When I was suffering from the epidemic, I saw a figure that carefully cared for me, he was a glimmer of hope for me to live in the deep palace, and it may be that when I saw this figure, my heart was like ashes, and I did not leave this world. His gentle and gentle care makes me feel that life is not so boring, and there is a little more hope for life.
After I drank the warm wine that day, I was very sad, and Caiyue called you.
I tricked him into drinking the wine that the Empress dowager had given us, and that night I was sober from beginning to end, but only by drinking and obeying my own inner feelings. I know the cost of doing so for a while, but compared to the emperor of thin affection, I am willing to pay everything for him.
Afterwards, he didn't dare to come to Shatter Yuxuan to see me, and he kept blaming himself for doing something wrong.
After the outbreak of the blood test, Gua Liu and An Lingrong forced him to give an explanation to the emperor, and the situation at that time had actually proved that he had no private affair with Zhen Huan, and the emperor had no basis for punishing him. But I did not expect that in order to protect me and my children in the palace, he chose to be in the palace, in fact, so that he could "stay with me forever."
He could have chosen to resign and stay away from the Forbidden City to reassure the emperor.
On the occasion of his death, I asked Wen Shichu whether he loved me or not.
For this problem that has been evaded for many years, this time, in front of Zhen Huan, Shichu finally plucked up the courage to bravely say true love. "The wine of that day was not enough to make me emotional, and it was good for you, not only because of Zhen Huan."
And so I went in his arms, contented.
There are too many misses in this world, just because love does not know it.
If a child can be born safely, I know that he loves me, he loves me, it is enough, and it is enough not to live in vain. I get very little, but I know enough.
I never thought that before I was born, you were the male god in my heart, and after death I would become your white moonlight, and when people went to know deeply, you put the jade pot into my coffin and admitted that I was your wife.
I hate that I was so blessed that I didn't wait for the day when love really came, and didn't watch our daughter grow up with you.
In the beginning of the truth, in the beginning of the truth, if there is an afterlife, I don't want to do anything to show everyone, don't make a famous Shen Guiren, and don't come to such a cold and thin palace, the honor and disgrace of the Shen family have nothing to do with me.
I only wish I could marry you, become your wife, fall in love with honor and integrity, live our lives well, and give you pure love wholeheartedly. Only you deserve to have my Shen Meizhuang firm and fiery love. That thin-hearted emperor, I despise having a half-hearted entanglement with him