Be a thief with a weak heart "red apricot out of the wall"

These days do not know what the reason is, the mood is somewhat depressed, the dream is also scattered, can not wear up the complete dream scene, although there is also his figure in the dream, but it is obvious that we are not together, the environment is still so familiar, that is, there are many strangers around, I do not know one, really really want to get close to him, I searched carefully in the crowd, found that he was looking at me, I can see the anxiety in his eyes, but each other is not close, as if there is an invisible resistance, Had to let us have a distance, this may be fate! Fate told me it was an emotion that could not be loved! Stop loss in time!

The wind outside is getting more and more rampant, more and more wanton, like a thousand troops, and it is ruthlessly tearing everything apart, I am a little scared, and I have little courage! Therefore, there are few mistakes in life, not to mention "red apricot out of the wall", in a relationship has not yet ended, I will maintain my own fate, I am not a casual person, I am the kind of good family woman who keeps to herself! Sentimentality is nature, the brain's thinking is uncontrollable, long-term in a sexless marriage, eager to be understood, can be relieved, suppressed in the heart of the emotions need to be released need to be relieved, too lonely and lonely at night, indifferent husband and unwilling to communicate and communicate, so it leads to I will think wildly, say a word of the heart, in fact, no matter how to think, no wonder is to find some warmth to fill the emptiness in the heart, that's all, can come up with what tricks? It's just fantasy!

I have a complete home and shouldn't have fantasized about something emotional anymore! But I'm a thoughtful and tasteful woman, and sometimes my mind is a little "restless", really! Thinking about his sweet and sour taste, thinking about him, there are teardrops in his eyes, thinking that he can make me laugh every late at night. Am I thinking about people I shouldn't think about and some "thieves"? Just think about it, it won't cross the line! I have self-control and the ability to protect myself and repair myself. Ask me who he is? I only know that I am very happy with him, very happy, he will make me laugh often, I don't know who he is, but the words have been sinned, followed by me tortured, think of him to write him between the lines, think of him to put him out of his mind, because I think of him to have the inspiration to write a good article!

There is a kind of love called having him in the heart, there is a kind of love called having him in the dream, thinking that although he can't give me food and clothing, he can serve as spiritual food, and when he is lonely, he will "red apricots out of the wall" A kind of warmth crawls all over the atrium!

A plain pen, a life, countless memories remain in the pen and ink, and recall the real self in your leisure time!