Life has experienced tribulations, life is stronger, and people who have not experienced tribulations are not enough to talk about life. Tribulations can make life release strange colors, and those who can withstand tribulations cherish the happiness of life even more.
Zhang Ailing's "Xiao Ai" is a novel that is different from her previous works. Most of the heroines in her novels live dependent on men, and the love stories of men and women in them all end in tragedy.
In "The Golden Lock", Cao Qiqiao married a disabled young master for money, got money, but lacked emotions, and his life was extremely bitter. The tassels in "Allure of Love" marry a man with a heart for money, and the last war barely makes their marriage. However, Xiao Ai is the only unique protagonist, although she was humiliated when she was a child, but she did not lose her way, emotionally know what she wants, even in a turbulent environment, her husband has no news, she still uses a weak sick body to support her husband's family, so she has won the love of her husband, even if she is sick and can not have children, her husband still does not abandon her.
Xiao Ai lives at the bottom and is humiliated by the world, she is unfortunate, but she can reverse her unfortunate fate to the happy side, and she is lucky to have a husband who loves her. Behind this luck is actually her interpretation of the ordeal, and she cherishes the people around her even more.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" > grows up in bullying</h1>
When Xiao Ai was seven years old, he was sold to a big family as a handmaiden. Seven years old is the age of play for children of the same age, and it is also the age of playing in the arms of their parents, but Xiao Ai earns money to support herself.
If Xiao Ai's misfortune is related to her life, then if she encounters some kind people, it may alleviate the misfortune of a child, but her misfortune comes from the cruelty of those hypocrites to her.
As a maid, Tao Mama should have compassion for people of the same class, especially for a child, she should sympathize with Xiao Ai, but Tao Mama is a very powerful person, she is very kind to the master, and fierce to people weaker than her.
When Xiao Ai brought the face wash water, Tao Mama shouted to her: "I still died in the kitchen when you were!" The embryo is lazy and the bones are carried, and the water will be carried at these times! Where to go? "Split face with an ear scraper.
Xiao Ai's frequent abuse by Tao Mama is already an unfortunate thing in her life, and the bullying of her by her master, Mrs. Xi, is even worse.
Mrs. Xi was originally the person with the best temperament, and she treated the maid Tao Mama with great respect and respect, although she was the main room, she gave way to her aunt and wife, but only the treatment of Xiao Ai showed the evil of her human nature.
No matter what smashed, she didn't smash it anyway. The fifth lady got on fire and smoked her with a broom! Asked: "Do you dare next time?" Do you dare to do it? "Sometimes she was punished for kneeling, for not being allowed to eat.
Psychology has analyzed that everyone has an inferiority psychology, in order to eliminate inferiority and pursue superiority, some people will bully the weak and hit others to reflect their superiority.
Mrs. Xi has no status in the family and cannot get the love of her husband, and is suppressed by her aunt, even the maid Tao Mama, she is afraid of three points, in order to reflect the identity of her master, she can only vent in front of a child who has no ability to resist.
Xiao Ai is anyone's punching bag, and she is simply not as good as a small animal in life. But Zhang Ailing wrote the misfortune of life to the extreme, even if Xiao Ai is so unfortunate, she has a more tragic fate waiting for her. Her master, Xi Jingfan, raped her. When a woman is raped by a man, she must also find a place to reason, or find a family member to get angry, but for a child there is nowhere to complain, nor is there anyone to help her out, she can only swallow her anger.
It was enough to swallow his anger, but Xi Jingfan's aunt did not let Go of Xiao Ai.
Yi Fei was shocked and angry, and took this opportunity to use all her strength to kick Xiao Ai, and everyone couldn't help but shout , "Ouch! He cried out in unison, and when he looked at Xiao Ai, his face was already miserable, and his body fell straight down and fell to the ground.
Instead of blaming her husband for messing with flowers and grass, Yifei blamed Xiao Ai for seducing the old man, and when she heard that Xiao Ai was pregnant, she was even more angry, thinking that Mrs. Xi had no children and instructed Xiao Ai to do it, so she beat Xiao Ai to death. Xiao Ai became a scapegoat, and because of this, he fell ill.
Xiao Ai was not only bullied by the maid, beaten by the hostess, but also raped by the hostess, so he was plagued by diseases, and the misfortune of life was no more than this. It is a miracle that she survived in a purgatory-like environment, and therefore knows how to cherish a happy life.
< h1 class= "pgc-h-arrow-right" > two cherish their families even more</h1>
As the saying goes, if a person's bad luck has passed, there will be good luck. But even if good luck comes along, there must be the ability to seize it.
Although Xiao Ai grew up in the tribulations, he did not lose the confidence in life. After she met her neighbor Jin Huai, it was fate, and although Jin Huai moved, she still remembered her and often came back to see Xiao Ai. Xiao Ai also has a good feeling for Jin Kui, and the two people have been fixed for life, and then they are married.
Soon after the marriage, if there was no war, they might have lived happily, but the situation at that time was very unstable, and the factory of the golden locust would be moved to Hong Kong, and in order to make a living, the golden locust would also be moved away together. I wanted to take Xiao Ai with me, but Xiao Ai stayed because of the recurrence of the old disease.
After Jin Huai left, in order to make a living, his mother, brother, sister-in-law, and children all moved to Xiao Ai's home.
Xiao Ai sometimes came home to take a look, as if forming a situation in which the magpie nest was occupied. But she felt that this was also deserved, because she had no one in her own mother's family, and she had always regarded the people in jin huai's family as her closest relatives.
Xiao Ai's family lived in a large family of in-laws' families, and Xiao Ai did not feel bored. Because she was a person without a family since she was a child, after marriage she had a sense of belonging, although the in-laws were not related to her by blood, but she regarded them as relatives.
A lonely person has been in the world for a long time, and he needs a family relationship to maintain. After a life of suffering, you know how to cherish the happiness in front of you. Xiao Ai not only did not dislike Jin Huai's family, but also took out his own income to support the family.
Jin Huai has been gone for three years, and there is no news, but Xiao Ai has not changed her original intention, and she firmly believes that her husband will return. Xiao Ai's good sister Ah Xiu was in the same situation as her, and her husband went to the mainland, so he advised Xiao Ai to live a little more.
Fang Said, "I heard them say that almost all of these people who went to Chongqing have asked for another woman." Black conscience, leave us here, I don't plan to do it. I'm not going to take this breath – we're not looking for men, are we? Can they be men and we women can't? Honestly, the world now doesn't matter! ”
Xiao Ai listened to her tone as if she also had another object.
Xiao Ai was actually very easy to find another man, but when Jin Huai left, he entrusted his mother to her, and she couldn't ignore it, let alone apologize to Jin Huai.
The more difficult times, the more you can see a person's character. Xiao Ai insisted on her bottom line, no matter how hard life is, she knows what she wants, she is a very assertive person.
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Xiao Ai is a very strong person, she dragged her weak body to support her husband's family, and finally fell ill. Her true feelings also won the touch of her husband's family, who actively treated Xiao Ai. At this time, the golden locust that had been gone for three or four years suddenly returned, and they were finally reunited.
Xiao Ai's illness is uteritis, so she cannot have children, but Jin Huai did not dislike her, but on the contrary enlightened Xiao Ai.
He was silent for a while, then he said, "You don't want to think about it." There are small children and no children I don't care at all. As long as you are in good health. ”
Xiao Ai's transformation from a ravaged woman to being loved by her husband is a violation of her suffering, but also her insistence on happiness.
Although she was not rich and wealthy, she got a happy marriage, even if she was sick, but she had a husband who loved her, which was also the greatest happiness in her life. In the most difficult time, she did not violate her conscience, and Shou Yunkai finally saw Yueming.
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