On an ordinary summer day, Chandadi, who had just graduated from college on his first day, sat in an Australian room thinking about the future. If there was a footage record at the time, it was like a scene in the movie "The Graduate".
The difference is that Chandadi is a super-mobile person, and her graduation confusion period is only one day. Toward the end of that day, she decided the direction of her life. This ordinary summer day, for Chandiddi, became extraordinary.
Although she majored in jewelry and clothing design in college, she sat in her room every day, not what she wanted. At that moment, Chandiddi suddenly remembered a picture from his childhood: whenever he watched a movie or TV series, he always fantasized that he could become the person inside. "Yeah, haven't you ever had an actor's dream since you were a kid?" Why not try it? ”
Half a month later, Chandiddi returned to China from Australia alone and ran to her dream of being an actor.
All the way without stopping.
Chandadi's path to acting starts very high.
After returning to China, Qian Didi studied acting at the Shanghai Theater Academy, and during her freshman year, she received an audition for "Iron Fist" directed by Hollywood director Quentin Tarantino and starring Oscar-winning actress Russell Crowe.
"I didn't have Tong Zi Gong, and the formal system of study was only less than a year, and I was completely bottomless when I auditioned. So when I got the call I was selected in the taxi back to my accommodation after the second audition, the tears flowed down my face. I didn't want the driver to see, and looked out the window, and the sky was particularly bright that day. ”
The appearance of Hollywood blockbusters did not make Chandadi popular. He even ran to Beijing for a year after graduating from the theater before receiving his second play.
"Frankly, I didn't think about giving up, being an actor is too difficult, not just by hard work. There are some opinions that my first film was a big production like "Iron Fist", and the road to the actor will be smooth. In fact, by the time I was in my second film, Breaking Bad, three years had passed. Especially in my first year in Beijing, I felt very helpless. In addition to being unfamiliar with life, I went to Australia to live at the age of one, and did not return to China until I graduated from university, not only there is a language barrier, but also the daily cognition of culture and life. But these difficulties cannot be expressed concretely, and only when they have experienced them will they know what they taste. ”
"Desperate Flight" made Chandadi hang up, as if he had found the golden key to becoming a good actor. In the following time, film and television dramas such as "Foreign Marriage", "Red Green Olive", "Splendid Years", "Tianjin Grand Dock", "Master of Finding People", "Young Emperor Kangxi" and other film and television dramas have found her, allowing her to do her best on the road of actor.
"When I participated in "Iron Fist", I just stepped into this circle, I was ignorant of everything, and I didn't have the concept of being a hit. Freshness goes far beyond the concept of red. Even if I look back now, I may have regrets, but I will never be upset. We cannot measure what happened then by today's standards. When the moment happens, it must be the best arrangement. ”
Not to blame the past in the present, in addition to a clear mind and a delicate heart, also need wisdom.
Chandadi said that for her, what she wants is not to be a hit, but to make her actor's path all the way up. Looking back now, although there are twists and turns, fortunately, the altitude of this road has been rising.
There are many ways to get to know a person, such as chatting, such as dressing up. Chandadi's favorite outfit on weekdays is a tank top jeans, which roughly shows her simplicity. "I like everything simple. But simplicity doesn't mean not thinking. I always reflect on myself and look inward. When I encounter a bad or ditch, I don't need much external force, and I can digest and dissolve myself. If others don't have experience, it is impossible to give the best solution. Everyone's savior can only be himself. ”
For a person who has just returned to China and can't even say Chinese well, now when interviewed, she can frequently come out of the golden sentences, and these golden sentences come from self-organization rather than copying and pasting, this change should come from her habit of being good at thinking and introspecting.
Chandadi likes the Joker's "Why so serious?" in Batman: The Dark Knight. "I'm a super-believer and don't think much about the so-called good or bad. Why be so serious? Everything happens for a reason, it's OK, and I accept it. One thing one needs to confirm is that these moments happen to make every day complete. Those who are often dissatisfied and always feel inadequate are the real poor. Never stop loving life in order to enjoy a complete life. ”
Chandadi is an action-oriented, decisive work, from the first day of college graduation that year decided to become an actor, half a month later he returned to China alone. She also rarely predicts the outcome in advance. Much of the world's indecisiveness comes from anticipation.
"The world has its laws of operation, and many things are not necessarily available if you want them. All we need to do is get moving and let everything run on the road. I do very little B plan and alternatives, and once I decide to do anything, I have only one goal, go all out. At a certain time, there will definitely be something for you. Even if it is not what it was originally thought, there must be other gifts. ”
There is no road in vain, suitable for all life scenes.
In her mother's eyes, Chandadi is a "three-minute heat" person. Last June 1, she posted a golden sentence on Weibo: As long as you have not lost your enthusiasm for what you want to do, you can continue to be a child. "I love to experiment and have a passion for many new things. The so-called three-minute heat, that's because I haven't found the love of my life, such as acting I've been doing for ten years, and yoga for more than ten years. If you find the love in your heart, you will continue to do it with enthusiasm. ”
Last year, under the introduction of his friend Ji Li, Qian Didi joined the Li Liang Running Group. "The first long-distance run took place in Chaoyang Park, six kilometers. In the winter, it is cold when running, and the sweat after running is eliminated, and it is even colder. But the process of running is pleasant. If pleasure can be graded, the pleasure generated during running must be at the top. It was a kind of 'let the world be bustling, everything is light and cloudy' kind of pain. ”
Qian Didi's first half-horse took place in Beijing. She said it opened her life up again. "Running on the streets of Beijing on weekdays when you sit in a car, everything is familiar and fresh, this is a new perspective of looking at a city and watching the world around you, this angle will extend, causing you to recognize yourself and life again." It was a great life experience. ”
Listening to Chandadi describe his half-horse experience in a hypericant tone, describing running as a new perspective on the world, will be reminiscent of the "standing on the table and looking at the world" shot in "The Poetry Society of Death". Running is not just about becoming beautiful and beautiful, it is a training ground for life.
Chandadi grinned at himself and spoke straight. Speaking of her passion for acting, she said that she is not a fool and will not take acting as a life.
An actor who said in an interview that "I don't think of acting as my life" is about the same as winning the lottery jackpot when I encounter this answer.
"I can't lie to package myself. I love acting, I love it for a lifetime, but it's only part of life, not all of it. What I can be sure of is that I am happy when I do this. That's enough. ”
Although this answer is not in line with our common sense in life, especially a public figure, "love work must be like love life". But a life is nothing more than the word "happy". Perhaps this blunt answer is closer to the truth of life.
Happy acting, happy life – Chandadi.