The Buddha said, "Five hundred glances back in a past life are exchanged for a passing pass in this life." I have exchanged a thousand glances for a stop in front of you in this life.
Ask the Buddha: How many times do you have to look back to truly dwell in your heart?
The Buddha is speechless, I can only look back frequently, like a moth to the fire, can be reckless, can not have a reason, look back and look back, a thousand times, you are in my eyes, but also in my heart
"If we met in heaven, would you remember me?" This was the last text message the boy sent to the girl, the girl did not know, the boy was standing at the intersection of heaven at the moment, perhaps, the girl had already blacked out the boy's mobile phone number, maybe she did not receive the text message at all.
Late that night, the boy passed away. Tearful walking.
Here's the last diary the boy wrote before he left:
At this moment, I am so afraid of death, afraid of leaving you alone, afraid that I will never see you again, afraid that when you want to see me, you will never find me again.
If I were to say to you again, "I love you," would you still be silent? If you say goodbye, will you really never see you again? If the afterlife is still a repetition of this life, will you still be so indifferent? If, one day, you meet a person who loves you like me again, you must not ignore him, you must not answer her phone, you must not reply to his text messages, maybe you all know how much his heart hurts, right?
Today is the sixth day, you still don't answer the phone, and the text message doesn't reply. On the days when I can't connect with you, you know how lonely I am and how uncomfortable I feel. How do you make me bear the pain of a knife in my heart?
If I could, if time could be turned back, I think I would stand in front of you and look at you like that and say: I love you, I have always loved.
If you can, if time can be turned back, and the day the person who gave you the memory suddenly disappears from you, will you have the slightest thought of him?
If I could, if I could turn back time, if you and I hadn't met, wouldn't I have been so heartbroken at the moment without those good memories?
Use up all I have in this life and say to you again, "I love you."
Your eyes are getting blurrier and blurrier, but the more you look, the clearer you look. Softly, I seem to see your smile, still so overwhelming, I want to reach out and grab it, but I can't reach it, you wait for me, wait for me...
postscript:
The boy fell off the cliff by falling off his feet, and died of excessive blood loss, and the boy said: The girl's eyes are a little sick, and there is a grass on the cliff that can cure the girl's eyes. When the boy left, he gave me a small box and said: In a little over a month it will be her birthday, and I hope that on her birthday, I can receive this gift, and if she asks about me, you say, I have gone far away, and I will wait for her there. In the next life, she will never be left alone.
The boy is gone, with infinite attachment to the world, deep thoughts about the girl, left the world, there is no possibility of coming back, the boy's biggest wish before he was born, is to be able to chase the girl, even if he takes his own life in exchange, the boy really did it, but in the end, he still failed to chase the girl. The boy is gone, away from us forever...
There are too many pasts in the world, too many ifs, but do we all cherish them? Perhaps, some fate, missed is really missed forever...
I didn't want you to lose, so do you want me to lose? Did you do it without letting your boy lose? It is not easy to fall in love, how many past lives can be exchanged for it, I hope that we can love with true love in our past lives and this life, and we will not be disappointed, nor will we be people who have been disappointed.