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Zhang Ailing said:
"There are only two possibilities for you to be friends after a breakup, one is that you have not really loved; the other is that at least one party is willing to pay for each other silently."
Deeply.
I used to think that after separation, we could still be friends, that is my closest distance to you, but then I found out that I couldn't do it because I wanted to go further.
I used to think that after parting, loving you was a matter for me alone, and had nothing to do with you. But then I found out that it wasn't, because I still wanted you to love me too.
Recently, a foreign variety show has been hotly discussed by netizens on the Internet. The variety show invited divorced couples to come and travel together for three days and two nights.
One of the couples met alone for the first time after fifteen years of divorce, and the woman made up for this meeting, just to make herself look beautiful.
After the meeting, the woman asked the man with concern:
"Have you eaten, are you hungry?" Did you sleep well last night? ”。
The man's side seemed cramped and embarrassed, and he had been avoiding the conversation between the two.
"I'm also funny, how do you see your tears flowing out all the time?" Don't you think time is a pity? The woman's eyes were red as she chatted.
Seeing this, how many people can't help but cry in front of the screen. Even if they have been separated for so many years, the woman is still unwilling and wants to give an account of her past feelings, but this expectation has never received a reciprocal response from the man.
Once also a golden boy and a jade girl, envious of others. Now it is like a strange road, sighing.
Obviously do not want to lose, but there is nothing to do, want to give up, and want to love, this taste, is the most torturous.
Isn't it like the input box in front of you. You send one message after another, expecting the other party to give you an equal response, only to be perfunctory or endlessly silent.
I used to think that if we couldn't be lovers between us, we could also retreat to friends. We can share happy things with each other, and we can spit on each other when we encounter angry things. It's like good friends, guarding each other in another form.
I gradually found out that the relationship did not develop as expected.
It is undeniable that I have a glimmer of hope in my heart, and I continue this hopeless unrequited love with that lucky hope.
When I saw the rainy day, I remembered the wolf who ran in the rain without an umbrella; when I passed the Sichuan restaurant, I remembered that you couldn't eat spicy but sweaty and ate hot pot with me many times; passing through the movie theater, I remembered my fawn bumping into the movie on our first date, and your hands and siblings were at a loss.
I wanted to tell you these thoughts, but when the words came to my mouth, I suddenly found out in what capacity I was now telling these feelings.
Our chat history is full of innocuous idleness, most of which are me talking to myself, "Today's sunset is beautiful", "I have to work overtime again today", "Have you been busy lately", "I saw a two-ha on the way home today, really looks cute, haha" and so on. Occasionally you'll reply with a "very good" and that's about it.
In this relationship, I am like a drowning person who has not been willing to go ashore for a long time, looking forward to the day when you can turn around and accompany me to continue to move forward.
But I waited, waited, waited, waited, and never waited for you to turn around.
North Island says:
"You didn't come back as scheduled, and that's what parting means."
I think it should be, the road is long, the line is hurried, and from then on the end of the world is vast, but I am alone on the side of the water.
Suzen said:
"Proud people will voluntarily withdraw, not because they are understanding, not because they do not love deeply, but because they are afraid of seeing themselves as an abandoned option." Freedom is also another kind of attachment, the most dignified attachment. ”
I can't delete you, and my abandonment of you is always dragging mud and water.
Or you delete me, or I'll always think about you. You've been doing well lately, whether you're going well at work, whether you have time to rest on weekends, and whether you've been bothered lately.
If only you had deleted me, or I would have been making up for it. Always remembering what I said before makes you feel uncomfortable, that's why you don't reply to me. I remembered that I was always careful because I was afraid of causing trouble for you and being a trouble for you. I also think of every dynamic on your social platforms at that time, which to me was like reading comprehension.
Or you delete me, or I'm always worried. I'm afraid that one day there will be another her in your circle of friends. I'm afraid I haven't been able to let go of my past, and you're already in the clouds. I can accept that we are not together, but I cannot accept that one day you are with someone else.
Either you delete me, or I'm always looking forward to it. Look forward to your reply, from early morning to late at night, from sunrise to sunset. Don't dare to take a step away from your phone at any time, for fear of missing your message. I was looking forward to one day when we met on a street corner, the sun was just right, the breeze was not dry, and we looked at each other and smiled.
I am so ordinary, like most people in this world, trivial and serious to live. Thank you for being so beautiful and brave in my life, and the time spent with you is the highlight of my life. You have always been in my heart, shining, incomparably dazzling.
Since the autumn we planned together has lost its fairytale color, let's use a real present to reclaim a beautiful future.
From now on, one is different and two wide, each life rejoices, does not talk about indebtedness, and does not live up to the encounter.
I wish you a good life, and you wish me a lifetime without regrets, okay?
It is not easy to insist on originality every day, like this article, remember to support [like, forward], Uncle Bei wishes you a good dream.
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