Youth is good at reading (42) Youth is happy because it has a future

If I asked what kind of artificial scenery I liked, my answer was "bustling city, high-rise buildings" . Regardless of what others think, I'm interested in these anyway. So every Sunday, I have to go to the big and small markets far and near, and I don't know, this is also a beautiful enjoyment!

Standing in a variety of people, standing among the colorful goods, there is a sense of excitement. Of course, my interest is mainly in dresses, shoes and hats. The chic and generous, elegant and beautiful clothes are displayed in front of people like art treasures, colorful and wonderful. A few pieces of ordinary cloth, after a simple production, become such a beautiful thing. And I feel that those self-employed people really understand what beauty is, and their goods are so free and flowing, harmoniously combining the Oriental, Western, traditional, and modern into a set of clothes, reflecting a distinct aesthetic quality and cultural accomplishment. Those who look down on the self-employed are the people who really make people look down on them, where they know beauty, where they know art.

Gradually, I didn't know if it was a model or a customer in front of me. Because in this world of beauty, the most attractive is still the living people. Chinese's costumes have indeed changed greatly, whether it is a young girl or a young man, whether it is a worker, a student, a peasant, or a soldier, they have "caught up with the fashion." As they walked past me one by one, it was like a rainbow falling on the earth.

Visiting the store is more of an exercise. Whenever I see a piece of clothing, I always try to express my most vivid opinion in the most concise language. This requires a keen eye and a focused mind. It is said that people feel more and more ignorant when they read books, but I feel that I feel that my vocabulary is poorer when purchasing goods.

I didn't know if I should write this diary, but the rush of blood in my heart prompted me to pick up the pen.

For the first time I felt so strongly that I was so beautiful! Everywhere is perfect. When the soft light in the bathroom sprinkled all over my body, when the shower head quickly sprayed on me, I thought I was so beautiful! The skin is so smooth and delicate, (there is also a light effect), the body is so toned and plump, and the appearance of secondary sexual characteristics makes me extremely "curvy and beautiful". The neck and shoulders are soft and sleek. I lowered my head, my chest obscured my vision, and I could see how thin my waist was! However, the skin around the waist is slightly darker in comparison, which makes me feel very confused, the hands, face, and arms are still very white and clean outside every day, but the skin of the waist that never accepts the wind and the sun is so bad. However, this does not make me feel frustrated, but feels more beautiful. Although the legs are not slender, they are plump and strong, and there is a youthful power. A pair of small but fit feet has a clear imprint of sandals. I reveled in my own beauty.

The light imprinted a clear shadow on the ground on one side. Due to the exaggeration, it made my waist softer and slimmer. The spray of water caressed my whole body as much as it could. I turned to the side, constantly changing my movements, but my eyes were always fixed on the shadow. Every movement, every gesture is as fit as an art model. This dark shadow is like a wonderful silhouette, concisely outlining many small details, using a more different way to embody beauty that cannot be embodied in other forms.

Plump and not bloated, small but not withered, toned without being bulky, elegant without being pretentious, this is who I am, a real me. In the past, I always liked to observe others, but I knew what a beautiful object of observation I was, and how could I ignore myself? In fact, I did not ignore it, don't I look in the mirror every day? It's no less frequent than anyone else I've observed.

Youth is happy because it has a future. - Gogol

The night brings tranquility to the elderly and hope to the young. —George Bernard Shaw

Hope, that's what youth is all about. Understand how precious hope is for a person, because it is youth.

Although I often complain or suffer, and often feel hopeless, I understand that when I say hopelessness, I only mean the present situation, and that it is not hopeless at the moment. I was so young, I felt that I had not yet set foot in life, I had not yet set foot on the world, so despite the disappointment at the time, I had the greatest hope in front of me. I love fantasies, I love to dream, it's all because I have hope, I just think that hope is too slim, like seeing through natural objects. But I know it all too well, hope is ahead.

In my imagination, the future is so mysterious, there is a wonderful thing waiting for me, even if I don't like the present life, I love the world. After school life, I can embark on the world of the future. I can use all my talents to imagine now, and in the future I can use all my energy to turn my imagination into reality. I have ideals, and the beautiful world has created my ideals and created my tree of life. A person does not know how to live if he does not have an ideal! I look to the future because I feel that everything I can't achieve now will be achieved in the future.

But people who have reached the state of life that I think are the best, but they feel that our life is good now. It made me understand that real life doesn't change much, and even when I grow up, things around me don't change. I should admit that the time is the best. I always thought that "young people" were incomparably distant to me, and that in my youth I would be in my future world, but unconsciously, the word "youth" would belong to me, and I was still indulging in that distant dream. It can be seen that my future world is what it is now.

The evening TV programs were too rich, such as "Expedition to Antarctica", "Weekend Literature and Art", "Eight Immortals Crossing the Sea", "Today's World", but I still did not give up "Legend of the Eagle Shooter".

It's true that the show is a snake-dancing corpse, bizarre, mysterious, and I don't know what attracts others, but I know that I have no interest in those martial gimmicks, and the reason I like it is because it shapes a group of flesh-and-blood people. The play mainly shows human feelings, human nature, and others are in service of this point, this is my idea, it depicts human feelings and those martial arts scenes are just the opposite, not exaggerated and bizarre, but very interesting, making people feel really credible, but also moved by it. Although there are many false places in the play, but it is more successful in portraying characters, what good people and bad people do not have any formulaic traces, the face of the evil person is still correct, the face of the good person is still ugly, but through these, it makes people love and hate more intensely, so that the characters are plump and very infectious.

I like Guo Jing and Huang Rong more and more, they are beautiful, kind, natural, amiable, their hearts are pure and transparent, their feelings are gentle but there is no lack of handsomeness, the relationship between the two of them I always feel is friendship, because it is so pure, natural, like the feelings between innocent children. But they were indeed in love, and from the persistent, warm and tender eyes of the two men, I confessed that they were in love. People always say that only that kind of real man is worthy of love, such as Ken Takakura, Alandron, in fact, nothing can be so absolute, sometimes, such a tough guy is annoying, and the so-called cream boy who is Sven is not so annoying, of course, no matter how hard or soft they are, they have to let the human body taste their masculinity, only real men can talk about being loved. Guo Jing does not seem to be the kind of deep, strong man, but when you enter the play and observe his every move, you should admit that he is a man, he has many virtues in his body, although "silly", but cute, it can be seen that as long as he is a good person, no matter what his appearance and personality are, he is worthy of love, moreover, Guo Jing is not ugly, probably because he likes this character more and more, but he feels that he is also very handsome and free.

The book tells me that the word love is pure, she is the most beautiful feeling in the world, but today, I read an article that said that love is exclusive, is a single wooden bridge, can only let one person pass, of course, I understand the meaning of this sentence, but I feel very sad. I don't think that love is the greatest, but I think that friendship can be called noble. Friendship is pure, fiery, and she has a broad meaning, and she is truly wonderful. I was still very young and didn't know what love was, if she was sincere love, then friendship was also, if it was the most fierce, then friendship can also be achieved. The dictionary says that she is "the feeling of love between men and women", and the friendship is more extensive than her, is it just a "physical" difference between them? Friendship is the purest.

This question is indeed too profound for me.

It cannot be denied that man has longed for love since adolescence, but this is only a desire, and we do not understand her, we have many desires, this is one of many longings, like those many ethereal imaginations, she is also very far away from me. I met her from books, and she was so beautiful and intoxicating in books, but today, probably just today—I don't crave her anymore.

(To be continued)