#Which anime makes you feel bad#? The first answer to this question must be #Firefly Forest.
The youth of young boys and girls 10 years ago was summarized by me as "love", sorry for their "love and not", but also for their own bland adolescence, in short, more is the love of the end of the be difficult to reconcile. On the occasion of the arrival of #Children's Day in 2021, I looked back and found that my understanding of this work was too narrow and misunderstood for many years.
The girl Hotaru accidentally gets lost while playing in the forest, and a teenager named Silver takes her out of the forest and tells her that she is a "youkai". In the human world, the forest is inhabited by "man-eating monsters", and children are told not to enter it. But Yin underestimated Hotaru's guts, not only did not scare her, but also curiously wanted to "pounce" on him, verifying what he meant by "disappearing".
The vague memory of 10 years has always made me think that the encounter between the two is very beautiful and romantic, and I never expected that Firefly was knocked by Silver with a wooden stick at least twice, and the beginning was full of "violent" shots, and it was still "children". Because of his curiosity about silver, hotaru also has an inexplicable love for this forest, and every summer vacation, he has to go back to his grandfather's house and play with silver, from elementary school to high school. In the process of getting along, Silver learns about Hotaru's dreams, and Firefly also knows Silver's origins and the true meaning of being touched and disappeared by humans.
She grew up step by step, and Silver waited for her year after year in the agreed place, and the height gap was like a feeling in her heart, unconsciously closing the distance between the two people, and even falling in love with each other. Hotaru was more and more afraid that Silver would touch her, and she was always careful and constantly reminding Silver; Silver was just the opposite, he wanted to touch the girl he loved, he wanted to hold hands, hug, kiss, he wanted more, he wanted to be like a normal human, and He stayed with Hotaru all the time.
So after accidentally touching the human child, he was not afraid to leave, but finally could hug the girl he loved, could really have her, at that moment he was relieved, and even a little bit of joy, providing a chance for him who was not brave. In response to what the yokai said at the end, Silver did what he had always wanted to do, and he became a real human again.
Putting aside the line of love, the theme of growing up and healing each other is also very moving.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" Data-track="12" The companionship of > silver has achieved the growth of the firefly, and also harvested happiness and satisfaction</h1>
Silver itself is human, but when he died in infancy, he was cast by a monster in the forest to maintain his life, resulting in not being a human, nor a youkai in the full sense of the word, because he was human and was a teenager when he met Firefly. In the world of youkai, he is out of place and needs to wear a mask to make himself look more like a youkai.
Therefore, silver is more lonely than fireflies. The encounter with Hotaru, he is looking forward to, even rejoicing, year after year of waiting is not pain, but a bright color in a lonely life, the most worth looking forward to. But then he was not satisfied with waiting for a summer vacation a year, but also had to face the separation after Hotaru graduated from high school, he wanted more.
On that day when both of them knew they were going to be separated, Hotaru wore a yukata to participate in the yokai's summer festival and gained a deeper understanding of the world in which Silver lived. For them, this time goodbye, goodbye will only be more difficult, or it may be the last side. So even if it is not such an ending, the future will be full of regret and sadness, it is better to come more directly.
It's like a quote from Miyazaki: "When the person who accompanies you is going to get off the bus, even if you don't give up, smile and wave goodbye." "Life is like a train, some people get on the train naturally there will be people get off, the relationship between fireflies and silver is like a student in the same window, primary school into junior high school, will be with some people gradually drifting away, into high school, meet new classmates, but also to say goodbye to old friends." After entering the university, after working and starting a family, looking back, every important stage of life, the people who accompany you are slightly different.
From Hotaru's point of view, silver's existence is more like a dream trip, reaching the end, and silver's mission is completed. Few people will stay in the good times of the past, because life will continue, the good will come again, stop and go, everyone is a guest, only the experience with them will become your experience, melt in your character, in your heart.
So, the firefly woke up from the disappearance of silver and kept moving forward. The gradual change of the picture from high school student to adult is also the change of Firefly's mentality - the companionship of silver, let her grow, but also let her understand the true meaning of parting, not only to say goodbye to past people and things, but also to say goodbye to the past self, with silver love, with silver expectations, to do a better self.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" data-track="22" > the audience's difficult time to rest, trapped in themselves</h1>
The characters in the play have found themselves in the parting room, found the future, walked out of the sadness of the departure of their lovers, and revisited the hometown with a positive and optimistic attitude, but what about the audience? It's me, still talking about the ending.
Yes, I'm just a person who can't let go of the past. The same is true when watching "Love Letters", obviously the male Fujii tree is no longer there, why let the female Fujii tree know that he likes himself, is this not to add trouble to the living people? Hiroko Watanabe shouted "Are you okay" at the snowy mountain, and where should the female Fujii tree get comfort?
Every time I see the picture of Fujii Holding a book with his own portrait, I will regret this "love that ended without illness, and even forced to have a single follow-up", and even hugged unevenly, always feeling that the female Fujii Tree should not be such an ending, should not face this feeling alone. When I first saw it, I didn't know why I envied the female Fujii tree to be loved like this.
Now that I think about it, I am still too simple to think about it, and this is probably the adult world, always more or less full of regret, sadness and pain, but I can only insist on going on and can't turn back. Perhaps for Fujii Tree, the death of the male Fujii Tree is a pity, but the knowledge of the heart is a satisfaction.
Just like thinking more than once, if you didn't stubbornly give up the application for the teacher training college, is it now a teacher with winter and summer vacations? If I could have been in love in high school without listening to my parents so much, wouldn't I still be a single dog?
But if I had to do it all over again, I probably wouldn't say yes. Applying for the Teachers' College, you will not know your current friends, you will not stay in the picturesque city now, you will not meet your current colleagues and friends; if you secretly fell in love that year, you may not even be able to pass the university, after all, I am a person who does not love learning so much, and falling in love will affect my studies. So you see, Yi Nanping is "Schrödinger's cat", and the key lies in your mentality. If the firefly is lost in the moment when the silver disappears, the future will be full of burdens and cannot have its own life, otherwise why should the heroine be used in the film and television drama to heal the trauma or shadow of the male protagonist?
But "difficult to reconcile" is not entirely a bad thing, just like the "first love complex", it will make both parties more mature, but also make both parties treat feelings, treat life, treat life have a more comprehensive understanding, cherish feelings more, and cherish the people around them more. A life with regrets is a perfect life, which will make people full of kindness, expectations and vitality for life.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" data-track="33" > has something to say</h1>
Children's Day is destined to be a sad day, as an adult, I will always "sad spring and autumn", "reminisce about childhood", but I will try to let go, just like I have another interpretation of the ending of various "yi nan ping", or when I am relieved, I bravely walk into the future with the characters, and when I meet the new self, let the "yi nan ping" become a kind of "beauty that will never disappear".
Don't let the virtual or real "difficult to flat" hinder your pace of progress, adults always have to learn to give up, learn to let go.
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