Love to Sleep in Heaven:
01
Father is actually not willing to ask you for money, he really just wants to secretly prepare for your future.
"One day, my father asked me for money. The initial excuse was that he was not in good health and was going to the hospital for a full body examination, so I sent him money. "
I was stunned: more than twenty thousand is not a small amount for me, I snorted: "Dad, I will go back to see it and say, it should not be too much of a problem." ”
He was always the most awkward man in the world, and he was used not to speaking out of his deep, mountain-like love.
02
Father is not willing to ask you for money, he is just playing his little calculation, booking future love and protection for you.
"Dad, what about the electric car you bought?" I asked casually. He panicked: "I... I haven't bought it yet, and people say that the price of electric vehicles will be reduced next month. ”
Half a month after I sent the money to my father, I met a relative from my hometown who came to the city to run an errand, and during the small talk, I asked in passing: "Has our family's house started to be overturned?" He was a little surprised: "I didn't hear your father say that he was going to build a house." Then he remembered something, "By the way, your father sold all the sheep, helped your brother buy a small van, your brother is no longer in the factory, he drives people to deliver goods, a lot of money..."
My heart, like being instantly watered with cold water, has a cold chill. “
I was astonished: "Where did you get the money?" "In the past few months, I have made some money by driving and pulling goods, and I have borrowed 30,000 yuan with a mortgage on the house, and the house in the county town is not worth much, and I can only borrow so much..."
My heart was hot and I pushed the money to him: "I can't use your money." The younger brother was anxious: "Sister, last year the factory collapsed, you and your brother and sister were laid off, want to buy a car, no money, you gave Dad 40,000 yuan, let him give me, and don't let Dad tell me that it is your money." ”
A father once asked his child, "Do you think Shaolin Kung Fu is great?" “
The child innocently replied, "Great!"
Dad: "Then I shave my head and practice Shaolin Kung Fu, okay?" “......
That day was the day before Dad's chemotherapy.
Father's dream is to realize your dream, and what he is most afraid of is that you are not happy and happy enough.
03
When you don't know, he silently lets people all over the world guard you and quietly pave the way for you.
"Son, your sister is a girl, you want to let your sister ..."
"Son, you have to grow up quickly and protect your sister when you grow up..."
"Son, Daddy has no strength, you have to fight for anger, in the future you are your sister's mother's family, you must protect her for me."
"Since you married my daughter, you must take good care of her for me."
"If your son is half bad for my daughter, I will definitely bring her back."
He is the only one who feels that anyone in the world who marries you is a high climber.
04
After his mother left, he was actually very lonely. From light to darkness, day to night he has been waiting for your figure to appear.
He opened his eyes for a moment, and it took half a day to react: "Boy, how do you come back without saying a word first?" ”
The years are passing, the time is gentle, he always stands there and watches over you, so that you have both a way to come and a way back...
05
Father strives to change himself, and while missing his mother in his own way, he only hopes that you can have a little more memory of the family, and hope that you can remember the good times you once spent together.
My father cooked it himself, let my brother do it, and cooked a lot of dishes, all of which I loved to eat. When his mother was there, he didn't cook. Surprisingly, he actually made every dish taste like a mother. As I ate, I almost burst into tears. “
After the death of his mother, he gradually saw the shadow of his mother in his father.
06
The tree wants to be quiet, and the wind is not stopping; the son wants to be nurtured, and the kiss is not waiting. After he leaves, you frantically want to see him again, but you never get a chance.
"Three days later, I got a call from my brother saying he had died of a heart attack. Suddenly I remembered the trivial advice he had made on the phone 3 days ago and my coldness. It was like a heavy stone smashed on my heart, and it hit me for half a day without coming through the breath. “
You are the most precious treasure he can't put down in the world, and it is also the reason why he is reluctant to leave the world.
Father will always be your strongest backing, a haven that will never collapse, unless the day of terror that cannot be escaped comes.
My father grew up with us, hoping that we would all be able to grow old with him...