit by floods, although the campus assets were not damaged, but the market was flooded, so that the campus that had just eased up was drunk again, on August 14th, I was sitting in the office looking at the heavy rain outside the window looking at the empty account, thinking about the next day to pay wages, the mood at that time was mixed, fortunately, Ping An New Loan, Borrowing, Online Business Loan, Jingdong ... And a series of platforms allowed me to get through the difficulties at that time. In this way, I finally survived, and after two months, there was an epidemic in Pixian County in December...

March of 2020 seems to be a little different from the previous March, at that time I felt that the popularity of the school season was even worse because the discussion of education between the two sessions did not come! I thought it was a bit scary but I thought there would be two years of excessive time, and I was worried that I wouldn't want to think about it too much, because I really didn't know what I would use to hold on if there was another upheaval... In the first half of the year, because of the Spring Festival holiday Qingming May Day Dragon Boat Festival, and some other holidays have long been prepared to survive to the middle of July finally did the flat month I calculated and sorted out the team situation and business situation of the next year, and finally walked through the cold winter to usher in spring...

On July 22, the double reduction policy was released, and I read through the paper policy many times, and at that time I thought that there might not be a way to be as good as expected this year, but I felt that my team and I could break through, at least for two years! But the next epidemic made up for the last knife of the epidemic to stop classes... August 15th, the day of the salary, did not come down! At that time, I still felt that I could do it because the school season in September was coming, and we could still reverse the situation and return to the right track, but after the resumption of work, the policy of the local government was paved with the thunderstorm of the local institutions, and the opening of the door was not a hot school season but a crazy wave of refunds, and on September 15th, it was time to pay wages again... Because of the influence of the industry, many funds are not willing to flow into the education and training industry, until 7 o'clock on the 15th, I reported a great hope in my heart that I could borrow money to solve the salary problem, but unfortunately...

When I decided to close the campus for a period of time, I basically couldn't sleep all night, announcing that the decision was simple, making a decision was too difficult...

On the evening of the 15th, after communicating with the team, I decided to continue to do it today, on the 16th, the parents of Suining as victims had a campus gathering that night, and on the 17th, there was also a gathering in the Leshan campus, facing the previous parents who felt ashamed in their hearts, feeling ashamed of their trust in the parents, and on the same day I also became an Internet celebrity who basically directly "social death".

Sitting in the lecture hall of Leshan, when a parent told me that your Golden Hall has also been closed today, my heart was surprisingly calm and waveless, when I saw the messy campus, the anxious and aggrieved parents walked around in front of me, and the heart gradually became a little aggrieved and became calm, I knew that my school, my team, my career and all my accumulation over the years have disappeared, leaving only resentment and debt I should go to find who I should complain about, when it is really a five-point man-made thing, Five points rely on Providence, and when it happens that it encounters good and bad, it must be recognized! I also know that if everyone wants to be not willing to be ordinary, they must pay the price of not being willing to be ordinary.

Overnight from the previous Teacher Zhang, Principal Zhang, Zhang Zong into a liar, scum, scum, conscience was eaten by dogs, the five tastes of the heart, but also let my life experience become richer, I can fully understand that feeling, because I let everyone suffer undeserved losses.

In the few days that Leshan spent with his parents day and night, he also felt a lot of warmth and care, and now looking back on himself is not a complete failure! But also firm determination, things have come out, only try to do a good job in the aftermath, can transfer the class can not be transferred to the back of the money owed wages must be cleared, even if it pays more effort and hardship! Never run, I think my value is more than that, the recent frequent policy adjustments and repeated epidemics, so that the difficulty of transferring courses has become more and more difficult, it is estimated to enter a long road to debt repayment

The experience of this period can also be described as colorful, taxi has no money to pay, medical treatment to buy medicine to count varieties, sleeping Internet cafes... All kinds of strange and funny things have happened and can be said to enrich the life experience, during which someone asked me do you regret it, I said that if there was no epidemic, there would be no way you ask today, if I put it at that time I would still do this!

During this time, I would also like to thank all my friends, parents, and relatives for reaching out to help in times of crisis, thank you for your concern, and rest assured that these difficulties are not enough to knock me down.

Even if there is a strong wind, life does not give up! Without experiencing suffering, what story can be told later! This experience has made me have a long time to grow, whether in the risk control consciousness or the tempering of mentality are much more mature than before, which may be the so-called blessing and misfortune depending on it.

Past suffering is a whetstone, and after that it is just an understatement and a few words, let him stay in the past!

The present and the future are the most important, always keep a cool head, always have warm blood, smile at the wind and clouds, and have the courage to face the future!

I will come with the heart of a child in the future!

Long winds and waves will sometimes

Hang straight to the clouds and sails to the sea

2021.11.7 AM Chengdu