Every day I ask in my heart more than ten thousand times why God would arrange me and such a person together. At the age of 26, despite my parents' strong opposition, I stubbornly married someone I now hate even at a glance. I am a particularly disciplined, hardworking, and sunny person. At the ceremony of secondary school graduation, I received 5 honorary certificates of three good students, excellent class cadres, excellent student union cadres, excellent team members, and outstanding graduates. After working, I was also the backbone of the unit's business. But I don't know whether it was because the family lineage born in the countryside carved inferiority in my bones, or because of the amorous youth, I actually looked at him with a city hukou. It's the biggest regret in my life. Because not only did it ruin me, but it also ruined my children. The biggest feature of their family is laziness. I love to be clean and the first thing I do when I wake up every day is to clean up. Sometimes I am upset, and I will clean up like a New Year's cleaning, but I actually clean up my mood. And they look at the clean surface of the bright, dirty home for a year not seen cleaning, thick dust, nasty mosquitoes. The key is that the family thinks about looking at the mobile phone and watching TV every day to pass the time. My son is three years old and has been watching TV since the morning when he opens his eyes, watching TV with a milk jug. So when I was less than 3 years old, I had to send him to kindergarten, and I was thinking that since I was so sad, I took the child as a burden just to complete the task, why not just say you don't care, then jedi can naturally find a way to manage it. Really now in widowhood marriage, women have to go to work, earn money, do housework, and have children. The key is not to drag your feet without helping. Unwilling to play with children, unwilling to teach children to learn. Say to three-year-olds, you go to TV and don't influence others (play games). I use my experience to advise unmarried girls that their parents will never harm you, and listen to their parents' advice on lifelong events. In addition, when marrying someone, you must look at the character, look at the family, like me to find a person who is lazy to a certain height, then this life not only harms himself, but also harms the children [tears] [tears] [tears]