On that day in 12 years, the sky was beautiful. I got on the bus with a longing feeling. Came to this strange city. I hope that I can settle down here, and one day I can achieve something and go back to honoring my parents. Everything was so beautiful as I thought...
Today, my mood is as crazy as this wet weather. My heart was shaking, and I was asking myself why. Maybe I was naïve enough to never realize that danger was coming to me at any moment.
I always thought that the sky outside was very blue and blue, and before I went out, I only nodded my head at my parents' advice. The realization was so cruel and unforgiving that I no longer trusted anyone or dared to believe it anymore.
In the past few years of entering the society, I have experienced a lot. In the first two years of coming out, I encountered many, many unpleasant things, the bitterness of work, the loneliness of being alone outside, and some experiences that made me spend money to buy lessons...
There is a saying that "the lessons that can be bought with money are always much better than people's accidents, thank those who let you grow!" "Hearing this, I can no longer control my emotions... A person, the same thing happened to her many times, is it the stupidity of this person, or the innocence of this person. Always think that there will be little people around her, she treats the outside society as her own home, but as everyone knows, the little people unconsciously move towards you...
Look up at the sky and say to yourself, learn your lesson and don't follow in your footsteps. It is so-called: see the dog and take care of the dog, not for the late; the dead sheep and make up for the prison, not for the late also.
During this time, I learned a lot. Friends, after all, are friends. My relatives are the best people for me. Thank you very much... There are many things that make me unforgettable in Shenzhen, I am grateful for everything he/they have done for me, no one is obliged to be good to you, but he/they care about me meticulously, I am really touched, thank you for being with me all the way, sometimes I am sorry for you. Mom, I also remember your concern for me, although the tone of your speech is not very good, but I can understand that every word you say is from the bottom of your heart. But now I can no longer hear your advice and concern.
As a girl, the most important thing is to learn to protect yourself, not only to protect your body, but also to protect your money. Every penny of sweat money earned outside is hard-won and cannot be given again and again to those who lack morality. I'm sorry for myself, and I'm sorry for my parents. Love yourself, don't let yourself be hurt, don't hurt the people who love you...
The trees, putting down the dead yellow leaves, grew a beautiful spring; I, putting down the bitterness, hoped to grow a happy future...