07.19
Yesterday A day off, early this morning to do nucleic acid, after doing it to visit Sister Min, I haven't seen her for a long time, the last time I went to see her, her hair has not yet grown, it's only been more than two months, her hair is already very long.
Min Jie's appearance is particularly good, although the arm is still unable to move, very painful, very swollen, very heavy, most of the time in bed, but can already get up at home to walk a few laps, walk up the body will feel lighter.
From the end of the year to the present, the pain experienced by Sister Min is an unbearable pain for many people, and I have to say that even I can't imagine if all this happens to me, whether I can persist.
Cancer pain, probably the most painful pain in the world, the taste of pain is indescribable, and then the swelling pain, numbness, fall pain of the entire arm, and now the complete loss of the entire function of the right arm, which is difficult for the average person to accept and face.
Although I could not empathize with the pain suffered by Sister Min, I understood her feelings very well, and Sister Min said that she had gone through several psychological processes, from full of confidence at the beginning, to recurrence, recurrence, and then to cancer pain, her confidence was once crushed.
Don't say it's her, I think when anyone encounters all this, they will have doubts about the future, about survival, about themselves, and their beliefs will continue to recur again and again, and gradually they will become vulnerable, and people's mentality will change.
So I can especially understand the Min sister at that time, her pain and tiredness and hardships are only known to herself, when she experiences all this, it is difficult not to lose confidence in life, a series of blows is simply fatal to her.
But she braced herself with great will, and we can imagine how she felt when she spent more than half a year in pain every day, unable to take care of herself, unable to even walk, and confined to a wheelchair.
Sister Min has always wanted me to see her bad look, because she is afraid that it will affect me, but in these few months, I firmly believe that she will get better, and she will definitely be able to overcome these sufferings and slowly recover.
And today I see her good spirit, the heart is incomparably excited, the belief is to say it out loud, I believe, and never hesitate, because of this firm belief, I also wait until she is better, although not completely good, but I think that day will come.
Life in the continuous experience, to complete the transformation again and again, in the past I would feel that cancer is a particularly unfortunate thing, a painful thing, and when my cancer metastasis, but found that my life has been completely changed, pain can also become an opportunity.
A new life is unfolding in front of us, we must find our own luck from this seemingly not so beautiful experience, suffering is a double-edged sword, some people see the essence of life, some people have experienced human warmth, and some people know how to cherish the happiness in front of them.
And I believe that after Sister Min has gone through this most difficult day, she will surely usher in her own highlight moment, we will all tide over the difficulties, get through all the ups and downs of life, all the mud, go down to the light, do not go to the last moment, no one knows what the future will be.
Let faith and mentality dominate our destiny, give ourselves a choice, choose to believe in ourselves, or give up on ourselves, choose to live in the present, or worry about the future, summon up our courage, each of us is brave, because each of us is a warrior.