Zangjiao (End)

{"0":{"tag":"","content":"我重生了，一睁眼，容珩俊颜如玉，正淡笑看我。我腾地翻身而起，一把将他压在身下，疾言厉色，「狗贼受死！」"},"1":{"tag":"","content":"另一只手本能摸向腰间，原本悬挂匕首的地方……空空如也！再一低头，一身绫罗软纱，身段窈窕婀娜，哪里还是我的身子！"},"2":{"tag":"","content":"容珩被我压在下头，懒洋洋笑着，「婉儿，瞧你方才睡得熟，魇着了？」"},"3":{"tag":"","content":"我盯着容珩的脸，神色怔怔。"},"4":{"tag":"","content":"死前刀刃划过脖颈的森凉尚未散去，长阶孤影，幽深宫墙犹在眼前。我叫江长娆，承锦四年七月初八夜，自戕于慈宁宫，享年二十三，死时，位及太后，有一养子。"},"5":{"tag":"","content":"眼前这位我也认识，三皇子容珩，我的宿敌，谋划多年都没能整死他，命硬得很。最终我棋差一招，兵败被囚。容珩赠了我三尺白绫，一壶毒酒，一柄青刀，让我选一个自己喜欢的方式，自行了结。"},"6":{"tag":"","content":"我选完了，可现在又是什么情况？"},"7":{"tag":"","content":"婉儿……婉儿……"},"8":{"tag":"","content":"脑中一根弦紧紧崩起，于最紧时乍然崩断，沉落渊薮。"},"9":{"tag":"","content":"容珩的走狗孟婉？！"},"10":{"tag":"","content":"那个起于微末，于烟花之地广布眼线，屡次坏我好事的孟婉！"},"11":{"tag":"","content":"我摸着自己的身体，心沉入谷底。这该死的凹凸有致……"},"12":{"tag":"","content":"一时间，给我把刀，我都不知道是先捅死容珩好，还是捅死自己好。"},"13":{"tag":"","content":"容珩温柔地替我将发丝刮到耳后，「婉儿，明日太后发丧，你替本王瞧一眼吧。」"},"14":{"tag":"","content":"轰！"},"15":{"tag":"","content":"此话如洪流回笼，撞得我魂飞魄散，我再也支持不住接二连三的打击，手一软，跌在容珩怀里。"},"16":{"tag":"","content":"我不光重生了，还重生在自己死去之后。"},"17":{"tag":"","content":"容珩温热湿润的鼻息软绵绵吹进我的耳朵，淡淡的木梨香清晰可闻，他揽住我的腰肢，指尖拂过我的眉眼，笑着问「方才还要杀我，这会子又不杀了？」"},"18":{"tag":"","content":"这温润的语气，话里藏刀的性子，真切地提醒我，不是在做梦。"},"19":{"tag":"","content":"一朝云端跌落，我勉强定了定心神，犹如丢了三魂七魄，恍惚道，「方才妖妇入梦，欲取王爷性命。那话，是对她说的。」"},"20":{"tag":"","content":"妖妇是前朝众人对我的蔑称。"},"21":{"tag":"","content":"谁叫我这个太后当得名不正言不顺……"},"22":{"tag":"","content":"当年先帝病危，我云英未嫁，作为户部侍郎家的嫡女被选进宫中冲喜，先帝一连临幸了六个妃子，我是第七个，那一夜我跪在床前，身上的锦褥纹丝未动，眼睁睁看他纵欲过度咽了气。事后从匾额后边扒出了遗诏，皇位传给了六岁的容谚，去母留子，宰丞辅政。"},"23":{"tag":"","content":"先帝是个狠人，临走前对我说，他睡过的女人，要通通陪着下去，我这样来不及侍寝的，就算了。"},"24":{"tag":"","content":"后来，容谚的母妃逼上头来，非要我代她去死。她说，容谚的母妃，必须是太后。"},"25":{"tag":"","content":"我在宫墙下坐了一夜，想明白了。先帝在容谚的亲娘和我里，选了我。天明儿，我提刀进了殿，一刀捅进贵妃的肚子里，鸠占鹊巢，成了太后。自那以后，我只有一个目的，辅佐容谚坐稳皇位，清逆臣，诛叛党，安安稳稳地过完余生。"},"26":{"tag":"","content":"可惜这一切，都被容珩毁了。"},"27":{"tag":"","content":"当年存了私心留他一命，终是养虎成患。"},"28":{"tag":"","content":"容珩尤自笑看我，刮刮我的脸颊，一副宠溺模样，「年纪轻轻的，满肚子心事，从前你黏着我听你讲，现在怎么跟个锯嘴葫芦似的？」"},"29":{"tag":"","content":"我回神，心底一阵恶寒，只觉得他面目可憎。"},"30":{"tag":"","content":"我靠在他怀里，一动不动，不想让他看见我细微的表情。纵使龙潭虎穴多年，遇上这样奇诡的事，我慌啊。我刚才干了什么？我说，狗贼受死。"},"31":{"tag":"","content":"「王爷，人死如灯灭，还看什么呢……」"},"32":{"tag":"","content":"容珩仿佛忘了刚才的事，枕着手臂道，「去看看她死透了没。」"},"33":{"tag":"","content":"死透了吗？"},"34":{"tag":"","content":"我笑了笑，「那必然是死得透透的。」"},"35":{"tag":"","content":"容珩忽然凑到我耳边，笑道，「婉儿，你不对劲。」"},"36":{"tag":"","content":"我脖子一冷，容珩的手不知何时已经抚上了我的后颈，我装作喝醉了酒的模样，死死贴在容珩胸膛上，笑呵呵道，「王爷，妖妇可怖，人家没缓过劲儿来。」"},"37":{"tag":"","content":"说这话时，我的手已经悄悄探在他的颈子旁，若他想杀我，必将付出惨痛的代价。"},"38":{"tag":"","content":"容珩手划过颈后的骨节，拉住我的领子轻轻一提，笑出声，「你抢什么？本王是说，你这衣裳带子，系得不对劲。」"},"39":{"tag":"","content":"我的手倏然松垮，随意地藏进被褥里。容珩啊容珩，看他是雾里看花，像花，却是一柄杀人不见血的刀，稍有松懈，便被刮得皮肉不剩。"},"40":{"tag":"","content":"从前我依靠诸多势力与他纠缠，勉强打个平手。今夜与他对上，鼻息交融，才真正见识到他的可怕。"},"41":{"tag":"","content":"容珩哼笑一声，拍了拍我的背，「叫你贪杯，起来罢，压得本王难受。」"},"42":{"tag":"","content":"我避他如蛇蝎，巴不得离远一些，从榻上爬起来，偏头，余光扫见了一壶酒，桌上杯盏倾倒，若隐若无的酒香在我鼻尖打转。"},"43":{"tag":"","content":"有趣……一滴香……"},"44":{"tag":"","content":"先帝最后，就是靠这个吊着一口气快活了不少日子。"},"45":{"tag":"","content":"孟婉想做什么？对主子暗生情愫，功成之夜，霸王硬上弓？"},"46":{"tag":"","content":"那孟婉是怎么死的？我动了动腿脚，不疼不痒，不是死在那事儿上的。"},"47":{"tag":"","content":"容珩解了困，曲起一条腿坐起来，我被锁在两腿之间，下不去，只好一扯嘴角，柔声道，「王爷好坏，奴婢睡着了，您也不喊我。」"},"48":{"tag":"","content":"容珩好整以暇地看我。"},"49":{"tag":"","content":"看得我心里又是一突。"},"50":{"tag":"","content":"他在一片昏黄的烛火里，伸手轻轻挑起了我的下巴，「婉儿，不知道的，还以为你被江长娆附身了。」他啧啧叹着，露出后怕的神色来，「方才给你把刀，你是不是就捅进去了？」"},"51":{"tag":"","content":"我心一沉，容珩太精，一句话就让他起了疑。甚至让我去瞻仰自己遗容，看看死透了没。"},"52":{"tag":"","content":"容珩也不打算听我回答，仰着头，沉沉的眸色越过山岚冷月，望向远方，「呵……狗贼，婉儿，你好的不学，偏学了她骂人，叫我心寒。」"},"53":{"tag":"","content":"我哂笑，「王爷宽心，那贼妇便是一身枯骨从坟里爬出来，也成不了大事。」"},"54":{"tag":"","content":"容珩没有我意料之中的欣然自喜，他神色不变，枯坐床边宛若一座雕像，喜怒不形于色。"},"55":{"tag":"","content":"很久，久到我以为他原地坐化了，容珩才收回了目光，声音缥缈不可闻，「便是她一身枯骨，也要亲眼看着她烧干净了，化成了灰，我才死心。」"},"56":{"tag":"","content":"我忍着将他挫骨扬灰的冲动，点头称是。如今是人在屋檐下不得不低头，好不容易重来一回，我将他伺候好，说不准容大爷一高兴就能放我远走高飞。"},"57":{"tag":"","content":"「婉儿，你想什么呢？」容珩看透了我，笑得如沐春风，「这辈子，你只能留在本王身边，替本王做事。」"},"58":{"tag":"","content":"我一直提防容珩对我心生歹念，可容珩却像搭错了筋，拉着我在风口坐了一夜，演了一出神女有心，襄王无意的戏。"},"59":{"tag":"","content":"他总是出其不意地试探我，我借着撒酒疯，晕晕乎乎闭口不言。后来被他惹毛了，开始言辞激烈痛骂江长娆不是东西。每当这时，容珩便笑看我，骂到兴头上，还为我鼓掌喝彩。"},"60":{"tag":"","content":"「本王以前怎么没发现，我的婉儿骂起人来妙语连珠，不带半个脏字？」"},"61":{"tag":"","content":"我可真是开了眼，为了跟我上辈子撇清关系，我旁征博引，借鉴了前朝文官痛批之词，加以造句，便骂得精彩绝伦，不带重样。"},"62":{"tag":"","content":"我含蓄道，「王爷谬赞，都是您教得好。」"},"63":{"tag":"","content":"天明，容珩终于肯放了我，从榻上站起身子，一步迈下去，施施然跑到炉子边添炭火。"},"64":{"tag":"","content":"我抖落一身寒气，跟上前去，「王爷，此事还是奴婢来吧。」"},"65":{"tag":"","content":"我伸手握住了炭钳，容珩的手还没撤下去，抬起眼来笑意浅浅地看着我，「喝了酒，连本王的忌讳也忘了？」"},"66":{"tag":"","content":"我像被烫到似的松开了手，依稀记起，有一年我与他被大雪封堵在御书房里。那日天冷，雪下得沉，稍时便及膝盖深。"},"67":{"tag":"","content":"彼时身边没伺候的宫人，我便顺手将炭给添上。"},"68":{"tag":"","content":"容珩那时瞧我，像看一个死人。"},"69":{"tag":"","content":"我当时估摸，容珩这辈子最大的愿望，是做个添炭小厮，怕别人抢了他饭碗。我与他关系不好，他怎么看我，我便怎么瞪回去。"},"70":{"tag":"","content":"如今被他沉沉的目光盯着，我直接跪下去，没有半分拖泥带水。"},"71":{"tag":"","content":"「王爷恕罪，奴婢斗胆弄来一滴香，肖想王爷恩宠，不成想自食恶果，今晨脑子便不清醒了，日后恐难当大任。王爷能否念在奴婢忠心耿耿的份上——」"},"72":{"tag":"","content":"「留你个全尸？」容珩一边戳弄炭火，一边接话。"},"73":{"tag":"","content":"他见我沉了脸，愉悦道，「婉儿，我放你走了，江家未必肯放你。我为你遮风避雨，你反倒向往外面的风雨飘摇。当年在外头吃的苦，都忘干净了？」"},"74":{"tag":"","content":"江家……"},"75":{"tag":"","content":"我怎么将本家给忘了。"},"76":{"tag":"","content":"那夜孟婉亲自将白绫和青刀送进慈宁宫，依着父亲的性子，即便容珩不放人，他也得派刺客来取孟婉性命。"},"77":{"tag":"","content":"眼下的确不是离开容珩的好时机。一则，我得让父亲知道，我还活着，以免老爷子被仇恨蒙了眼，乱杀一气。二则，孟婉前半生依附容珩而活，知道他太多秘密，不断干净了，容珩自己就会杀人灭口。"},"78":{"tag":"","content":"「王爷提携之恩，婉儿没齿难忘。愿为王爷效犬马之劳。」"},"79":{"tag":"","content":"其实，只要不动江家，随他篡权夺位，还是杀人放火，都与我无关。重来一回，若不能混吃等死，就选个大腿抱。我瞧容珩就不错，不光我自己抱，还得拖家带口地抱。"},"80":{"tag":"","content":"容珩添完炭火，炭钳被咣当一声，扔回盆里。"},"81":{"tag":"","content":"他伸手，我立即递上帕子，看他慢条斯理地擦手，一副养尊处优的贵公子模样。"},"82":{"tag":"","content":"我心生怅然，上辈子，我不是没肖想过容珩。想我妙龄年纪，困守宫墙，除了问朝理政，就是今儿瞧瞧哪家公子好看，明儿想想如何才能提拔几个好看的拎到眼前来。"},"83":{"tag":"","content":"在容珩尚未崭露锋芒前，我与他，其实和平相处过一阵儿。"},"84":{"tag":"","content":"容珩搭着帕子，笑着问我，「还愣着做什么？江长娆都出京了，你若不去送她一程，当心夜里来找。」"},"85":{"tag":"","content":"入宫多年，与亲人相见的时候少之又少，如今机会摆在眼前，连脚步都急促起来，自己给自己绊了一跤。"},"86":{"tag":"","content":"「急什么？」容珩瞧我的笑话，「江长娆活着斗不过本王，死了还能找上门来？」又在我身后懒洋洋揶揄，「你穿成这副样子走出去，是要逼着本王纳了你？」"},"87":{"tag":"","content":"我才想起孟婉这傻缺为了勾引容珩，把看家本领都使出来了，动作一大，便是玉波横颤，遍体生香。"},"88":{"tag":"","content":"到底不是我自己的身子，没太大执念。我走进屋里，当着容珩的面，换过了衣裳。容珩倚着屏风，眼前美景自是一览无余，笑道：「本王有些后悔了，昨夜是哪根筋搭错了，偏要与那柳下惠赛个高低。」"},"89":{"tag":"","content":"孟婉的身段，真是万里挑一的软，当年她初踏京城，舞姿婀娜妖娆，引得一众官门子弟为她寻花问柳，一掷千金。"},"90":{"tag":"","content":"京中总有人说，她出身低贱，可惜了一副好皮囊，若入宫为妃，母家飞黄腾达是迟早的事。偏这么个美人，早就被容珩收为己用，不承想，还是个清白身子。"},"91":{"tag":"","content":"我慢条斯理地裹上衣服，学着孟婉的样子替自己簪好头发，「王爷高风亮节，可莫要笑话奴婢了。」"},"92":{"tag":"","content":"容珩笑眯眯地揣着手，一副很好说话的模样。"},"93":{"tag":"","content":"「上一个说本王高风亮节的，已经躺在棺材里了。」"},"94":{"tag":"","content":"当年他党同伐异，逼我放权，我恼羞成怒，只说「殿下真是高风亮节，本宫望尘莫及。」"},"95":{"tag":"","content":"末了，换来他赐死的老三样儿，让我自己选。"},"96":{"tag":"","content":"「王爷，我和旁人，还是不一样的。」我打扮好，兑了口脂用小指沾了往唇上一抹，镜子里的人霎时间少了风尘，多了娇俏，「旁人嘴里没好话，奴婢却是真心『夸』您呢。」"},"97":{"tag":"","content":"京城外的土道上，我骑着马，尘土四起，将将赶上了送葬的队伍。小皇帝素来与我不亲厚，以为不过是草席卷了送乱葬岗去，乍见这般大的阵仗，我惊了惊。"},"98":{"tag":"","content":"唢呐吹得震天响，悲切哀痛，纸钱被一束束抛向高空，伴着秋风，竟升起几分悲凉。我前夜自戕而死，下手的时候生怕不够利落受二遍罪，便将短刀抵了门墙冲进脖子里，流了好多血，不知道父亲和哥哥替我殓尸时，可还受得住。"},"99":{"tag":"","content":"举目四望，为首抱着牌位，一身麻衣，冷着脸走在前头的，不是我大哥江鹤又是谁？"},"100":{"tag":"","content":"我打马上前，张了张嘴，半晌，只憋出个，「江公子，节哀。」"},"101":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤淡淡扫我一眼，带着杀意，吐出一个字，「滚。」"},"102":{"tag":"","content":"旁边的素色马车里，传来一声声沉重的咳嗽，我扭头，父亲坐在里头，帘子敞着，初秋的凉风吹起他一撮雪白的山羊胡，冻得嘴唇发紫。"},"103":{"tag":"","content":"他容色缟素，双目腥红，一副强打精神的模样，似乎自我死后，就没睡过安稳觉。母亲呢……她没跟来，大概忽闻噩耗，在家里一病不起了。"},"104":{"tag":"","content":"我眼角酸涩，想劝他放下帘子。"},"105":{"tag":"","content":"他望过来，与我对上眼，满目森凉，「怎么？容珩还想让你来瞧老夫的笑话！你告诉他，有我在一日，他就别肖想那个位子！六皇子即便不是长娆亲生的，老夫也得替她在九泉下争口气！呸，狗屁东西！别在这碍眼！」"},"106":{"tag":"","content":"我爹护短，往日里笑眯眯地小娆小娆唤个不停，这还是头一次，我被他指着鼻子骂。"},"107":{"tag":"","content":"我鼻头一酸，扑哧笑出来。"},"108":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤锵一声脆响，拔出剑来指着我，「你还敢笑？」"},"109":{"tag":"","content":"我这才意识到，此情此景，人家女儿躺在棺材里，你风尘仆仆而来，拦在亲眷面前，笑出声来，何等狂妄！何等失礼！"},"110":{"tag":"","content":"我轻咳一声，面无表情道：「江大人中气十足，小人便放心了。」"},"111":{"tag":"","content":"这话用孟婉的嘴说出来，怎么听怎么讽刺，我爹一口气没上来，朝着我扔过来一个茶壶，「我去你奶奶的！」"},"112":{"tag":"","content":"多说多错，我打马往回走。"},"113":{"tag":"","content":"其实我并非不愿与他们相认，苦主尸骨未寒，凶手站在坟头痴人说梦，不是江家人脑子坏了，就是我脑子坏了。"},"114":{"tag":"","content":"临走时，厚重的棺椁与我擦肩而过。上好金丝楠木，风光尊贵。看完心里压了块石头，挑去眼角一抹微微凉意，不知不觉，就走到城门口。"},"115":{"tag":"","content":"秋风吹来，我眨眨眼，容珩身长玉立，站在城外。"},"116":{"tag":"","content":"远处青山碧水，高风山岚，比不过他一席素衣来得清贵高雅。乌发浅披，眸光黯淡，带着几分难以察觉的燥郁。"},"117":{"tag":"","content":"我以为他在等我，可骑着马这样大的动静，都没将他惊回神。我下马，陪他站在那儿，直到送葬的队伍渐渐走远，露水落了一头，发丝打了缕。"},"118":{"tag":"","content":"我在想，我是送我自己，他又在干什么？"},"119":{"tag":"","content":"容珩突然转身看向我，面无表情道：「看清楚了？」"},"120":{"tag":"","content":"我一愣，「没……」"},"121":{"tag":"","content":"好好的送葬，那棺椁又不是透明的，怎么瞧？"},"122":{"tag":"","content":"我说，「不过奴婢看江大人和江公子的神情，应该是彻底凉了。」"},"123":{"tag":"","content":"容珩笑道，「婉儿，若照你之前的性子，必得掀了江长娆的棺材板，瞧个明白。」"},"124":{"tag":"","content":"孟婉恨我，我知道，为何恨我，我却不知。"},"125":{"tag":"","content":"我到底不是真正的孟婉，我不在意刨自己的尸骨，父亲和哥哥却受不得侮辱和打击。"},"126":{"tag":"","content":"「多事之秋，奴婢忍得住。」我低眉顺眼道，又怕他疑心，添一句道，「您若实在想刨，趁着夜黑风高，奴婢再去一趟？」"},"127":{"tag":"","content":"自己刨自己，撑死还能凭空变个厉鬼找自己寻仇？"},"128":{"tag":"","content":"容珩用手里的黑边折骨扇敲了敲我的头，「得了，本王知你同那江长娆不对付，可万事不好做得太绝。你懂得为本王着想，我甚是欣慰，今儿便赏你陪本王吃酒去。」"},"129":{"tag":"","content":"合着现在装起圣人来了，赐我白绫和青刀的时候，怎么不想着做人留一线呢？"},"130":{"tag":"","content":"我只当他单纯想吃酒，回过神来，他带着我站在聚芳楼前。所谓聚芳楼，因汇聚八方美女得名。孟婉由暗转明前，是聚芳楼的头牌。"},"131":{"tag":"","content":"容珩一只脚踏进门里，摇着扇子见我还停在门口，笑道，「婉儿，愣着做什么，莫不是近乡情怯？」"},"132":{"tag":"","content":"我敛下心绪，跟着迈进门去。"},"133":{"tag":"","content":"老鸨迎上来，眼风在我身上一转，浅浅笑开，「真是稀客，往日，您都不带孟姑娘来的。」"},"134":{"tag":"","content":"事出反常，我登时立在门槛那儿犹疑不定，想找个借口先行回府。他个糟心烂肠，绝不是一时兴起才带我过来。"},"135":{"tag":"","content":"容珩勾唇，目光沉沉看过来，带着一丝难以察觉的冷意，「婉儿，本王今儿不想被人扫了兴致。」"},"136":{"tag":"","content":"他看出了我的退意，劝我识趣。"},"137":{"tag":"","content":"如今我的处境极为尴尬，昨夜费了一番力气才打消他的疑虑，今晨又因为一筐破炭让他再度生疑，随后，就因为我不肯掀自己棺材板，把我带来花楼。"},"138":{"tag":"","content":"这是把我往死路上逼。"},"139":{"tag":"","content":"心里将容珩的祖宗十八代都问候了一遍。"},"140":{"tag":"","content":"容珩让老鸨去准备雅间了，付了银两，回头笑我，「如今你是客，怕什么。」"},"141":{"tag":"","content":"我低头道，「婉儿出身低贱，不敢以客人自居。」"},"142":{"tag":"","content":"容珩拉我过去，骨节分明的手抚上我后颈凸起的骨节，亲昵地摁着，「婉儿，本王有没有说过，除了床上，其他时候都不准低下头去。你这骨节，美则美矣，但，太过卑微。」"},"143":{"tag":"","content":"我抬起头来，昂首直视他，想起容珩最难的时候，见着我，脊梁也是直的。那时我还说过，「容珩，旁人也许服你忍辱负重，服你卧薪尝胆，本宫却不，我欣赏你一身挺拔的脊梁，若有一日能伏在本宫裙下，也是美事一桩。」"},"144":{"tag":"","content":"容珩当日只笑着说，「娘娘尽管试试。」"},"145":{"tag":"","content":"那都是年少轻狂才说出的孟浪话，脖子后是容珩温凉的指腹，又被他懒洋洋盯着，记忆涌现，一把火烧上了脸。"},"146":{"tag":"","content":"容珩低头，俊颜如玉，靠得我极近，大庭广众俯身在我耳边呵气，「不过摸你一下，脸红什么？」"},"147":{"tag":"","content":"老鸨捂着嘴，从旁插话，「王爷，雅间备好了，孟姑娘不同往昔，您总得怜香惜玉，替孟姑娘着想。」"},"148":{"tag":"","content":"容珩应了一声，敲敲折扇，笑道，「是本王心急了。」"},"149":{"tag":"","content":"说完，揽着我上了二楼。"},"150":{"tag":"","content":"容珩个子高挑，我身为江长娆时，到他下颌。孟婉与我一般高，他随手一招，我便靠在他颈怀里，发顶摩挲着他的下颌。"},"151":{"tag":"","content":"容珩将我拉进雅间里，撩袍坐在榻上，一旁的水袖香从烟炉空隙里弥散而出，旁边摆了一张琴。"},"152":{"tag":"","content":"他往后一仰，「本王好久没听你弹琴了，婉儿，弹来听听。」"},"153":{"tag":"","content":"我头皮发麻。"},"154":{"tag":"","content":"听闻孟婉在柳州时，便以弹琴闻名，后来到了京城，更是一曲难求。"},"155":{"tag":"","content":"我那时候忙着辅佐小皇帝上位，哪有空管城里哪家花楼又多了个模样俊的，亦或是弹琴好的，我通琴曲，却不熟习。"},"156":{"tag":"","content":"心念一转，我委身侧坐在容珩身边，「王爷，您方才说婉儿是客，这样的活，婉儿可不干。」"},"157":{"tag":"","content":"容珩刷地打开折扇，抬起我的下巴，笑道，「在外头，你是客，是贵人，可别忘了，你的身份，是我这个主子给的，婉儿，你当真是被一滴香毒害了脑子不成？这种蠢话也说得出来。」"},"158":{"tag":"","content":"我一哽，撒娇这玩意，真是屁用不顶。"},"159":{"tag":"","content":"我替容珩捶腿，哼唧道，「奴婢不想弹……」"},"160":{"tag":"","content":"容珩笑看我一眼，也不恼，「主子不过是个身份，换个人也是一样，本王瞧着底下那个唱曲儿的就很不错。」"},"161":{"tag":"","content":"我忙道，「府里多个人作伴也是好的，王爷喜欢听曲儿，奴婢多招几个姐妹进来？」"},"162":{"tag":"","content":"容珩好笑地瞧我，「多几个人？」他摇头，「你个不听话的小东西，自是哪来的回哪去，本王纳几个，是唱曲还是弹琴，都与你没关系了。」"},"163":{"tag":"","content":"若我此时还是江长娆，必然已经搬起琴，劈头盖脸朝他砸过去。而孟婉，就只能委屈巴巴地，心不甘情不愿地坐在琴前，绞尽脑汁想着弹什么最简单，最让人瞧不出破绽。"},"164":{"tag":"","content":"「弹一首『良宵引』吧。」容珩斜倚画屏，抛给我还算简单的曲子。"},"165":{"tag":"","content":"幸好学琴之人，皆会一首「良宵引」，我稳下心神，抬指拨音，初始有些生涩，正要渐入佳境时，一柄折骨扇轻轻压在琴弦上，「婉儿，此音不准，没听出来么？」"},"166":{"tag":"","content":"他见我不说话，叹了口气，从背后揽过来，修长的手指按在琴弦之上，轻轻拨弄，用另一只手拧住琴轸，微调过后，七弦嗡动，琴音悦耳。"},"167":{"tag":"","content":"我竟不知，容珩也弹得一手好琴。"},"168":{"tag":"","content":"「试试。」"},"169":{"tag":"","content":"容珩将琴交还了我，再起调，便流畅得多。容珩合着拍，轻轻敲打桌面，是我太过紧张，一个不查。"},"170":{"tag":"","content":"铮！"},"171":{"tag":"","content":"两弦应声而断，狠狠弹在我手上，抽出两道细细的血痕。"},"172":{"tag":"","content":"屋里一阵压抑难捱的沉默，容珩闭着眼，慢悠悠道，「婉儿，你以前，从不奏残曲。」"},"173":{"tag":"","content":"我抹去手背的血珠，疼痛越发真实。"},"174":{"tag":"","content":"我说，「王爷，奴婢喝了一滴香……」"},"175":{"tag":"","content":"「哼……」容珩淡笑一声，「婉儿，别又拿你那套脑子坏了的说辞诓我。你成了傻子，也没见你吃饭往鼻子里塞。弹琴于你，家常便饭。」"},"176":{"tag":"","content":"我绞尽脑汁想着如何狡辩，容珩继续道，「懒了就懒了，有什么不敢承认的。你是本王一点点教出来的，如今指法生了，再教便是。」"},"177":{"tag":"","content":"我心底一哂，没想到孟婉是他一手调教出来的。"},"178":{"tag":"","content":"他问我，「抽疼了没？」"},"179":{"tag":"","content":"我拿帕子摁住伤口，摇头。"},"180":{"tag":"","content":"容珩叹了口气，头疼道，「普天之下，能被琴弦抽得皮开肉绽的，除了你，也就是江长娆那蠢货了。本王是造了什么孽，一下认识你们俩。」"},"181":{"tag":"","content":"我堪堪咧出一个笑来，别人骂你，还不能骂回去，普天之下，也没有比这更憋屈的事儿了。"},"182":{"tag":"","content":"此时，屋里的衣柜被叩响三声。"},"183":{"tag":"","content":"容珩习以为常道，「进来。」"},"184":{"tag":"","content":"我循声望去，衣柜打开，一黑衣女子从里头迈出来。"},"185":{"tag":"","content":"衣柜里，分明是个暗道。"},"186":{"tag":"","content":"「属下见过王爷，孟总领。」"},"187":{"tag":"","content":"我抬首望天，欲哭无泪，这又给我安了个什么奇奇怪怪的身份。"},"188":{"tag":"","content":"容珩拉我一把，摁着我坐在他旁边，「说吧。」"},"189":{"tag":"","content":"那女子先是犹豫一番，凝重道：「今日孟总领去郊外砸场子，给江老爷子气病了，江公子一怒之下，定了今夜亥正，取孟总领性命……」"},"190":{"tag":"","content":"容珩一听，捂着嘴低声笑起来，「婉儿，难不成，你真把江长娆的棺材板儿掀了？」"},"191":{"tag":"","content":"我：「……」"},"192":{"tag":"","content":"可真是大水冲了龙王庙，自家人打自家人……"},"193":{"tag":"","content":"我原先并不在意她的身份，如今提及江家，才多看两眼，这一看便愣住了，此人正是数月前，托母亲身边刘嬷嬷的关系进府的远房表亲，似乎叫……玫儿。"},"194":{"tag":"","content":"真是好得很！容珩的手，竟已插到江家里头去！"},"195":{"tag":"","content":"容珩察觉到我淡淡的不悦，挑挑眉，「不若本王先行动手，灭了江家？」"},"196":{"tag":"","content":"我僵硬地转头看着容珩，忍着揍他的冲动，「王爷，大局未定，贸然动了江家会遭人话柄，不妥。」"},"197":{"tag":"","content":"此话一出，就连玫儿也诧异地抬眼扫视我。"},"198":{"tag":"","content":"容珩凑过来在我颈间嗅了嗅，「婉儿，你上哪沾了一身圣人酸臭，开始替仇人说话了？」接着哼笑一声，刷地打开折扇缓缓摇着，「小没良心的，你今夜是死是活，可跟本王没关系了。」"},"199":{"tag":"","content":"从聚芳楼出来时，我忽意识到自己说了糊涂话。"},"200":{"tag":"","content":"天底下，哪有做下属的驳斥主子的道理。不论容珩出于什么心思帮我，都不该当面否了他的决断。"},"201":{"tag":"","content":"前方容珩背着手，悠然自得地走，我低着头，亦步亦趋。"},"202":{"tag":"","content":"半晌他突然停下来，我一个不查撞上去。撞得鼻尖发痛。"},"203":{"tag":"","content":"容珩回身，邪邪一笑，「本王还以为，你不知道怕。」"},"204":{"tag":"","content":"我后退几步，摸了摸鼻子哂笑，「王爷，奴婢少说，也跟了您不少年……起初盼着您好，不敢让您趟这趟浑水，可人家刀悬在头上，私心其实想求王爷帮一帮……」"},"205":{"tag":"","content":"这话说得怪寒碜人，有点想当什么又立什么。"},"206":{"tag":"","content":"容珩绕着我走了两圈，抬手不轻不重地揪住我的腮，「婉儿，我看你是深山老树修得成了精，脸皮厚得可以。」"},"207":{"tag":"","content":"我低着头，讪笑。"},"208":{"tag":"","content":"「脸皮厚耐打，日后谁骂王爷，我在前头扛着。」"},"209":{"tag":"","content":"容珩嗤笑一声，「人都往自个儿脸上贴金，可从没听说还有往自己脸上糊老树皮的。你这副泼皮无赖的模样，是打定主意坑本王了。罢了，主仆一场，帮你一回，日后好好给我办差事。」"},"210":{"tag":"","content":"我应着，「奴婢这就拦车。」"},"211":{"tag":"","content":"容珩背着手，侧身问道：「拦车作甚？」"},"212":{"tag":"","content":"我一愣，「不回府？」"},"213":{"tag":"","content":"容珩挑了一兜桃酥来丢给我，「今夜抱月斋新启一坛秋露白，咱们去尝尝鲜。」"},"214":{"tag":"","content":"我咋舌，容珩不怕死，我却怕啊。依我看，最好的办法，是将王府围城铁桶，人躲在里头。他倒好，去个名不见经传的酒巷子，门上了栓都抵不过两脚乱踹，还秋露白，今夜江家就叫我两眼翻白……"},"215":{"tag":"","content":"容珩看出我的担心，悠悠然然地踱步过来，低下身子凑到我脸侧，转面看我，「你想回府？」"},"216":{"tag":"","content":"我攥紧了桃酥。"},"217":{"tag":"","content":"他忽的起身，低声笑道，「个人有个人的命数，来来去自由。只是，婉儿以为，除了本王，凭谁的身手，能护得住你？」"},"218":{"tag":"","content":"容珩一向不显山不露水，但有一年，我与他落魄于山野，大雪封山，他出了山洞不久，提了几两肉回来。那滋味我没尝过，也端着不愿问他。"},"219":{"tag":"","content":"直到后来宫宴上，有人为讨我欢心，进献了几只熊掌，舌尖一品，两种味道便刹那重合，叫我心惊肉跳。"},"220":{"tag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上。"},"302":{"tag":"","content":"我伸手去推，被容珩死死钳住了手腕，「别跟我装聋作哑。」"},"303":{"tag":"","content":"我松缓了胳膊，败下阵来，「王爷让我如何说？」"},"304":{"tag":"","content":"容珩松开我，将袖子一点点卷下来，漫不经心道，「就从一个原本咽气的人，突然睁眼开始说罢。」"},"305":{"tag":"","content":"哐！"},"306":{"tag":"","content":"门框被风卷着，狠狠摔在地上，阴风突破屏障，一股脑灌进来。远处滚滚雷声清晰传来，昏暗内舍，飘摇秋风。我抬眼，对上容珩幽深如墨的眼，被他看了个透彻。"},"307":{"tag":"","content":"「王爷认为我是谁？」"},"308":{"tag":"","content":"容珩忽然笑起来，笑意不达眼底，「本王没耐心同你猜哑谜。宗大人刚走，现在把你人头送过去，还来得及。」"},"309":{"tag":"","content":"桌下的手倏地攥紧，咯吱作响的门轴仿佛我纷乱的心绪，终于，窗外梆子响，一锤心定。"},"310":{"tag":"","content":"我道，「七月初八，我死于慈宁宫。」"},"311":{"tag":"","content":"噼啪，烛台乍响。"},"312":{"tag":"","content":"容珩掀起眼，一字一句道，「你，可知自己在说什么？」"},"313":{"tag":"","content":"我稳下心绪，无视他眼底的灼人光华，「我知道，就怕我敢说，王爷您不敢信。」"},"314":{"tag":"","content":"容珩一动不动看着我，如一头幽狼，要在我的脸上找出破绽。半晌，他伸手，钳住了我的下巴，迫我抬头，他勾唇，「江长娆？」"},"315":{"tag":"","content":"我面不改色，字字清晰，「七月初八，慈宁宫枯井底，婢女玉壶。」"},"316":{"tag":"","content":"容珩犹自保持着笑容，可在我话落瞬间，指尖倏然加重了力气，捏得我发了痛。"},"317":{"tag":"","content":"门外，风雨欲来，半晌，他缓缓道，「秋娘，可有此事？」"},"318":{"tag":"","content":"秋娘从后院缓缓走出，低声道，「当日太后自戕时，确有一名宫女以身殉主，投身于枯井。」"},"319":{"tag":"","content":"容珩笑容更盛，平缓的语气下怒意汹涌，咬牙道：「秋娘，你怕是没听明白本王的意思，那名宫女，叫什么？」"},"320":{"tag":"","content":"秋娘跪在地上，「回王爷，叫……玉壶。」"},"321":{"tag":"","content":"室内死寂压人，我被容珩捏得眼眶通红，与他对视。"},"322":{"tag":"","content":"良久，只听容珩不冷不热地一笑，「很好。」"},"323":{"tag":"","content":"这一声笑，像攀至山顶未窥得朝阳的郁郁自嘲，又像扬帆之日忽逢阴雨的愤然不屑。"},"324":{"tag":"","content":"容珩一把将我推开去，神情恹恹，「滚远些。」"},"325":{"tag":"","content":"我被推得倒退几步，心里很不是滋味。我又没求着他留下我，若非为了秋娘，这会我已经跟亲人团圆了。现在呢，容珩对着我鼻子不是鼻子，眼不是眼，他凭什么？就因为我不是孟婉？"},"326":{"tag":"","content":"江长娆是因谁而死，孟婉又是因谁而死？他自己做的孽，凭什么将火发在我身上？"},"327":{"tag":"","content":"怒气一股脑往头上涌，盛不住了就从眼里淌出来，我扭头就往外走。"},"328":{"tag":"","content":"「什么劳什子王爷，谁爱伺候谁伺候，老娘还不稀罕！」"},"329":{"tag":"","content":"走到巷子口，秋风一打旋，一个炸雷，接着瓢泼大雨倾盆而下，给我从头到脚浇了个透彻，连怒意都被浇得瘀滞于心，半点撒不出来。"},"330":{"tag":"","content":"我站在那儿，仰头，望着黑洞洞的天，突然破口大骂，「贼老天！」骂完鼻头一酸，蹲下将脸埋进臂弯里，热泪滚烫。"},"331":{"tag":"","content":"想起玉壶忠心耿耿，就连死了，名字还被我这个不靠谱的主子拿来招摇撞骗，我便更伤心。这下好了，此处不留爷，也无留爷处。我还能重操孟婉旧业，倚门卖笑去？"},"332":{"tag":"","content":"也不知蹲了多久，腿都麻了，我也不想站起来。"},"333":{"tag":"","content":"「说你几句，还耍起脾气来了？」容珩淡淡的声音从我头顶传来。"},"334":{"tag":"","content":"雨不知什么时候小了，我抬头，容珩立在雨中，打一把油纸伞，将我遮在伞下面，他半个身子已经湿透了。"},"335":{"tag":"","content":"他见我这副鬼样子，皱了皱眉，「哭什么？」"},"336":{"tag":"","content":"我抹了把脸，「没哭，雨淋的。」"},"337":{"tag":"","content":"容珩懒得与我计较，说：「起来，别蹲在巷子口，好狗不挡道。」"},"338":{"tag":"","content":"我说：「你管好狗坏狗，反正不是你家的。」"},"339":{"tag":"","content":"容珩气笑了，「头一次见跟人置气，把自己骂进去的。江长娆没被你气死？」"},"340":{"tag":"","content":"我拍拍屁股起身，扭头就走。"},"341":{"tag":"","content":"容珩从后头一把拽住我，「你干什么去？」"},"342":{"tag":"","content":"我甩了两下，没甩开，回头冷冷道，「我一个慈宁宫的宫女，待在这儿干什么？我要去给小姐守灵。」"},"343":{"tag":"","content":"容珩冷笑，「就凭你？顶着我容珩的牌子，不出京城，保你尸骨全无。」"},"344":{"tag":"","content":"我心里怒火烧灼，也不顾他是什么身份，转身劈头盖脸一顿骂，「那王爷什么意思？善心大发？良心未泯？我不是孟婉，做不来惊才艳艳的事，就连暖床，都不知道是先解纽子还是先解裤带，您留我干什么？」"},"345":{"tag":"","content":"容珩嗤笑，「本王缺个犟驴蹄子撒气，我看你正好，命硬，气不死。」"},"346":{"tag":"","content":"「容珩！你是不是有病？」我尖叫着，骂出了心里的话。骂完才一愣，如今可不是江长娆，而是江长娆的宫女玉壶，这般连名带姓的骂，都能给我押到菜市口斩了。"},"347":{"tag":"","content":"容珩脸色阴沉沉的，也不好看，半晌他咬牙切齿，「是，本王有病，才冒着雨来给你送伞。」"},"348":{"tag":"","content":"他将伞往地上一丢，瓢泼大雨重新挥洒下来，这次将我俩都浇透了。"},"349":{"tag":"","content":"「你爱留不留，惯的你。」"},"350":{"tag":"","content":"说完，容珩头也不回往抱月斋走，身影渐渐消失在黑暗里。"},"351":{"tag":"","content":"我吸吸鼻子，狠狠踢在旁边的树上。"},"352":{"tag":"","content":"我脾气大，怂得快，小半炷香的功夫拎着伞落汤鸡一般回到抱月斋里。容珩还坐在里头，衣袖泡了水，右手袖子重新卷起，刀口泡得发了白，秋娘正在忙活。"},"353":{"tag":"","content":"见我进来，秋娘舒了口气，「孟……玉壶姑娘，外面寒凉，进来避避雨吧。」"},"354":{"tag":"","content":"容珩嗤笑一声，「不还是孟婉的脸么，叫什么玉壶？」"},"355":{"tag":"","content":"秋娘脸色一僵，有些尴尬道，「王爷说的是。」"},"356":{"tag":"","content":"容珩不理我，我也不理他，两人就这么面对面坐着，脸拉得一个比一个长，害得秋娘左右忙活。"},"357":{"tag":"","content":"秋娘拿了布子来，往我头上一披，正要给我擦头，容珩道，「她自己没长手？」"},"358":{"tag":"","content":"我赌气一把拽过来，发了狠地揉着头发。"},"359":{"tag":"","content":"秋娘讪讪地去替容珩上药，我凉凉道，「他自己没长手？」"},"360":{"tag":"","content":"秋娘左右为难，终是叹了一声，放下药来，「我锅上还炖着热汤，二位自便。」说完扭头去了小厨房，留下我俩大眼瞪小眼。"},"361":{"tag":"","content":"容珩扫了我一眼，「出去一趟，吃了熊心豹子胆，跟我呛白？」"},"362":{"tag":"","content":"「有本事你杀了我。」我哼道。"},"363":{"tag":"","content":"容珩白了我一眼，「当年你主子放我一马，我便念在她昔日情分上，放你一马。」"},"364":{"tag":"","content":"当年先帝驾崩，四皇子带头造反，好巧不巧，选在了容珩喝花酒的那条街上，本可以借此机会将这群有的没的一网打尽，我就是贱，非得辩个是非黑白，查明容珩是遭人牵累，将人放了。哪成想他恩将仇报，送我去死，现在我一把骨头入了土，噢，提起这茬来了。"},"365":{"tag":"","content":"虚伪。"},"366":{"tag":"","content":"我冷笑一声，一言不发。"},"367":{"tag":"","content":"「瞧瞧，你现在活像个炸毛刺猬。」容珩觑我一眼，笑道，「京里人盯我盯得紧，死了一个孟婉，挺麻烦。」"},"368":{"tag":"","content":"我还以为他得道成仙了，要做圣人，说到底，还是为了他自己。"},"369":{"tag":"","content":"屋里寂静下来，刚发了一通火，还淋了雨，大悲大喜之后，是深深的疲倦，我撑着桌子，眼皮子打架，头脑发昏，几次头快要碰在桌子上时，猛然醒过来。"},"370":{"tag":"","content":"容珩已经给自己上好了药，秋娘端了两碗热汤上来，又给我一套换洗的衣裳，为难道，「我这里从未留宿过男子，委屈王爷去灶前烤火，将衣裳烘干。」"},"371":{"tag":"","content":"我看了眼天色，已是深夜，大雨瓢泼，这种时候路上积了水，车马难行，今夜，得留宿在此。"},"372":{"tag":"","content":"秋娘的床，就安置在灶间，小小的，将够躺一个人，我换了衣裳，秋娘便将我推进来，自己说什么都要去邻家借住一晚。"},"373":{"tag":"","content":"我愣在原地，容珩道，「她又不傻，邻舍至少能遮风避雨，咱俩充其量就是个看门的。」"},"374":{"tag":"","content":"屋里四面大敞，门板破烂，唯独灶间的门是完好的，里头生了火，我掩上门，坐在秋娘的小床上。喝了热汤，肚子里暖融融的，并不觉难受。"},"375":{"tag":"","content":"容珩蹲坐灶前，时不时往里头添点柴进去，他披着一身湿透的衣裳，就是烤一夜也烤不干。"},"376":{"tag":"","content":"我道，「你扒了吧，没人看。」"},"377":{"tag":"","content":"容珩回了半个侧脸，问道，「你确定？」"},"378":{"tag":"","content":"见我不说话，他站起来，高大的身影突然将这灶间变得逼仄拥挤。容珩面对着我，先解了纽子，将外衫脱下来，露出半透明的中衣，肌肉纹理清晰可见，我耳根子有些烫，不自主地往后缩了缩，同他拉开距离。"},"379":{"tag":"","content":"容珩懒懒一笑，「瞧清楚了，先干嘛，后干嘛。」说着，就去解腰带。"},"380":{"tag":"","content":"我大惊，喝道，「你干什么！」"},"381":{"tag":"","content":"容珩伸开手，「不是你让我扒了？」"},"382":{"tag":"","content":"我咬牙，「你扒光了坐草堆，不嫌剌腚？」"},"383":{"tag":"","content":"容珩扑哧笑出声来，继而大笑，「你说披着同一张皮，怎么说出的话一个天上一个地下？若叫孟婉知道，非得气活过来。」"},"384":{"tag":"","content":"「改不了。」"},"385":{"tag":"","content":"容珩将外袍随意扔在灶上，转身坐回去，「你想睡便睡，本王不动你。」"},"386":{"tag":"","content":"我听他说这话，才松了心神，背对着容珩躺下来。一沾枕头，浓郁的倦意席卷而来，很快就什么都不知道了。"},"387":{"tag":"","content":"梦里，我仿佛置身火炉，烧得唇焦舌燥，好不容易有条河，拼命地跑也够不到，难受得想哭，也哭不出来。"},"388":{"tag":"","content":"不知道哪位好心人，拿了个碗递到我唇边，我欣喜地张嘴，一股热流缓缓淌进，我迫不及待地咽下去，一股子苦穿脑壳的涩自舌根发散开来，我一呛，从梦里惊醒，眼前，容珩这厮正掐着我的下巴，往我嘴里灌一碗黑漆漆的东西。"},"389":{"tag":"","content":"我猛地推开他的手，第一时间趴到床边干呕，有了第一回，我下意识觉得他要害我。"},"390":{"tag":"","content":"容珩见我醒了，笑道，「喝个药都费劲，既然醒了，就自己来吧，本王没那闲工夫看着你喝。」"},"391":{"tag":"","content":"看见周围一方小几，香云袅袅，我才发现已经回到王府里，容珩换了身月白的广袖长衫，抬起的右手上，隐约看见缠好的绷带。"},"392":{"tag":"","content":"我出了一身虚汗，眼前发晕，还是对着药碗眉头发紧。"},"393":{"tag":"","content":"容珩见我不接，随手将药碗扔在桌子上，「不喝算了，孟婉的身子皮实死不了，你愿意，就自己受着。」"},"394":{"tag":"","content":"我和他僵持不下，门外廊下进来个人，道，「王爷，江府公子递了帖子来，说在归园设宴赔罪。」"},"395":{"tag":"","content":"容珩想也不想道，「不去，正主病着，赔哪门子罪？」"},"396":{"tag":"","content":"我当即端起药来干了，从床上爬起来，「王爷，打个商量？」"},"397":{"tag":"","content":"容珩挑眉，凑过来。"},"398":{"tag":"","content":"我趴在他耳边一阵嘀咕，直听得窗外那人犯了迷糊，一愣一愣地看着我，容珩笑起来，转而对外头那人变了主意，「告诉他，本王携孟姑娘，准时赴宴。」"},"399":{"tag":"","content":"这不是我第一次来归园，江鹤习惯设一雅间，临水的，小窗必须朝南，午后有阳光照进来。"},"400":{"tag":"","content":"昨夜下了雨，脚下湿滑，走到窗边，脚下一出溜，惊叫一声，就要撞上假山。容珩走在前头，回身已经向我伸手过来，突然一只手从窗户里插进来，玄衣广袖，当即拎住我的后领，一提，我便稳稳当当站住。"},"401":{"tag":"","content":"容珩手一顿，缓缓收回。"},"402":{"tag":"","content":"我抬头，深吸一口气，江鹤冷着脸立在窗内，一副我欠他八百两银子的样子。宗临事没办利索，被容珩拿住了把柄，他不得已破费，请了我和容珩来。从他表情可见十分不愿意请我吃酒。"},"403":{"tag":"","content":"我压着心里的激动，客气道，「多谢江公子。」"},"404":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤拧着眉，冷淡道，「进来。」"},"405":{"tag":"","content":"容珩好笑地看我一眼，也不知是不是瞧出我心绪的变化，临进屋时施施然丢下句话，一股子酸味，「江公子玉树临风啊……」"},"406":{"tag":"","content":"我对着他背影翻了个白眼，跟进去。"},"407":{"tag":"","content":"屋里还如先前的摆设。"},"408":{"tag":"","content":"我习惯性地要坐在与江鹤相对的靠窗位置，不料他淡淡道，「此乃舍妹之位，想必孟姑娘没什么立场坐在那儿。」"},"409":{"tag":"","content":"我脚步一顿。"},"410":{"tag":"","content":"容珩拍拍身侧，和煦道，「出门在外，别招人嫌，来，给本王斟酒。」"},"411":{"tag":"","content":"我走过去，紧挨着容珩坐下，旁边放了盆热水，我夹起容珩的杯盏，丢进里头滚了两圈，再拿出来，便冒着热腾腾的气。"},"412":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤一双锐眼在我将杯盏丢进热水的时候，就锁在我手上，容珩仿若不查，眯着眼，支着头，听窗外小曲儿。"},"413":{"tag":"","content":"这是我喝酒的习惯。自幼胃肠弱，喝了冷酒便腹痛难忍，又喝不惯烫酒，后来便干脆将酒杯在热水里滚了，熨上酒慢慢煨着。"},"414":{"tag":"","content":"这样的习惯，只有亲近之人知晓。"},"415":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤忽然问道，「孟姑娘胃肠不好？」"},"416":{"tag":"","content":"「王爷胃肠不好。」"},"417":{"tag":"","content":"容珩听到提他，也不反驳，敲着桌面，一副事不关己的模样。"},"418":{"tag":"","content":"「前夜江府下人出门办事，惊扰了孟姑娘，今日特备酒席，向您赔罪。」江鹤举杯对我。"},"419":{"tag":"","content":"容珩横手插进来，拿过我的杯子，遥遥一对，便一饮而尽。"},"420":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤目光扫过我和容珩，半晌讥讽道，「王爷对孟姑娘，真是情深义重。」"},"421":{"tag":"","content":"容珩一杯下去，不多晌眼已经起了薄雾，含笑瞧我。"},"422":{"tag":"","content":"「是啊，情深义重。」容珩接过话柄，「只是有些人是块榆木疙瘩，死不开窍。」"},"423":{"tag":"","content":"我：「……」"},"424":{"tag":"","content":"先前听容珩一口一个婉儿地叫着，我还当他说笑，难不成心底还藏了几分真情在里头，那孟婉，当真是倒霉，被自己毒死的？"},"425":{"tag":"","content":"容珩笑着起身，往后倒退两步，敲敲脑壳，「哎呀……本王不胜酒力，醉了醉了……」"},"426":{"tag":"","content":"你能演得再假一点么？"},"427":{"tag":"","content":"「本王出去走走……」"},"428":{"tag":"","content":"容珩歪歪斜斜地跨出门去。"},"429":{"tag":"","content":"这是我与他商量好的。既然打定主意要抱容珩大腿，首先得把江家安抚好。"},"430":{"tag":"","content":"我同容珩说，江长娆的一举一动是刻在我脑子里的，大可借此让江家误以为是江长娆借尸还魂，届时双方冰释前嫌，共谋大计，江家得以保全，我全了主子厚恩，容珩也能得实打实的好处。"},"431":{"tag":"","content":"这一招，真真假假，虚虚实实，绝不会让这个昔日的宿敌对我太过忌惮，一个婢女，只想让主家过上好日子，我越简单，容珩就越放心。"},"432":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤替我温上一杯热酒，「孟姑娘有话要对我讲？」"},"433":{"tag":"","content":"我笑道，「去岁新埋的石榴酒该启坛了，这会子和进石榴糕里，酸甜爽口。」"},"434":{"tag":"","content":"刺啦……"},"435":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤面前的酒盏倾倒，泼出的酒浆淹了半面小桌，一滴滴地落下去。"},"436":{"tag":"","content":"宗临不知什么时候站在了江鹤身后，眉头紧皱，挣扎反复后，终于缓缓道，「她……是小姐。」"},"437":{"tag":"","content":"在江鹤骇人的目光里，我笑了笑，泪眼婆娑，「哥哥，我回来了。」"},"438":{"tag":"","content":"亲人相聚远没我想象的温馨感人。"},"439":{"tag":"","content":"比如现在，江鹤拿剑比着我，双目猩红，「我看你想死。」"},"440":{"tag":"","content":"我小心挑开抵在脖子上的刀刃，讪笑，「你六岁下学没跑了，尿了裤；七岁上树摘胡桃，扯了裆；八岁抱我去夜市，丢了我；九岁……」"},"441":{"tag":"","content":"「闭嘴！」江鹤憋得满脸通红，哪里还有迷倒京城万千少女的贵公子模样，他气得发颤，「你如何得知……你如何……」"},"442":{"tag":"","content":"宗临已经关上了窗户，站在门边宛若门神。"},"443":{"tag":"","content":"我哥的这些丑事，他从来不知。"},"444":{"tag":"","content":"事急从权，顾不得我哥的面子了。"},"445":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤像是猪油蒙了心，睚眦欲裂，「是你害死了小娆！定是小娆生前告诉你的！你逼她！」"},"446":{"tag":"","content":"就连宗临都尴尬地挠了挠头，小时候总听江鹤发火，就喜欢叫人提头来见，我那时候与宗临开玩笑，在江鹤后头提起头发来，看得宗临嘴角直抖。是以那夜，宗临就动摇了。"},"447":{"tag":"","content":"我冷笑，气得肺都要炸了，「江大公子！我要是孟婉，趁着江长娆死前不问旁的，盯着你尿裤裂裆的糟烂事死问个什么劲儿！在你眼里，我江长娆，就是个死前还要抖出糗事给你添堵的缺心眼儿？」"},"448":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤被我骂得呆在原地，剑抖了抖，声音发飘，「没错……小娆就是这么骂人的……」"},"449":{"tag":"","content":"我扑哧一笑，没笑完，就见江鹤眼眶子都红了，一把扯过我，「你写字！」"},"450":{"tag":"","content":"我捡起笔来，一手簪花小楷看得江鹤一脸震撼。"},"451":{"tag":"","content":"他激动地原地乱走，「大喜事！大喜事！我得告诉爹娘！」"},"452":{"tag":"","content":"我虽不忍心泼他冷水，还是道，「若不想让爹娘将你当成疯子打出来，还是稳妥一点好。」"},"453":{"tag":"","content":"我知道江鹤的秘密，是因我俩从小一起长大。爹娘呢？我自小在二位高堂面前装得乖觉有度，实在想不出有什么办法说服他们信我。"},"454":{"tag":"","content":"「当年父亲生辰，你去厨房偷吃，一把火点了后厨。」江鹤替我想的这事鲜有人知。"},"455":{"tag":"","content":"我满含歉意地笑了笑，「可是，我后来栽赃到你身上，你替我跪了三日祠堂，忘了？」"},"456":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤一噎，喜色退了几分，不死心道，「表弟来府，你把人推进池塘——」"},"457":{"tag":"","content":"他不说了，大概他想起来，此事，也栽到了他身上。"},"458":{"tag":"","content":"俩人相顾无言，江鹤冷着脸，突然出声，「你当孟婉挺好的，别回来了。」"},"459":{"tag":"","content":"我们离开归园时，江鹤一副怎么看容珩怎么不顺眼的样子，容珩反倒自在得多，醉醺醺趴在我颈子一侧，潮润润的温热鼻息扑在我的脸颊。"},"460":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤气得咬牙，「你离她远点。」"},"461":{"tag":"","content":"容珩笑呵呵道，「娆儿，谁在说话。」"},"462":{"tag":"","content":"他哪怕叫我婉儿，江鹤的脾气都还压得住，这俩字一出口，锵！江鹤的剑又拔了出来，「你再喊一个试试！」"},"463":{"tag":"","content":"我拍拍容珩，低声道，「王爷，差不多行了，刀剑无眼。」"},"464":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤一个把持不住，真将容珩扎出个好歹，我吃不了兜着走。"},"465":{"tag":"","content":"容珩不动，却识趣地闭了嘴。"},"466":{"tag":"","content":"我松了口气，临上马车前，对着江鹤道，「江公子，莫忘你我之约。」"},"467":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤阴着脸，哼了一声，再也不看我。"},"468":{"tag":"","content":"容珩被我拽进车来，踉跄几步，俯身靠在我肩头，酒香被他气息带着，萦绕在逼仄的空间里。"},"469":{"tag":"","content":"他眼睛里含了一汪水色，迷离惑人，笑着瞧我，唇齿不清道，「娆儿，你和他约什么了？」"},"470":{"tag":"","content":"我皱了皱眉，想起临别时，江鹤对我说，「看他就来气，我命宗临给他掺了不少杂七杂八的酒在里头，不醉他个三天三夜，难解心头之恨。」"},"471":{"tag":"","content":"一时间，我还真是辨不出他是真醉还是假醉。"},"472":{"tag":"","content":"我说，「王爷，您怕是忘了，我不是娆儿，我叫玉壶。」"},"473":{"tag":"","content":"抬头，见容珩闭了眼，仰头靠在车厢壁上。"},"474":{"tag":"","content":"睡着了？"},"475":{"tag":"","content":"我松缓了心神，刚要歇一歇，容珩的声音蓦地响起，「本王知道你是谁，不说话没人当你哑巴。」"},"476":{"tag":"","content":"眨眼，中秋至，有了江鹤给我撑腰，我在容珩身边好过很多。都说娘家顶半边天，此言非虚。"},"477":{"tag":"","content":"连容珩都说，「不过小小婢女，狐假虎威起来，气得人牙根发痒！」"},"478":{"tag":"","content":"中秋夜宴，皇帝大宴群臣，这一天，我又为进宫的事跟容珩呛白起来。"},"479":{"tag":"","content":"容珩倒背着手，走了两步，突然杀回来，气得不行，「你就非得为了那二斤骨头以身犯险？」"},"480":{"tag":"","content":"我盘腿坐在廊下的石头凳子上，不紧不慢地叠好方巾收进袖子里，「王爷，你让我入土为安吧。」"},"481":{"tag":"","content":"没错，我不光要混进慈宁宫，还要去井里把玉壶的尸首捞出来；不仅要捞出来，还要一把火化了她。"},"482":{"tag":"","content":"玉壶说她怕冷，死前要我烧成一撮灰，送她走。"},"483":{"tag":"","content":"还有，我在慈宁宫的匾额后，留了东西，我想回去看看。"},"484":{"tag":"","content":"容珩额角青筋暴跳，最后冷笑一声，「你可知，本王的侍从出现在后宫里，是什么意思。」"},"485":{"tag":"","content":"什么意思，手都插到皇帝后院了，当然是造反。"},"486":{"tag":"","content":"我说，「王爷，太后薨逝，于情于理，您都该派人去祭拜。」"},"487":{"tag":"","content":"毕竟，你是我名义上的儿子。"},"488":{"tag":"","content":"容珩说，「本王今年二十八！」"},"489":{"tag":"","content":"我哦了一声，「那年纪是不小了。」"},"490":{"tag":"","content":"容珩拂袖而去。"},"491":{"tag":"","content":"仲秋夜，宫内张灯结彩，锣鼓欢腾。天子年少，当年我十六岁进宫，容谚六岁；我二十三岁死在慈宁宫，容谚十三岁。一个半大不大的孩子，最喜欢热闹的时候。"},"492":{"tag":"","content":"容珩跟我置气，一进宫便自行入席，让我哪凉快哪待着去。"},"493":{"tag":"","content":"皇宫的路，我走了七年。"},"494":{"tag":"","content":"脚下一砖一瓦都无比熟悉。可今儿不是怀旧来的，我顾不得旁的，拔腿直奔慈宁宫。"},"495":{"tag":"","content":"路上遇见盘问，都说，是三殿下一片孝心，不忍团圆之夜太后孤零零的，特命我前来拜祭。"},"496":{"tag":"","content":"越说越顺口，越说越高兴，仿佛真多出个容珩这样的孝顺儿子来。"},"497":{"tag":"","content":"我在时，慈宁宫门庭若市，也曾辉煌过一阵儿，如今夜幕下，偌大的殿宇孤零零立在宫城之内，只剩萧索。"},"498":{"tag":"","content":"我知道狗洞在哪，原本没想推门进去，不抱希望地一推，吱呀一声，竟推开了。"},"499":{"tag":"","content":"心里不痛快，怀着一种人走茶凉的哀切，推门进去。"},"500":{"tag":"","content":"没走两步，就瞧见正殿四面敞开，里头烛火摇曳，两道人影绰约可见。风一吹，阴风号，窸窣呢喃如鬼语。影子高得可怕，直窜到房梁顶，凭生诡异。"},"501":{"tag":"","content":"我不由得打了个哆嗦，往后退了一步，难不成黑白无常发现我借尸还魂，前来索命了？"},"502":{"tag":"","content":"就在夺门而出之际，有几句话飘进我的耳朵里。"},"503":{"tag":"","content":"「朕……不想……」"},"504":{"tag":"","content":"「你别逼朕……」"},"505":{"tag":"","content":"我脚步一顿，迫切地回头，悄悄走近，借着微光，看清楚了屋子里的俩人。"},"506":{"tag":"","content":"一个是眼睛通红的容谚，一个是穿着老粗布的宰相宋凛。"},"507":{"tag":"","content":"心里暗骂一声宋凛这老东西心思不正，我活着时，就没少欺负容谚，我死了，岂不是变本加厉！"},"508":{"tag":"","content":"容谚泪眼婆娑，顶着一身宽大及地的龙袍，怯怯地，必然是受了欺负！"},"509":{"tag":"","content":"「陛下！江氏妇人已死，您准她风光下葬，已不欠她。如今容珩虎视眈眈，打着清君侧的旗号把揽了朝中的大事小事，臣愿助陛下一臂之力，诛杀逆党！」"},"510":{"tag":"","content":"我挑眉，想听他有何好对策。"},"511":{"tag":"","content":"就听宋凛说道，「臣把自己的女儿许配给陛下！」"},"512":{"tag":"","content":"我嘴角的笑意一顿，可真是举世无双聪明绝顶天衣无缝大义凛然令人拍案叫绝的好对策！若非我还活着，定要变成鬼揪着这老不死的下黄泉去。"},"513":{"tag":"","content":"容谚哭着说，「朕……朕不需要……」"},"514":{"tag":"","content":"「陛下！当年江氏弑杀贵妃娘娘的事，您是知道的呀！岂能认贼做母？她活着，不许臣为您尽绵薄之力，死了，难道还要您为她守孝不成？」"},"515":{"tag":"","content":"我手慢慢收紧，心上堵了一块大石头。"},"516":{"tag":"","content":"留在慈宁宫匾额后的东西，容谚应该是看见了。我对自己所行供认不讳，按理说，容谚应该恨我。"},"517":{"tag":"","content":"幽暗的大殿内，容谚衣衫单薄，声音幽怨，「她到底，养了朕七年……」"},"518":{"tag":"","content":"低头，一颗泪砸在手背上，心底生出无限的愧疚。"},"519":{"tag":"","content":"宋凛说道，「陛下，下旨选妃吧。没了江氏，您根基不稳。」"},"520":{"tag":"","content":"父亲膝下就我一个女儿，再也没有一个江氏来辅佐容谚了。我提着篮子，渐渐走远。"},"521":{"tag":"","content":"身后冷风嘶嚎里，隐隐传来容谚的哀咽，「朕知道……」"},"522":{"tag":"","content":"昔日受了委屈，蹲在我门前偷偷抹泪的少年，如今也学会自己站着往前走了，不枉那夜我对孟婉说，「回去告诉容珩，不论他日皇位上坐着谁，以我一命，换容谚一命。否则，拼着两败俱伤，咱们也继续斗下去。」"},"523":{"tag":"","content":"孟婉说，「王爷知道。」"},"524":{"tag":"","content":"于是我捡起青刀，把贵妃的命还给了容谚。"},"525":{"tag":"","content":"慈宁宫后院的枯井黑漆漆的，我趴在井沿上，幽森寒气扑鼻，难以想象玉壶那个娇滴滴爱哭鼻子的小姑娘，哪里来的勇气从这爬上去，纵身一跳。"},"526":{"tag":"","content":"一根火柴划亮了森凉的夜，落进井里去。那井不深，微亮的火光自井底缓缓燃起，我蹲坐井边，听着枯叶燃烧的劈啪作响，不敢去看。"},"527":{"tag":"","content":"「跳了一回，腿吓软了？」"},"528":{"tag":"","content":"我回过身，容珩拢袖站在枯死的牡丹丛边，手里提着一盏小灯，暖黄晕染，照亮了脸前的一亩三分地。"},"529":{"tag":"","content":"我皱眉，仍坐在地上一动不动，「王爷怎么来了？」"},"530":{"tag":"","content":"容珩打着灯笼悠悠然然地走过来，在我身前站定，神色淡淡，「席间洒了酒，出来换身衣裳。」"},"531":{"tag":"","content":"「王爷换衣裳能换到慈宁宫来？」"},"532":{"tag":"","content":"容珩一面伸出手，一面笑着说，「祭奠太后怎可只派个近侍来。未免心不诚。」"},"533":{"tag":"","content":"我犹豫了一下，抬起手，他便将我握住，指尖湿湿的，有些凉，衣袖翻动时能闻到清淡的酒香，果真是洒了酒出来的。"},"534":{"tag":"","content":"容珩轻轻一带将我拉起，我顿时脚跟发麻，向前一个踉跄。"},"535":{"tag":"","content":"容珩扶稳我，笑道，「闹了半天，是你瞒着我吃酒去了？」"},"536":{"tag":"","content":"我抽回手，被他握过的地方还带着凉，背到身后摩挲了几下，才消去那些异样的感觉。"},"537":{"tag":"","content":"「王爷，咱俩各忙各的吧。」"},"538":{"tag":"","content":"「本王没什么好忙的，待给你收了尸再回去不迟。」"},"539":{"tag":"","content":"我面无表情地看着他，「王爷宅心仁厚。」"},"540":{"tag":"","content":"「举手之劳。」"},"541":{"tag":"","content":"那把火烘得井口发热，直到最后，估摸着也烧透了，捞上一撮灰来。玉壶说她死后，就随风散了，四海为家，可我不想将她撒在宫里，便用方巾将骨灰盛好，塞进怀里，转头往外走。"},"542":{"tag":"","content":"容珩在后头问道，「好容易来一趟，不看过你主子再走？」"},"543":{"tag":"","content":"脚下一顿，我背着他道，「连长阶上的血都洗干净了，一个冷冰冰的牌位，有什么好看的？」"},"544":{"tag":"","content":"容珩没说话。"},"545":{"tag":"","content":"秋风渐凉，四周萧索，我立在门旁，背身问道，「王爷想去？」"},"546":{"tag":"","content":"这话问出，我心里苦笑，猜他八成是不会回答了，抬起一只脚跨过门槛。"},"547":{"tag":"","content":"「想。」"},"548":{"tag":"","content":"简简单单一个字将我的脚凝在半空，想缀了千斤，半步难移。"},"549":{"tag":"","content":"半晌，脚轻轻落下，跨出门去。"},"550":{"tag":"","content":"我说，「想也没用。」"},"551":{"tag":"","content":"回时，容珩提着灯走在我身后，气氛有些僵，我俩都没说话。"},"552":{"tag":"","content":"说不上因为什么恼，就是不想理他。"},"553":{"tag":"","content":"路过一条漆黑的小路，我脚下不察，突然被绊了一跤，容珩眼疾手快地将我拉住，语气生硬道，「你长眼是干什么用的？」"},"554":{"tag":"","content":"我一挣，没挣开，就听那头有人道，「三哥？」"},"555":{"tag":"","content":"循声望去，容谚和宋凛站在不远处，有小太监提了灯笼，身后还跟着一群宫人。"},"556":{"tag":"","content":"两拨人前后脚，都是从慈宁宫出来的。"},"557":{"tag":"","content":"容珩还拉着我的手，见人来也不避讳，指尖甚至不紧不慢地在我手心摩挲打圈儿，酥酥痒痒的一只挠到我心里，变成一股腾腾热气，烧上了脸。"},"558":{"tag":"","content":"只听容珩无比淡定道，「见过陛下。」"},"559":{"tag":"","content":"宋凛一见是我俩，冷哼一声，「三殿下好兴致，眼下还在宫中，就急不可耐了。」"},"560":{"tag":"","content":"容珩将我拉进怀里，笑道，「听闻您上个月在聚芳楼里连宿三夜，堪称京中表率，本王与您比，是小巫见大巫。」"},"561":{"tag":"","content":"我就知道宋凛为老不尊。"},"562":{"tag":"","content":"宋凛被气得吹胡子瞪眼，不敢骂容珩，就指着我，「小小贱妾，淫乱宫闱！该死！真该死！」"},"563":{"tag":"","content":"容珩将我往身后一拉，笑道，「您可真是好本事，裤裆里的那点事找女人，想撒气了也找女人，就就这点胆子来辅佐陛下，要本王说，还比不上江长娆一跟头发丝儿。」"},"564":{"tag":"","content":"宋凛被气得脸红脖子粗，不敢明着跟容珩抢白，容谚皱了皱眉，「孟姑娘本就是三哥的人，宋爱卿，走吧。」"},"565":{"tag":"","content":"他向来不待见容珩，所以当他说完这句话时，我一愣，竟想不起来容谚何时见过孟婉。"},"566":{"tag":"","content":"思绪杂乱，一时间理不清头绪，连容珩拉着我入席都没反应过来。待回神，就见江鹤目光森然地盯着容珩拉我的手，仿佛要将容珩的胳膊切断。"},"567":{"tag":"","content":"我动了动，「王爷，松手。」"},"568":{"tag":"","content":"容珩头也不回，笑道，「不想气死那老东西？」"},"569":{"tag":"","content":"他本意是指宋凛，结果路过江鹤时，被他听了去，他倏地起身，沉声问，「你说谁是老东西？」"},"570":{"tag":"","content":"容珩也不解释，含笑慢悠悠道，「江公子以为呢？」"},"571":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤按住佩剑，眼看就要说出那句「我要你提头来见」，我忙道，「江公子息怒，说旁人呢。」"},"572":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤阴着脸，牙齿咬得咯咯作响。"},"573":{"tag":"","content":"容珩不怕死道，「你上赶着找骂，可不赖本王。」"},"574":{"tag":"","content":"眼看着江鹤的脸色是不能善了了，我一咬牙挣开容珩的手，往江鹤身边挪了几步，喏喏道，「哥哥，你就当为了我，别理他成吗……」"},"575":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤此人吃软不吃硬，但凡放软了语气同他讲，只要是我，天大的气也能消了去。"},"576":{"tag":"","content":"果然江鹤一听我这么说，冷冷瞪了容珩一眼，坐下去。"},"577":{"tag":"","content":"好容易解决了江鹤这边，我一回头，就见容珩也站在那儿，冷眼瞧我，「哥哥叫得挺顺口啊……」"},"578":{"tag":"","content":"我，「？」"},"579":{"tag":"","content":"容珩说完背着手，丢下我自己入席去了。"},"580":{"tag":"","content":"对于容珩阴晴不定的性子，我早已习惯，当下撇撇嘴，在他身边坐下来，容珩斟酒自酌，连一个眼神都没给我。"},"581":{"tag":"","content":"想起遇见容谚的事，我开口问道，「小姐生前，曾托孟姑娘给王爷带话，王爷可知道？」"},"582":{"tag":"","content":"我怕孟婉死得太早，还没来得及说出口就死了。"},"583":{"tag":"","content":"容珩饮尽杯中酒，将它掷在桌上，冷笑一声，「就她那个猪脑子，不用说本王都猜得到。」"},"584":{"tag":"","content":"我一噎，接话道，「王爷答应了？」"},"585":{"tag":"","content":"容珩不咸不淡道，「人都死了，本王能不答应？」"},"586":{"tag":"","content":"合着是我逼他？"},"587":{"tag":"","content":"我语气不由得发了冲，「王爷都把东西送进去了，她不该死？」"},"588":{"tag":"","content":"容珩也冷了脸，「你哪只眼看到是本王送进去的？」"},"589":{"tag":"","content":"我噢了一声，唇角挂着讥讽，「当然不是您送的，我这双手替您送的。」"},"590":{"tag":"","content":"容珩面带寒霜，「所以孟婉死了。」"},"591":{"tag":"","content":"我一愣，「什么意思？」"},"592":{"tag":"","content":"容珩看着我，一字一句道，「她动了不该动的人，你听明白了？」"},"593":{"tag":"","content":"我明白么？我不明白，确切地说，我不想明白。"},"594":{"tag":"","content":"明明我几次三番算计容珩，恨不得把他从朝堂上踢出去。他没有理由……"},"595":{"tag":"","content":"容珩收回目光去，不紧不慢地剥着桂圆，「风筝也有断线的时候，脑子长在孟婉自己头上，本王没看住，她应该恨我。」"},"596":{"tag":"","content":"我摇头，脑子里一片混乱，容珩空口白牙说出来，我就要信么？"},"597":{"tag":"","content":"半晌，我自嘲一笑，「王爷，身份有别。」"},"598":{"tag":"","content":"容珩将一颗剥好的桂圆放在我盘子里，桂圆在盘子里滴溜打转，看得我心一团乱。"},"599":{"tag":"","content":"「那又如何？」"},"600":{"tag":"","content":"我一时无言。"},"601":{"tag":"","content":"直到那桂圆停下来，我开口道，「不如何，人鬼殊途罢了。」"},"602":{"tag":"","content":"我夹起一块炖好的熊掌送进嘴里，慢慢品着。"},"603":{"tag":"","content":"半晌缓缓道，「什么肉？怪好吃的。」"},"604":{"tag":"","content":"我记得，听完那句话后，容珩整个身子都僵了。"},"605":{"tag":"","content":"他当时死盯着我，「你仔细想想。」"},"606":{"tag":"","content":"我一脸茫然，「想什么？」"},"607":{"tag":"","content":"容珩当时的表情，仿佛要吃人，「你敢说自己没吃过？」"},"608":{"tag":"","content":"我歪着头想了想，还是茫然摇头。"},"609":{"tag":"","content":"容珩啪，捏碎了手里的杯子。"},"610":{"tag":"","content":"我道，「不就是块肉，至于吗？」"},"611":{"tag":"","content":"容珩当即拉起我来，出了大殿，手上的瓷碴扎进了我的手，疼得我皱起眉来。"},"612":{"tag":"","content":"月色将他的脸照的毫无血色，他咬牙问道，「你初来王府，为何直言辱骂旧主而面不改色？」"},"613":{"tag":"","content":"「身在敌营，当顺其意，安抚为上。」"},"614":{"tag":"","content":"容珩又问，「抱月斋外，谁给你的胆子直呼我名讳？」"},"615":{"tag":"","content":"「宗临识破我身份，有所依凭。」"},"616":{"tag":"","content":"「江鹤为何对你百般呵护？」"},"617":{"tag":"","content":"「佯作小姐，李代桃僵，此事，王爷也知道。」"},"618":{"tag":"","content":"容珩一把将我拉近，攥得我手腕发了疼，「你是谁？」"},"619":{"tag":"","content":"我仰头看他，「王爷忘了？我是玉壶。」"},"620":{"tag":"","content":"那一夜，容珩松开了我的手，不死心道，「你像她。」"},"621":{"tag":"","content":"「玉壶陪着小姐一同长大，不该像？」"},"622":{"tag":"","content":"一轮圆月挂天，是团圆的好日子。"},"623":{"tag":"","content":"容珩望着沉沉月色，良久，丢下句「玉壶姑娘，回江家去吧，本王……留不得你了……」"},"624":{"tag":"","content":"八月十六，宫里下旨选妃。"},"625":{"tag":"","content":"我被江鹤带回了江家。"},"626":{"tag":"","content":"爹娘坐高堂，两双眼睛吃人般看我，只因下人通禀时，说，「公子从外面带回一个女人。」"},"627":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤拱手，「父亲——」"},"628":{"tag":"","content":"「逆子！跪下！」我爹拍案而起，我和江鹤条件反射一齐跪在了地上。"},"629":{"tag":"","content":"我爹捂着胸口，怒极反笑，「反了反了！可真是情深意厚啊！娆儿尸骨未寒，你就敢跟这个凶手搅和在一起！今天，老子说什么，都得把你打死！」"},"630":{"tag":"","content":"我诧异地看着江鹤，他竟然一点招呼都不打，合着爹娘现在都还蒙在鼓里。"},"631":{"tag":"","content":"我娘捂着嘴，兀自垂泪。"},"632":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤说，「爹，您误会了。」"},"633":{"tag":"","content":"我爹说，「我误会个屁！昨夜就看见你和她眉来眼去，今天，我非把你眼珠子挖下来！」"},"634":{"tag":"","content":"我说，「爹——」"},"635":{"tag":"","content":"「你特娘的闭嘴！」"},"636":{"tag":"","content":"屋里顿时热闹起来，我无语地看着江鹤挨打，慢悠悠道，「我是江长娆。」"},"637":{"tag":"","content":"没人听我说话。"},"638":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤惨叫一声，「她是江长娆！」"},"639":{"tag":"","content":"我娘哀咽一声，扑在江鹤身上，哭道「老爷，别打了，都快打死了。娆儿啊，你带娘走吧，别纠缠你哥哥……」"},"640":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤躲在我娘怀里，伸出一只手指指我，底气不足道，「她……她是江长娆。」"},"641":{"tag":"","content":"霎时间，屋里一静。下人们趁乱都逃出去了，只剩下我们四个。"},"642":{"tag":"","content":"爹娘看过来，似乎没从儿子疯了的打击里缓过来。"},"643":{"tag":"","content":"我跪在地上，恭恭敬敬地磕了三个响头，「爹娘，女儿回来了。」"},"644":{"tag":"","content":"霎时间，他们看我的眼神，也像看疯子。"},"645":{"tag":"","content":"我咬了咬牙，使出杀手锏，「爹，我进宫后，您在我小院的梨树下，藏过三百两的私房钱。」"},"646":{"tag":"","content":"我爹举着剑倒退几步，眼神闪烁，「胡言乱语。」"},"647":{"tag":"","content":"他一把揪住江鹤，「你敢坑你老子！」"},"648":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤欲哭无泪，「爹，您啥时候藏了三百两啊……连我都不知道。」"},"649":{"tag":"","content":"我说，「一些小事，日后可慢慢说，只有一点，院子里的玫儿，必须赶出去。」"},"650":{"tag":"","content":"我把聚芳楼里的情形一说，娘渐渐敛了眉。"},"651":{"tag":"","content":"我一看母亲的表情，就是知道的样子，心里松了一口气。我上前去，将江鹤拉起来，「借尸还魂太过荒唐，爹娘不信我，还信不过大哥？」"},"652":{"tag":"","content":"我爹蓦地出声，「你知道多久了？」"},"653":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤说，「小半个月，大约是娆儿出殡之后。」"},"654":{"tag":"","content":"说完小心瞄了我一眼。"},"655":{"tag":"","content":"我将死后的情形大致说了说，江鹤从旁附和，爹娘便信了七八分，比之当初江鹤知道真相，淡定不少。"},"656":{"tag":"","content":"我说，「玉壶以身殉主，我想给她个名分。」"},"657":{"tag":"","content":"我娘尚心存疑惑，手抬了抬，不敢摸我的头，又垂下去，面露哀戚，「玉壶是个好孩子，应该的，应该的。」"},"658":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤见好就收，揽过我，「爹娘，儿子先带娆儿下去歇着。」"},"659":{"tag":"","content":"母亲挥手，「去吧，我与你父亲有话要说。」"},"660":{"tag":"","content":"语毕，我看爹白了脸，一哂，「稍后，我便把三百两银子给娘送过来。」"},"661":{"tag":"","content":"八月十七，江家认回了流落在外的小姐，江玉壶。"},"662":{"tag":"","content":"当然，也有人说，那玉壶，就是昔日跟在三殿下身边的孟婉。这个节骨眼上，所有人都盯紧了江家。"},"663":{"tag":"","content":"江家出了个太后，太后刚死，趁着选妃之际认回个身份不明的江二小姐，还是跟着容珩的人，这里头的关系，不可说，也不好说。"},"664":{"tag":"","content":"进宫戳选之日，我在宫外碰见了容珩。"},"665":{"tag":"","content":"两辆马车一同挤在宫门口，进退不得。"},"666":{"tag":"","content":"容珩坐在隔壁的车里，淡淡开口道，「让她们先过。」"},"667":{"tag":"","content":"那车夫不满道，「一个江家的二小姐，神气什么？还真敢忘了自己的主子是谁？」"},"668":{"tag":"","content":"我道，「王爷先请。」"},"669":{"tag":"","content":"容珩笑道，「不敢，玉壶姑娘的好日子还在后头，若是今儿得罪了你，来日可没好果子吃。」"},"670":{"tag":"","content":"他这话说得我直皱眉头，他怎料定容谚一定会选我？"},"671":{"tag":"","content":"「陛下仁慈，必不会让江家女子尽数囚锁宫中，香消玉殒。」"},"672":{"tag":"","content":"容珩呵呵笑道，「玉壶姑娘，世间难测是人心。」"},"673":{"tag":"","content":"说完，马车已经让开，车夫在下头冷硬道，「江二姑娘请，可别误了时辰，坏了好事。」"},"674":{"tag":"","content":"我冷哼一声，两辆马车擦身而过。"},"675":{"tag":"","content":"这次，容珩一语成谶。"},"676":{"tag":"","content":"初冬时节，我站在冰冷的殿外，只看见容谚一个小小的身子，手里的香囊散着幽幽香气，小太监阿成对我笑道，「恭喜江二姑娘，陛下邀您进殿一叙。」"},"677":{"tag":"","content":"我闭了闭眼，这次跟着慢慢走进殿里。"},"678":{"tag":"","content":"没有别人，就容谚一个人坐在宽大的龙椅之上。天光难以照进殿里，他坐在明暗相接处，一双眼睛淡淡地看着我，神佛难辨。"},"679":{"tag":"","content":"我攥紧香囊，心底一阵苦涩。"},"680":{"tag":"","content":"容谚稚嫩的声音缓缓响起，「孟姑娘夙愿得偿，只是比朕预料的早一些。」"},"681":{"tag":"","content":"啪。"},"682":{"tag":"","content":"香囊落地，惊起一片尘土。"},"683":{"tag":"","content":"一封密函扔在我脚下，容谚笑道，「朕原本打算将此物交给江守阳，可似乎，孟姑娘自己就把事情给办妥了，朕想听听，你是如何做到的。」"},"684":{"tag":"","content":"我仿佛丢了魂魄，眼前的容谚陌生无比，七年来，我似乎从不曾认识过他。"},"685":{"tag":"","content":"打开密函，孟婉身世跃然纸上。"},"686":{"tag":"","content":"当年江家迁徙至京，偶遇仓山匪乱，被掳走一个小女儿。那个小女儿，就是孟婉。"},"687":{"tag":"","content":"当年，哥哥拼尽全力，也只保下我一个。"},"688":{"tag":"","content":"一瞬间，前尘旧事都缕清了，孟婉恨我，并非无迹可寻。"},"689":{"tag":"","content":"我说，「民女左前臂有一小疤，当日土匪凶恶，一刀钉穿了我的小臂。他们看到疤，就信了。」"},"690":{"tag":"","content":"我原本以为孟婉的疤是替容珩办事时弄的，谁知，昔日的血亲近在眼前，我却没认出。"},"691":{"tag":"","content":"容谚笑笑，「你是个细心之人，当日容珩围困慈宁宫，若非你及时报信，江氏怕也死不得那么快。你替朕做了事，朕答应的，自会给你。回去吧，安抚好江家，来日，有你风光的时候。」"},"692":{"tag":"","content":"殿外不知何时，起风了，呼啸而过，听得人遍体生寒。"},"693":{"tag":"","content":"我不记得自己是怎么谢恩，然后走出来的，漫漫宫道永远走不到尽头。天上不知什么时候飘起了雪，眼前霎时一片苍茫，红色的宫墙一直通向远方，安静得只剩我的脚印。"},"694":{"tag":"","content":"一如慈宁宫那夜，我走在长阶之上。"},"695":{"tag":"","content":"哒……"},"696":{"tag":"","content":"哒……"},"697":{"tag":"","content":"哒……"},"698":{"tag":"","content":"「她终究，养了朕七年……」"},"699":{"tag":"","content":"「以我一命，抵容谚一命。」"},"700":{"tag":"","content":"「容谚本性良善，我是对不起他。」"},"701":{"tag":"","content":"「娘娘，你会护着容谚的，对吗？」"},"702":{"tag":"","content":"「乖容谚，别哭，受什么委屈了？」"},"703":{"tag":"","content":"「容谚，你的母妃死了，以后，我来帮你。」"},"704":{"tag":"","content":"有人自漫长的宫道尽头走来，慢慢的，容珩的脸出现在眼前，我泪眼迷糊，看不真切。"},"705":{"tag":"","content":"接着扑通一声，我狠狠地跪下去，眼前一黑，什么都看不见了。"},"706":{"tag":"","content":"都说，江二姑娘是个没见过世面的，在宫里被封了贵妃，出宫时高兴得磕坏了腿。"},"707":{"tag":"","content":"我躺在自家的床上，腿上缠着厚厚的绷带。"},"708":{"tag":"","content":"屋外侍女正低声与江鹤说话。"},"709":{"tag":"","content":"「吃了没？」"},"710":{"tag":"","content":"「小姐还是不吃……」"},"711":{"tag":"","content":"「不是让你们做清淡点么？」"},"712":{"tag":"","content":"「小姐连水都不喝……也不搭理人，今儿又在床上坐了一天。」"},"713":{"tag":"","content":"我翻了个身，面朝着墙躺下。"},"714":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤敲了敲门，「小妹，你让哥哥进去。」"},"715":{"tag":"","content":"我恹恹道，「别吵了，让我睡会儿。」"},"716":{"tag":"","content":"「哪能一直这么睡啊？容珩是不是欺负你了？」江鹤低骂一声，「那天他送你回来我就该扣住他问个清楚！他定是瞧你选上贵妃了，想要害你！」"},"717":{"tag":"","content":"我捂起耳朵，嘶声哭道，「别跟我提贵妃！我恨她！我恨她！」"},"718":{"tag":"","content":"门外忽然静下来，半晌，门被推开。"},"719":{"tag":"","content":"我啜泣着，「哥哥，求求你，别跟我提她……若不是她要杀了我……我不会养容谚，容谚也不会恨我……我求求你不要再说了……是我错了……对不起……容谚，对不起……」"},"720":{"tag":"","content":"一只手伸过来，拿帕子摁在我的脸上。一股木梨香幽幽袅袅的传来。"},"721":{"tag":"","content":"「你要骗就骗到底，如今自己兜不住全说出来，算怎么回事？」"},"722":{"tag":"","content":"我哭声一顿，一抽一抽的，不说话了。"},"723":{"tag":"","content":"「你往日里逞凶斗狠，回屋里就是这副模样？江长娆，你丢不丢人？」"},"724":{"tag":"","content":"我抢过帕子，啪打开容珩的手，「出去。」"},"725":{"tag":"","content":"容珩嗤笑一声，直接将我从床上拖起来，拦腰抱住，「怎么？金口玉牙的，吃不惯宫外的饭了？」"},"726":{"tag":"","content":"我将头埋进他怀里，拿他衣裳擦脸，「干你屁事。」"},"727":{"tag":"","content":"「行了，有什么不能看的。左右都是孟婉的脸，哭也是丢她的人。」容珩笑着，将我放在桌子旁，自己也坐下，桌子上摆的饭菜凉透了，他对外头道，「江公子，别躲了，把菜热热。」"},"728":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤见我起来了，脸上一喜，头一回乐颠颠地听了容珩的话，招呼着人热菜去了。"},"729":{"tag":"","content":"容珩支着头，「娆儿，七年的时间，虽没养出感情来，可你也教会了他不少东西。至少他对本王发难的时候，一点脸面都不留。」"},"730":{"tag":"","content":"我肿着眼看着容珩。"},"731":{"tag":"","content":"他沏了一杯热茶，推到我前头，「今天早朝时，孟婉的供词整整齐齐丢在本王脸上，坐实了本王杀你的罪名。当日你出殡，容谚砸了不少银子，可见与你感情深厚，杀母之仇不共戴天，本王可麻烦了。」"},"732":{"tag":"","content":"容珩是非得将我心里的痛剖开了，晒在太阳底下。"},"733":{"tag":"","content":"我扭过头去，捂住了耳朵。"},"734":{"tag":"","content":"「当年之事，你为何不全部告诉他？」"},"735":{"tag":"","content":"我猛地撤下手，「我怎么说？我杀柳贵妃是逼不得已？容珩！他还是个孩子！父亲要杀母亲！他得知真相要如何活下去！」"},"736":{"tag":"","content":"容珩反问，「他还是个孩子？江长娆，你真是好了伤疤忘了疼。」"},"737":{"tag":"","content":"我气得想要站起来，膝盖顿时一痛，容珩一把将我拽下，冷了脸，「你想吵就吵，别动不动就上蹿下跳，腿不想要了？」"},"738":{"tag":"","content":"我疼得泪在眼眶里打旋儿，「我不想说了！我难受！我——」"},"739":{"tag":"","content":"「你怎么？你听不得？」容珩冷冷看我，「你就想一辈子披着孟婉的皮，给容谚当贵妃，生孩子？」"},"740":{"tag":"","content":"「容珩！你一定要把话说这么难听吗？」我尖叫起来。"},"741":{"tag":"","content":"容珩气笑了，「江长娆，你不欠他的。你真想养孩子，我跟你生。」"},"742":{"tag":"","content":"我一噎，一抽一抽地看着他。"},"743":{"tag":"","content":"容珩摸了摸我的脸，给我擦去泪，「本王今年二十八，等了你这些年，这会子还生得出来。」"},"744":{"tag":"","content":"我猛地将脸埋进手心里，低下头去，耳根子渐渐有了烫意。"},"745":{"tag":"","content":"不该这样的……"},"746":{"tag":"","content":"容珩疯了。"},"747":{"tag":"","content":"还是我病了。"},"748":{"tag":"","content":"「你……你什么意思……」"},"749":{"tag":"","content":"「字面意思。」容珩从容得不给我一丝喘息的机会，「江长娆，我喜欢你。」"},"750":{"tag":"","content":"啪！"},"751":{"tag":"","content":"门外一声脆响。"},"752":{"tag":"","content":"我红着脸循声望去，江鹤两手空空，地上摔碎了一盏汤羹，溅得他浑身都是。"},"753":{"tag":"","content":"江鹤嘴唇颤了颤，看见了我的表情，如遭雷击，「不……」"},"754":{"tag":"","content":"他眼里泛起泪花，大吼了一声，「不！」"},"755":{"tag":"","content":"说完，提着湿透的袍子，飞奔了出去。"},"756":{"tag":"","content":"我心跳倏然加快，血液撞击在脸上，热腾腾的，一时间不敢去信。想起他在前朝，做的事让我恨得牙痒，每每回到御书房都要拎他到脸前来劈头盖脸一顿痛骂，这算怎么回事？"},"757":{"tag":"","content":"容珩道，「江长娆，这些年，我可曾真正害过你？」"},"758":{"tag":"","content":"我沉默了，我用容珩来制衡他人，保着容谚把位子坐稳，可他真正对我用了雷霆手段囚禁慈宁宫，是因为我俩闹翻了。因为什么事来着……"},"759":{"tag":"","content":"是宋凛那倒霉闺女，在街上一眼相中了容珩，为防止宋凛继续把闺女往容谚身边塞，我拟好懿旨，将宋宝儿赐婚给容珩。"},"760":{"tag":"","content":"懿旨写好，放在桌子上晾干。"},"761":{"tag":"","content":"外头就有人说，容珩带人逼宫来了，连给家里传信的时间都没有，慈宁宫就被围城了铜墙铁壁，我成了孤家寡人。"},"762":{"tag":"","content":"后来，便是孟婉得了容谚的授意，带着老三样走进来，让我去死。"},"763":{"tag":"","content":"「你……当初点兵围我，是为什么？」"},"764":{"tag":"","content":"容珩冷笑一声，「你乱点鸳鸯，我不该围你？」"},"765":{"tag":"","content":"「若是再晚半个时辰，那宋宝儿只怕已经被你送到本王榻上去了。」"},"766":{"tag":"","content":"我的确是这么打算的。"},"767":{"tag":"","content":"容珩犹自不解恨道，「别人立约，还知道拿张纸，盖个印，就你最蠢，动动嘴皮子，就觉得本王能放过容谚。拿刀抹脖子的时候倒是比谁都利落。你哪来的胆子，不嫌疼？」"},"768":{"tag":"","content":"我眼泪又掉下来，委屈道，「怎么不疼……」我一边抽噎，一边比划，「我把……我把刀柄顶在墙上，就……就这样一头撞过去——」"},"769":{"tag":"","content":"「够了。」容珩淡淡打断了我，伸手抬起我的下巴，下一刻，温凉带着湿意的唇印了上来。"},"770":{"tag":"","content":"我身子一颤，唇边还是眼泪的咸涩，脚刚要落地，便被容珩腾空抱起来，他停了动作，道，「我有没有跟你说过让你老实坐着？」"},"771":{"tag":"","content":"我魔怔了般，启唇，「有……」"},"772":{"tag":"","content":"一张嘴，就被他逮到了机会。他将我放在窗边的小榻上，俯下身来，慢慢张口撕咬，强势地宣誓了主权。我被他搞得头晕脑胀，手松松垮垮地揽在他脖子上，唇齿一绊，突然一股血腥味儿弥散开来。"},"773":{"tag":"","content":"容珩嘶了一声，笑了，「娆儿，你真是笨得可以。」"},"774":{"tag":"","content":"他一张俊脸带笑，薄唇微微挑起，下唇渗出一丝血色。我眸光带泪，气息微喘。"},"775":{"tag":"","content":"容珩伸手盖住了我的眼睛，「娆儿，别这么看着我。我忍不住……」"},"776":{"tag":"","content":"他忍不住什么？"},"777":{"tag":"","content":"我脸腾地一下，红上加红，就听窗外踢踢踏踏来了不少人。"},"778":{"tag":"","content":"「容珩狗贼！胆敢引诱我女儿！拿命来！」"},"779":{"tag":"","content":"是我爹……"},"780":{"tag":"","content":"「容珩，我要你提头来见！」"},"781":{"tag":"","content":"是江鹤……"},"782":{"tag":"","content":"容珩松开我，用拇指细细为我拭去沾在唇角的血迹，缓缓笑开，「明明是你咬了我，他们倒怪起我来了。」"},"783":{"tag":"","content":"说这话时，我爹和江鹤已经杀进门来。"},"784":{"tag":"","content":"容珩此刻还抱着我，距离及近，我一慌，推开他去。"},"785":{"tag":"","content":"容珩也不恼，往后退了一步，敛下眉目对着门口二位拱手一礼，「容珩心悦江姑娘多年，愿重聘求娶。」"},"786":{"tag":"","content":"他这副郑重的态度，竟让爹和江鹤当场愣在原地，一肚子气半分撒不出来。"},"787":{"tag":"","content":"关键时刻，我爹收了怒火，沉沉道，「不巧，宫里刚刚下旨，钦点玉壶为贵妃，择日入宫。」"},"788":{"tag":"","content":"容珩道，「那便让她自己选。若她愿意继续跟宫里那位纠缠不清，我绝不二话，即刻就走。」"},"789":{"tag":"","content":"「若是她选了王爷呢？」我爹冷哼，眯起的眼里泛着锐光，逼视着容珩，「王爷难不成要抗旨？」"},"790":{"tag":"","content":"容谚拢袖站在那儿，淡笑着，「有何不可？」"},"791":{"tag":"","content":"屋内一静，只听容珩云淡风轻地补充道，「她敢选我，那么为她反了，有何不可？」"},"792":{"tag":"","content":"此言大逆不道，关键时刻，又是宗临替我们关上了窗户。"},"793":{"tag":"","content":"这一选，选的不仅是日后的夫君，亦是未来数十年，坐在皇位上的人。"},"794":{"tag":"","content":"容珩看向我，温和道，「娆儿，我需提醒你一句，若是不想，便两个都不选。自己的心，自己看清楚。」"},"795":{"tag":"","content":"两个都不选，江家便能独立于纷争之外，无论容珩成败，都牵累不到江家。"},"796":{"tag":"","content":"父亲语塞，半晌，对着我说，「娆儿，夺嫡之争，自古无人幸免。即便安稳一时，来日未必有好下场。」"},"797":{"tag":"","content":"父亲的话里，半分宽慰，半分实情。风起云涌时，谁又能独善其身？"},"798":{"tag":"","content":"宗临立在门外，明媚的天光在窗纸投下一个瘦瘦的人影。不光此刻，下一刻，永远，我都想让他，让他们，好好活下去。"},"799":{"tag":"","content":"我想起了刚重生那会心里的决断，人呐，不破不立，向死而生。"},"800":{"tag":"","content":"我抬起胳膊，握住了容珩的手。"},"801":{"tag":"","content":"他指尖一僵，反握住了我，不羁地笑开，「江长娆，打今儿起，本王为了你，反了。」"},"802":{"tag":"","content":"我进宫那日，又下起了雪。"},"803":{"tag":"","content":"容谚没有立皇后，就连宋宝儿都在我之下。"},"804":{"tag":"","content":"他答应孟婉的事做到了，出阁时，凤冠霞帔，风光无两，立在白茫茫的天地里，一水儿的艳红，真好看。"},"805":{"tag":"","content":"行至坤宁宫下，殿前的石阶盖满了雪。"},"806":{"tag":"","content":"殿前站了满满的人，有宫女，也有朝中大臣。"},"807":{"tag":"","content":"我拾级而上，到门前，人们呼啦围上来。"},"808":{"tag":"","content":"我后退一步，团扇掩面，笑道，「本宫出阁，不曾听说还要召见朝堂男子。」"},"809":{"tag":"","content":"「娘娘，事急从权，三殿下一刻前已率兵围了紫宸殿，逼陛下退位！还望娘娘前去救驾！」"},"810":{"tag":"","content":"「容珩起兵造反，诸位为何站在这里？」"},"811":{"tag":"","content":"那人面色羞赧，低下头去。"},"812":{"tag":"","content":"我冷笑，「逃出来的？」"},"813":{"tag":"","content":"看他们的表情，我啊了一声，「诸位大人生龙活虎，不抗在前头，如今，竟叫患疾在家的家父拖着病体出来奔波，又叫本宫以身涉险，说不过去吧？」"},"814":{"tag":"","content":"「娘娘，您是陛下亲封的贵妃，当与陛下荣辱与共！」"},"815":{"tag":"","content":"「您与三殿下有主仆之谊，一言顶万金啊。」"},"816":{"tag":"","content":"「丞相一个时辰前，已通知二十万大军列阵城外！娘娘，只要拖到巳时三刻，虎符一到，大军入城，容珩必死！」"},"817":{"tag":"","content":"我问，「谁去送？」"},"818":{"tag":"","content":"众人沉默了。"},"819":{"tag":"","content":"他们不知。"},"820":{"tag":"","content":"早该想到，宋凛若想派人将虎符密送出城，必不会宣之于众，他巴不得避开我。"},"821":{"tag":"","content":"我不敢赌容珩早有准备，敛下眉眼，「宋宝儿呢？」"},"822":{"tag":"","content":"一旁的宫女道，「还在入宫的路上，稍时便来拜见娘娘。」"},"823":{"tag":"","content":"我冷笑一声，「本宫去也可以，宋宝儿得跟着。」"},"824":{"tag":"","content":"一群人八成以为我争风吃醋，低头称道，「应该的应该的。」"},"825":{"tag":"","content":"独有一人，站在人群里，「不可。」"},"826":{"tag":"","content":"我循声望去，众人乖觉地让出一条路来，那人站在人堆里极不起眼，他皱眉看着我，正是宋凛的门生高威。"},"827":{"tag":"","content":"「丞相为我朝肝脑涂地，岂可让他女儿涉险，寒了丞相的心啊！」"},"828":{"tag":"","content":"我笑着上前，一柄匕首无声滑落袖间，下一瞬，抬起压在他脖子上，脖颈跳动的血管清晰可见，只需轻轻一刀，他便会顷刻毙命。"},"829":{"tag":"","content":"「高大人，不想死的话，把虎符交出来。」"},"830":{"tag":"","content":"我的话让周围人一愣，神色大变。"},"831":{"tag":"","content":"高威僵着脸，「微臣不知娘娘在说什么。」"},"832":{"tag":"","content":"「本宫不是正儿八经的大家闺秀。别逼本宫在坤宁宫前，当着众人的面扒了你。」"},"833":{"tag":"","content":"高威脸色发青，喉头滚动，额上渗出冷汗。"},"834":{"tag":"","content":"我眼锋一扫，笑道，「诸位大人挺爱瞧热闹啊，待会儿宫里打起来，当心把小命瞧丢了。」"},"835":{"tag":"","content":"能从容珩手下逃出来的，有几个忠义之辈，他们反应过来，顿时如鸟兽散，只剩下高威一个人被我比着。"},"836":{"tag":"","content":"高威咬牙切齿道，「娘娘，今儿的事流传出去，三殿下便是大逆不道！娘娘可看清自己脚下的路，莫走岔了！」"},"837":{"tag":"","content":"「高大人没听说过成王败寇么？」我笑道，「史书再多，也有改完的一天。」"},"838":{"tag":"","content":"高威怒喝道，「娘娘打算如何堵住天下悠悠众口！将人杀个遍么！」"},"839":{"tag":"","content":"我手上的匕首紧了紧，「不要同本宫讲这些废话——」"},"840":{"tag":"","content":"我的话戛然而止。"},"841":{"tag":"","content":"不对……"},"842":{"tag":"","content":"他废话太多了……"},"843":{"tag":"","content":"宋宝儿这个时候还没来！"},"844":{"tag":"","content":"高威已经把虎符给了她！"},"845":{"tag":"","content":"我双目森然，只见高威凛然道，「娘娘，兵已入城，为时已晚！此刻您能做的，就是劝三殿下悬崖勒马，浪子回头。言尽于此，娘娘要杀要剐，臣绝无二话！」"},"846":{"tag":"","content":"我哪里还顾得上听他说什么，狠狠将匕首插进高威身前的土里，扯下高耸的凤冠，任头发凌乱地披散下来。"},"847":{"tag":"","content":"我往紫宸殿跑去。"},"848":{"tag":"","content":"天上的雪越下越大，我望不见前路，一路跌跌撞撞，终于看见了紫宸殿的屋宇。"},"849":{"tag":"","content":"殿前围了一层又一层身穿铁甲的人，数百条枪戟耸立雪中，触目森寒。"},"850":{"tag":"","content":"我提起裙摆，绣鞋已经湿透，脚被冻得没了知觉。走到殿前，被人拦下，拿枪戟指着。"},"851":{"tag":"","content":"容珩一个时辰前下令，紫宸殿不得进出，违者就地处决。"},"852":{"tag":"","content":"我说，「我找容珩。」"},"853":{"tag":"","content":"回应我的只有冷冷的铁戟。"},"854":{"tag":"","content":"我站在冰天雪地里，有种前所未有的无助和慌乱。"},"855":{"tag":"","content":"我嘶号道，「你们睁开狗眼看看！我是容珩的人！让我进去！」"},"856":{"tag":"","content":"为首的那人闻言，冷声道，「陛下有令，从三殿下反叛者，通通抓起来，等候处决。」"},"857":{"tag":"","content":"我脑子嗡地一声，身子晃了晃，「你说什么？」"},"858":{"tag":"","content":"容珩的人，反了？"},"859":{"tag":"","content":"身边已有士兵上前，将我束缚住，压在雪地里。"},"860":{"tag":"","content":"月前膝盖的伤还未好利索，重新撞下去，便是锥心刺骨的疼。可我顾不得那么多了，死死盯着他，「容珩呢？他人在哪！你告诉我！他人在哪！」"},"861":{"tag":"","content":"为首的人看了我很久，淡淡道，「死了。」"},"862":{"tag":"","content":"我浑身的血彻底凝住，冷笑出声，「我不信！空口无凭！尸首呢！你把尸首摆出来！」"},"863":{"tag":"","content":"那人挥了挥手，抬上一具无头尸身。"},"864":{"tag":"","content":"我摇头，嘴唇发抖，「没有头……我什么都不信……我什么都不信……」"},"865":{"tag":"","content":"那尸体浑身都是血，已经看不出穿着和模样，可那体型，分明又是容珩。"},"866":{"tag":"","content":"我哆嗦着伸出手，握住他的手指，冷冰冰，硬邦邦的，不久前，我还握着他的手，他的手指，在我手心轻巧地划过。"},"867":{"tag":"","content":"一滴眼泪倏然落下，砸进雪里，化出一个小洞。"},"868":{"tag":"","content":"我两只手都抓紧了他，断了气般哽咽，「容珩……容珩……你骗我！你骗我！」"},"869":{"tag":"","content":"「我都跟着你反了！你现在死了算怎么回事！」我抓起尸体，抱进怀里，歇斯底里，「你让我怎么办！」"},"870":{"tag":"","content":"「啪……啪……啪……」"},"871":{"tag":"","content":"长阶之上，响起了缓缓的拍手声。"},"872":{"tag":"","content":"「朕竟不知，贵妃与三哥感情甚笃，差点就夺人所爱了。」"},"873":{"tag":"","content":"我抱着容珩，麻木地看向阶上，容谚眉目冷淡地站在那儿，嘴角挂着笑，他才十三岁，却已经像个大人。"},"874":{"tag":"","content":"「不过试一试，贵妃便全招了。」容谚冷漠地笑了，「朕许你一世荣华，不够么？为何还想要一颗人心？孟婉，你太贪了。」"},"875":{"tag":"","content":"我猛地扑向他，被身旁的人拉住。"},"876":{"tag":"","content":"我恶狠狠咬牙切齿地看着他，拼命地挣扎，「你杀了我！你杀了我啊！」我捧起一抔雪，狠狠砸在他脸上。"},"877":{"tag":"","content":"少年稚嫩的脸上，浮现出红印。"},"878":{"tag":"","content":"容谚偏着头，半晌，缓缓抚摸上自己的脸，笑道，「这皇宫里，最不需要的，就是温情。江长娆死在这上头，朕原以为，你会聪明点。」"},"879":{"tag":"","content":"容谚招了招手，我便被拖到他脚下，火红的嫁衣湿漉漉地缠在身上，绊得我踉跄几步。"},"880":{"tag":"","content":"容谚负手站在上头，眸光里带着看蝼蚁一般的怜悯，「江长娆曾教朕以情意，朕不否认，她对朕是掏心掏肺的好，可她从没看明白。母妃杀她，是为了权；她杀母妃，亦是为了权；后来朕杀了她，同样，也是为了权。进了皇城，谁的手上都别想干净。」"},"881":{"tag":"","content":"我哑着嗓子，气得发抖，「江长娆她是为了活下去。」"},"882":{"tag":"","content":"容谚笑出声来，「有权，才能活下去。」"},"883":{"tag":"","content":"「江长娆那个可怜虫，直到死，还蠢兮兮地写下罪己诏，藏在匾额后头，她想干什么？得到朕的的宽恕？」容谚冷笑一声，「朕不恨她杀了母妃，朕恨她是个好人。多单纯啊，励精图治，勤勉政事，手上只沾过一个人的血，却坐上了所有人都梦寐以求的位子，她凭什么？」"},"884":{"tag":"","content":"我捂住了胸口，如同吞下了一块冷冰，硌得心口发了疼，发了冷。"},"885":{"tag":"","content":"「所有人从沾上人血的那一刻，就没了良心！凭什么她有！她为何不杀了朕，让朕知道，当一个好人，也能在宫里好好活下去！」容谚脸颊颤抖，面目狰狞，「朕七岁那年，第一次杀人的时候，她在哪里！整整七年！她喋喋不休，要朕以诚待人！良心丢了，她要朕去哪里捡！去她的七年！江长娆该死！她该死！」"},"886":{"tag":"","content":"我再也压抑不住，眼泪噼里啪啦滚下来。"},"887":{"tag":"","content":"容谚上前来，站在两阶之上，将将与我视线平齐。他死死拽住了我的领子，眼目猩红，咬牙切齿，「现在连你也这样！你们江家，江山易改，本性难移，都该死！」"},"888":{"tag":"","content":"他疯笑起来，「你不想看看容珩什么样？他听着你在外头号丧似的，不知已经在身上捅了几刀了。不知道是身上更疼，还是心更疼……」"},"889":{"tag":"","content":"我心底一突，如溺水之人攥住了容谚的衣角，勉强爬起来。"},"890":{"tag":"","content":"容谚使出蛮力拉着我，将我拽进紫宸殿去，脚下沾了雪水，容谚一甩，我结结实实跌在坚硬的地砖上，膝盖已经痛得没了知觉。"},"891":{"tag":"","content":"容珩背对着我站在那儿，一切恍若梦境。"},"892":{"tag":"","content":"我顾不得旁的，从地上挣扎起身，再也经不起大悲大喜，「容珩……」"},"893":{"tag":"","content":"容珩在我开口时，转过身来，身前，是两处极为显眼的血迹，有一个已经干涸，另一个还在往外渗血。"},"894":{"tag":"","content":"他脸色惨白，对着我厉声道，「你来做什么！不是让你好好待在坤宁宫！」"},"895":{"tag":"","content":"若我听了他的话，老实待着，岂会知道此刻的凶险！容珩将起兵造反说得云淡风轻，可容谚岂会真的毫无准备，坐以待毙！"},"896":{"tag":"","content":"宋凛抱着一个牌位站在那儿，冷淡道，「三殿下，还差一刀。若您食言，逼得老臣砸了良妃娘娘的牌位，就得不偿失了。」"},"897":{"tag":"","content":"容谚在一旁冷笑，「瞧瞧，你跟三哥，还真是一路人。一个个为了活人死人的，命都不要。母妃说得真对，毁了良妃，就能连她儿子一并毁了。婉贵妃，今儿，朕让你抱着容珩的尸体哭个够。」"},"898":{"tag":"","content":"容珩抬起了匕首，抵住了胸口。"},"899":{"tag":"","content":"我趴在地上，无力抬起头来，漫无目的地伸着手，哀求道，「你别这样！容珩！」"},"900":{"tag":"","content":"他用了狠劲，刀刃一点点沿着肋骨插进去。"},"901":{"tag":"","content":"我嘶号出声，涕泗横流，「容珩！你知道自己有多蠢吗！我求你醒醒！」"},"902":{"tag":"","content":"刀尖儿干涸的血再次被染成鲜艳的红，容珩笑着，最终却没说出一句话。他已经疼得说不出来了。"},"903":{"tag":"","content":"我凄厉嘶喊，「宋凛！把牌位放下！」"},"904":{"tag":"","content":"宋凛呵呵一笑，并未动作。"},"905":{"tag":"","content":"容谚招了招手，外头走进俩人，一左一右将我架起，「婉贵妃，你对三哥痴心一片，不想看看他对你如何么？」"},"906":{"tag":"","content":"闻言我猛地一抓，捞起了容珩的手，不及抓紧，我便被强行拉开去。"},"907":{"tag":"","content":"容谚在椅子上坐下来，歪着头，不怀好意道，「三哥，下面轮到她了。」"},"908":{"tag":"","content":"他有一搭没一搭地敲着桌面，「要么捅她，要么捅你，自己选。」"},"909":{"tag":"","content":"我奋力挣扎起来，「容珩，我不怕疼！你捅我吧！」"},"910":{"tag":"","content":"容珩不说话，容谚腾地站起，举起良妃的牌位厉声道，「朕要你立刻选！」"},"911":{"tag":"","content":"「不！不！容珩！你把手放下！」我凄厉地尖叫着，「你看看我！你看看我！」"},"912":{"tag":"","content":"容珩扑哧一声，匕首无情刺下去，刀刃扎穿了手臂，这一次，血从上头成缕地往下淌。"},"913":{"tag":"","content":"我腿一软，差点跪下去。"},"914":{"tag":"","content":"容谚扔了牌位，拍手大笑，「婉贵妃，快点谢恩，哈哈哈，真情假意，一验便知。」"},"915":{"tag":"","content":"我浑身都在抖，昔日那个胆小懦弱的脸与眼前的容谚渐渐重合，我无再说出那句话：他还是个孩子。"},"916":{"tag":"","content":"容珩背对着我看，立在原地，将匕首拔出来，当啷一声，扔在地上，他用另一只手覆上去，指掌交界处，殷红的血迹缓缓淌下。"},"917":{"tag":"","content":"容珩转过身，神情平淡地问道，「看清楚了么？」"},"918":{"tag":"","content":"容珩举起淌血的手，「想好了再说，我太疼了，别往我心口上扎。」"},"919":{"tag":"","content":"容珩在等我一句答复，他要我跟着他心甘情愿地造反。他知道，我心底的恻隐会害死自己，所以他用一只手来换，换我看清容谚，也看清自己。"},"920":{"tag":"","content":"我的力气被抽干了，狼狈地跌坐在地上，手不知道什么时候蹭了血，搓得地上身上到处都是。"},"921":{"tag":"","content":"我闭了闭眼，哑着嗓子道，「看清楚了。」"},"922":{"tag":"","content":"「当日慈宁宫的那一刀，便权当是我还了他一条命。」"},"923":{"tag":"","content":"容谚说，「你说什么？」"},"924":{"tag":"","content":"我面无血色道，「容谚，连我都不认识了么？」"},"925":{"tag":"","content":"容谚后退一步，磕在椅子上，扑腾坐下来。"},"926":{"tag":"","content":"我宛若地狱爬出来的恶鬼，亲口将我呵护了七年的孩子吓得大惊失色，「容谚，我是你的小娘娘啊。」"},"927":{"tag":"","content":"「住口！」容谚五官扭曲，猛的将玉玺奏折扫落一地，「你住口！江长娆死了！她死了！」"},"928":{"tag":"","content":"我说，「是啊，她死了，被容谚亲手杀死的。」"},"929":{"tag":"","content":"容谚仿佛看见了鬼，身子抖成一团，「朕知道！你是来索命的！你是来索命的！」"},"930":{"tag":"","content":"「朕不怕你！朕谁都不怕！」容谚恶狠狠地对着门外喊道，「来人！把他们抓起来！容珩！还有江……江，孟……孟……玉壶……都抓起来！这里是朕的地方！这里！永远都是朕的地方！」"},"931":{"tag":"","content":"容珩唇角渐渐挂上了笑意，轻唤一声，「你的地方？」"},"932":{"tag":"","content":"宫殿外，静悄悄的。"},"933":{"tag":"","content":"容谚惨叫一声，从龙椅上翻下去，过会儿，又从侧面的桌子腿下爬出来，哭着朝我爬过来，「小……小娘娘，你救救容谚吧……你说要一辈子保护容谚的，你杀了朕的母妃，朕一辈子都不会原谅你……」"},"934":{"tag":"","content":"他稚嫩的脸被抹得黢黑，眼泪在脸上划出白嫩嫩的两条沟，眼睛黢黑，原先我觉得他可爱，这会儿只觉得心底生寒。"},"935":{"tag":"","content":"容谚哭着，笑着，狰狞着，怨恨着，扑过来。"},"936":{"tag":"","content":"「江长娆！你拿命来！哈哈哈，朕要拉着你！拉着你这副脸皮！这双眼！这张嘴！一起下地狱！」"},"937":{"tag":"","content":"嗖！"},"938":{"tag":"","content":"一柄箭隔空，穿过容谚的小手臂，插在我和他之前。容珩淡淡道，「来人。」"},"939":{"tag":"","content":"门外，是枪戟杵地的齐响，「谨遵殿下令！」雄壮英气的喊声在高耸的云霄下震荡。"},"940":{"tag":"","content":"震得容谚变了脸。"},"941":{"tag":"","content":"先前还听命于容谚的黑甲卫已再次易主，躬身立在容珩身后。"},"942":{"tag":"","content":"我被人扶着坐在了椅子上，为首的那人拱手道，「殿下，城外二十万大军已由江大人率人悉数缴降，于宫外听候发落。」"},"943":{"tag":"","content":"这时我才缓过劲儿，黑甲卫第一次易主，放出了高威，以虎符诱敌深入，请君入瓮。容珩不示弱，便赢不了。"},"944":{"tag":"","content":"容谚惨叫一声，像一条丧家之犬，四肢极不协调地滚回到桌子之下。"},"945":{"tag":"","content":"容珩道，「拿箭来。」"},"946":{"tag":"","content":"在宋凛惊恐的目光中，容珩松开伤口，利落地搭弓，上箭，拉起，瞄准了坐在高位上的容谚，血一汩一汩从伤口里涌出来，在容珩脚下围成血泊。"},"947":{"tag":"","content":"容谚一把将宋凛拉来挡在脸前，厉声道，「护驾！」"},"948":{"tag":"","content":"只可惜四下无人应声，只有宋凛面如菜色，踢蹬着俩腿，像秋后活不了太久的蚂蚱。"},"949":{"tag":"","content":"「陛……陛下，饶了臣吧……臣还有女儿……还有家人！」"},"950":{"tag":"","content":"他嘴里喊着，眼睛却看着容珩。"},"951":{"tag":"","content":"容谚狠笑道，「天下人不过棋子，皆可为朕所用！保下朕，来日，朕抬你的女儿做皇后！」"},"952":{"tag":"","content":"宋凛呸了一声，「狗贼！老夫没跟你说话！」"},"953":{"tag":"","content":"容谚笑容一怔，慢慢阴鸷下来，「连你也背叛朕？」说完，他又哭起来，疯了般哀求，「三哥……我与你情同手足！当日若不是我，你也跟良妃一并死在屋里了！你……我是你的救命恩人！你不能杀我！」"},"954":{"tag":"","content":"容珩轻笑一声，「拜陛下所赐，当年母妃幽闭房门，深中炭毒，不治身亡。此仇，今日该报了。」"},"955":{"tag":"","content":"我心里一惊，想起容珩从不许别人添炭的习惯，他每次，不多不少，就添三块，有时得了空闲，便会坐在炉子前，盯着炭块烧尽，再添三块，如此反复。"},"956":{"tag":"","content":"容谚怪笑一声，「那是朕救你！烧死个拖累人的母妃，你才有今天！你才有今天啊！哈哈哈！小娘娘，你看，他和朕一样，他也是没娘的孩子！你可怜他，为什么不可怜我！」"},"957":{"tag":"","content":"宋凛已经吓瘫在容谚身前，他枯瘦的身子委坐地上，眼神空洞，露出了容谚的小半个头。"},"958":{"tag":"","content":"容珩下一刻，轻笑一声，刷！"},"959":{"tag":"","content":"一柄箭矢擦着宋凛的头皮，贯穿了容谚的头颅，箭头插进镂空的花纹里，将容谚瘦弱的身体牢牢钉在了龙椅之上，红里带白的浆液从容谚的后头淌出来，顺着龙椅的扶手，一滴滴淌下来。"},"960":{"tag":"","content":"宋凛惨叫一声，额头流下一缕鲜血，划过鼻尖儿，滴答滴答浸红里衣领，不待反应，又是一支破空而过，钉进了容谚的颈骨，第三箭，落在他的右手，第四箭第五箭，插进他的双膝，容珩继续搭弓，指尖滴血，面若寒冰，我喊道，「容珩，够了……」"},"961":{"tag":"","content":"容谚的话伤了我，他射穿了颈骨。容谚的右手拽过我，他射穿了右手，容谚伤了我的膝，他便也射穿了他的一双膝盖。"},"962":{"tag":"","content":"容珩最后一箭已经拉起。"},"963":{"tag":"","content":"宋凛回过神来，连滚带爬地经过容珩，往殿外冲去。"},"964":{"tag":"","content":"「杀人啦！三殿下弑君啦！弑君啦！」"},"965":{"tag":"","content":"容珩转身，嗖……锐箭破空，正中后心。"},"966":{"tag":"","content":"宋凛的身子扑通朝前栽下去，没了声息。"},"967":{"tag":"","content":"黑甲卫齐齐跪地，浑厚整齐的声音回荡在皇城中，「请殿下继位！」"},"968":{"tag":"","content":"我趴在地上一动不动，心惊之时，有些难言的意味在心里升腾，直到容珩朝我看过来，也走到我身前来，在万千目光里，朝我伸出手。"},"969":{"tag":"","content":"殿中，是浓郁的血腥，他的手，也满是血腥。"},"970":{"tag":"","content":"皇权更替，自古以来，哪有不流血的道理。"},"971":{"tag":"","content":"我胳膊抬了抬，半晌无声落下去，在容珩冷淡的目光里，颤抖着说，「容珩，我害怕了。」"},"972":{"tag":"","content":"他脸色苍白，嘴唇干裂，半晌嘶哑道，「我知道，不害怕就不是你了。」"},"973":{"tag":"","content":"他站在我身前，挡住了光，目光牢牢锁住我。"},"974":{"tag":"","content":"「容谚把你看得透透的。江长娆，不踢你一脚，你永远不会往前走。」"},"975":{"tag":"","content":"他落下胳膊，于亮堂堂的光里，沉静地瞧我，「我给的选择依然作数。你想缩回去，我不拦你，来去自由。」"},"976":{"tag":"","content":"当日京城的长街上，容珩也是站在那儿，对我说，「生死有命，来去自由。」"},"977":{"tag":"","content":"我问，「良妃娘娘，是怎么去的……」"},"978":{"tag":"","content":"容珩盘腿坐在肮脏的地砖上，牵住了我的手，没有多余的动作，只是简简单单牵着，捧着我的手，不愿撒开。"},"979":{"tag":"","content":"他无意识地数着我的指头肚，说道，「我跟你一样，信了容谚，贪玩跑出去，再回来，房门紧闭，母亲被憋死在屋里。」"},"980":{"tag":"","content":"他仿佛讲故事，不悲不喜，平素寡淡。"},"981":{"tag":"","content":"「那时秋娘还在母亲身边，她说，宫里的皇子，没有一个是在安稳里长大的，有用的和得宠的，才配活下来。」"},"982":{"tag":"","content":"「后来才知道，那个得宠的，杀了我娘。」"},"983":{"tag":"","content":"他看见了我的表情，「是容谚。」"},"984":{"tag":"","content":"「明明手段伪劣地一眼就能看出来，父皇的眼却瞎了似的。我有时想把父皇的心剖出来，看看到底有多偏，才会对一条人命置若罔闻。」"},"985":{"tag":"","content":"「得宠的多了去，怎么也轮不到我，后来，我什么都学，帮着父皇理政，事情做得漂亮，得了褒奖，打了几场小仗，也赢了。」"},"986":{"tag":"","content":"他将头渐渐靠在我的肩膀上，揽着我的胳膊。"},"987":{"tag":"","content":"「我想着，我不受宠，至少有用。母妃的死，总该真相大白了。」"},"988":{"tag":"","content":"先帝驾崩时，容谚和他母妃都还活得好好的，甚至先帝的遗诏里，只字未提容珩如何，可想而知，这份真相，容珩没等到。"},"989":{"tag":"","content":"容珩摩挲着我的手背，「我毕生寻求一个公正，没承想第一份公正，是你给的我。」"},"990":{"tag":"","content":"我皱起眉来，「我？」"},"991":{"tag":"","content":"他笑起来，「怎么有人这么倔呢？老四的谋逆案，我说不是我干的，你就真的去查，查完了将证据甩在我脸上，让我有多远滚多远。我不信你不懂，杀我一个，能让容谚的皇位坐稳九成。你就那样把我放了，咬牙切齿奈何不了我的样子看得人发笑。」"},"992":{"tag":"","content":"「那时候我就想知道，你傻成这样，究竟能不能在宫里活下去。没想到，你活得太闹腾。我见不着你，有时候，便寻了由头任你拎到书房里去，被你骂上一顿，便浑身舒坦。」"},"993":{"tag":"","content":"「容谚该是不知道，我容他安生在龙椅上坐着，全因为你。」"},"994":{"tag":"","content":"他曲坐在我的一侧，遥遥望着几步之外的龙椅，容谚躺在那儿，眼睛翻了白。"},"995":{"tag":"","content":"「容珩，那个位子不好坐的……」我抓了抓他的手，两人的手上都沾了血，黏腻腻的，「我知道……我坐过，所以我知道……」"},"996":{"tag":"","content":"容珩靠在我身上，笑道，「可你做得很好，比所有人都好。娆儿，你和我斗了七年，我知道你厉害起来什么样。」"},"997":{"tag":"","content":"容谚轻轻拍着我背，抚平了我心里的惶恐和燥郁，「天地不仁，以万物为刍狗，世间如炼狱，无人不在苦苦煎熬，那么，我们为何不能做熬得最好的那个？」"},"998":{"tag":"","content":"「娆儿，你有良心，有善念，有公道，有我没有的一切，宫里不留好人，所以只有坐到最高的位子上，你想好，才没人拦你。」"},"999":{"tag":"","content":"他低下头，在我额前印下浅浅一吻，「娆儿，我想变得跟你一样好。哪怕有你的万分之一，我都心满意足。我得一直往上爬，爬到顶上去，看着你一生平安。」"},"1000":{"tag":"","content":"我泪眼婆娑，「容珩，你不要这样……」"},"1001":{"tag":"","content":"「……你谁都不欠，明明那么多人……」"},"1002":{"tag":"","content":"容珩叹了一声，「娆儿，世上再也经不起第二个容谚了。这把椅子交给别人，亦是把你的命也交给了别人。除了自己，我谁都信不过。」"},"1003":{"tag":"","content":"「……所以你想逃就逃，有我顶着，怕什么？」"},"1004":{"tag":"","content":"我闭着眼，轻轻喘息着，未开口眼泪先滚下来，「容珩，你想好了，对么？」"},"1005":{"tag":"","content":"「从你选我的那一刻，就想好了。」"},"1006":{"tag":"","content":"「做个明君。」"},"1007":{"tag":"","content":"「好。」"},"1008":{"tag":"","content":"殿外，雪停。我扶着门框，缓慢吃力地迈出来，天光乍破，一束光照在我的脚下，明晃晃的，一直通到遥远的御阶下，通向远方，一行鸿雁从天上飞过，天高云淡，万里晴阳。"},"1009":{"tag":"","content":"身后那人道，「夫人，我的手还脏着，撒开吧。」"},"1010":{"tag":"","content":"我笑起来，笑声在厚重的宫宇下轻快地回荡，「陛下，我这一拉啊，就是一辈子。」"},"1011":{"tag":"","content":"朔风起，银雪扬，万星散人间。"},"1012":{"tag":"","content":"世人皆有枷锁。"},"1013":{"tag":"","content":"唯心安处，才是真正的自由。"},"1014":{"tag":"","content":"番外一"},"1015":{"tag":"","content":"当今人谈起当朝的皇后，各个脸色微妙。"},"1016":{"tag":"","content":"有人说，皇后出身低贱，还在烟花之地待过几年，后来攀上了当今陛下，抱对了大腿，才鸡犬升天，坐进坤宁宫里。"},"1017":{"tag":"","content":"又说，皇后手腕了得，天性善妒，陛下登基多年，未纳一嫔一妃。"},"1018":{"tag":"","content":"「架不住人家爹厉害啊！」茶楼里，青年人一脚蹬木凳，一脚踩地，昂首时口若悬河，「哪怕皇后生出个蛋来，朝臣都不至于顶着陛下的冷眼，劝人选妃。」"},"1019":{"tag":"","content":"「听说日前陛下微服，被一女子撞了？」"},"1020":{"tag":"","content":"「谁家？」"},"1021":{"tag":"","content":"「宝儿姑娘。」"},"1022":{"tag":"","content":"底下响起一片嘘声。"},"1023":{"tag":"","content":"稍时有人心照不宣道，「说多了，当心掉脑袋。」"},"1024":{"tag":"","content":"我剥着花生，从里头捡起一颗果仁丢下去，正正好好落在书生的脑袋上。"},"1025":{"tag":"","content":"书生被砸的一愣，仰头，看见我，皱起的眉头一松，耳根子浮现可疑的红晕，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