Mr. Lu Xun said that tragedy is to destroy the beautiful things in the world to show you.
Qingwen in "Dream of the Red Chamber" is smart, beautiful and radiant, but her ending makes people feel stinging and stirring, and their hearts are bitter and tearful. Qingwen's heart is higher than the sky, her life is thinner than paper, and how many people have shed tears for the encounter of her life.
In the 87th edition of "Dream of the Red Chamber", An Wen, who played Qingwen, compared with the ill-fated "Qingwen", was lucky but also lived the same tragic life.
At that time, An Wen's Qingwen was a classic in the eyes of the world, and no one could surpass it. Even Teacher Zhou Lei, the screenwriter of Dream of the Red Chamber, once said to An Wen: "Cao Gong (Cao Xueqin) this Qingwen is written for you." ”
People often say that "drama is like life, and life is like drama." "Outside the Red Chamber, what kind of life has An Wen experienced a thousand times?" With Uncle Chai, walk into An Wen's unstable world to see!
<h1 class = "pgc-h-arrow-right" > 10 years old to accompany the exam, destined for a lifetime</h1>
In 1968, An Wen was born in Tianjin in a scholarly mendi, whose original name was Zhang Jinglin. She loves to read and never wanted to be an actress.
However, the twist of fate is so unexpected, at the age of 10, the second sister with the dream of an actor went to apply for the Central Academy of Drama, and An Wen accompanied her sister. As a result, she was favored by the vice principal and became a child of the Central Academy of Drama who was exempted from the entrance examination.
After that, An Wen went to Beijing, visited the famous Peking Opera performance artist Zhang Junqiu, and became his youngest closed disciple, focusing on Qingyi and Dao Ma Dan, she was talented, known as "a rare talent in 50 years" and "born to eat this bowl of rice".
In 1986, the crew of "Dream of the Red Chamber" was cast nationwide, and An Wen was recommended by her master Zhang Junqiu to join the group and play Qingwen. An Wen said that as soon as she entered Yihong Courtyard, she felt that she was possessed by "Qingwen", and there was no need for the director to talk about the drama, and she had never been NG.
Because of "Qingwen", she became famous overnight, however, her life changes also officially began.
Her mother died shortly after the launch of "Dream of the Red Chamber", and before her death, she changed her name to An Wen, hoping that her daughter would be "safe and stable" in the future.
Unfortunately, fate has made people, Andune has not been able to stabilize after all, and all this cannot be avoided by a man named "Su Yue".
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In 1986, An Wen, who had just finished filming "Dream of the Red Chamber", out of boredom, spent 5 yuan to sign up for the singer competition held in Beijing, and as soon as she took the stage, she was favored by a person, and that person was Su Yue.
Su Yue fell in love with her at first sight, and An Wen recalled: "After the game, a person came to greet me and I said: 'Who are you?'" The other party was stunned and said: "I am Su Yue, the composer of "Loess High Slope" and "Blood Stained Style". I noticed that he was also a judge in this competition. ”
That night, Su Yue called An Wen again, and the two talked about music and songs, and talked for most of the night.
An Wen has been a special admirer of music since she was a child, and Su Yue was a popular musical talent at that time, so when Su Yue launched a fierce pursuit of An Wen, An Wen walked with him without hesitation.
In 1987, Su Yue went to Japan to study music, and before half a year, he called and urged An Wen to go to Japan to accompany him. At that time, An Wen's career was booming, but all the fame and fortune were not as good as Su Yue's phone call, she put down everything in the country and went to Japan with a box of clothes.
However, when they first arrived in Japan, life was not good, and they had no money to rent a small house of 6 square meters. Su Yue had to go to the restaurant every day to wash dishes and do chores, and An Wen, who has always been pampered, also went to the restaurant to work and serve dishes without complaint.
Two years later, "Loess High Slope" won a grand prize in Hong Kong, and Su Yue proposed to An Wen, and the two married in Japan.
In 1994, Su Yue was ready to return to China to develop, and An Wen once again abandoned everything to follow him. At that time, Anwen was already well-known in the Japanese music scene, and she had less than a year to get a doctorate from Waseda University, but for love, she became a "deserter".
An Wen said: "At that time, the mentor was so angry that he jumped straight to his feet. The two of us are inseparable, learning can be learned at any time and anywhere, but once love is missed, how to make up for it. ”
What is the world?
An Wen said: "It is not to get and possess, but to give without asking for anything in return." ”
<h1 class= "pgc-h-arrow-right" > 23 years of "honey oil" love</h1>
From 1987 to 2010, Su Yue was extremely fond of An Wen, who was 12 years younger than himself, and washed her intimate clothes (underwear) for 23 years; did not let her cry more than 3 times; and went back and forth on a business trip to Japan on the same day.
Aunt Chen, who has been in the Su family for ten years, said: "How good you are to your child, how good mr. (Su Yue) is to her."
An Wen occasionally smokes, no matter when the cigarette is gone, even if there is a knife in the sky, Su Yue must go out to buy it; when eating, even if there are two boxes of bento, Su Yue must first ask An Wen which one he likes to eat, and An Wen does not want him to eat.
As soon as An Wen made a phone call, Su Yue would answer immediately no matter what the occasion; when there was an event in the evening, Su Yue would bring An Wen to participate with him. If An Wen did not show up at a party, then this evening must not be very happy, because Su Yue was worried about An Wen alone at home, and she would definitely be anxious to leave early.
When they were in Japan, the two people also had children because conditions did not allow abortion. Later, pregnant again, An Wen was afraid that it was too painful to give birth to a child, and did not want to leave this child, Su Yue agreed, and said that he would run a small orphanage in the future, and it was also good to adopt a few children to learn art.
In front of Su Yue, An Wen is like a small child, surrounded by pampering and sweetness, and what she repays Su Yue is all her trust, and the money earned in the early years of filming, advertising, and commercial performances is taken care of by Su Yue.
However, the good things in the world are not firm, and the clouds are easy to scatter and the glass is brittle.
As everyone knows, this man who has given her a lifetime of love will also bring her the pain of a lifetime.
<h1 class= "pgc-h-arrow-right" > ran for 9 years to pay off her husband's debts</h1>
On March 24, 2010, An Wen, who was watching Chaoyang mask at home, did not wait for her husband to come back to accompany her to dinner at night, and the phone could not be called, she panicked, because Su Yue never turned off. She found the driver and learned that Su Yue had been arrested.
For a moment, An Wen felt that the sky had collapsed.
It turned out that Su Yue was not satisfied with his prestige in the music industry, and wanted to enter the film and television circle, and successively invested in several TV series such as "Wulin Waichuan", "Burning for You", "Good "City" Duoduo", and suffered huge losses. Coupled with the ensuing economic crisis, the company made the company worse, losing hundreds of millions of dollars.
In order to avoid Anwen's worries, Su Yue always pretended to be indifferent when he returned home. He thought that the crisis would soon pass, but the deficit was getting bigger and bigger, and Su Yue had to use all the savings in An Wen's name to fill the hole, but he still had a drop in the bucket.
Su Yue began to take risks, forged the qualification to undertake the Performance activities of the Beijing Olympic Games, and signed a fake contract. Subsequently, the matter was revealed, and Su Yue was charged with defrauding 57.46 million.
Su Yue was sentenced to life imprisonment in the first instance, and An Wen once felt that Su Yue was "not saved", and later she consulted a lawyer to learn that Su Yue still had the possibility of reducing his guilt, as long as he could repay the debt.
Although An Wen blamed Su Yue for not telling her the truth in advance, she did not choose to escape, she said: "At this time, if I don't stand up, no one will save him." ”
She sold her gold and silver jewelry and villa in exchange for more than 10 million, but the money was far from enough, and she decided to make a comeback to earn money!
She published books, held concerts, and prepared the Peking Opera "Dream of the Red Chamber"... Embarking on the road to paying off a debt for love, she said: "This is a reflection of the love of the past 23 years. ”
Because of Anwen's debt repayment, Su Yue's second-instance judgment was changed to 15 years, and Anwen saw the hope of their reunion again.
So, she began to desperately earn money, no matter how remote the performance she went, even went to the nightclub to sing, she did not dare to get sick, did not dare to stop, and Su Yue's early reunion is the belief that supports her perseverance.
In 9 years, An Wen helped Su Yue pay off 11 million debts, and the petite woman who once had ten fingers that did not touch the spring water of the Yang dynasty had to carry everything alone.
It wasn't until being strong was Anwen's only option that she realized she could be so strong.
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When su yue was released from prison in 2 years, Su Yue suffered from gallbladder cancer, and An Wen paid off her debt for love for 9 years, only in exchange for the last 26 days with Su Yue in the hospital.
On August 22, 2018, Su Yue passed away, and An Wen issued a message afterwards:
"This life is here, love has no regrets and no demand!" Farewell, Su Yue! Take my love for you and go well..."
For 9 years of effort, An Wen said that I do not regret it, the only thing she can not forgive is that Su Yue wasted her body because she was "unhappy", and left her behind, An Wen said: "There is always a responsibility to live." ”
Two days before Su Yue's death, An Wen found herself seriously ill, she experienced the night when she struggled on the verge of death, experienced the fear of death, she suddenly did not want to die, wanted to "desperately live".
After experiencing Su Yue's changes and the test of life and death, An Wen had an epiphany: "No one can save you, and no one can destroy you." Only you can save you, you can destroy yourself, so never give up on yourself. ”
On the road of life, there are thousands of tribulations, just getting a love is not enough, we must also learn to be independent in love, learn to be strong, and learn to have ourselves after losing love.
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