"Four duck necks

That day we went to buy a delicious duck neck, he looked at the duck wings and felt good, just said to come to the point, the waiter enthusiastically said a few, he said eight, I blocked said no, laughing and giggling said 8 can not eat spicy swallows? Let's have four. His face immediately sank.

After buying it out, he got angry and said that I choked on his words, what I wanted he wanted to buy me 120 times, how could he buy something himself I had to cut in half? Say I'll be beaten up for talking like that.

I said that I was not afraid of you eating, afraid of your spending money, I was afraid of waste

He said how could it be wasteful? I can't finish eating today and still be able to take it to the company.

Anyway, he could refute anything he said, as if I had deliberately not bought it for him, as if he was so good to me that I wouldn't even buy him four duck necks.

It was a very small thing, but I cried for a long time, and after crying, I felt that what he said was very reasonable, and I said that I would pay attention to it later.

I'm so mean and terrible

The next day, we are going to go out to dinner, I am putting on makeup, let him finish cleaning up his own he dragged me halfway to continue dragging, after dragging the ground he put the mop there, I was angry at how he let you do what you do, the housework in this house is not all my own, every day I have to complete a complete set of work, why doesn't he pour out the water in the bucket, the voice is a little loud and a little fierce and he said" "Pour the water down!" After pouring the water, he changed his shoes and was about to go into the house to get his mobile phone, and I said, "You go out!" (The ground you just dragged is about to step on!) This time the tone was also cold and fierce, and then he picked up the mop and dragged the place where he had stepped on it again. When he went out, his face was gloomy again.

I asked you what was wrong with you, and he said it was all right. As he walked, he asked me, and he said what should we both do after that, like your parents? He couldn't stand it. He said why don't I talk well, the tone must be so grumpy, he grew up listening to his parents quarrel is really enough, really afraid that in the next ten or twenty years will be like his father (his father will smash things and hit people), can't help it, will not communicate with me so calmly. I realized my mistake again, and at that time my mood was afraid, afraid that he would break up with me because I yelled at him, I was actually afraid.

I don't want to compare with other girls, but other girls should not be as self-conscious as I am, I don't know if this is normal, or I am not normal.

Every time, I am admitting my mistake and saying that I will pay attention to it in the future, is it my fault?