Story: The first love affair of a female college student

Yan Jing is 30 years old and has become a mother. The daughter was born in the early morning, and in the morning when the morning dawn first appeared, she recovered some strength, so she got out of bed to see her daughter, and looking at this little life, she felt that this was her life.

Yan Jing's parents are rural people who work in factories in the town. As soon as her father grabbed him outside the house, he began to curse as soon as he did not like it. In this environment, her mother began to hang high without caring about herself, and the sentence that often hung on her lips was: "Anyway, it is your business, not to me." Yan Jing felt that they had been making things up, in addition to being for her and her brother, there was also a little better than what old bachelors and divorces in the village, and it was better to talk than nothing.

Yan Jing was very competitive in school, took the second exam, and became the first female college student in their village. She chose a school in a prefecture-level city and studied accounting.

Yan Jing looks average, studies in general, has a poor family background, and belongs to the unknown kind in school. In the first half of my junior year, I only talked about my first love. The boy's name was Wang Hu, and she knew at the hometown meeting, did not like to talk, did not look tall, fair-skinned, slightly fat, wore glasses, and looked at Sven kindly.

Yan Jing and Wang Hu came into contact and knew that they were in different towns, but only 20 kilometers apart, Wang Hu's family situation was similar to hers, the only son, his parents were working and living in the countryside.

Since junior high school, Yan Jing has loved to read romance novels, especially love campus sweet texts, and she has read a lot, but she does not daydream. In reality, she just wants to find an honest person to spend her life with kindness and love. Boys can have no money or they can not look handsome, but be responsible and be good to her.

The two kissed in the second semester of their junior year. This was Yan Jing's first kiss, not as thrilling and nervous as described in the novel, and the moment Wang Hu left her mouth, she actually thought in her heart: How did he have the smell of smoke in his mouth.

Wang Hu was like an addiction to smoking a lot. In the evening, the two of them went to the canteen to eat a good meal, took her through the school grove, and then kissed her eagerly. Later, he began to use his hands to pry open the hem of her clothes, touch her stomach, back, and move up little by little tentatively.

Sometimes Yan Jing could feel the changes in Wang Hu's body. She wasn't an idiot, and she had read so many novels, and certainly knew what that meant. Finally, one day, Wang Hu said that so-and-so in their dormitory, did not return to the dormitory, and went to open the room. Yan Jing saw the anticipation in Wang Hu's eyes, but still lowered his head and said, "I don't want to!" Wang Hu thought that Yan Jing was shy or afraid, and gently hugged her and said, "Well, if you don't want to, you don't want to." ”

Yan Jing really didn't want to. She knew from an early age that she was insecure and had to rely on herself for everything. Her father said to her when she was in junior high school: "You can go to school if you want, but you can go where you are admitted, and I don't have the money to pay you sponsorship fees." Her mother had never said a word for her, and had fought for anything. The reason why Yan Jing didn't want to because she had read so many novels, each of which wrote that a woman's first time was important and that men cared. She wasn't sure Wang Hu would marry her.

In this way, the two arrived at a busy senior year, busy with graduation thesis, busy with internship units, busy with dinner. Yan Jing and Wang Hu both wanted to return to their hometowns, and their hometowns were very economically active, not much worse than this prefecture-level city. Besides, they are all cold disciples, uprooted from their hometowns, helpless, always feel home, and feel solid in their hearts.

Yan Jing and Wang Hu both found work units. Wang Hu found a machinery factory in his town to work as a maintenance worker, and Yan Jing found a job as a cashier in the next town, a lodging. Every night after work, the two of them would go to eat snacks and go to the city center on weekends to visit the park and watch movies. Although the salaries of both of them are not high, it is good that they have earned money and feel beautiful from the heart.

In the winter of the first year of work, Wang Hu said to Yan Jing: "My parents bought me a second-hand house in the town, 90 square meters, three bedrooms and a living room. Yan Jing was stunned for a moment, immediately smiled, and asked Wang Hu, "Really?" Wang Hu was also very happy and nodded.

This New Year, Wang Hu took Yan Jing back home. Wang Hu's parents were not enthusiastic, but they were not cold. After the meal, Wang Hu's mother said: "This is the key to the house, I picked ones that can live immediately, you all work in the town, it is convenient to live there, and you will move in after the New Year." ”

Yan Jing felt that this was recognition. Years later, Yan Jing also took Wang Hu back home. Yan Jing truthfully told Wang Hu's situation, plus there was a house, and his parents felt very good.

Yan Jing felt that everything had settled, and it was from her heart that she felt solid and safe. Yan Jing began to live with Wang Hu and began to organize their wedding.

Yan Jing didn't like Wang Hu's belt, felt unclean, and didn't want to get pregnant, so she let Wang Hu shoot out. At first, Wang Hu was like a wolf, agreeing to everything. Later, I felt that Yan Jing was arrogant and annoyed. Sometimes Yan Jing felt that he was coming soon, so she said to him, "She is outside." Wang Hu sometimes agreed, sometimes said to wait a while, and the withdrawal was not timely.

Yan Jing found out that she was pregnant after living with Wang Hu for 3 months. At this time, their wedding negotiations did not go well. One is that according to the folk custom at that time, Yan Jing's father proposed a dowry of sixty-eight thousand without gold, and he would give his daughter the same amount of dowry. The money is small enough to buy a car or stay for a living. Yan Jing heard her father say something at that time, and she was full of emotions. At first it was surprise, then it was touched, and there was a hint of shame.

Wang Hu's mother disagreed, saying that if you give fifty-eight thousand gold-containing utensils, Yan Jing's family will marry or not marry the car, and Yan Jing will bring all the money back.

The other is Wang Hu's mother who proposes to live with them after marriage.

Wang Hu's mother and Yan Jing's father both found a matchmaker and passed on the word in the middle. The matchmaker on Yan Jing's side said to them, "That family is all run by women, and I haven't said a word to your father-in-law." Your husband is a great filial piety, and your mother-in-law is very powerful. ”

Yan Jing felt that the two were also college students, how could they be like countrymen, quarreling over these broken things; besides, they were not selling themselves, was I worth sixty-eight thousand? I don't want a bride price, but I don't have a dowry either. Wang Hu felt that this idea was good and saved himself from bothering.

Wang Hu went home and consulted with his mother. His mother didn't expect Yan Jing to do this, and after thinking about it, he said, "You really want to do this, I can't take care of it." By the way, we've lived together for so long, have you? Wang Hu smiled sheepishly and said that he had not yet gone to the hospital for examination. Wang Hu's mother understood in her heart and said, "No wonder." Feel free to do whatever you want, after the wedding, I'll move in. ”

Yan Jing disagreed. Yan Jing thought: Everyone should take a step back, and the sea and the sky will be wide. Unexpectedly, Wang Hu's mother said, "Then first, there will be a day when she will communicate." ”

Wang Hu's mother did not wait for that day.

Wang Hu was overwhelmed by the wedding thing, he didn't expect it to be so troublesome, this disagreed, that disagreed. Moreover, Yan Jing had severe morning sickness, and he vomited to death and lived almost every day holding the toilet, this could not smell, that could not eat, which made him feel bored in his heart.

One day, Wang Hu and his colleagues drank and skewered, drank a little too much, and reluctantly returned home. Yan Jing helped him to the bed, and he didn't breathe. Yan Jing said, "Do you know how many phone calls I have made to you?" You go for a drink and don't tell me? The marriage thing, you haven't done it yet, do you still have time to drink? What do you mean? Without waiting for Yan Jing to finish, Wang Hu sat up violently and gave Yan Jing a slap.

Yan Jing was a little confused, this was the first time she had been beaten since she was a child, and she couldn't imagine that Wang Hu would beat her. She sat on the couch all night. The next day, Wang Hujiu woke up, remembered everything, and felt embarrassed, sorry Yan Jing. He took the initiative to sit next to Yan Jing and wanted to comfort her. Yan Jing turned her head and asked him coldly, "What do you think?" Wang Hu was a little sarcastic and said, "If you drink too much, don't go to your heart." ”

Yan Jing began to have a cold war with Wang Hu, and he felt that this child had not come at the right time. First of all, she did not want to get pregnant before marriage and let herself be passive in front of her in-laws; secondly, she did not think of asking for a penny from the old man, whether it was her own parents or Wang Hu's parents. Now, with her and Wang Hu's income, she couldn't afford to raise a child. She has now taken 2 weeks off, and the hostess said to her gently: "It is always important to have children, the body cannot eat, it is best to go home and raise a baby." ”

At this time, the last straw that crushed her also came. Her father asked her to go home, and her father said, "I am still not at ease, there used to be an old colleague from their village, and I asked him about it." His father is not on the road, loves to play and gamble, and this house was bought by his mother forced to die. But it was all his father's money, and he didn't know where he borrowed it. This marriage, I do not agree. ”

Yan Jing sat on a stone bridge between the two towns for most of the day. When he returned home at night, he saw Wang Hu cooking porridge in the kitchen, and Yan Jing knew that he was showing goodwill.

Yan Jing did not take off his coat, sat directly on the dining table, looked at Wang Hu coldly, and asked: "My father said that this house was bought by your father with money?" ”

Wang Hu was a little afraid of Yan Jing like this, and replied, "My mother said that I don't have to worry about it, even if she dies, she will let my father pay back all the money." ”

Yan Jing asked, "Your mother still insists on staying with us?" ”

Wang Hu replied: "My mother said that she should help us with our children, and we should work well to make money, in case my father ... and besides, my father has a grandchild, and he can still receive his heart." ”

Yan Jing asked, "Then did your mother say when I would promise you?" ”

Wang Hu replied, "Yan Jing, if you delay any longer, your stomach will be bigger." My mom is all for our good. You don't know, my dad he..., my mom must have thought about us anyway. ”

Yan Jing changed her shoes, slammed the door, and returned home. Your mom, your mom, your mom, I've lived with you, or have I ever been with your mom!

Yan Jing and the baby in her belly talked all night. The fate between them was only a short month and a half, and she knew that she would definitely be a good mother; she vomited to death, constipation was severe, almost out of phase, sometimes crying uncomfortably, but every day she would touch her stomach and say to the baby: "You have to be obedient, healthy and healthy." Tonight, she said repeatedly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Yan Jing went to the hospital the next day and told the doctor, "I don't plan to have a child for the time being." Because Yan Jing's pregnancy days were short, the doctor said that he could choose the medicine flow, and if there was a problem, he would come to the hospital immediately.

Yan Jing went home and took the medicine according to the instructions, and on the third night, her stomach hurt and she sweated, and she knew that she was going to lose this child forever.

Yan Jing lost her child and ended the relationship.

Subsequently, she changed jobs and lived at home. One day at dinner, her father told her: "Those old ladies in the village who have rotten their tongues, you don't care what you say, if you have the right one, you can find it, if it is not suitable, you can wait, and you decide whether it is suitable or not." Yan Jing's tears fell.

At the age of 29, Yan Jing finally waited for the right person, who was a technician in the factory. Both of them have been working for some years, have some savings in their hands, and have come together to pay a down payment to buy a small house. The in-laws are honest countrymen, listen to them in all matters of the wedding, and take out all their savings of 100,000 yuan and let them control. His father also gave her 100,000 yuan as a dowry. They don't want to live or die, her father said, "What else can we do, take it, and live a good life." “

The second year after marriage, a daughter was born. Yan Jing didn't know if her original choice was correct, because life could not be predicted in advance. All she knew was that this little creature had come to her with all her might, and she was responsible.