If only love would turn
Text/Tonina
1
Yang Yang always had sex with Mo Xiaoran in his dreams. The situation was the same picture of them stealing the forbidden fruit five years ago.
He always thinks about Mo Xiaoran, when it rains, he will send her an umbrella, when he leaves work, he will stop by her shop to see, when there is nothing to do, he will take the membership card in her store and send it everywhere, so that the sales office has the smell of a bar... But she didn't appreciate it, and every time she gave him an expressionless face, making his heart cold to the bottom. In the face of this fruitless relationship, he behaved like a fish swimming against the current, more frustrated and courageous.
Mo Xiaoran took over yang Yang's activities organized by their company and invited her and her band to sing for a day.
Mo Xiaoran brought the band of people to build a stage in front of his sales office, Yang Yang also followed the busy work before and after, and did not let her move any heavy objects, Mo Xiaoran sat in the corner, drinking tea with his feet crossed. Zhang Ai couldn't look past, walked over to her, pointed to Yang Yang, who was busy inside and outside, and said angrily, he is also a hall manager, can you save some face for him?
Mo Xiaoran looked very surprised, got up and ran to Yang Yang's side, grabbed the speaker in his hand with him, your girlfriend said let me save you some face, or I move it.
Yang Yang angrily swung the speaker to the ground, three or two steps to her, Zhang Ai, when did you become my girlfriend?
Zhang Ai was angry, but yelled at him, I didn't say it was your girlfriend? I just don't think I can look at it, isn't she just a singer? Is it worth it for you?
Her words were so loud that the eyes of the entire sales office and the pedestrians on the street brushed towards Mo Xiaoran, and she dropped the speaker in her hand and angrily flew away.
Yang Yang chased a street behind her car, but still did not catch up. When he came back, he turned his face with Zhang Ai and fired her squid.
2
The buddies of Mo Xiaoran's band stopped working, clamoring to leave the show, and no longer sang how much money they gave. In their eyes, Mo Xiaoran is not only the boss, but also a fragile flower in their hands, and everyone's love for her is sincere.
This matter of the concert was thus stirred up by Zhang Ai. The plan that was originally reported to the superior leader has now become a bubble, and the leader has given Yang Yang full authority to handle this matter, and if he does not handle it well, he will roll up and leave.
Yang Yang went to beg Mo Xiaoran, so he sent her to kneel, Aunt Grandma, I also sent leaflets, customers also informed, if you strike, it will be equivalent to letting me lose my job.
Mo Xiaoran looked at his face like a monkey's ass and wanted to laugh, we can sing, but you have to go up to the stage and sing a song, otherwise I won't promise you.
The band people looked at him with a smirk of embarrassment, and she asked, okay?
Yang Yang sighed, OK...
In any case, he finally begged her like a grandmother, but it would be wonderful to take advantage of her small interest, give her a small surprise, and show her love on the stage.
At the beginning of the lantern, the sales hall came to see a lot of lively, Mo Xiaoran sang the last legend, interacted with the audience on the stage, now let our project manager present a song for everyone.
Yang Yang was not ambiguous, holding a handful of flowers on the stage, kneeling in front of her and singing, the moon represents my heart. You ask me how deeply I love you, how much I love you, how deep my love is, my love is true, the moon represents my heart... Xiao Ran, I love you, be my girlfriend.
The audience cheered, and even the leaders clapped their hands and applauded, Yang Yang this kid is OK? This activity is done well, and it definitely leaves an impression on the buyers.
The people in the band were all scared, and Mo Xiaoran did not pick up the flowers in his hand, but turned around and rushed into the night.
Zhang Ai in the audience was mad, and gritted his teeth in hatred and said, Mo Xiaoran, I hate you!
Yang Yang couldn't catch up with Mo Xiaoran, who was running on the street, grabbed her and kissed her wildly, and then stuffed her into the car like a madman, he took her to his house, pounced on her, she did not refuse his enthusiasm, and soon the two people blended together.
He remembered that many years ago, one night, he was also creeping on her body, breathing heavily, sucking on her skin as delicate as blue and white porcelain. After a few years, her body has not changed, and the blown skin makes him addicted.
She found herself still lusting into his arms, and his body was like a bow pulling away from the string arrow on her body, out of control. He brushed her ears gently, and soon aroused the desire she had accumulated for many years, and she frantically catered to him. Two people entangled like two-tailed snakes.
3
Making love does not mean love.
Mo Xiaoran rejected him with this sentence, only turning his white and beautiful back to him. Yang Yang, although you are very good, but we are not all the way, in the future we will still go our separate ways.
He clutched her arm deadly, don't go, stay.
She threw away his hand, forget it, you know, there's no way between us. As for why it is impossible, of course you know.
Can't you forgive me?
No.
Mo Xiaoran put on her clothes and left, making the door of his house very loud, and when she left, the light rain had already poured down, wetting her clothes, her face, mixed with her tears.
She thought that if Dongzi hadn't had an accident, she might have really chosen Yang Yang in the first place, but if he did it wrong once, it would be equivalent to missing out on happiness with her. What he did to Dongzi, she could never forgive.
A white Hyundai suddenly stopped in front of her, the wiper kept swinging back and forth, and the clarity of the gap made her see clearly that the person driving the car was Zhang Ai. She was glaring at her with a murderous look. She dodged the car and continued to move forward in the rain. The domineering Zhang Ai got out of the car and pulled her closer to his car. Mo Xiaoran sat in the back and said calmly, don't make trouble, I don't dare to be interested in Yang Yang.
She didn't say a word, and drove the car as fast as it could, speeding down the lonely streets, almost reaching its limit speed. Mo Xiaoran covered his heart and said in a pleading tone, please, stop.
Ignoring her pleas, she sped all the way to the edge of the city. Parking in a desolate place, lying on the steering wheel and sobbing, Mo Xiaoran, I beg you, please give him to me. You don't love him, I love, I can't see you being so cold to him, you're blaspheming his love for you.
Half ringing, Mo Xiaoran did not respond, she wiped her tears and chased her for an answer, can you give him to me? Zhang Ai looked back and saw Mo Xiaoran lying unconscious behind her, she was scared and pale, shaking her body, Mo Xiaoran, Mo Xiaoran, what's wrong with you?
She still didn't move, she turned over her body, and Mo Xiaoran's face was all blue. She exclaimed, Ah! Dead man! Mo Xiaoran, what's wrong with you? Don't you die in my car...
Zhang Ai did not have the courage to take her back to the city, chose the most ignorant way to deal with it, and left Mo Xiaoran on the suburban road.
On the way back, Zhang Ai's heart fluttered and jumped. She was afraid that Mo Xiaoran would die there, and if that happened, she would become a murderer, and this life would be ruined.
In a hurry, she could only stop the car, find a public phone, dial Zhang Yang's mobile phone, hire a passerby, and tell him about Mo Xiaoran.
4
Zhang Yang rushed to the place where Mo Xiaoran had an accident, and Mo Xiaoran was indeed hiding on the side of the road in the suburbs, and no one cared. He got out of the car, picked up Mo Xiaoran's emaciated body, tested her body temperature with his hand, it was still hot, and in the emergency dialed 120 and soon the ambulance picked him up and Mo Xiaoran.
He curled up in the corner of the ambulance, watching the medical staff rescue Mo Xiaoran, doing heart compressions on her at once, doing artificial respiration again and again, and his heart also twitched, this scene pulled him back to five years ago, dongzi had an accident, and Mo Xiaoran was exactly the same.
At that time, he and Dongzi and Mo Xiaoran were both resident singers in the bar, and he and Dongzi both liked Mo Xiaoran. In the impulsive time of youth, For the pursuit of the two boys, Mo Xiaoran silently accepted, she could not tell whether she loved him more or Dongzi more. In front of two excellent boys, she can't choose, but in life, she seems to prefer Yang Yang, because of some physical reasons, Mo Xiaoran hopes that she can find a healthy person, and Dongzi suffers from the same pain as Mo Xiaoran.
But an accident, let Mo Xiaoran never forgive Zhang Yang, that year the three of them went to play together, Yang Yang and Dongzi saw a pool of clear river water, naughtily took off their clothes to take a bath inside, When Dongzi swam, he had a heart attack, fainted in the water, when Yang Yang had swam to the other side of the river, Mo Xiaoran could not water, and he called for help with all his strength, but when Yang Yang realized it, Dongzi had sunk to the bottom of the water, and even the shadow could not be found...
For so many years, Mo Xiaoran had been blaming Yang Yang, thinking that he deliberately did not rescue Dongzi in order to catch up with himself. In fact, Zhang Yang has been very sad in his heart all these years, he has always associated the cause of Dongzi's death with himself, in order to forget the cause of Dongzi's death, he has never picked up a guitar again, and he has never sung again. But the only constant is that he still loves Mo Xiaoran, more than ever, he tries his best to make her happy, she wants to open a bar, he pretends to be her father's name to give her money, inside and out to help her decorate, solicit business. It can be said that if she had not had him in these five years, her life would certainly not have been as comfortable as it is now.
Mo Xiaoran didn't know this, let alone appreciate it.
5
Mo Xiaoran was pushed out by a white cloth, and the doctor shook his head at Yang Yang and told her that it was too late to rescue her, and Mo Xiaoran died.
Yang Yang was paralyzed on the ground, his snot and tears mixed together, like a walking dead.
Mo Xiaoran just left, and when he left, he didn't even say a word to him. After Mo Xiaoran's death, Zhang Ai disappeared, and Yang Yang knew in his heart that the cause of Mo Xiaoran's death was likely related to Zhang Ai, but he did not want to call the police. He knew that he himself had forced Zhang Ai onto the road of no return of this feeling, and if he had spoken clearly to her, maybe she would not have done so. What's more, she was able to call him after the accident, and she was just overwhelmed by love.
He went to the café to collect Mo Xiaoran's belongings, just to take away some of her things and leave some thoughts. The lead singer of the band gave Yang Yang a statement and a diary, the content of which was probably a will made by Mo Xiaoran before her death, and if she died of illness, the owner of this café would be Yang Yang.
This surprised him, this façade, she did not leave it to her parents, but to him. It wasn't until he read all of Mo Xiaoran's handwritten logs that he understood that Mo Xiaoran had always known everything he had done to her, and she gladly accepted it, also to make Zhang Yang feel better.
Turning to the tenth page of the journal, it said that if Dongzi had not done this in the first place, perhaps I would be able to live happily with Yang Yang now. However, without Dongzi's blessing, we had no way to be happy with peace of mind, so I could only give up my love for Yang Yang and atone for my sins with each other's thoughts and suffering.
Yang Yang looked at the diary with tears in his eyes, looked up at the sky and smiled, he thought, it's late, everything is late.
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