<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" > To Yoon Hee: I still dream of having you</h1>
Do you have any secrets that you have hidden to this day?
Zhi Yoon-hee is a Korean female same-sex love movie. When people reach middle age, only Yoon Hee, who is Chinese, lives alone with her daughter, and one day, on a painful day, she receives a letter from afar.
Run is Japanese, her mother is Korean, she spent her adolescence in Korea, and returned to Japan with her father, still unmarried, living with her aunt and a cat. She often wrote letters to Yoon Hee, and none of them were sent.
One day, the aunt accidentally saw the letter written by Run, and sent it out, and since then, the two people who have not intersected for more than 20 years in the dream have each other's messages again.
Yoon Hee's daughter sees Run's letter and is determined to let the two meet together, so she proposes to go on a graduation trip to Run's city, and Yoon Hee agrees.
Yoon Hee: She always makes people feel lonely
Yoon-hee's reply is placed in the second half of the story, after the two meet.
My parents say they love you, I'm sick! So, during that time, I was always in and out of a mental hospital.
I thought that Run was never married and did not want to meet the man who was on a blind date, she was loyal to herself and guarded love with her life. But later I found out that getting married and divorced, and having a child Yoon Hee is even more distressing.
Yoon Hee is like those women who are forced to wrap their little feet, her personality is forcibly corrected by her relatives, wrapped in strips of cloth into the shape they want, and the soul trapped by the wrapped foot cloth layer by layer has never gotten better.
My brother and I arranged for the man on the blind date to get married, and on the day of the wedding, I received blessings from people I didn't know, but I was the first to think of you.
Yoon Hee got married and had children, which was an inevitable thing in that era.
Yoon Hee is tired and looks tired.
Even after the divorce, everyone hopes that she will find another man so that she will not work so hard. In fact, Yoon Hee does not want a man to share, nor is it a man's protection, she needs to be herself, to express her love, to deliver a message that has not been delivered.
Yoon Hee's tiredness is not external, it is internal.
Hiding one's nature requires energy.
smoke. embrace. snow
There are many scenes in the film where Yoon Hee and Yoon Yoon smoke. A middle-aged woman, smoking a cigarette alone, her eyes half hidden, in the eyes of others, this is the story.
Smoke has many meanings in movies, mostly linked to loneliness. The rising smoke is a person's figurative soul and a figurative past.
Two people smoke in two countries, and their thoughts of each other cover their shoulders like nicotine tar accumulating in the lungs.
The two people in the film never wanted to connect with each other, and their reunion came from an outsider's intentional arrangement.
Yoon-hee was idly waiting for her daughter on the side of the road, a person hurried past in front of her, she called out her name in disbelief, and the man turned back.
Everyone had fantasized about the scene of the encounter countless times in their dreams, and just now the two of them almost passed by like strangers.
In reality, passing by is the end of most people.
No matter how much you think about a person, you don't have the courage to take a step. Will secretly look through the circle of friends, but dare not leave a message, will secretly inquire into the news, but dare not call, will secretly say in the bottom of my heart I miss you, but do not dare to go to that city to find you. In fact, the misses in life are far less heart-wrenching than they seem in the movies. Because the people in it have been in pain, the pain has paralyzed the nerves, so that the parties concerned feel that this defect is nothing. Unconsciously, halfway through life, I really can't help it, just when the moonlight fills the bed, sit up and smoke a cigarette, think about it, cry and cry, and when the emotions pass, there will be nothing.
There are two scenes in the movie, one is run's father died, after returning home from the funeral, the aunt opened her arms and said that she wanted to give Run a hug, the two smiled and hugged each other, sighing: It's so good. One is Yoon-hee's daughter opening her arms in the snow, and the two of them hug and sigh again: It's good.
In fact, the two women in love in the movie did not have a chance to hug. Hugging is the most direct way to convey feelings, Ande-hyun chooses to write letters, while Yoon-hee chooses to work continuously to numb herself with the tiredness of her body. For same-sex lovers, the world gives them too little recognition, and after middle age, they even feel unaccustomed to the hugs given by others. Embracing is the best way to comfort a lonely soul and the best option to express understanding.
Most of the time the story takes place in the northern country of Japan, where heavy snow covers the streets, houses, and it is cold in winter, but the heating is very warm. The city in the snow looks warm, soft, white and flawless, not aggressive, with a soft light of its own. Most people want to fall in love for the first time, it is sunny, like Jiang Wen said in the sunny days, "My story always happens in the summer, the hot climate makes people more naked, but also more able to hide the desire in their hearts." But Run-woo Yoon-hee's memories of their first love are calm, frivolous like snowflakes. Forbidden love is always suppressed by the world, not exposed to the sun, so there is no such fiery temperature in the memory, nor is there the desire to devour everything. Snowflakes fluttered outside the window, and the two people in the café looked at each other at each other's table, and even onlookers couldn't help but sigh, how many years had been delayed.
Full Moon: Either two people together or the ending
Adults need to think too much, so in the adult world, "together" is never the end of the story.
After confessing their love and thoughts to each other, the two returned to their daily lives. It's like a ripple on the surface of a calm lake and then back to calm.
Yoon-hee leaves the city where she is imprisoned and goes to a distant place with her daughter, where she wants to apply for a restaurant position and then go out and open a store on her own. The daughter expressed understanding and support, just as she understood the love between her mother and a Japanese woman.
Therefore, the whole film is not about the forbidden love of one woman and another woman, but about the tolerance of a society for such people. Those years that were missed are missed after all, the heart that has been hurt has always been scarred, and how to tie the broken string again? Yoon Hee's brother still doesn't understand her, and Yoon Hee has chosen to leave, she has no chance to blame anyone, so she starts to be herself again in the second half of her life.
The film was originally named Full Moon, but was later changed to Zhi Yoon Hee.
The moon has appeared many times as a representative intention. For example, when Yoon Hee is squatting downstairs smoking a cigarette, the sky is a remnant moon, and the night is very dark, as if even a little crescent moon is about to be swallowed up. When Yoon Hee went to Japan to meet With Run, the full moon appeared many times. That does not represent Yoon Hee himself and his own reconciliation.
Although the world is difficult to change, it can also change little by little because of the efforts of some people, and these changes can comfort those hearts that are full of holes. Same-sex lovers still suffer from unfair treatment in the corner of the world, the road ahead is difficult, and I hope everyone is strong!
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