藏嬌（完）

{"0":{"tag":"","content":"我重生了，一睜眼，容珩俊顔如玉，正淡笑看我。我騰地翻身而起，一把将他壓在身下，疾言厲色，「狗賊受死！」"},"1":{"tag":"","content":"另一隻手本能摸向腰間，原本懸挂匕首的地方……空空如也！再一低頭，一身绫羅軟紗，身段窈窕婀娜，哪裡還是我的身子！"},"2":{"tag":"","content":"容珩被我壓在下頭，懶洋洋笑着，「婉兒，瞧你方才睡得熟，魇着了？」"},"3":{"tag":"","content":"我盯着容珩的臉，神色怔怔。"},"4":{"tag":"","content":"死前刀刃劃過脖頸的森涼尚未散去，長階孤影，幽深宮牆猶在眼前。我叫江長娆，承錦四年七月初八夜，自戕于慈甯宮，享年二十三，死時，位及太後，有一養子。"},"5":{"tag":"","content":"眼前這位我也認識，三皇子容珩，我的宿敵，謀劃多年都沒能整死他，命硬得很。最終我棋差一招，兵敗被囚。容珩贈了我三尺白绫，一壺毒酒，一柄青刀，讓我選一個自己喜歡的方式，自行了結。"},"6":{"tag":"","content":"我選完了，可現在又是什麼情況？"},"7":{"tag":"","content":"婉兒……婉兒……"},"8":{"tag":"","content":"腦中一根弦緊緊崩起，于最緊時乍然崩斷，沉落淵薮。"},"9":{"tag":"","content":"容珩的走狗孟婉？！"},"10":{"tag":"","content":"那個起于微末，于煙花之地廣布眼線，屢次壞我好事的孟婉！"},"11":{"tag":"","content":"我摸着自己的身體，心沉入谷底。這該死的凹凸有緻……"},"12":{"tag":"","content":"一時間，給我把刀，我都不知道是先捅死容珩好，還是捅死自己好。"},"13":{"tag":"","content":"容珩溫柔地替我将發絲刮到耳後，「婉兒，明日太後發喪，你替本王瞧一眼吧。」"},"14":{"tag":"","content":"轟！"},"15":{"tag":"","content":"此話如洪流回籠，撞得我魂飛魄散，我再也支援不住接二連三的打擊，手一軟，跌在容珩懷裡。"},"16":{"tag":"","content":"我不光重生了，還重生在自己死去之後。"},"17":{"tag":"","content":"容珩溫熱濕潤的鼻息軟綿綿吹進我的耳朵，淡淡的木梨香清晰可聞，他攬住我的腰肢，指尖拂過我的眉眼，笑着問「方才還要殺我，這會子又不殺了？」"},"18":{"tag":"","content":"這溫潤的語氣，話裡藏刀的性子，真切地提醒我，不是在做夢。"},"19":{"tag":"","content":"一朝雲端跌落，我勉強定了定心神，猶如丢了三魂七魄，恍惚道，「方才妖婦入夢，欲取王爺性命。那話，是對她說的。」"},"20":{"tag":"","content":"妖婦是前朝衆人對我的蔑稱。"},"21":{"tag":"","content":"誰叫我這個太後當得名不正言不順……"},"22":{"tag":"","content":"當年先帝病危，我雲英未嫁，作為戶部侍郎家的嫡女被選進宮中沖喜，先帝一連臨幸了六個妃子，我是第七個，那一夜我跪在床前，身上的錦褥紋絲未動，眼睜睜看他縱欲過度咽了氣。事後從匾額後邊扒出了遺诏，皇位傳給了六歲的容諺，去母留子，宰丞輔政。"},"23":{"tag":"","content":"先帝是個狠人，臨走前對我說，他睡過的女人，要通通陪着下去，我這樣來不及侍寝的，就算了。"},"24":{"tag":"","content":"後來，容諺的母妃逼上頭來，非要我代她去死。她說，容諺的母妃，必須是太後。"},"25":{"tag":"","content":"我在宮牆下坐了一夜，想明白了。先帝在容諺的親娘和我裡，選了我。天明兒，我提刀進了殿，一刀捅進貴妃的肚子裡，鸠占鵲巢，成了太後。自那以後，我隻有一個目的，輔佐容諺坐穩皇位，清逆臣，誅叛黨，安安穩穩地過完餘生。"},"26":{"tag":"","content":"可惜這一切，都被容珩毀了。"},"27":{"tag":"","content":"當年存了私心留他一命，終是養虎成患。"},"28":{"tag":"","content":"容珩尤自笑看我，刮刮我的臉頰，一副寵溺模樣，「年紀輕輕的，滿肚子心事，從前你黏着我聽你講，現在怎麼跟個鋸嘴葫蘆似的？」"},"29":{"tag":"","content":"我回神，心底一陣惡寒，隻覺得他面目可憎。"},"30":{"tag":"","content":"我靠在他懷裡，一動不動，不想讓他看見我細微的表情。縱使龍潭虎穴多年，遇上這樣奇詭的事，我慌啊。我剛才幹了什麼？我說，狗賊受死。"},"31":{"tag":"","content":"「王爺，人死如燈滅，還看什麼呢……」"},"32":{"tag":"","content":"容珩仿佛忘了剛才的事，枕着手臂道，「去看看她死透了沒。」"},"33":{"tag":"","content":"死透了嗎？"},"34":{"tag":"","content":"我笑了笑，「那必然是死得透透的。」"},"35":{"tag":"","content":"容珩忽然湊到我耳邊，笑道，「婉兒，你不對勁。」"},"36":{"tag":"","content":"我脖子一冷，容珩的手不知何時已經撫上了我的後頸，我裝作喝醉了酒的模樣，死死貼在容珩胸膛上，笑呵呵道，「王爺，妖婦可怖，人家沒緩過勁兒來。」"},"37":{"tag":"","content":"說這話時，我的手已經悄悄探在他的頸子旁，若他想殺我，必将付出慘痛的代價。"},"38":{"tag":"","content":"容珩手劃過頸後的骨節，拉住我的領子輕輕一提，笑出聲，「你搶什麼？本王是說，你這衣裳帶子，系得不對勁。」"},"39":{"tag":"","content":"我的手倏然松垮，随意地藏進被褥裡。容珩啊容珩，看他是霧裡看花，像花，卻是一柄殺人不見血的刀，稍有松懈，便被刮得皮肉不剩。"},"40":{"tag":"","content":"從前我依靠諸多勢力與他糾纏，勉強打個平手。今夜與他對上，鼻息交融，才真正見識到他的可怕。"},"41":{"tag":"","content":"容珩哼笑一聲，拍了拍我的背，「叫你貪杯，起來罷，壓得本王難受。」"},"42":{"tag":"","content":"我避他如蛇蠍，巴不得離遠一些，從榻上爬起來，偏頭，餘光掃見了一壺酒，桌上杯盞傾倒，若隐若無的酒香在我鼻尖打轉。"},"43":{"tag":"","content":"有趣……一滴香……"},"44":{"tag":"","content":"先帝最後，就是靠這個吊着一口氣快活了不少日子。"},"45":{"tag":"","content":"孟婉想做什麼？對主子暗生情愫，功成之夜，霸王硬上弓？"},"46":{"tag":"","content":"那孟婉是怎麼死的？我動了動腿腳，不疼不癢，不是死在那事兒上的。"},"47":{"tag":"","content":"容珩解了困，曲起一條腿坐起來，我被鎖在兩腿之間，下不去，隻好一扯嘴角，柔聲道，「王爺好壞，奴婢睡着了，您也不喊我。」"},"48":{"tag":"","content":"容珩好整以暇地看我。"},"49":{"tag":"","content":"看得我心裡又是一突。"},"50":{"tag":"","content":"他在一片昏黃的燭火裡，伸手輕輕挑起了我的下巴，「婉兒，不知道的，還以為你被江長娆附身了。」他啧啧歎着，露出後怕的神色來，「方才給你把刀，你是不是就捅進去了？」"},"51":{"tag":"","content":"我心一沉，容珩太精，一句話就讓他起了疑。甚至讓我去瞻仰自己遺容，看看死透了沒。"},"52":{"tag":"","content":"容珩也不打算聽我回答，仰着頭，沉沉的眸色越過山岚冷月，望向遠方，「呵……狗賊，婉兒，你好的不學，偏學了她罵人，叫我心寒。」"},"53":{"tag":"","content":"我哂笑，「王爺寬心，那賊婦便是一身枯骨從墳裡爬出來，也成不了大事。」"},"54":{"tag":"","content":"容珩沒有我意料之中的欣然自喜，他神色不變，枯坐床邊宛若一座雕像，喜怒不形于色。"},"55":{"tag":"","content":"很久，久到我以為他原地坐化了，容珩才收回了目光，聲音缥缈不可聞，「便是她一身枯骨，也要親眼看着她燒幹淨了，化成了灰，我才死心。」"},"56":{"tag":"","content":"我忍着将他挫骨揚灰的沖動，點頭稱是。如今是人在屋檐下不得不低頭，好不容易重來一回，我将他伺候好，說不準容大爺一高興就能放我遠走高飛。"},"57":{"tag":"","content":"「婉兒，你想什麼呢？」容珩看透了我，笑得如沐春風，「這輩子，你隻能留在本王身邊，替本王做事。」"},"58":{"tag":"","content":"我一直提防容珩對我心生歹念，可容珩卻像搭錯了筋，拉着我在風口坐了一夜，演了一出神女有心，襄王無意的戲。"},"59":{"tag":"","content":"他總是出其不意地試探我，我借着撒酒瘋，暈暈乎乎閉口不言。後來被他惹毛了，開始言辭激烈痛罵江長娆不是東西。每當這時，容珩便笑看我，罵到興頭上，還為我鼓掌喝彩。"},"60":{"tag":"","content":"「本王以前怎麼沒發現，我的婉兒罵起人來妙語連珠，不帶半個髒字？」"},"61":{"tag":"","content":"我可真是開了眼，為了跟我上輩子撇清關系，我旁征博引，借鑒了前朝文官痛批之詞，加以造句，便罵得精彩絕倫，不帶重樣。"},"62":{"tag":"","content":"我含蓄道，「王爺謬贊，都是您教得好。」"},"63":{"tag":"","content":"天明，容珩終于肯放了我，從榻上站起身子，一步邁下去，施施然跑到爐子邊添炭火。"},"64":{"tag":"","content":"我抖落一身寒氣，跟上前去，「王爺，此事還是奴婢來吧。」"},"65":{"tag":"","content":"我伸手握住了炭鉗，容珩的手還沒撤下去，擡起眼來笑意淺淺地看着我，「喝了酒，連本王的忌諱也忘了？」"},"66":{"tag":"","content":"我像被燙到似的松開了手，依稀記起，有一年我與他被大雪封堵在禦書房裡。那日天冷，雪下得沉，稍時便及膝蓋深。"},"67":{"tag":"","content":"彼時身邊沒伺候的宮人，我便順手将炭給添上。"},"68":{"tag":"","content":"容珩那時瞧我，像看一個死人。"},"69":{"tag":"","content":"我當時估摸，容珩這輩子最大的願望，是做個添炭小厮，怕别人搶了他飯碗。我與他關系不好，他怎麼看我，我便怎麼瞪回去。"},"70":{"tag":"","content":"如今被他沉沉的目光盯着，我直接跪下去，沒有半分拖泥帶水。"},"71":{"tag":"","content":"「王爺恕罪，奴婢鬥膽弄來一滴香，肖想王爺恩寵，不成想自食惡果，今晨腦子便不清醒了，日後恐難當大任。王爺能否念在奴婢忠心耿耿的份上——」"},"72":{"tag":"","content":"「留你個全屍？」容珩一邊戳弄炭火，一邊接話。"},"73":{"tag":"","content":"他見我沉了臉，愉悅道，「婉兒，我放你走了，江家未必肯放你。我為你遮風避雨，你反倒向往外面的風雨飄搖。當年在外頭吃的苦，都忘幹淨了？」"},"74":{"tag":"","content":"江家……"},"75":{"tag":"","content":"我怎麼将本家給忘了。"},"76":{"tag":"","content":"那夜孟婉親自将白绫和青刀送進慈甯宮，依着父親的性子，即便容珩不放人，他也得派刺客來取孟婉性命。"},"77":{"tag":"","content":"眼下的确不是離開容珩的好時機。一則，我得讓父親知道，我還活着，以免老爺子被仇恨蒙了眼，亂殺一氣。二則，孟婉前半生依附容珩而活，知道他太多秘密，不斷幹淨了，容珩自己就會殺人滅口。"},"78":{"tag":"","content":"「王爺提攜之恩，婉兒沒齒難忘。願為王爺效犬馬之勞。」"},"79":{"tag":"","content":"其實，隻要不動江家，随他篡權奪位，還是殺人放火，都與我無關。重來一回，若不能混吃等死，就選個大腿抱。我瞧容珩就不錯，不光我自己抱，還得拖家帶口地抱。"},"80":{"tag":"","content":"容珩添完炭火，炭鉗被咣當一聲，扔回盆裡。"},"81":{"tag":"","content":"他伸手，我立即遞上帕子，看他慢條斯理地擦手，一副養尊處優的貴公子模樣。"},"82":{"tag":"","content":"我心生怅然，上輩子，我不是沒肖想過容珩。想我妙齡年紀，困守宮牆，除了問朝理政，就是今兒瞧瞧哪家公子好看，明兒想想如何才能提拔幾個好看的拎到眼前來。"},"83":{"tag":"","content":"在容珩尚未嶄露鋒芒前，我與他，其實和平相處過一陣兒。"},"84":{"tag":"","content":"容珩搭着帕子，笑着問我，「還愣着做什麼？江長娆都出京了，你若不去送她一程，當心夜裡來找。」"},"85":{"tag":"","content":"入宮多年，與親人相見的時候少之又少，如今機會擺在眼前，連腳步都急促起來，自己給自己絆了一跤。"},"86":{"tag":"","content":"「急什麼？」容珩瞧我的笑話，「江長娆活着鬥不過本王，死了還能找上門來？」又在我身後懶洋洋揶揄，「你穿成這副樣子走出去，是要逼着本王納了你？」"},"87":{"tag":"","content":"我才想起孟婉這傻缺為了勾引容珩，把看家本領都使出來了，動作一大，便是玉波橫顫，遍體生香。"},"88":{"tag":"","content":"到底不是我自己的身子，沒太大執念。我走進屋裡，當着容珩的面，換過了衣裳。容珩倚着屏風，眼前美景自是一覽無餘，笑道：「本王有些後悔了，昨夜是哪根筋搭錯了，偏要與那柳下惠賽個高低。」"},"89":{"tag":"","content":"孟婉的身段，真是萬裡挑一的軟，當年她初踏京城，舞姿婀娜妖娆，引得一衆官門子弟為她尋花問柳，一擲千金。"},"90":{"tag":"","content":"京中總有人說，她出身低賤，可惜了一副好皮囊，若入宮為妃，母家飛黃騰達是遲早的事。偏這麼個美人，早就被容珩收為己用，不承想，還是個清白身子。"},"91":{"tag":"","content":"我慢條斯理地裹上衣服，學着孟婉的樣子替自己簪好頭發，「王爺高風亮節，可莫要笑話奴婢了。」"},"92":{"tag":"","content":"容珩笑眯眯地揣着手，一副很好說話的模樣。"},"93":{"tag":"","content":"「上一個說本王高風亮節的，已經躺在棺材裡了。」"},"94":{"tag":"","content":"當年他黨同伐異，逼我放權，我惱羞成怒，隻說「殿下真是高風亮節，本宮望塵莫及。」"},"95":{"tag":"","content":"末了，換來他賜死的老三樣兒，讓我自己選。"},"96":{"tag":"","content":"「王爺，我和旁人，還是不一樣的。」我打扮好，兌了口脂用小指沾了往唇上一抹，鏡子裡的人霎時間少了風塵，多了嬌俏，「旁人嘴裡沒好話，奴婢卻是真心『誇』您呢。」"},"97":{"tag":"","content":"京城外的土道上，我騎着馬，塵土四起，将将趕上了送葬的隊伍。小皇帝素來與我不親厚，以為不過是草席卷了送亂葬崗去，乍見這般大的陣仗，我驚了驚。"},"98":{"tag":"","content":"唢呐吹得震天響，悲切哀痛，紙錢被一束束抛向高空，伴着秋風，竟升起幾分悲涼。我前夜自戕而死，下手的時候生怕不夠利落受二遍罪，便将短刀抵了門牆沖進脖子裡，流了好多血，不知道父親和哥哥替我殓屍時，可還受得住。"},"99":{"tag":"","content":"舉目四望，為首抱着牌位，一身麻衣，冷着臉走在前頭的，不是我大哥江鶴又是誰？"},"100":{"tag":"","content":"我打馬上前，張了張嘴，半晌，隻憋出個，「江公子，節哀。」"},"101":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴淡淡掃我一眼，帶着殺意，吐出一個字，「滾。」"},"102":{"tag":"","content":"旁邊的素色馬車裡，傳來一聲聲沉重的咳嗽，我扭頭，父親坐在裡頭，簾子敞着，初秋的涼風吹起他一撮雪白的山羊胡，凍得嘴唇發紫。"},"103":{"tag":"","content":"他容色缟素，雙目腥紅，一副強打精神的模樣，似乎自我死後，就沒睡過安穩覺。母親呢……她沒跟來，大概忽聞噩耗，在家裡一病不起了。"},"104":{"tag":"","content":"我眼角酸澀，想勸他放下簾子。"},"105":{"tag":"","content":"他望過來，與我對上眼，滿目森涼，「怎麼？容珩還想讓你來瞧老夫的笑話！你告訴他，有我在一日，他就别肖想那個位子！六皇子即便不是長娆親生的，老夫也得替她在九泉下争口氣！呸，狗屁東西！别在這礙眼！」"},"106":{"tag":"","content":"我爹護短，往日裡笑眯眯地小娆小娆喚個不停，這還是頭一次，我被他指着鼻子罵。"},"107":{"tag":"","content":"我鼻頭一酸，撲哧笑出來。"},"108":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴锵一聲脆響，拔出劍來指着我，「你還敢笑？」"},"109":{"tag":"","content":"我這才意識到，此情此景，人家女兒躺在棺材裡，你風塵仆仆而來，攔在親眷面前，笑出聲來，何等狂妄！何等失禮！"},"110":{"tag":"","content":"我輕咳一聲，面無表情道：「江大人中氣十足，小人便放心了。」"},"111":{"tag":"","content":"這話用孟婉的嘴說出來，怎麼聽怎麼諷刺，我爹一口氣沒上來，朝着我扔過來一個茶壺，「我去你奶奶的！」"},"112":{"tag":"","content":"多說多錯，我打馬往回走。"},"113":{"tag":"","content":"其實我并非不願與他們相認，苦主屍骨未寒，兇手站在墳頭癡人說夢，不是江家人腦子壞了，就是我腦子壞了。"},"114":{"tag":"","content":"臨走時，厚重的棺椁與我擦肩而過。上好金絲楠木，風光尊貴。看完心裡壓了塊石頭，挑去眼角一抹微微涼意，不知不覺，就走到城門口。"},"115":{"tag":"","content":"秋風吹來，我眨眨眼，容珩身長玉立，站在城外。"},"116":{"tag":"","content":"遠處青山碧水，高風山岚，比不過他一席素衣來得清貴高雅。烏發淺披，眸光黯淡，帶着幾分難以察覺的燥郁。"},"117":{"tag":"","content":"我以為他在等我，可騎着馬這樣大的動靜，都沒将他驚回神。我下馬，陪他站在那兒，直到送葬的隊伍漸漸走遠，露水落了一頭，發絲打了縷。"},"118":{"tag":"","content":"我在想，我是送我自己，他又在幹什麼？"},"119":{"tag":"","content":"容珩突然轉身看向我，面無表情道：「看清楚了？」"},"120":{"tag":"","content":"我一愣，「沒……」"},"121":{"tag":"","content":"好好的送葬，那棺椁又不是透明的，怎麼瞧？"},"122":{"tag":"","content":"我說，「不過奴婢看江大人和江公子的神情，應該是徹底涼了。」"},"123":{"tag":"","content":"容珩笑道，「婉兒，若照你之前的性子，必得掀了江長娆的棺材闆，瞧個明白。」"},"124":{"tag":"","content":"孟婉恨我，我知道，為何恨我，我卻不知。"},"125":{"tag":"","content":"我到底不是真正的孟婉，我不在意刨自己的屍骨，父親和哥哥卻受不得侮辱和打擊。"},"126":{"tag":"","content":"「多事之秋，奴婢忍得住。」我低眉順眼道，又怕他疑心，添一句道，「您若實在想刨，趁着夜黑風高，奴婢再去一趟？」"},"127":{"tag":"","content":"自己刨自己，撐死還能憑空變個厲鬼找自己尋仇？"},"128":{"tag":"","content":"容珩用手裡的黑邊折骨扇敲了敲我的頭，「得了，本王知你同那江長娆不對付，可萬事不好做得太絕。你懂得為本王着想，我甚是欣慰，今兒便賞你陪本王吃酒去。」"},"129":{"tag":"","content":"合着現在裝起聖人來了，賜我白绫和青刀的時候，怎麼不想着做人留一線呢？"},"130":{"tag":"","content":"我隻當他單純想吃酒，回過神來，他帶着我站在聚芳樓前。所謂聚芳樓，因彙聚八方美女得名。孟婉由暗轉明前，是聚芳樓的頭牌。"},"131":{"tag":"","content":"容珩一隻腳踏進門裡，搖着扇子見我還停在門口，笑道，「婉兒，愣着做什麼，莫不是近鄉情怯？」"},"132":{"tag":"","content":"我斂下心緒，跟着邁進門去。"},"133":{"tag":"","content":"老鸨迎上來，眼風在我身上一轉，淺淺笑開，「真是稀客，往日，您都不帶孟姑娘來的。」"},"134":{"tag":"","content":"事出反常，我登時立在門檻那兒猶疑不定，想找個借口先行回府。他個糟心爛腸，絕不是一時興起才帶我過來。"},"135":{"tag":"","content":"容珩勾唇，目光沉沉看過來，帶着一絲難以察覺的冷意，「婉兒，本王今兒不想被人掃了興緻。」"},"136":{"tag":"","content":"他看出了我的退意，勸我識趣。"},"137":{"tag":"","content":"如今我的處境極為尴尬，昨夜費了一番力氣才打消他的疑慮，今晨又因為一筐破炭讓他再度生疑，随後，就因為我不肯掀自己棺材闆，把我帶來花樓。"},"138":{"tag":"","content":"這是把我往死路上逼。"},"139":{"tag":"","content":"心裡将容珩的祖宗十八代都問候了一遍。"},"140":{"tag":"","content":"容珩讓老鸨去準備雅間了，付了銀兩，回頭笑我，「如今你是客，怕什麼。」"},"141":{"tag":"","content":"我低頭道，「婉兒出身低賤，不敢以客人自居。」"},"142":{"tag":"","content":"容珩拉我過去，骨節分明的手撫上我後頸凸起的骨節，親昵地摁着，「婉兒，本王有沒有說過，除了床上，其他時候都不準低下頭去。你這骨節，美則美矣，但，太過卑微。」"},"143":{"tag":"","content":"我擡起頭來，昂首直視他，想起容珩最難的時候，見着我，脊梁也是直的。那時我還說過，「容珩，旁人也許服你忍辱負重，服你卧薪嘗膽，本宮卻不，我欣賞你一身挺拔的脊梁，若有一日能伏在本宮裙下，也是美事一樁。」"},"144":{"tag":"","content":"容珩當日隻笑着說，「娘娘盡管試試。」"},"145":{"tag":"","content":"那都是年少輕狂才說出的孟浪話，脖子後是容珩溫涼的指腹，又被他懶洋洋盯着，記憶湧現，一把火燒上了臉。"},"146":{"tag":"","content":"容珩低頭，俊顔如玉，靠得我極近，大庭廣衆俯身在我耳邊呵氣，「不過摸你一下，臉紅什麼？」"},"147":{"tag":"","content":"老鸨捂着嘴，從旁插話，「王爺，雅間備好了，孟姑娘不同往昔，您總得憐香惜玉，替孟姑娘着想。」"},"148":{"tag":"","content":"容珩應了一聲，敲敲折扇，笑道，「是本王心急了。」"},"149":{"tag":"","content":"說完，攬着我上了二樓。"},"150":{"tag":"","content":"容珩個子高挑，我身為江長娆時，到他下颌。孟婉與我一般高，他随手一招，我便靠在他頸懷裡，發頂摩挲着他的下颌。"},"151":{"tag":"","content":"容珩将我拉進雅間裡，撩袍坐在榻上，一旁的水袖香從煙爐空隙裡彌散而出，旁邊擺了一張琴。"},"152":{"tag":"","content":"他往後一仰，「本王好久沒聽你彈琴了，婉兒，彈來聽聽。」"},"153":{"tag":"","content":"我頭皮發麻。"},"154":{"tag":"","content":"聽聞孟婉在柳州時，便以彈琴聞名，後來到了京城，更是一曲難求。"},"155":{"tag":"","content":"我那時候忙着輔佐小皇帝上位，哪有空管城裡哪家花樓又多了個模樣俊的，亦或是彈琴好的，我通琴曲，卻不熟習。"},"156":{"tag":"","content":"心念一轉，我委身側坐在容珩身邊，「王爺，您方才說婉兒是客，這樣的活，婉兒可不幹。」"},"157":{"tag":"","content":"容珩刷地打開折扇，擡起我的下巴，笑道，「在外頭，你是客，是貴人，可别忘了，你的身份，是我這個主子給的，婉兒，你當真是被一滴香毒害了腦子不成？這種蠢話也說得出來。」"},"158":{"tag":"","content":"我一哽，撒嬌這玩意，真是屁用不頂。"},"159":{"tag":"","content":"我替容珩捶腿，哼唧道，「奴婢不想彈……」"},"160":{"tag":"","content":"容珩笑看我一眼，也不惱，「主子不過是個身份，換個人也是一樣，本王瞧着底下那個唱曲兒的就很不錯。」"},"161":{"tag":"","content":"我忙道，「府裡多個人作伴也是好的，王爺喜歡聽曲兒，奴婢多招幾個姐妹進來？」"},"162":{"tag":"","content":"容珩好笑地瞧我，「多幾個人？」他搖頭，「你個不聽話的小東西，自是哪來的回哪去，本王納幾個，是唱曲還是彈琴，都與你沒關系了。」"},"163":{"tag":"","content":"若我此時還是江長娆，必然已經搬起琴，劈頭蓋臉朝他砸過去。而孟婉，就隻能委屈巴巴地，心不甘情不願地坐在琴前，絞盡腦汁想着彈什麼最簡單，最讓人瞧不出破綻。"},"164":{"tag":"","content":"「彈一首『良宵引』吧。」容珩斜倚畫屏，抛給我還算簡單的曲子。"},"165":{"tag":"","content":"幸好學琴之人，皆會一首「良宵引」，我穩下心神，擡指撥音，初始有些生澀，正要漸入佳境時，一柄折骨扇輕輕壓在琴弦上，「婉兒，此音不準，沒聽出來麼？」"},"166":{"tag":"","content":"他見我不說話，歎了口氣，從背後攬過來，修長的手指按在琴弦之上，輕輕撥弄，用另一隻手擰住琴轸，微調過後，七弦嗡動，琴音悅耳。"},"167":{"tag":"","content":"我竟不知，容珩也彈得一手好琴。"},"168":{"tag":"","content":"「試試。」"},"169":{"tag":"","content":"容珩将琴交還了我，再起調，便流暢得多。容珩合着拍，輕輕敲打桌面，是我太過緊張，一個不查。"},"170":{"tag":"","content":"铮！"},"171":{"tag":"","content":"兩弦應聲而斷，狠狠彈在我手上，抽出兩道細細的血痕。"},"172":{"tag":"","content":"屋裡一陣壓抑難捱的沉默，容珩閉着眼，慢悠悠道，「婉兒，你以前，從不奏殘曲。」"},"173":{"tag":"","content":"我抹去手背的血珠，疼痛越發真實。"},"174":{"tag":"","content":"我說，「王爺，奴婢喝了一滴香……」"},"175":{"tag":"","content":"「哼……」容珩淡笑一聲，「婉兒，别又拿你那套腦子壞了的說辭诓我。你成了傻子，也沒見你吃飯往鼻子裡塞。彈琴于你，家常便飯。」"},"176":{"tag":"","content":"我絞盡腦汁想着如何狡辯，容珩繼續道，「懶了就懶了，有什麼不敢承認的。你是本王一點點教出來的，如今指法生了，再教便是。」"},"177":{"tag":"","content":"我心底一哂，沒想到孟婉是他一手調教出來的。"},"178":{"tag":"","content":"他問我，「抽疼了沒？」"},"179":{"tag":"","content":"我拿帕子摁住傷口，搖頭。"},"180":{"tag":"","content":"容珩歎了口氣，頭疼道，「普天之下，能被琴弦抽得皮開肉綻的，除了你，也就是江長娆那蠢貨了。本王是造了什麼孽，一下認識你們倆。」"},"181":{"tag":"","content":"我堪堪咧出一個笑來，别人罵你，還不能罵回去，普天之下，也沒有比這更憋屈的事兒了。"},"182":{"tag":"","content":"此時，屋裡的衣櫃被叩響三聲。"},"183":{"tag":"","content":"容珩習以為常道，「進來。」"},"184":{"tag":"","content":"我循聲望去，衣櫃打開，一黑衣女子從裡頭邁出來。"},"185":{"tag":"","content":"衣櫃裡，分明是個暗道。"},"186":{"tag":"","content":"「屬下見過王爺，孟總領。」"},"187":{"tag":"","content":"我擡首望天，欲哭無淚，這又給我安了個什麼奇奇怪怪的身份。"},"188":{"tag":"","content":"容珩拉我一把，摁着我坐在他旁邊，「說吧。」"},"189":{"tag":"","content":"那女子先是猶豫一番，凝重道：「今日孟總領去郊外砸場子，給江老爺子氣病了，江公子一怒之下，定了今夜亥正，取孟總領性命……」"},"190":{"tag":"","content":"容珩一聽，捂着嘴低聲笑起來，「婉兒，難不成，你真把江長娆的棺材闆兒掀了？」"},"191":{"tag":"","content":"我：「……」"},"192":{"tag":"","content":"可真是大水沖了龍王廟，自家人打自家人……"},"193":{"tag":"","content":"我原先并不在意她的身份，如今提及江家，才多看兩眼，這一看便愣住了，此人正是數月前，托母親身邊劉嬷嬷的關系進府的遠房表親，似乎叫……玫兒。"},"194":{"tag":"","content":"真是好得很！容珩的手，竟已插到江家裡頭去！"},"195":{"tag":"","content":"容珩察覺到我淡淡的不悅，挑挑眉，「不若本王先行動手，滅了江家？」"},"196":{"tag":"","content":"我僵硬地轉頭看着容珩，忍着揍他的沖動，「王爺，大局未定，貿然動了江家會遭人話柄，不妥。」"},"197":{"tag":"","content":"此話一出，就連玫兒也詫異地擡眼掃視我。"},"198":{"tag":"","content":"容珩湊過來在我頸間嗅了嗅，「婉兒，你上哪沾了一身聖人酸臭，開始替仇人說話了？」接着哼笑一聲，刷地打開折扇緩緩搖着，「小沒良心的，你今夜是死是活，可跟本王沒關系了。」"},"199":{"tag":"","content":"從聚芳樓出來時，我忽意識到自己說了糊塗話。"},"200":{"tag":"","content":"天底下，哪有做下屬的駁斥主子的道理。不論容珩出于什麼心思幫我，都不該當面否了他的決斷。"},"201":{"tag":"","content":"前方容珩背着手，悠然自得地走，我低着頭，亦步亦趨。"},"202":{"tag":"","content":"半晌他突然停下來，我一個不查撞上去。撞得鼻尖發痛。"},"203":{"tag":"","content":"容珩回身，邪邪一笑，「本王還以為，你不知道怕。」"},"204":{"tag":"","content":"我後退幾步，摸了摸鼻子哂笑，「王爺，奴婢少說，也跟了您不少年……起初盼着您好，不敢讓您趟這趟渾水，可人家刀懸在頭上，私心其實想求王爺幫一幫……」"},"205":{"tag":"","content":"這話說得怪寒碜人，有點想當什麼又立什麼。"},"206":{"tag":"","content":"容珩繞着我走了兩圈，擡手不輕不重地揪住我的腮，「婉兒，我看你是深山老樹修得成了精，臉皮厚得可以。」"},"207":{"tag":"","content":"我低着頭，讪笑。"},"208":{"tag":"","content":"「臉皮厚耐打，日後誰罵王爺，我在前頭扛着。」"},"209":{"tag":"","content":"容珩嗤笑一聲，「人都往自個兒臉上貼金，可從沒聽說還有往自己臉上糊老樹皮的。你這副潑皮無賴的模樣，是打定主意坑本王了。罷了，主仆一場，幫你一回，日後好好給我辦差事。」"},"210":{"tag":"","content":"我應着，「奴婢這就攔車。」"},"211":{"tag":"","content":"容珩背着手，側身問道：「攔車作甚？」"},"212":{"tag":"","content":"我一愣，「不回府？」"},"213":{"tag":"","content":"容珩挑了一兜桃酥來丢給我，「今夜抱月齋新啟一壇秋露白，咱們去嘗嘗鮮。」"},"214":{"tag":"","content":"我咋舌，容珩不怕死，我卻怕啊。依我看，最好的辦法，是将王府圍捷運桶，人躲在裡頭。他倒好，去個名不見經傳的酒巷子，門上了栓都抵不過兩腳亂踹，還秋露白，今夜江家就叫我兩眼翻白……"},"215":{"tag":"","content":"容珩看出我的擔心，悠悠然然地踱步過來，低下身子湊到我臉側，轉面看我，「你想回府？」"},"216":{"tag":"","content":"我攥緊了桃酥。"},"217":{"tag":"","content":"他忽的起身，低聲笑道，「個人有個人的命數，來來去自由。隻是，婉兒以為，除了本王，憑誰的身手，能護得住你？」"},"218":{"tag":"","content":"容珩一向不顯山不露水，但有一年，我與他落魄于山野，大雪封山，他出了山洞不久，提了幾兩肉回來。那滋味我沒嘗過，也端着不願問他。"},"219":{"tag":"","content":"直到後來宮宴上，有人為讨我歡心，進獻了幾隻熊掌，舌尖一品，兩種味道便刹那重合，叫我心驚肉跳。"},"220":{"tag":"","content":"江家的暗衛不是吃素的，我賭，容珩絕不會以身犯險，我賭，他運籌帷幄，言出必行。"},"221":{"tag":"","content":"容珩搖着扇子走遠，我咬了咬牙，跟上去。"},"222":{"tag":"","content":"抱月齋可真沒叫我失望。"},"223":{"tag":"","content":"一扇薄窗，兩闆木門，三副桌椅，四盞幽燈。"},"224":{"tag":"","content":"門口扔着件歪歪斜斜的杌子，裹了漿。旁邊抱月齋三個字宛若蛆蟲，刻在門闆上。"},"225":{"tag":"","content":"透過窗子，挽了發髻的婦人低頭忙碌。"},"226":{"tag":"","content":"容珩悠哉悠哉，站在門口，「秋娘，今年的秋露白啟了？」"},"227":{"tag":"","content":"秋娘一擡頭，看見來人，面露喜色，「就曉得您今日來，一直等着呢。」"},"228":{"tag":"","content":"她瞧了瞧我，又笑道，「孟姑娘也來啦？」"},"229":{"tag":"","content":"又是故人……我含糊應着，不置可否。"},"230":{"tag":"","content":"容珩站在門口，回身不鹹不淡地瞧我，「還愣着作甚，去後院把酒刨出來。」"},"231":{"tag":"","content":"我詫異地瞪大了眼，「我？」"},"232":{"tag":"","content":"秋娘笑着将鋤頭遞過來，看我傻傻站着，歪頭打趣，「孟姑娘今兒是怎麼了？可是病了？」"},"233":{"tag":"","content":"容珩哼笑一聲，「她？她前兒瞎吃東西，燒壞了腦子。」"},"234":{"tag":"","content":"我掂量着手裡的鋤頭，死沉死沉的，按捺住砸過去的沖動。孟婉手上挂着薄薄的繭子，一看就是做慣了粗活，可我哪裡做過……"},"235":{"tag":"","content":"皺了皺眉，忍住沒把「你有病吧」說出口。"},"236":{"tag":"","content":"容珩道：「不願意刨酒，就去後院給自己刨個墳出來。」"},"237":{"tag":"","content":"我：「……」"},"238":{"tag":"","content":"我拖着鋤頭，鐵頭劃過凹凸不平的石磚，镗啷作響，過門檻時，不情不願地一拽，拽得門飄搖欲傾。"},"239":{"tag":"","content":"身後秋娘捂着嘴同容珩說笑，「……許久未見，孟姑娘脾氣比往日大了一些。」"},"240":{"tag":"","content":"說是後院，其實就是在後巷子裡拿枯樹枝草草圈了片地，一棵老桑樹歪歪扭扭立着，樹下堆了一地酒壇子。"},"241":{"tag":"","content":"我一鋤頭下去，在結結實實的地上敲了個印出來，土紋絲不動。"},"242":{"tag":"","content":"我縮了縮脖子，周圍空蕩蕩的毫無屏障，實在沒有安全感，若是這會被自家的隐衛盯上，跑都來不及。若是挑明了身份……"},"243":{"tag":"","content":"隐衛不信，容珩起疑，兩邊都不待見我，死路一條。"},"244":{"tag":"","content":"我歎了口氣，在黑夜中吐出森森薄霧來，像我的未來，迷茫不清。"},"245":{"tag":"","content":"「一會兒看不着就偷奸耍滑，本王若指望你，猴年馬月喝上秋露白。」容珩不知何時已從屋裡踱步而出，斜倚籬笆，勾唇淺笑。"},"246":{"tag":"","content":"分明是幽暗不可見的巷子，他身後的燈火卻給他鍍了層光暈，如幽風過山岚，清俊和氣。他似乎永遠是一副平淡祥和的模樣，像團棉花，除了昨日，我出殡時，他眉眼間多了一份燥郁。"},"247":{"tag":"","content":"心口一跳，我拄着鋤頭，也對他笑，「王爺您見過傻子幹活麼？」我佯裝揮鋤，又在地上鏟了兩下，「您瞧，挖不動。」"},"248":{"tag":"","content":"「德行。」容珩笑罵一聲，将黑邊折骨扇挂在樹枝上，走過來，接過鋤頭，高高舉起，親自揮下去。"},"249":{"tag":"","content":"一鋤，入泥三分；兩鋤，深不見底；三鋤過後，聽見了鐵瓷相撞的脆響。"},"250":{"tag":"","content":"「挖土總不需本王教你吧？」"},"251":{"tag":"","content":"我認命地蹲下去，扒開雜土，捧出一個不起眼的小黑壇子來。"},"252":{"tag":"","content":"也就臉一般大，封口用紅線捆着，我剛要起身，容珩的手便攜了大力按住我的頭向下壓去。"},"253":{"tag":"","content":"與此同時，頭頂一涼，刀風擦着頭皮飛過，當！砍在老桑樹上。桑樹嘎吱響了幾聲，朝着巷子倒下去。"},"254":{"tag":"","content":"我抱着壇子呆若木雞，雖然死過一次，再來一回仍心有餘悸。"},"255":{"tag":"","content":"「别愣着，往屋裡跑。」容珩收了漫不經心的模樣，聲音森寒，不帶溫度。"},"256":{"tag":"","content":"我聽他的話，幾息之間，跨進後門去。"},"257":{"tag":"","content":"後院聽那聲響，容珩已經跟他們打起來。"},"258":{"tag":"","content":"我抽空回身看了一眼，刀光劍影裡，容珩飛花穿葉，步履平穩，饒是被刀刀逼近死穴，他猶自從容，進退有度，一柄折骨扇，别退了數刀，被他使出了劍的威力。"},"259":{"tag":"","content":"再回頭，屋裡燭火搖曳，杌子被踢翻在地，秋娘不見蹤影。我凝眉，暗道不好，擡步後撤，不料一柄長劍從脖子後伸過來，搭在我的肩頭。"},"260":{"tag":"","content":"一股冷意如附骨之疽，蜿蜒進四肢百骸。"},"261":{"tag":"","content":"屋子裡燈盞噼啪一聲，滅了。"},"262":{"tag":"","content":"「孟姑娘，公子有令，今夜讓你提頭來見。」"},"263":{"tag":"","content":"那刻闆又不帶溫度的聲音，便是黑夜裡，也聽出來，是宗臨。"},"264":{"tag":"","content":"江家隐衛之首，我哥貼身随侍。"},"265":{"tag":"","content":"我的阿臨哥哥。"},"266":{"tag":"","content":"眼睛一酸，心神激蕩，喜悅蓋過了恐懼，希望在心中升騰。後院刀劍未停，容珩還不知道，隻要我開口……"},"267":{"tag":"","content":"隻要往前走一步……"},"268":{"tag":"","content":"我張開嘴，嘴唇發顫，「阿——」"},"269":{"tag":"","content":"「嗚嗚……」秋娘哀戚之音從黑暗裡響起。"},"270":{"tag":"","content":"如一記悶棍，敲得我心一沉，聲音卡在喉嚨裡，血冷下來。"},"271":{"tag":"","content":"我從未如此刻般覺得窒息，被人攥着喉嚨，眼睜睜看着生的希望從指尖滑走。"},"272":{"tag":"","content":"我要做一個選擇，要麼，挑明身份，殺了秋娘；要麼，繼續做孟婉，要殺要剮，全看宗臨。"},"273":{"tag":"","content":"我想起容諺的母妃逼我去死的那晚，我在宮牆下枯坐一夜，天明，提刀進了殿，一刀捅死了那個女人，從此寝食難安，晝夜難眠，這一次，我又該如何……"},"274":{"tag":"","content":"我不是善人。"},"275":{"tag":"","content":"扪心自問，這輩子做過不少虧心事，殺母騙子，欺上瞞下，可有一條，弱小者不殺，無辜者不殺。容諺年幼，我沒有動手；當年容珩被牽累進謀逆案裡，他無辜，我亦沒有動手。"},"276":{"tag":"","content":"今夜秋娘無辜，不該因我而死。"},"277":{"tag":"","content":"我閉上了眼，聲音是深深的無力，「要殺要剮，煩請提到江公子面前，我親自說清楚。」"},"278":{"tag":"","content":"我擡手，抓起了自己的頭發，「不是說提頭來見麼，提着了，走吧。」"},"279":{"tag":"","content":"身後是一陣罕見的沉默。"},"280":{"tag":"","content":"脖子上的刀刃松了松。"},"281":{"tag":"","content":"我轉過身，借着月光，看見了宗臨的胡子青茬，他憔悴了。江家的人過得都不好。"},"282":{"tag":"","content":"我問，「不走？」"},"283":{"tag":"","content":"「走哪去？」後院門口，有一道人影懶洋洋站在那兒，「宗大人，一聲不吭就綁了我的人，不該給本王個交代？」"},"284":{"tag":"","content":"宗臨收了劍，淡淡看我一眼，轉過身去，「害了小姐的人，都該死。」"},"285":{"tag":"","content":"容珩冷笑一聲，一腳踹斷了歪了一半的木門，「正主尋不着，淨挑一些臭魚爛蝦下手，你肯送下去，就沒問問江長娆願不願意收？」"},"286":{"tag":"","content":"宗臨沒說話。"},"287":{"tag":"","content":"容珩走進來，我聞見他身上淡淡的血腥氣，他傷着了。"},"288":{"tag":"","content":"「本王要是你，就抹了脖子下去陪她，殺一些無用之人給她添堵，就是你們江家的能耐？」"},"289":{"tag":"","content":"夠了，容珩沒有立場，他沒資格說。"},"290":{"tag":"","content":"我撲進容珩懷裡，驚叫，「王爺，您傷着哪了？」"},"291":{"tag":"","content":"容珩被我一打岔，終是閉了嘴不再說什麼。"},"292":{"tag":"","content":"他們所有人都不知道，僅僅是一瞬間的選擇，我往後的路有多難走。"},"293":{"tag":"","content":"我心中煩悶，扭頭冷聲道：「今日之事，還望江公子給我個說法。夜深露重，大人請回。」"},"294":{"tag":"","content":"抱月齋裡杯盤零落，唯一一顆桑樹被毀得徹底，秋娘蹲在院子裡，一邊收拾一邊垂淚。"},"295":{"tag":"","content":"屋裡重新燃起了燈，容珩坐在桌子前，側臉被昏黃的燈光照得晦暗不明，他袖子挽至肩，白皙的小臂上，有一條猙獰刀痕，自上而下劃過，血色暈開了一片，沾在他皮膚上。"},"296":{"tag":"","content":"我拿着藥酒，低頭給他細細擦拭。"},"297":{"tag":"","content":"一陣秋風從破了的門口吹進來，我縮了縮脖子。不光天冷，容珩看着我的目光，也是冷的。"},"298":{"tag":"","content":"我說；「王爺，傷口三日不可沾水，奴婢早晚給您換藥，像那些葷腥之物，暫不可動。」"},"299":{"tag":"","content":"容珩不言語，我繼續道，「您也真是，自己打不過，不知道喊人？平白挨一刀，冤不冤枉？」"},"300":{"tag":"","content":"容珩忽然笑出聲來，一字一句道，「婉兒，你還要裝到什麼時候？」"},"301":{"tag":"","content":"我失了手，白色的粉末全部倒在他的手臂上。"},"302":{"tag":"","content":"我伸手去推，被容珩死死鉗住了手腕，「别跟我裝聾作啞。」"},"303":{"tag":"","content":"我松緩了胳膊，敗下陣來，「王爺讓我如何說？」"},"304":{"tag":"","content":"容珩松開我，将袖子一點點卷下來，漫不經心道，「就從一個原本咽氣的人，突然睜眼開始說罷。」"},"305":{"tag":"","content":"哐！"},"306":{"tag":"","content":"門框被風卷着，狠狠摔在地上，陰風突破屏障，一股腦灌進來。遠處滾滾雷聲清晰傳來，昏暗内舍，飄搖秋風。我擡眼，對上容珩幽深如墨的眼，被他看了個透徹。"},"307":{"tag":"","content":"「王爺認為我是誰？」"},"308":{"tag":"","content":"容珩忽然笑起來，笑意不達眼底，「本王沒耐心同你猜啞謎。宗大人剛走，現在把你人頭送過去，還來得及。」"},"309":{"tag":"","content":"桌下的手倏地攥緊，咯吱作響的門軸仿佛我紛亂的心緒，終于，窗外梆子響，一錘心定。"},"310":{"tag":"","content":"我道，「七月初八，我死于慈甯宮。」"},"311":{"tag":"","content":"噼啪，燭台乍響。"},"312":{"tag":"","content":"容珩掀起眼，一字一句道，「你，可知自己在說什麼？」"},"313":{"tag":"","content":"我穩下心緒，無視他眼底的灼人光華，「我知道，就怕我敢說，王爺您不敢信。」"},"314":{"tag":"","content":"容珩一動不動看着我，如一頭幽狼，要在我的臉上找出破綻。半晌，他伸手，鉗住了我的下巴，迫我擡頭，他勾唇，「江長娆？」"},"315":{"tag":"","content":"我面不改色，字字清晰，「七月初八，慈甯宮枯井底，婢女玉壺。」"},"316":{"tag":"","content":"容珩猶自保持着笑容，可在我話落瞬間，指尖倏然加重了力氣，捏得我發了痛。"},"317":{"tag":"","content":"門外，風雨欲來，半晌，他緩緩道，「秋娘，可有此事？」"},"318":{"tag":"","content":"秋娘從後院緩緩走出，低聲道，「當日太後自戕時，确有一名宮女以身殉主，投身于枯井。」"},"319":{"tag":"","content":"容珩笑容更盛，平緩的語氣下怒意洶湧，咬牙道：「秋娘，你怕是沒聽明白本王的意思，那名宮女，叫什麼？」"},"320":{"tag":"","content":"秋娘跪在地上，「回王爺，叫……玉壺。」"},"321":{"tag":"","content":"室内死寂壓人，我被容珩捏得眼眶通紅，與他對視。"},"322":{"tag":"","content":"良久，隻聽容珩不冷不熱地一笑，「很好。」"},"323":{"tag":"","content":"這一聲笑，像攀至山頂未窺得朝陽的郁郁自嘲，又像揚帆之日忽逢陰雨的憤然不屑。"},"324":{"tag":"","content":"容珩一把将我推開去，神情恹恹，「滾遠些。」"},"325":{"tag":"","content":"我被推得倒退幾步，心裡很不是滋味。我又沒求着他留下我，若非為了秋娘，這會我已經跟親人團圓了。現在呢，容珩對着我鼻子不是鼻子，眼不是眼，他憑什麼？就因為我不是孟婉？"},"326":{"tag":"","content":"江長娆是因誰而死，孟婉又是因誰而死？他自己做的孽，憑什麼将火發在我身上？"},"327":{"tag":"","content":"怒氣一股腦往頭上湧，盛不住了就從眼裡淌出來，我扭頭就往外走。"},"328":{"tag":"","content":"「什麼勞什子王爺，誰愛伺候誰伺候，老娘還不稀罕！」"},"329":{"tag":"","content":"走到巷子口，秋風一打旋，一個炸雷，接着瓢潑大雨傾盆而下，給我從頭到腳澆了個透徹，連怒意都被澆得瘀滞于心，半點撒不出來。"},"330":{"tag":"","content":"我站在那兒，仰頭，望着黑洞洞的天，突然破口大罵，「賊老天！」罵完鼻頭一酸，蹲下将臉埋進臂彎裡，熱淚滾燙。"},"331":{"tag":"","content":"想起玉壺忠心耿耿，就連死了，名字還被我這個不靠譜的主子拿來招搖撞騙，我便更傷心。這下好了，此處不留爺，也無留爺處。我還能重操孟婉舊業，倚門賣笑去？"},"332":{"tag":"","content":"也不知蹲了多久，腿都麻了，我也不想站起來。"},"333":{"tag":"","content":"「說你幾句，還耍起脾氣來了？」容珩淡淡的聲音從我頭頂傳來。"},"334":{"tag":"","content":"雨不知什麼時候小了，我擡頭，容珩立在雨中，打一把油紙傘，将我遮在傘下面，他半個身子已經濕透了。"},"335":{"tag":"","content":"他見我這副鬼樣子，皺了皺眉，「哭什麼？」"},"336":{"tag":"","content":"我抹了把臉，「沒哭，雨淋的。」"},"337":{"tag":"","content":"容珩懶得與我計較，說：「起來，别蹲在巷子口，好狗不擋道。」"},"338":{"tag":"","content":"我說：「你管好狗壞狗，反正不是你家的。」"},"339":{"tag":"","content":"容珩氣笑了，「頭一次見跟人置氣，把自己罵進去的。江長娆沒被你氣死？」"},"340":{"tag":"","content":"我拍拍屁股起身，扭頭就走。"},"341":{"tag":"","content":"容珩從後頭一把拽住我，「你幹什麼去？」"},"342":{"tag":"","content":"我甩了兩下，沒甩開，回頭冷冷道，「我一個慈甯宮的宮女，待在這兒幹什麼？我要去給小姐守靈。」"},"343":{"tag":"","content":"容珩冷笑，「就憑你？頂着我容珩的牌子，不出京城，保你屍骨全無。」"},"344":{"tag":"","content":"我心裡怒火燒灼，也不顧他是什麼身份，轉身劈頭蓋臉一頓罵，「那王爺什麼意思？善心大發？良心未泯？我不是孟婉，做不來驚才豔豔的事，就連暖床，都不知道是先解紐子還是先解褲帶，您留我幹什麼？」"},"345":{"tag":"","content":"容珩嗤笑，「本王缺個犟驢蹄子撒氣，我看你正好，命硬，氣不死。」"},"346":{"tag":"","content":"「容珩！你是不是有病？」我尖叫着，罵出了心裡的話。罵完才一愣，如今可不是江長娆，而是江長娆的宮女玉壺，這般連名帶姓的罵，都能給我押到菜市口斬了。"},"347":{"tag":"","content":"容珩臉色陰沉沉的，也不好看，半晌他咬牙切齒，「是，本王有病，才冒着雨來給你送傘。」"},"348":{"tag":"","content":"他将傘往地上一丢，瓢潑大雨重新揮灑下來，這次将我倆都澆透了。"},"349":{"tag":"","content":"「你愛留不留，慣的你。」"},"350":{"tag":"","content":"說完，容珩頭也不回往抱月齋走，身影漸漸消失在黑暗裡。"},"351":{"tag":"","content":"我吸吸鼻子，狠狠踢在旁邊的樹上。"},"352":{"tag":"","content":"我脾氣大，慫得快，小半炷香的功夫拎着傘落湯雞一般回到抱月齋裡。容珩還坐在裡頭，衣袖泡了水，右手袖子重新卷起，刀口泡得發了白，秋娘正在忙活。"},"353":{"tag":"","content":"見我進來，秋娘舒了口氣，「孟……玉壺姑娘，外面寒涼，進來避避雨吧。」"},"354":{"tag":"","content":"容珩嗤笑一聲，「不還是孟婉的臉麼，叫什麼玉壺？」"},"355":{"tag":"","content":"秋娘臉色一僵，有些尴尬道，「王爺說的是。」"},"356":{"tag":"","content":"容珩不理我，我也不理他，兩人就這麼面對面坐着，臉拉得一個比一個長，害得秋娘左右忙活。"},"357":{"tag":"","content":"秋娘拿了布子來，往我頭上一披，正要給我擦頭，容珩道，「她自己沒長手？」"},"358":{"tag":"","content":"我賭氣一把拽過來，發了狠地揉着頭發。"},"359":{"tag":"","content":"秋娘讪讪地去替容珩上藥，我涼涼道，「他自己沒長手？」"},"360":{"tag":"","content":"秋娘左右為難，終是歎了一聲，放下藥來，「我鍋上還炖着熱湯，二位自便。」說完扭頭去了小廚房，留下我倆大眼瞪小眼。"},"361":{"tag":"","content":"容珩掃了我一眼，「出去一趟，吃了熊心豹子膽，跟我嗆白？」"},"362":{"tag":"","content":"「有本事你殺了我。」我哼道。"},"363":{"tag":"","content":"容珩白了我一眼，「當年你主子放我一馬，我便念在她昔日情分上，放你一馬。」"},"364":{"tag":"","content":"當年先帝駕崩，四皇子帶頭造反，好巧不巧，選在了容珩喝花酒的那條街上，本可以借此機會将這群有的沒的一網打盡，我就是賤，非得辯個是非黑白，查明容珩是遭人牽累，将人放了。哪成想他恩将仇報，送我去死，現在我一把骨頭入了土，噢，提起這茬來了。"},"365":{"tag":"","content":"虛僞。"},"366":{"tag":"","content":"我冷笑一聲，一言不發。"},"367":{"tag":"","content":"「瞧瞧，你現在活像個炸毛刺猬。」容珩觑我一眼，笑道，「京裡人盯我盯得緊，死了一個孟婉，挺麻煩。」"},"368":{"tag":"","content":"我還以為他得道成仙了，要做聖人，說到底，還是為了他自己。"},"369":{"tag":"","content":"屋裡寂靜下來，剛發了一通火，還淋了雨，大悲大喜之後，是深深的疲倦，我撐着桌子，眼皮子打架，頭腦發昏，幾次頭快要碰在桌子上時，猛然醒過來。"},"370":{"tag":"","content":"容珩已經給自己上好了藥，秋娘端了兩碗熱湯上來，又給我一套換洗的衣裳，為難道，「我這裡從未留宿過男子，委屈王爺去竈前烤火，将衣裳烘幹。」"},"371":{"tag":"","content":"我看了眼天色，已是深夜，大雨瓢潑，這種時候路上積了水，車馬難行，今夜，得留宿在此。"},"372":{"tag":"","content":"秋娘的床，就安置在竈間，小小的，将夠躺一個人，我換了衣裳，秋娘便将我推進來，自己說什麼都要去鄰家借住一晚。"},"373":{"tag":"","content":"我愣在原地，容珩道，「她又不傻，鄰舍至少能遮風避雨，咱倆充其量就是個看門的。」"},"374":{"tag":"","content":"屋裡四面大敞，門闆破爛，唯獨竈間的門是完好的，裡頭生了火，我掩上門，坐在秋娘的小床上。喝了熱湯，肚子裡暖融融的，并不覺難受。"},"375":{"tag":"","content":"容珩蹲坐竈前，時不時往裡頭添點柴進去，他披着一身濕透的衣裳，就是烤一夜也烤不幹。"},"376":{"tag":"","content":"我道，「你扒了吧，沒人看。」"},"377":{"tag":"","content":"容珩回了半個側臉，問道，「你确定？」"},"378":{"tag":"","content":"見我不說話，他站起來，高大的身影突然将這竈間變得逼仄擁擠。容珩面對着我，先解了紐子，将外衫脫下來，露出半透明的中衣，肌肉紋理清晰可見，我耳根子有些燙，不自主地往後縮了縮，同他拉開距離。"},"379":{"tag":"","content":"容珩懶懶一笑，「瞧清楚了，先幹嘛，後幹嘛。」說着，就去解腰帶。"},"380":{"tag":"","content":"我大驚，喝道，「你幹什麼！」"},"381":{"tag":"","content":"容珩伸開手，「不是你讓我扒了？」"},"382":{"tag":"","content":"我咬牙，「你扒光了坐草堆，不嫌剌腚？」"},"383":{"tag":"","content":"容珩撲哧笑出聲來，繼而大笑，「你說披着同一張皮，怎麼說出的話一個天上一個地下？若叫孟婉知道，非得氣活過來。」"},"384":{"tag":"","content":"「改不了。」"},"385":{"tag":"","content":"容珩将外袍随意扔在竈上，轉身坐回去，「你想睡便睡，本王不動你。」"},"386":{"tag":"","content":"我聽他說這話，才松了心神，背對着容珩躺下來。一沾枕頭，濃郁的倦意席卷而來，很快就什麼都不知道了。"},"387":{"tag":"","content":"夢裡，我仿佛置身火爐，燒得唇焦舌燥，好不容易有條河，拼命地跑也夠不到，難受得想哭，也哭不出來。"},"388":{"tag":"","content":"不知道哪位好心人，拿了個碗遞到我唇邊，我欣喜地張嘴，一股熱流緩緩淌進，我迫不及待地咽下去，一股子苦穿腦殼的澀自舌根發散開來，我一嗆，從夢裡驚醒，眼前，容珩這厮正掐着我的下巴，往我嘴裡灌一碗黑漆漆的東西。"},"389":{"tag":"","content":"我猛地推開他的手，第一時間趴到床邊幹嘔，有了第一回，我下意識覺得他要害我。"},"390":{"tag":"","content":"容珩見我醒了，笑道，「喝個藥都費勁，既然醒了，就自己來吧，本王沒那閑工夫看着你喝。」"},"391":{"tag":"","content":"看見周圍一方小幾，香雲袅袅，我才發現已經回到王府裡，容珩換了身月白的廣袖長衫，擡起的右手上，隐約看見纏好的繃帶。"},"392":{"tag":"","content":"我出了一身虛汗，眼前發暈，還是對着藥碗眉頭發緊。"},"393":{"tag":"","content":"容珩見我不接，随手将藥碗扔在桌子上，「不喝算了，孟婉的身子皮實死不了，你願意，就自己受着。」"},"394":{"tag":"","content":"我和他僵持不下，門外廊下進來個人，道，「王爺，江府公子遞了文章來，說在歸園設宴賠罪。」"},"395":{"tag":"","content":"容珩想也不想道，「不去，正主病着，賠哪門子罪？」"},"396":{"tag":"","content":"我當即端起藥來幹了，從床上爬起來，「王爺，打個商量？」"},"397":{"tag":"","content":"容珩挑眉，湊過來。"},"398":{"tag":"","content":"我趴在他耳邊一陣嘀咕，直聽得窗外那人犯了迷糊，一愣一愣地看着我，容珩笑起來，轉而對外頭那人變了主意，「告訴他，本王攜孟姑娘，準時赴宴。」"},"399":{"tag":"","content":"這不是我第一次來歸園，江鶴習慣設一雅間，臨水的，小窗必須朝南，午後有陽光照進來。"},"400":{"tag":"","content":"昨夜下了雨，腳下濕滑，走到窗邊，腳下一出溜，驚叫一聲，就要撞上假山。容珩走在前頭，回身已經向我伸手過來，突然一隻手從窗戶裡插進來，玄衣廣袖，當即拎住我的後領，一提，我便穩穩當當站住。"},"401":{"tag":"","content":"容珩手一頓，緩緩收回。"},"402":{"tag":"","content":"我擡頭，深吸一口氣，江鶴冷着臉立在窗内，一副我欠他八百兩銀子的樣子。宗臨事沒辦利索，被容珩拿住了把柄，他不得已破費，請了我和容珩來。從他表情可見十分不願意請我吃酒。"},"403":{"tag":"","content":"我壓着心裡的激動，客氣道，「多謝江公子。」"},"404":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴擰着眉，冷淡道，「進來。」"},"405":{"tag":"","content":"容珩好笑地看我一眼，也不知是不是瞧出我心緒的變化，臨進屋時施施然丢下句話，一股子酸味，「江公子玉樹臨風啊……」"},"406":{"tag":"","content":"我對着他背影翻了個白眼，跟進去。"},"407":{"tag":"","content":"屋裡還如先前的擺設。"},"408":{"tag":"","content":"我習慣性地要坐在與江鶴相對的靠窗位置，不料他淡淡道，「此乃舍妹之位，想必孟姑娘沒什麼立場坐在那兒。」"},"409":{"tag":"","content":"我腳步一頓。"},"410":{"tag":"","content":"容珩拍拍身側，和煦道，「出門在外，别招人嫌，來，給本王斟酒。」"},"411":{"tag":"","content":"我走過去，緊挨着容珩坐下，旁邊放了盆熱水，我夾起容珩的杯盞，丢進裡頭滾了兩圈，再拿出來，便冒着熱騰騰的氣。"},"412":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴一雙銳眼在我将杯盞丢進熱水的時候，就鎖在我手上，容珩仿若不查，眯着眼，支着頭，聽窗外小曲兒。"},"413":{"tag":"","content":"這是我喝酒的習慣。自幼胃腸弱，喝了冷酒便腹痛難忍，又喝不慣燙酒，後來便幹脆将酒杯在熱水裡滾了，熨上酒慢慢煨着。"},"414":{"tag":"","content":"這樣的習慣，隻有親近之人知曉。"},"415":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴忽然問道，「孟姑娘胃腸不好？」"},"416":{"tag":"","content":"「王爺胃腸不好。」"},"417":{"tag":"","content":"容珩聽到提他，也不反駁，敲着桌面，一副事不關己的模樣。"},"418":{"tag":"","content":"「前夜江府下人出門辦事，驚擾了孟姑娘，今日特備酒席，向您賠罪。」江鶴舉杯對我。"},"419":{"tag":"","content":"容珩橫手插進來，拿過我的杯子，遙遙一對，便一飲而盡。"},"420":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴目光掃過我和容珩，半晌譏諷道，「王爺對孟姑娘，真是情深義重。」"},"421":{"tag":"","content":"容珩一杯下去，不多晌眼已經起了薄霧，含笑瞧我。"},"422":{"tag":"","content":"「是啊，情深義重。」容珩接過話柄，「隻是有些人是塊榆木疙瘩，死不開竅。」"},"423":{"tag":"","content":"我：「……」"},"424":{"tag":"","content":"先前聽容珩一口一個婉兒地叫着，我還當他說笑，難不成心底還藏了幾分真情在裡頭，那孟婉，當真是倒黴，被自己毒死的？"},"425":{"tag":"","content":"容珩笑着起身，往後倒退兩步，敲敲腦殼，「哎呀……本王不勝酒力，醉了醉了……」"},"426":{"tag":"","content":"你能演得再假一點麼？"},"427":{"tag":"","content":"「本王出去走走……」"},"428":{"tag":"","content":"容珩歪歪斜斜地跨出門去。"},"429":{"tag":"","content":"這是我與他商量好的。既然打定主意要抱容珩大腿，首先得把江家安撫好。"},"430":{"tag":"","content":"我同容珩說，江長娆的一舉一動是刻在我腦子裡的，大可借此讓江家誤以為是江長娆借屍還魂，屆時雙方冰釋前嫌，共謀大計，江家得以保全，我全了主子厚恩，容珩也能得實打實的好處。"},"431":{"tag":"","content":"這一招，真真假假，虛虛實實，絕不會讓這個昔日的宿敵對我太過忌憚，一個婢女，隻想讓主家過上好日子，我越簡單，容珩就越放心。"},"432":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴替我溫上一杯熱酒，「孟姑娘有話要對我講？」"},"433":{"tag":"","content":"我笑道，「去歲新埋的石榴酒該啟壇了，這會子和進石榴糕裡，酸甜爽口。」"},"434":{"tag":"","content":"刺啦……"},"435":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴面前的酒盞傾倒，潑出的酒漿淹了半面小桌，一滴滴地落下去。"},"436":{"tag":"","content":"宗臨不知什麼時候站在了江鶴身後，眉頭緊皺，掙紮反複後，終于緩緩道，「她……是小姐。」"},"437":{"tag":"","content":"在江鶴駭人的目光裡，我笑了笑，淚眼婆娑，「哥哥，我回來了。」"},"438":{"tag":"","content":"親人相聚遠沒我想象的溫馨感人。"},"439":{"tag":"","content":"比如現在，江鶴拿劍比着我，雙目猩紅，「我看你想死。」"},"440":{"tag":"","content":"我小心挑開抵在脖子上的刀刃，讪笑，「你六歲下學沒跑了，尿了褲；七歲上樹摘胡桃，扯了裆；八歲抱我去夜市，丢了我；九歲……」"},"441":{"tag":"","content":"「閉嘴！」江鶴憋得滿臉通紅，哪裡還有迷倒京城萬千少女的貴公子模樣，他氣得發顫，「你如何得知……你如何……」"},"442":{"tag":"","content":"宗臨已經關上了窗戶，站在門邊宛若門神。"},"443":{"tag":"","content":"我哥的這些醜事，他從來不知。"},"444":{"tag":"","content":"事急從權，顧不得我哥的面子了。"},"445":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴像是豬油蒙了心，睚眦欲裂，「是你害死了小娆！定是小娆生前告訴你的！你逼她！」"},"446":{"tag":"","content":"就連宗臨都尴尬地撓了撓頭，小時候總聽江鶴發火，就喜歡叫人提頭來見，我那時候與宗臨開玩笑，在江鶴後頭提起頭發來，看得宗臨嘴角直抖。是以那夜，宗臨就動搖了。"},"447":{"tag":"","content":"我冷笑，氣得肺都要炸了，「江大公子！我要是孟婉，趁着江長娆死前不問旁的，盯着你尿褲裂裆的糟爛事死問個什麼勁兒！在你眼裡，我江長娆，就是個死前還要抖出糗事給你添堵的缺心眼兒？」"},"448":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴被我罵得呆在原地，劍抖了抖，聲音發飄，「沒錯……小娆就是這麼罵人的……」"},"449":{"tag":"","content":"我撲哧一笑，沒笑完，就見江鶴眼眶子都紅了，一把扯過我，「你寫字！」"},"450":{"tag":"","content":"我撿起筆來，一手簪花小楷看得江鶴一臉震撼。"},"451":{"tag":"","content":"他激動地原地亂走，「大喜事！大喜事！我得告訴爹娘！」"},"452":{"tag":"","content":"我雖不忍心潑他冷水，還是道，「若不想讓爹娘将你當成瘋子打出來，還是穩妥一點好。」"},"453":{"tag":"","content":"我知道江鶴的秘密，是因我倆從小一起長大。爹娘呢？我自小在二位高堂面前裝得乖覺有度，實在想不出有什麼辦法說服他們信我。"},"454":{"tag":"","content":"「當年父親生辰，你去廚房偷吃，一把火點了後廚。」江鶴替我想的這事鮮有人知。"},"455":{"tag":"","content":"我滿含歉意地笑了笑，「可是，我後來栽贓到你身上，你替我跪了三日祠堂，忘了？」"},"456":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴一噎，喜色退了幾分，不死心道，「表弟來府，你把人推進池塘——」"},"457":{"tag":"","content":"他不說了，大概他想起來，此事，也栽到了他身上。"},"458":{"tag":"","content":"倆人相顧無言，江鶴冷着臉，突然出聲，「你當孟婉挺好的，别回來了。」"},"459":{"tag":"","content":"我們離開歸園時，江鶴一副怎麼看容珩怎麼不順眼的樣子，容珩反倒自在得多，醉醺醺趴在我頸子一側，潮潤潤的溫熱鼻息撲在我的臉頰。"},"460":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴氣得咬牙，「你離她遠點。」"},"461":{"tag":"","content":"容珩笑呵呵道，「娆兒，誰在說話。」"},"462":{"tag":"","content":"他哪怕叫我婉兒，江鶴的脾氣都還壓得住，這倆字一出口，锵！江鶴的劍又拔了出來，「你再喊一個試試！」"},"463":{"tag":"","content":"我拍拍容珩，低聲道，「王爺，差不多行了，刀劍無眼。」"},"464":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴一個把持不住，真将容珩紮出個好歹，我吃不了兜着走。"},"465":{"tag":"","content":"容珩不動，卻識趣地閉了嘴。"},"466":{"tag":"","content":"我松了口氣，臨上馬車前，對着江鶴道，「江公子，莫忘你我之約。」"},"467":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴陰着臉，哼了一聲，再也不看我。"},"468":{"tag":"","content":"容珩被我拽進車來，踉跄幾步，俯身靠在我肩頭，酒香被他氣息帶着，萦繞在逼仄的空間裡。"},"469":{"tag":"","content":"他眼睛裡含了一汪水色，迷離惑人，笑着瞧我，唇齒不清道，「娆兒，你和他約什麼了？」"},"470":{"tag":"","content":"我皺了皺眉，想起臨别時，江鶴對我說，「看他就來氣，我命宗臨給他摻了不少雜七雜八的酒在裡頭，不醉他個三天三夜，難解心頭之恨。」"},"471":{"tag":"","content":"一時間，我還真是辨不出他是真醉還是假醉。"},"472":{"tag":"","content":"我說，「王爺，您怕是忘了，我不是娆兒，我叫玉壺。」"},"473":{"tag":"","content":"擡頭，見容珩閉了眼，仰頭靠在車廂壁上。"},"474":{"tag":"","content":"睡着了？"},"475":{"tag":"","content":"我松緩了心神，剛要歇一歇，容珩的聲音蓦地響起，「本王知道你是誰，不說話沒人當你啞巴。」"},"476":{"tag":"","content":"眨眼，中秋至，有了江鶴給我撐腰，我在容珩身邊好過很多。都說娘家頂半邊天，此言非虛。"},"477":{"tag":"","content":"連容珩都說，「不過小小婢女，狐假虎威起來，氣得人牙根發癢！」"},"478":{"tag":"","content":"中秋夜宴，皇帝大宴群臣，這一天，我又為進宮的事跟容珩嗆白起來。"},"479":{"tag":"","content":"容珩倒背着手，走了兩步，突然殺回來，氣得不行，「你就非得為了那二斤骨頭以身犯險？」"},"480":{"tag":"","content":"我盤腿坐在廊下的石頭凳子上，不緊不慢地疊好方巾收進袖子裡，「王爺，你讓我入土為安吧。」"},"481":{"tag":"","content":"沒錯，我不光要混進慈甯宮，還要去井裡把玉壺的屍首撈出來；不僅要撈出來，還要一把火化了她。"},"482":{"tag":"","content":"玉壺說她怕冷，死前要我燒成一撮灰，送她走。"},"483":{"tag":"","content":"還有，我在慈甯宮的匾額後，留了東西，我想回去看看。"},"484":{"tag":"","content":"容珩額角青筋暴跳，最後冷笑一聲，「你可知，本王的侍從出現在後宮裡，是什麼意思。」"},"485":{"tag":"","content":"什麼意思，手都插到皇帝後院了，當然是造反。"},"486":{"tag":"","content":"我說，「王爺，太後薨逝，于情于理，您都該派人去祭拜。」"},"487":{"tag":"","content":"畢竟，你是我名義上的兒子。"},"488":{"tag":"","content":"容珩說，「本王今年二十八！」"},"489":{"tag":"","content":"我哦了一聲，「那年紀是不小了。」"},"490":{"tag":"","content":"容珩拂袖而去。"},"491":{"tag":"","content":"仲秋夜，宮内張燈結彩，鑼鼓歡騰。天子年少，當年我十六歲進宮，容諺六歲；我二十三歲死在慈甯宮，容諺十三歲。一個半大不大的孩子，最喜歡熱鬧的時候。"},"492":{"tag":"","content":"容珩跟我置氣，一進宮便自行入席，讓我哪涼快哪待着去。"},"493":{"tag":"","content":"皇宮的路，我走了七年。"},"494":{"tag":"","content":"腳下一磚一瓦都無比熟悉。可今兒不是懷舊來的，我顧不得旁的，拔腿直奔慈甯宮。"},"495":{"tag":"","content":"路上遇見盤問，都說，是三殿下一片孝心，不忍團圓之夜太後孤零零的，特命我前來拜祭。"},"496":{"tag":"","content":"越說越順口，越說越高興，仿佛真多出個容珩這樣的孝順兒子來。"},"497":{"tag":"","content":"我在時，慈甯宮門庭若市，也曾輝煌過一陣兒，如今夜幕下，偌大的殿宇孤零零立在宮城之内，隻剩蕭索。"},"498":{"tag":"","content":"我知道狗洞在哪，原本沒想推門進去，不抱希望地一推，吱呀一聲，竟推開了。"},"499":{"tag":"","content":"心裡不痛快，懷着一種人走茶涼的哀切，推門進去。"},"500":{"tag":"","content":"沒走兩步，就瞧見正殿四面敞開，裡頭燭火搖曳，兩道人影綽約可見。風一吹，陰風号，窸窣呢喃如鬼語。影子高得可怕，直竄到房梁頂，憑生詭異。"},"501":{"tag":"","content":"我不由得打了個哆嗦，往後退了一步，難不成黑白無常發現我借屍還魂，前來索命了？"},"502":{"tag":"","content":"就在奪門而出之際，有幾句話飄進我的耳朵裡。"},"503":{"tag":"","content":"「朕……不想……」"},"504":{"tag":"","content":"「你别逼朕……」"},"505":{"tag":"","content":"我腳步一頓，迫切地回頭，悄悄走近，借着微光，看清楚了屋子裡的倆人。"},"506":{"tag":"","content":"一個是眼睛通紅的容諺，一個是穿着老粗布的宰相宋凜。"},"507":{"tag":"","content":"心裡暗罵一聲宋凜這老東西心思不正，我活着時，就沒少欺負容諺，我死了，豈不是變本加厲！"},"508":{"tag":"","content":"容諺淚眼婆娑，頂着一身寬大及地的龍袍，怯怯地，必然是受了欺負！"},"509":{"tag":"","content":"「陛下！江氏婦人已死，您準她風光下葬，已不欠她。如今容珩虎視眈眈，打着清君側的旗号把攬了朝中的大事小事，臣願助陛下一臂之力，誅殺逆黨！」"},"510":{"tag":"","content":"我挑眉，想聽他有何好對策。"},"511":{"tag":"","content":"就聽宋凜說道，「臣把自己的女兒許配給陛下！」"},"512":{"tag":"","content":"我嘴角的笑意一頓，可真是舉世無雙聰明絕頂天衣無縫大義凜然令人拍案叫絕的好對策！若非我還活着，定要變成鬼揪着這老不死的下黃泉去。"},"513":{"tag":"","content":"容諺哭着說，「朕……朕不需要……」"},"514":{"tag":"","content":"「陛下！當年江氏弑殺貴妃娘娘的事，您是知道的呀！豈能認賊做母？她活着，不許臣為您盡綿薄之力，死了，難道還要您為她守孝不成？」"},"515":{"tag":"","content":"我手慢慢收緊，心上堵了一塊大石頭。"},"516":{"tag":"","content":"留在慈甯宮匾額後的東西，容諺應該是看見了。我對自己所行供認不諱，按理說，容諺應該恨我。"},"517":{"tag":"","content":"幽暗的大殿内，容諺衣衫單薄，聲音幽怨，「她到底，養了朕七年……」"},"518":{"tag":"","content":"低頭，一顆淚砸在手背上，心底生出無限的愧疚。"},"519":{"tag":"","content":"宋凜說道，「陛下，下旨選妃吧。沒了江氏，您根基不穩。」"},"520":{"tag":"","content":"父親膝下就我一個女兒，再也沒有一個江氏來輔佐容諺了。我提着籃子，漸漸走遠。"},"521":{"tag":"","content":"身後冷風嘶嚎裡，隐隐傳來容諺的哀咽，「朕知道……」"},"522":{"tag":"","content":"昔日受了委屈，蹲在我門前偷偷抹淚的少年，如今也學會自己站着往前走了，不枉那夜我對孟婉說，「回去告訴容珩，不論他日皇位上坐着誰，以我一命，換容諺一命。否則，拼着兩敗俱傷，咱們也繼續鬥下去。」"},"523":{"tag":"","content":"孟婉說，「王爺知道。」"},"524":{"tag":"","content":"于是我撿起青刀，把貴妃的命還給了容諺。"},"525":{"tag":"","content":"慈甯宮後院的枯井黑漆漆的，我趴在井沿上，幽森寒氣撲鼻，難以想象玉壺那個嬌滴滴愛哭鼻子的小姑娘，哪裡來的勇氣從這爬上去，縱身一跳。"},"526":{"tag":"","content":"一根火柴劃亮了森涼的夜，落進井裡去。那井不深，微亮的火光自井底緩緩燃起，我蹲坐井邊，聽着枯葉燃燒的劈啪作響，不敢去看。"},"527":{"tag":"","content":"「跳了一回，腿吓軟了？」"},"528":{"tag":"","content":"我回過身，容珩攏袖站在枯死的牡丹叢邊，手裡提着一盞小燈，暖黃暈染，照亮了臉前的一畝三分地。"},"529":{"tag":"","content":"我皺眉，仍坐在地上一動不動，「王爺怎麼來了？」"},"530":{"tag":"","content":"容珩打着燈籠悠悠然然地走過來，在我身前站定，神色淡淡，「席間灑了酒，出來換身衣裳。」"},"531":{"tag":"","content":"「王爺換衣裳能換到慈甯宮來？」"},"532":{"tag":"","content":"容珩一面伸出手，一面笑着說，「祭奠太後怎可隻派個近侍來。未免心不誠。」"},"533":{"tag":"","content":"我猶豫了一下，擡起手，他便将我握住，指尖濕濕的，有些涼，衣袖翻動時能聞到清淡的酒香，果真是灑了酒出來的。"},"534":{"tag":"","content":"容珩輕輕一帶将我拉起，我頓時腳跟發麻，向前一個踉跄。"},"535":{"tag":"","content":"容珩扶穩我，笑道，「鬧了半天，是你瞞着我吃酒去了？」"},"536":{"tag":"","content":"我抽回手，被他握過的地方還帶着涼，背到身後摩挲了幾下，才消去那些異樣的感覺。"},"537":{"tag":"","content":"「王爺，咱倆各忙各的吧。」"},"538":{"tag":"","content":"「本王沒什麼好忙的，待給你收了屍再回去不遲。」"},"539":{"tag":"","content":"我面無表情地看着他，「王爺宅心仁厚。」"},"540":{"tag":"","content":"「舉手之勞。」"},"541":{"tag":"","content":"那把火烘得井口發熱，直到最後，估摸着也燒透了，撈上一撮灰來。玉壺說她死後，就随風散了，四海為家，可我不想将她撒在宮裡，便用方巾将骨灰盛好，塞進懷裡，轉頭往外走。"},"542":{"tag":"","content":"容珩在後頭問道，「好容易來一趟，不看過你主子再走？」"},"543":{"tag":"","content":"腳下一頓，我背着他道，「連長階上的血都洗幹淨了，一個冷冰冰的牌位，有什麼好看的？」"},"544":{"tag":"","content":"容珩沒說話。"},"545":{"tag":"","content":"秋風漸涼，四周蕭索，我立在門旁，背身問道，「王爺想去？」"},"546":{"tag":"","content":"這話問出，我心裡苦笑，猜他八成是不會回答了，擡起一隻腳跨過門檻。"},"547":{"tag":"","content":"「想。」"},"548":{"tag":"","content":"簡簡單單一個字将我的腳凝在半空，想綴了千斤，半步難移。"},"549":{"tag":"","content":"半晌，腳輕輕落下，跨出門去。"},"550":{"tag":"","content":"我說，「想也沒用。」"},"551":{"tag":"","content":"回時，容珩提着燈走在我身後，氣氛有些僵，我倆都沒說話。"},"552":{"tag":"","content":"說不上因為什麼惱，就是不想理他。"},"553":{"tag":"","content":"路過一條漆黑的小路，我腳下不察，突然被絆了一跤，容珩眼疾手快地将我拉住，語氣生硬道，「你長眼是幹什麼用的？」"},"554":{"tag":"","content":"我一掙，沒掙開，就聽那頭有人道，「三哥？」"},"555":{"tag":"","content":"循聲望去，容諺和宋凜站在不遠處，有小太監提了燈籠，身後還跟着一群宮人。"},"556":{"tag":"","content":"兩撥人前後腳，都是從慈甯宮出來的。"},"557":{"tag":"","content":"容珩還拉着我的手，見人來也不避諱，指尖甚至不緊不慢地在我手心摩挲打圈兒，酥酥癢癢的一隻撓到我心裡，變成一股騰騰熱氣，燒上了臉。"},"558":{"tag":"","content":"隻聽容珩無比淡定道，「見過陛下。」"},"559":{"tag":"","content":"宋凜一見是我倆，冷哼一聲，「三殿下好興緻，眼下還在宮中，就急不可耐了。」"},"560":{"tag":"","content":"容珩将我拉進懷裡，笑道，「聽聞您上個月在聚芳樓裡連宿三夜，堪稱京中表率，本王與您比，是小巫見大巫。」"},"561":{"tag":"","content":"我就知道宋凜為老不尊。"},"562":{"tag":"","content":"宋凜被氣得吹胡子瞪眼，不敢罵容珩，就指着我，「小小賤妾，淫亂宮闱！該死！真該死！」"},"563":{"tag":"","content":"容珩将我往身後一拉，笑道，「您可真是好本事，褲裆裡的那點事找女人，想撒氣了也找女人，就就這點膽子來輔佐陛下，要本王說，還比不上江長娆一跟頭發絲兒。」"},"564":{"tag":"","content":"宋凜被氣得臉紅脖子粗，不敢明着跟容珩搶白，容諺皺了皺眉，「孟姑娘本就是三哥的人，宋愛卿，走吧。」"},"565":{"tag":"","content":"他向來不待見容珩，是以當他說完這句話時，我一愣，竟想不起來容諺何時見過孟婉。"},"566":{"tag":"","content":"思緒雜亂，一時間理不清頭緒，連容珩拉着我入席都沒反應過來。待回神，就見江鶴目光森然地盯着容珩拉我的手，仿佛要将容珩的胳膊切斷。"},"567":{"tag":"","content":"我動了動，「王爺，松手。」"},"568":{"tag":"","content":"容珩頭也不回，笑道，「不想氣死那老東西？」"},"569":{"tag":"","content":"他本意是指宋凜，結果路過江鶴時，被他聽了去，他倏地起身，沉聲問，「你說誰是老東西？」"},"570":{"tag":"","content":"容珩也不解釋，含笑慢悠悠道，「江公子以為呢？」"},"571":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴按住佩劍，眼看就要說出那句「我要你提頭來見」，我忙道，「江公子息怒，說旁人呢。」"},"572":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴陰着臉，牙齒咬得咯咯作響。"},"573":{"tag":"","content":"容珩不怕死道，「你上趕着找罵，可不賴本王。」"},"574":{"tag":"","content":"眼看着江鶴的臉色是不能善了了，我一咬牙掙開容珩的手，往江鶴身邊挪了幾步，喏喏道，「哥哥，你就當為了我，别理他成嗎……」"},"575":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴此人吃軟不吃硬，但凡放軟了語氣同他講，隻要是我，天大的氣也能消了去。"},"576":{"tag":"","content":"果然江鶴一聽我這麼說，冷冷瞪了容珩一眼，坐下去。"},"577":{"tag":"","content":"好容易解決了江鶴這邊，我一回頭，就見容珩也站在那兒，冷眼瞧我，「哥哥叫得挺順口啊……」"},"578":{"tag":"","content":"我，「？」"},"579":{"tag":"","content":"容珩說完背着手，丢下我自己入席去了。"},"580":{"tag":"","content":"對于容珩陰晴不定的性子，我早已習慣，當下撇撇嘴，在他身邊坐下來，容珩斟酒自酌，連一個眼神都沒給我。"},"581":{"tag":"","content":"想起遇見容諺的事，我開口問道，「小姐生前，曾托孟姑娘給王爺帶話，王爺可知道？」"},"582":{"tag":"","content":"我怕孟婉死得太早，還沒來得及說出口就死了。"},"583":{"tag":"","content":"容珩飲盡杯中酒，将它擲在桌上，冷笑一聲，「就她那個豬腦子，不用說本王都猜得到。」"},"584":{"tag":"","content":"我一噎，接話道，「王爺答應了？」"},"585":{"tag":"","content":"容珩不鹹不淡道，「人都死了，本王能不答應？」"},"586":{"tag":"","content":"合着是我逼他？"},"587":{"tag":"","content":"我語氣不由得發了沖，「王爺都把東西送進去了，她不該死？」"},"588":{"tag":"","content":"容珩也冷了臉，「你哪隻眼看到是本王送進去的？」"},"589":{"tag":"","content":"我噢了一聲，唇角挂着譏諷，「當然不是您送的，我這雙手替您送的。」"},"590":{"tag":"","content":"容珩面帶寒霜，「是以孟婉死了。」"},"591":{"tag":"","content":"我一愣，「什麼意思？」"},"592":{"tag":"","content":"容珩看着我，一字一句道，「她動了不該動的人，你聽明白了？」"},"593":{"tag":"","content":"我明白麼？我不明白，确切地說，我不想明白。"},"594":{"tag":"","content":"明明我幾次三番算計容珩，恨不得把他從朝堂上踢出去。他沒有理由……"},"595":{"tag":"","content":"容珩收回目光去，不緊不慢地剝着桂圓，「風筝也有斷線的時候，腦子長在孟婉自己頭上，本王沒看住，她應該恨我。」"},"596":{"tag":"","content":"我搖頭，腦子裡一片混亂，容珩空口白牙說出來，我就要信麼？"},"597":{"tag":"","content":"半晌，我自嘲一笑，「王爺，身份有别。」"},"598":{"tag":"","content":"容珩将一顆剝好的桂圓放在我盤子裡，桂圓在盤子裡滴溜打轉，看得我心一團亂。"},"599":{"tag":"","content":"「那又如何？」"},"600":{"tag":"","content":"我一時無言。"},"601":{"tag":"","content":"直到那桂圓停下來，我開口道，「不如何，人鬼殊途罷了。」"},"602":{"tag":"","content":"我夾起一塊炖好的熊掌送進嘴裡，慢慢品着。"},"603":{"tag":"","content":"半晌緩緩道，「什麼肉？怪好吃的。」"},"604":{"tag":"","content":"我記得，聽完那句話後，容珩整個身子都僵了。"},"605":{"tag":"","content":"他當時死盯着我，「你仔細想想。」"},"606":{"tag":"","content":"我一臉茫然，「想什麼？」"},"607":{"tag":"","content":"容珩當時的表情，仿佛要吃人，「你敢說自己沒吃過？」"},"608":{"tag":"","content":"我歪着頭想了想，還是茫然搖頭。"},"609":{"tag":"","content":"容珩啪，捏碎了手裡的杯子。"},"610":{"tag":"","content":"我道，「不就是塊肉，至于嗎？」"},"611":{"tag":"","content":"容珩當即拉起我來，出了大殿，手上的瓷碴紮進了我的手，疼得我皺起眉來。"},"612":{"tag":"","content":"月色将他的臉照的毫無血色，他咬牙問道，「你初來王府，為何直言辱罵舊主而面不改色？」"},"613":{"tag":"","content":"「身在敵營，當順其意，安撫為上。」"},"614":{"tag":"","content":"容珩又問，「抱月齋外，誰給你的膽子直呼我名諱？」"},"615":{"tag":"","content":"「宗臨識破我身份，有所依憑。」"},"616":{"tag":"","content":"「江鶴為何對你百般呵護？」"},"617":{"tag":"","content":"「佯作小姐，李代桃僵，此事，王爺也知道。」"},"618":{"tag":"","content":"容珩一把将我拉近，攥得我手腕發了疼，「你是誰？」"},"619":{"tag":"","content":"我仰頭看他，「王爺忘了？我是玉壺。」"},"620":{"tag":"","content":"那一夜，容珩松開了我的手，不死心道，「你像她。」"},"621":{"tag":"","content":"「玉壺陪着小姐一同長大，不該像？」"},"622":{"tag":"","content":"一輪圓月挂天，是團圓的好日子。"},"623":{"tag":"","content":"容珩望着沉沉月色，良久，丢下句「玉壺姑娘，回江家去吧，本王……留不得你了……」"},"624":{"tag":"","content":"八月十六，宮裡下旨選妃。"},"625":{"tag":"","content":"我被江鶴帶回了江家。"},"626":{"tag":"","content":"爹娘坐高堂，兩雙眼睛吃人般看我，隻因下人通禀時，說，「公子從外面帶回一個女人。」"},"627":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴拱手，「父親——」"},"628":{"tag":"","content":"「逆子！跪下！」我爹拍案而起，我和江鶴條件反射一齊跪在了地上。"},"629":{"tag":"","content":"我爹捂着胸口，怒極反笑，「反了反了！可真是情深意厚啊！娆兒屍骨未寒，你就敢跟這個兇手攪和在一起！今天，老子說什麼，都得把你打死！」"},"630":{"tag":"","content":"我詫異地看着江鶴，他竟然一點招呼都不打，合着爹娘現在都還蒙在鼓裡。"},"631":{"tag":"","content":"我娘捂着嘴，兀自垂淚。"},"632":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴說，「爹，您誤會了。」"},"633":{"tag":"","content":"我爹說，「我誤會個屁！昨夜就看見你和她眉來眼去，今天，我非把你眼珠子挖下來！」"},"634":{"tag":"","content":"我說，「爹——」"},"635":{"tag":"","content":"「你特娘的閉嘴！」"},"636":{"tag":"","content":"屋裡頓時熱鬧起來，我無語地看着江鶴挨打，慢悠悠道，「我是江長娆。」"},"637":{"tag":"","content":"沒人聽我說話。"},"638":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴慘叫一聲，「她是江長娆！」"},"639":{"tag":"","content":"我娘哀咽一聲，撲在江鶴身上，哭道「老爺，别打了，都快打死了。娆兒啊，你帶娘走吧，别糾纏你哥哥……」"},"640":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴躲在我娘懷裡，伸出一隻手指指我，底氣不足道，「她……她是江長娆。」"},"641":{"tag":"","content":"霎時間，屋裡一靜。下人們趁亂都逃出去了，隻剩下我們四個。"},"642":{"tag":"","content":"爹娘看過來，似乎沒從兒子瘋了的打擊裡緩過來。"},"643":{"tag":"","content":"我跪在地上，恭恭敬敬地磕了三個響頭，「爹娘，女兒回來了。」"},"644":{"tag":"","content":"霎時間，他們看我的眼神，也像看瘋子。"},"645":{"tag":"","content":"我咬了咬牙，使出殺手锏，「爹，我進宮後，您在我小院的梨樹下，藏過三百兩的私房錢。」"},"646":{"tag":"","content":"我爹舉着劍倒退幾步，眼神閃爍，「胡言亂語。」"},"647":{"tag":"","content":"他一把揪住江鶴，「你敢坑你老子！」"},"648":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴欲哭無淚，「爹，您啥時候藏了三百兩啊……連我都不知道。」"},"649":{"tag":"","content":"我說，「一些小事，日後可慢慢說，隻有一點，院子裡的玫兒，必須趕出去。」"},"650":{"tag":"","content":"我把聚芳樓裡的情形一說，娘漸漸斂了眉。"},"651":{"tag":"","content":"我一看母親的表情，就是知道的樣子，心裡松了一口氣。我上前去，将江鶴拉起來，「借屍還魂太過荒唐，爹娘不信我，還信不過大哥？」"},"652":{"tag":"","content":"我爹蓦地出聲，「你知道多久了？」"},"653":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴說，「小半個月，大約是娆兒出殡之後。」"},"654":{"tag":"","content":"說完小心瞄了我一眼。"},"655":{"tag":"","content":"我将死後的情形大緻說了說，江鶴從旁附和，爹娘便信了七八分，比之當初江鶴知道真相，淡定不少。"},"656":{"tag":"","content":"我說，「玉壺以身殉主，我想給她個名分。」"},"657":{"tag":"","content":"我娘尚心存疑惑，手擡了擡，不敢摸我的頭，又垂下去，面露哀戚，「玉壺是個好孩子，應該的，應該的。」"},"658":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴見好就收，攬過我，「爹娘，兒子先帶娆兒下去歇着。」"},"659":{"tag":"","content":"母親揮手，「去吧，我與你父親有話要說。」"},"660":{"tag":"","content":"語畢，我看爹白了臉，一哂，「稍後，我便把三百兩銀子給娘送過來。」"},"661":{"tag":"","content":"八月十七，江家認回了流落在外的小姐，江玉壺。"},"662":{"tag":"","content":"當然，也有人說，那玉壺，就是昔日跟在三殿下身邊的孟婉。這個節骨眼上，所有人都盯緊了江家。"},"663":{"tag":"","content":"江家出了個太後，太後剛死，趁着選妃之際認回個身份不明的江二小姐，還是跟着容珩的人，這裡頭的關系，不可說，也不好說。"},"664":{"tag":"","content":"進宮戳選之日，我在宮外碰見了容珩。"},"665":{"tag":"","content":"兩輛馬車一同擠在宮門口，進退不得。"},"666":{"tag":"","content":"容珩坐在隔壁的車裡，淡淡開口道，「讓她們先過。」"},"667":{"tag":"","content":"那車夫不滿道，「一個江家的二小姐，神氣什麼？還真敢忘了自己的主子是誰？」"},"668":{"tag":"","content":"我道，「王爺先請。」"},"669":{"tag":"","content":"容珩笑道，「不敢，玉壺姑娘的好日子還在後頭，若是今兒得罪了你，來日可沒好果子吃。」"},"670":{"tag":"","content":"他這話說得我直皺眉頭，他怎料定容諺一定會選我？"},"671":{"tag":"","content":"「陛下仁慈，必不會讓江家女子盡數囚鎖宮中，香消玉殒。」"},"672":{"tag":"","content":"容珩呵呵笑道，「玉壺姑娘，世間難測是人心。」"},"673":{"tag":"","content":"說完，馬車已經讓開，車夫在下頭冷硬道，「江二姑娘請，可别誤了時辰，壞了好事。」"},"674":{"tag":"","content":"我冷哼一聲，兩輛馬車擦身而過。"},"675":{"tag":"","content":"這次，容珩一語成谶。"},"676":{"tag":"","content":"初冬時節，我站在冰冷的殿外，隻看見容諺一個小小的身子，手裡的香囊散着幽幽香氣，小太監阿成對我笑道，「恭喜江二姑娘，陛下邀您進殿一叙。」"},"677":{"tag":"","content":"我閉了閉眼，這次跟着慢慢走進殿裡。"},"678":{"tag":"","content":"沒有别人，就容諺一個人坐在寬大的龍椅之上。天光難以照進殿裡，他坐在明暗相接處，一雙眼睛淡淡地看着我，神佛難辨。"},"679":{"tag":"","content":"我攥緊香囊，心底一陣苦澀。"},"680":{"tag":"","content":"容諺稚嫩的聲音緩緩響起，「孟姑娘夙願得償，隻是比朕預料的早一些。」"},"681":{"tag":"","content":"啪。"},"682":{"tag":"","content":"香囊落地，驚起一片塵土。"},"683":{"tag":"","content":"一封密函扔在我腳下，容諺笑道，「朕原本打算将此物交給江守陽，可似乎，孟姑娘自己就把事情給辦妥了，朕想聽聽，你是如何做到的。」"},"684":{"tag":"","content":"我仿佛丢了魂魄，眼前的容諺陌生無比，七年來，我似乎從不曾認識過他。"},"685":{"tag":"","content":"打開密函，孟婉身世躍然紙上。"},"686":{"tag":"","content":"當年江家遷徙至京，偶遇倉山匪亂，被擄走一個小女兒。那個小女兒，就是孟婉。"},"687":{"tag":"","content":"當年，哥哥拼盡全力，也隻保下我一個。"},"688":{"tag":"","content":"一瞬間，前塵舊事都縷清了，孟婉恨我，并非無迹可尋。"},"689":{"tag":"","content":"我說，「民女左前臂有一小疤，當日土匪兇惡，一刀釘穿了我的小臂。他們看到疤，就信了。」"},"690":{"tag":"","content":"我原本以為孟婉的疤是替容珩辦事時弄的，誰知，昔日的血親近在眼前，我卻沒認出。"},"691":{"tag":"","content":"容諺笑笑，「你是個細心之人，當日容珩圍困慈甯宮，若非你及時報信，江氏怕也死不得那麼快。你替朕做了事，朕答應的，自會給你。回去吧，安撫好江家，來日，有你風光的時候。」"},"692":{"tag":"","content":"殿外不知何時，起風了，呼嘯而過，聽得人遍體生寒。"},"693":{"tag":"","content":"我不記得自己是怎麼謝恩，然後走出來的，漫漫宮道永遠走不到盡頭。天上不知什麼時候飄起了雪，眼前霎時一片蒼茫，紅色的宮牆一直通向遠方，安靜得隻剩我的腳印。"},"694":{"tag":"","content":"一如慈甯宮那夜，我走在長階之上。"},"695":{"tag":"","content":"哒……"},"696":{"tag":"","content":"哒……"},"697":{"tag":"","content":"哒……"},"698":{"tag":"","content":"「她終究，養了朕七年……」"},"699":{"tag":"","content":"「以我一命，抵容諺一命。」"},"700":{"tag":"","content":"「容諺本性良善，我是對不起他。」"},"701":{"tag":"","content":"「娘娘，你會護着容諺的，對嗎？」"},"702":{"tag":"","content":"「乖容諺，别哭，受什麼委屈了？」"},"703":{"tag":"","content":"「容諺，你的母妃死了，以後，我來幫你。」"},"704":{"tag":"","content":"有人自漫長的宮道盡頭走來，慢慢的，容珩的臉出現在眼前，我淚眼迷糊，看不真切。"},"705":{"tag":"","content":"接着撲通一聲，我狠狠地跪下去，眼前一黑，什麼都看不見了。"},"706":{"tag":"","content":"都說，江二姑娘是個沒見過世面的，在宮裡被封了貴妃，出宮時高興得磕壞了腿。"},"707":{"tag":"","content":"我躺在自家的床上，腿上纏着厚厚的繃帶。"},"708":{"tag":"","content":"屋外侍女正低聲與江鶴說話。"},"709":{"tag":"","content":"「吃了沒？」"},"710":{"tag":"","content":"「小姐還是不吃……」"},"711":{"tag":"","content":"「不是讓你們做清淡點麼？」"},"712":{"tag":"","content":"「小姐連水都不喝……也不搭理人，今兒又在床上坐了一天。」"},"713":{"tag":"","content":"我翻了個身，面朝着牆躺下。"},"714":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴敲了敲門，「小妹，你讓哥哥進去。」"},"715":{"tag":"","content":"我恹恹道，「别吵了，讓我睡會兒。」"},"716":{"tag":"","content":"「哪能一直這麼睡啊？容珩是不是欺負你了？」江鶴低罵一聲，「那天他送你回來我就該扣住他問個清楚！他定是瞧你選上貴妃了，想要害你！」"},"717":{"tag":"","content":"我捂起耳朵，嘶聲哭道，「别跟我提貴妃！我恨她！我恨她！」"},"718":{"tag":"","content":"門外忽然靜下來，半晌，門被推開。"},"719":{"tag":"","content":"我啜泣着，「哥哥，求求你，别跟我提她……若不是她要殺了我……我不會養容諺，容諺也不會恨我……我求求你不要再說了……是我錯了……對不起……容諺，對不起……」"},"720":{"tag":"","content":"一隻手伸過來，拿帕子摁在我的臉上。一股木梨香幽幽袅袅的傳來。"},"721":{"tag":"","content":"「你要騙就騙到底，如今自己兜不住全說出來，算怎麼回事？」"},"722":{"tag":"","content":"我哭聲一頓，一抽一抽的，不說話了。"},"723":{"tag":"","content":"「你往日裡逞兇鬥狠，回屋裡就是這副模樣？江長娆，你丢不丢人？」"},"724":{"tag":"","content":"我搶過帕子，啪打開容珩的手，「出去。」"},"725":{"tag":"","content":"容珩嗤笑一聲，直接将我從床上拖起來，攔腰抱住，「怎麼？金口玉牙的，吃不慣宮外的飯了？」"},"726":{"tag":"","content":"我将頭埋進他懷裡，拿他衣裳擦臉，「幹你屁事。」"},"727":{"tag":"","content":"「行了，有什麼不能看的。左右都是孟婉的臉，哭也是丢她的人。」容珩笑着，将我放在桌子旁，自己也坐下，桌子上擺的飯菜涼透了，他對外頭道，「江公子，别躲了，把菜熱熱。」"},"728":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴見我起來了，臉上一喜，頭一回樂颠颠地聽了容珩的話，招呼着人熱菜去了。"},"729":{"tag":"","content":"容珩支着頭，「娆兒，七年的時間，雖沒養出感情來，可你也教會了他不少東西。至少他對本王發難的時候，一點臉面都不留。」"},"730":{"tag":"","content":"我腫着眼看着容珩。"},"731":{"tag":"","content":"他沏了一杯熱茶，推到我前頭，「今天早朝時，孟婉的供詞整整齊齊丢在本王臉上，坐實了本王殺你的罪名。當日你出殡，容諺砸了不少銀子，可見與你感情深厚，殺母之仇不共戴天，本王可麻煩了。」"},"732":{"tag":"","content":"容珩是非得将我心裡的痛剖開了，曬在太陽底下。"},"733":{"tag":"","content":"我扭過頭去，捂住了耳朵。"},"734":{"tag":"","content":"「當年之事，你為何不全部告訴他？」"},"735":{"tag":"","content":"我猛地撤下手，「我怎麼說？我殺柳貴妃是逼不得已？容珩！他還是個孩子！父親要殺母親！他得知真相要如何活下去！」"},"736":{"tag":"","content":"容珩反問，「他還是個孩子？江長娆，你真是好了傷疤忘了疼。」"},"737":{"tag":"","content":"我氣得想要站起來，膝蓋頓時一痛，容珩一把将我拽下，冷了臉，「你想吵就吵，别動不動就上蹿下跳，腿不想要了？」"},"738":{"tag":"","content":"我疼得淚在眼眶裡打旋兒，「我不想說了！我難受！我——」"},"739":{"tag":"","content":"「你怎麼？你聽不得？」容珩冷冷看我，「你就想一輩子披着孟婉的皮，給容諺當貴妃，生孩子？」"},"740":{"tag":"","content":"「容珩！你一定要把話說這麼難聽嗎？」我尖叫起來。"},"741":{"tag":"","content":"容珩氣笑了，「江長娆，你不欠他的。你真想養孩子，我跟你生。」"},"742":{"tag":"","content":"我一噎，一抽一抽地看着他。"},"743":{"tag":"","content":"容珩摸了摸我的臉，給我擦去淚，「本王今年二十八，等了你這些年，這會子還生得出來。」"},"744":{"tag":"","content":"我猛地将臉埋進手心裡，低下頭去，耳根子漸漸有了燙意。"},"745":{"tag":"","content":"不該這樣的……"},"746":{"tag":"","content":"容珩瘋了。"},"747":{"tag":"","content":"還是我病了。"},"748":{"tag":"","content":"「你……你什麼意思……」"},"749":{"tag":"","content":"「字面意思。」容珩從容得不給我一絲喘息的機會，「江長娆，我喜歡你。」"},"750":{"tag":"","content":"啪！"},"751":{"tag":"","content":"門外一聲脆響。"},"752":{"tag":"","content":"我紅着臉循聲望去，江鶴兩手空空，地上摔碎了一盞湯羹，濺得他渾身都是。"},"753":{"tag":"","content":"江鶴嘴唇顫了顫，看見了我的表情，如遭雷擊，「不……」"},"754":{"tag":"","content":"他眼裡泛起淚花，大吼了一聲，「不！」"},"755":{"tag":"","content":"說完，提着濕透的袍子，飛奔了出去。"},"756":{"tag":"","content":"我心跳倏然加快，血液撞擊在臉上，熱騰騰的，一時間不敢去信。想起他在前朝，做的事讓我恨得牙癢，每每回到禦書房都要拎他到臉前來劈頭蓋臉一頓痛罵，這算怎麼回事？"},"757":{"tag":"","content":"容珩道，「江長娆，這些年，我可曾真正害過你？」"},"758":{"tag":"","content":"我沉默了，我用容珩來制衡他人，保着容諺把位子坐穩，可他真正對我用了雷霆手段囚禁慈甯宮，是因為我倆鬧翻了。因為什麼事來着……"},"759":{"tag":"","content":"是宋凜那倒黴閨女，在街上一眼相中了容珩，為防止宋凜繼續把閨女往容諺身邊塞，我拟好懿旨，将宋寶兒賜婚給容珩。"},"760":{"tag":"","content":"懿旨寫好，放在桌子上晾幹。"},"761":{"tag":"","content":"外頭就有人說，容珩帶人逼宮來了，連給家裡傳信的時間都沒有，慈甯宮就被圍城了銅牆鐵壁，我成了孤家寡人。"},"762":{"tag":"","content":"後來，便是孟婉得了容諺的授意，帶着老三樣走進來，讓我去死。"},"763":{"tag":"","content":"「你……當初點兵圍我，是為什麼？」"},"764":{"tag":"","content":"容珩冷笑一聲，「你亂點鴛鴦，我不該圍你？」"},"765":{"tag":"","content":"「若是再晚半個時辰，那宋寶兒隻怕已經被你送到本王榻上去了。」"},"766":{"tag":"","content":"我的确是這麼打算的。"},"767":{"tag":"","content":"容珩猶自不解恨道，「别人立約，還知道拿張紙，蓋個印，就你最蠢，動動嘴皮子，就覺得本王能放過容諺。拿刀抹脖子的時候倒是比誰都利落。你哪來的膽子，不嫌疼？」"},"768":{"tag":"","content":"我眼淚又掉下來，委屈道，「怎麼不疼……」我一邊抽噎，一邊比劃，「我把……我把刀柄頂在牆上，就……就這樣一頭撞過去——」"},"769":{"tag":"","content":"「夠了。」容珩淡淡打斷了我，伸手擡起我的下巴，下一刻，溫涼帶着濕意的唇印了上來。"},"770":{"tag":"","content":"我身子一顫，唇邊還是眼淚的鹹澀，腳剛要落地，便被容珩騰空抱起來，他停了動作，道，「我有沒有跟你說過讓你老實坐着？」"},"771":{"tag":"","content":"我魔怔了般，啟唇，「有……」"},"772":{"tag":"","content":"一張嘴，就被他逮到了機會。他将我放在窗邊的小榻上，俯下身來，慢慢張口撕咬，強勢地宣誓了主權。我被他搞得頭暈腦脹，手松松垮垮地攬在他脖子上，唇齒一絆，突然一股血腥味兒彌散開來。"},"773":{"tag":"","content":"容珩嘶了一聲，笑了，「娆兒，你真是笨得可以。」"},"774":{"tag":"","content":"他一張俊臉帶笑，薄唇微微挑起，下唇滲出一絲血色。我眸光帶淚，氣息微喘。"},"775":{"tag":"","content":"容珩伸手蓋住了我的眼睛，「娆兒，别這麼看着我。我忍不住……」"},"776":{"tag":"","content":"他忍不住什麼？"},"777":{"tag":"","content":"我臉騰地一下，紅上加紅，就聽窗外踢踢踏踏來了不少人。"},"778":{"tag":"","content":"「容珩狗賊！膽敢引誘我女兒！拿命來！」"},"779":{"tag":"","content":"是我爹……"},"780":{"tag":"","content":"「容珩，我要你提頭來見！」"},"781":{"tag":"","content":"是江鶴……"},"782":{"tag":"","content":"容珩松開我，用拇指細細為我拭去沾在唇角的血迹，緩緩笑開，「明明是你咬了我，他們倒怪起我來了。」"},"783":{"tag":"","content":"說這話時，我爹和江鶴已經殺進門來。"},"784":{"tag":"","content":"容珩此刻還抱着我，距離及近，我一慌，推開他去。"},"785":{"tag":"","content":"容珩也不惱，往後退了一步，斂下眉目對着門口二位拱手一禮，「容珩心悅江姑娘多年，願重聘求娶。」"},"786":{"tag":"","content":"他這副鄭重的态度，竟讓爹和江鶴當場愣在原地，一肚子氣半分撒不出來。"},"787":{"tag":"","content":"關鍵時刻，我爹收了怒火，沉沉道，「不巧，宮裡剛剛下旨，欽點玉壺為貴妃，擇日入宮。」"},"788":{"tag":"","content":"容珩道，「那便讓她自己選。若她願意繼續跟宮裡那位糾纏不清，我絕不二話，即刻就走。」"},"789":{"tag":"","content":"「若是她選了王爺呢？」我爹冷哼，眯起的眼裡泛着銳光，逼視着容珩，「王爺難不成要抗旨？」"},"790":{"tag":"","content":"容諺攏袖站在那兒，淡笑着，「有何不可？」"},"791":{"tag":"","content":"屋内一靜，隻聽容珩雲淡風輕地補充道，「她敢選我，那麼為她反了，有何不可？」"},"792":{"tag":"","content":"此言大逆不道，關鍵時刻，又是宗臨替我們關上了窗戶。"},"793":{"tag":"","content":"這一選，選的不僅是日後的夫君，亦是未來數十年，坐在皇位上的人。"},"794":{"tag":"","content":"容珩看向我，溫和道，「娆兒，我需提醒你一句，若是不想，便兩個都不選。自己的心，自己看清楚。」"},"795":{"tag":"","content":"兩個都不選，江家便能獨立于紛争之外，無論容珩成敗，都牽累不到江家。"},"796":{"tag":"","content":"父親語塞，半晌，對着我說，「娆兒，奪嫡之争，自古無人幸免。即便安穩一時，來日未必有好下場。」"},"797":{"tag":"","content":"父親的話裡，半分寬慰，半分實情。風起雲湧時，誰又能獨善其身？"},"798":{"tag":"","content":"宗臨立在門外，明媚的天光在窗紙投下一個瘦瘦的人影。不光此刻，下一刻，永遠，我都想讓他，讓他們，好好活下去。"},"799":{"tag":"","content":"我想起了剛重生那會心裡的決斷，人呐，不破不立，向死而生。"},"800":{"tag":"","content":"我擡起胳膊，握住了容珩的手。"},"801":{"tag":"","content":"他指尖一僵，反握住了我，不羁地笑開，「江長娆，打今兒起，本王為了你，反了。」"},"802":{"tag":"","content":"我進宮那日，又下起了雪。"},"803":{"tag":"","content":"容諺沒有立皇後，就連宋寶兒都在我之下。"},"804":{"tag":"","content":"他答應孟婉的事做到了，出閣時，鳳冠霞帔，風光無兩，立在白茫茫的天地裡，一水兒的豔紅，真好看。"},"805":{"tag":"","content":"行至坤甯宮下，殿前的石階蓋滿了雪。"},"806":{"tag":"","content":"殿前站了滿滿的人，有宮女，也有朝中大臣。"},"807":{"tag":"","content":"我拾級而上，到門前，人們呼啦圍上來。"},"808":{"tag":"","content":"我後退一步，團扇掩面，笑道，「本宮出閣，不曾聽說還要召見朝堂男子。」"},"809":{"tag":"","content":"「娘娘，事急從權，三殿下一刻前已率兵圍了紫宸殿，逼陛下退位！還望娘娘前去救駕！」"},"810":{"tag":"","content":"「容珩起兵造反，諸位為何站在這裡？」"},"811":{"tag":"","content":"那人面色羞赧，低下頭去。"},"812":{"tag":"","content":"我冷笑，「逃出來的？」"},"813":{"tag":"","content":"看他們的表情，我啊了一聲，「諸位大人生龍活虎，不抗在前頭，如今，竟叫患疾在家的家父拖着病體出來奔波，又叫本宮以身涉險，說不過去吧？」"},"814":{"tag":"","content":"「娘娘，您是陛下親封的貴妃，當與陛下榮辱與共！」"},"815":{"tag":"","content":"「您與三殿下有主仆之誼，一言頂萬金啊。」"},"816":{"tag":"","content":"「丞相一個時辰前，已通知二十萬大軍列陣城外！娘娘，隻要拖到巳時三刻，虎符一到，大軍入城，容珩必死！」"},"817":{"tag":"","content":"我問，「誰去送？」"},"818":{"tag":"","content":"衆人沉默了。"},"819":{"tag":"","content":"他們不知。"},"820":{"tag":"","content":"早該想到，宋凜若想派人将虎符密送出城，必不會宣之于衆，他巴不得避開我。"},"821":{"tag":"","content":"我不敢賭容珩早有準備，斂下眉眼，「宋寶兒呢？」"},"822":{"tag":"","content":"一旁的宮女道，「還在入宮的路上，稍時便來拜見娘娘。」"},"823":{"tag":"","content":"我冷笑一聲，「本宮去也可以，宋寶兒得跟着。」"},"824":{"tag":"","content":"一群人八成以為我争風吃醋，低頭稱道，「應該的應該的。」"},"825":{"tag":"","content":"獨有一人，站在人群裡，「不可。」"},"826":{"tag":"","content":"我循聲望去，衆人乖覺地讓出一條路來，那人站在人堆裡極不起眼，他皺眉看着我，正是宋凜的門生高威。"},"827":{"tag":"","content":"「丞相為我朝肝腦塗地，豈可讓他女兒涉險，寒了丞相的心啊！」"},"828":{"tag":"","content":"我笑着上前，一柄匕首無聲滑落袖間，下一瞬，擡起壓在他脖子上，脖頸跳動的血管清晰可見，隻需輕輕一刀，他便會頃刻斃命。"},"829":{"tag":"","content":"「高大人，不想死的話，把虎符交出來。」"},"830":{"tag":"","content":"我的話讓周圍人一愣，神色大變。"},"831":{"tag":"","content":"高威僵着臉，「微臣不知娘娘在說什麼。」"},"832":{"tag":"","content":"「本宮不是正兒八經的大家閨秀。别逼本宮在坤甯宮前，當着衆人的面扒了你。」"},"833":{"tag":"","content":"高威臉色發青，喉頭滾動，額上滲出冷汗。"},"834":{"tag":"","content":"我眼鋒一掃，笑道，「諸位大人挺愛瞧熱鬧啊，待會兒宮裡打起來，當心把小命瞧丢了。」"},"835":{"tag":"","content":"能從容珩手下逃出來的，有幾個忠義之輩，他們反應過來，頓時如鳥獸散，隻剩下高威一個人被我比着。"},"836":{"tag":"","content":"高威咬牙切齒道，「娘娘，今兒的事流傳出去，三殿下便是大逆不道！娘娘可看清自己腳下的路，莫走岔了！」"},"837":{"tag":"","content":"「高大人沒聽說過成王敗寇麼？」我笑道，「史書再多，也有改完的一天。」"},"838":{"tag":"","content":"高威怒喝道，「娘娘打算如何堵住天下悠悠衆口！将人殺個遍麼！」"},"839":{"tag":"","content":"我手上的匕首緊了緊，「不要同本宮講這些廢話——」"},"840":{"tag":"","content":"我的話戛然而止。"},"841":{"tag":"","content":"不對……"},"842":{"tag":"","content":"他廢話太多了……"},"843":{"tag":"","content":"宋寶兒這個時候還沒來！"},"844":{"tag":"","content":"高威已經把虎符給了她！"},"845":{"tag":"","content":"我雙目森然，隻見高威凜然道，「娘娘，兵已入城，為時已晚！此刻您能做的，就是勸三殿下懸崖勒馬，浪子回頭。言盡于此，娘娘要殺要剮，臣絕無二話！」"},"846":{"tag":"","content":"我哪裡還顧得上聽他說什麼，狠狠将匕首插進高威身前的土裡，扯下高聳的鳳冠，任頭發淩亂地披散下來。"},"847":{"tag":"","content":"我往紫宸殿跑去。"},"848":{"tag":"","content":"天上的雪越下越大，我望不見前路，一路跌跌撞撞，終于看見了紫宸殿的屋宇。"},"849":{"tag":"","content":"殿前圍了一層又一層身穿鐵甲的人，數百條槍戟聳立雪中，觸目森寒。"},"850":{"tag":"","content":"我提起裙擺，繡鞋已經濕透，腳被凍得沒了知覺。走到殿前，被人攔下，拿槍戟指着。"},"851":{"tag":"","content":"容珩一個時辰前下令，紫宸殿不得進出，違者就地處決。"},"852":{"tag":"","content":"我說，「我找容珩。」"},"853":{"tag":"","content":"回應我的隻有冷冷的鐵戟。"},"854":{"tag":"","content":"我站在冰天雪地裡，有種前所未有的無助和慌亂。"},"855":{"tag":"","content":"我嘶号道，「你們睜開狗眼看看！我是容珩的人！讓我進去！」"},"856":{"tag":"","content":"為首的那人聞言，冷聲道，「陛下有令，從三殿下反叛者，通通抓起來，等候處決。」"},"857":{"tag":"","content":"我腦子嗡地一聲，身子晃了晃，「你說什麼？」"},"858":{"tag":"","content":"容珩的人，反了？"},"859":{"tag":"","content":"身邊已有士兵上前，将我束縛住，壓在雪地裡。"},"860":{"tag":"","content":"月前膝蓋的傷還未好利索，重新撞下去，便是錐心刺骨的疼。可我顧不得那麼多了，死死盯着他，「容珩呢？他人在哪！你告訴我！他人在哪！」"},"861":{"tag":"","content":"為首的人看了我很久，淡淡道，「死了。」"},"862":{"tag":"","content":"我渾身的血徹底凝住，冷笑出聲，「我不信！空口無憑！屍首呢！你把屍首擺出來！」"},"863":{"tag":"","content":"那人揮了揮手，擡上一具無頭屍身。"},"864":{"tag":"","content":"我搖頭，嘴唇發抖，「沒有頭……我什麼都不信……我什麼都不信……」"},"865":{"tag":"","content":"那屍體渾身都是血，已經看不出穿着和模樣，可那體型，分明又是容珩。"},"866":{"tag":"","content":"我哆嗦着伸出手，握住他的手指，冷冰冰，硬邦邦的，不久前，我還握着他的手，他的手指，在我手心輕巧地劃過。"},"867":{"tag":"","content":"一滴眼淚倏然落下，砸進雪裡，化出一個小洞。"},"868":{"tag":"","content":"我兩隻手都抓緊了他，斷了氣般哽咽，「容珩……容珩……你騙我！你騙我！」"},"869":{"tag":"","content":"「我都跟着你反了！你現在死了算怎麼回事！」我抓起屍體，抱進懷裡，歇斯底裡，「你讓我怎麼辦！」"},"870":{"tag":"","content":"「啪……啪……啪……」"},"871":{"tag":"","content":"長階之上，響起了緩緩的拍手聲。"},"872":{"tag":"","content":"「朕竟不知，貴妃與三哥感情甚笃，差點就奪人所愛了。」"},"873":{"tag":"","content":"我抱着容珩，麻木地看向階上，容諺眉目冷淡地站在那兒，嘴角挂着笑，他才十三歲，卻已經像個大人。"},"874":{"tag":"","content":"「不過試一試，貴妃便全招了。」容諺冷漠地笑了，「朕許你一世榮華，不夠麼？為何還想要一顆人心？孟婉，你太貪了。」"},"875":{"tag":"","content":"我猛地撲向他，被身旁的人拉住。"},"876":{"tag":"","content":"我惡狠狠咬牙切齒地看着他，拼命地掙紮，「你殺了我！你殺了我啊！」我捧起一抔雪，狠狠砸在他臉上。"},"877":{"tag":"","content":"少年稚嫩的臉上，浮現出紅印。"},"878":{"tag":"","content":"容諺偏着頭，半晌，緩緩撫摸上自己的臉，笑道，「這皇宮裡，最不需要的，就是溫情。江長娆死在這上頭，朕原以為，你會聰明點。」"},"879":{"tag":"","content":"容諺招了招手，我便被拖到他腳下，火紅的嫁衣濕漉漉地纏在身上，絆得我踉跄幾步。"},"880":{"tag":"","content":"容諺負手站在上頭，眸光裡帶着看蝼蟻一般的憐憫，「江長娆曾教朕以情意，朕不否認，她對朕是掏心掏肺的好，可她從沒看明白。母妃殺她，是為了權；她殺母妃，亦是為了權；後來朕殺了她，同樣，也是為了權。進了皇城，誰的手上都别想幹淨。」"},"881":{"tag":"","content":"我啞着嗓子，氣得發抖，「江長娆她是為了活下去。」"},"882":{"tag":"","content":"容諺笑出聲來，「有權，才能活下去。」"},"883":{"tag":"","content":"「江長娆那個可憐蟲，直到死，還蠢兮兮地寫下罪己诏，藏在匾額後頭，她想幹什麼？得到朕的的寬恕？」容諺冷笑一聲，「朕不恨她殺了母妃，朕恨她是個好人。多單純啊，勵精圖治，勤勉政事，手上隻沾過一個人的血，卻坐上了所有人都夢寐以求的位子，她憑什麼？」"},"884":{"tag":"","content":"我捂住了胸口，如同吞下了一塊冷冰，硌得心口發了疼，發了冷。"},"885":{"tag":"","content":"「所有人從沾上人血的那一刻，就沒了良心！憑什麼她有！她為何不殺了朕，讓朕知道，當一個好人，也能在宮裡好好活下去！」容諺臉頰顫抖，面目猙獰，「朕七歲那年，第一次殺人的時候，她在哪裡！整整七年！她喋喋不休，要朕以誠待人！良心丢了，她要朕去哪裡撿！去她的七年！江長娆該死！她該死！」"},"886":{"tag":"","content":"我再也壓抑不住，眼淚噼裡啪啦滾下來。"},"887":{"tag":"","content":"容諺上前來，站在兩階之上，将将與我視線平齊。他死死拽住了我的領子，眼目猩紅，咬牙切齒，「現在連你也這樣！你們江家，江山易改，本性難移，都該死！」"},"888":{"tag":"","content":"他瘋笑起來，「你不想看看容珩什麼樣？他聽着你在外頭号喪似的，不知已經在身上捅了幾刀了。不知道是身上更疼，還是心更疼……」"},"889":{"tag":"","content":"我心底一突，如溺水之人攥住了容諺的衣角，勉強爬起來。"},"890":{"tag":"","content":"容諺使出蠻力拉着我，将我拽進紫宸殿去，腳下沾了雪水，容諺一甩，我結結實實跌在堅硬的地磚上，膝蓋已經痛得沒了知覺。"},"891":{"tag":"","content":"容珩背對着我站在那兒，一切恍若夢境。"},"892":{"tag":"","content":"我顧不得旁的，從地上掙紮起身，再也經不起大悲大喜，「容珩……」"},"893":{"tag":"","content":"容珩在我開口時，轉過身來，身前，是兩處極為顯眼的血迹，有一個已經幹涸，另一個還在往外滲血。"},"894":{"tag":"","content":"他臉色慘白，對着我厲聲道，「你來做什麼！不是讓你好好待在坤甯宮！」"},"895":{"tag":"","content":"若我聽了他的話，老實待着，豈會知道此刻的兇險！容珩将起兵造反說得雲淡風輕，可容諺豈會真的毫無準備，坐以待斃！"},"896":{"tag":"","content":"宋凜抱着一個牌位站在那兒，冷淡道，「三殿下，還差一刀。若您食言，逼得老臣砸了良妃娘娘的牌位，就得不償失了。」"},"897":{"tag":"","content":"容諺在一旁冷笑，「瞧瞧，你跟三哥，還真是一路人。一個個為了活人死人的，命都不要。母妃說得真對，毀了良妃，就能連她兒子一并毀了。婉貴妃，今兒，朕讓你抱着容珩的屍體哭個夠。」"},"898":{"tag":"","content":"容珩擡起了匕首，抵住了胸口。"},"899":{"tag":"","content":"我趴在地上，無力擡起頭來，漫無目的地伸着手，哀求道，「你别這樣！容珩！」"},"900":{"tag":"","content":"他用了狠勁，刀刃一點點沿着肋骨插進去。"},"901":{"tag":"","content":"我嘶号出聲，涕泗橫流，「容珩！你知道自己有多蠢嗎！我求你醒醒！」"},"902":{"tag":"","content":"刀尖兒幹涸的血再次被染成鮮豔的紅，容珩笑着，最終卻沒說出一句話。他已經疼得說不出來了。"},"903":{"tag":"","content":"我凄厲嘶喊，「宋凜！把牌位放下！」"},"904":{"tag":"","content":"宋凜呵呵一笑，并未動作。"},"905":{"tag":"","content":"容諺招了招手，外頭走進倆人，一左一右将我架起，「婉貴妃，你對三哥癡心一片，不想看看他對你如何麼？」"},"906":{"tag":"","content":"聞言我猛地一抓，撈起了容珩的手，不及抓緊，我便被強行拉開去。"},"907":{"tag":"","content":"容諺在椅子上坐下來，歪着頭，不懷好意道，「三哥，下面輪到她了。」"},"908":{"tag":"","content":"他有一搭沒一搭地敲着桌面，「要麼捅她，要麼捅你，自己選。」"},"909":{"tag":"","content":"我奮力掙紮起來，「容珩，我不怕疼！你捅我吧！」"},"910":{"tag":"","content":"容珩不說話，容諺騰地站起，舉起良妃的牌位厲聲道，「朕要你立刻選！」"},"911":{"tag":"","content":"「不！不！容珩！你把手放下！」我凄厲地尖叫着，「你看看我！你看看我！」"},"912":{"tag":"","content":"容珩撲哧一聲，匕首無情刺下去，刀刃紮穿了手臂，這一次，血從上頭成縷地往下淌。"},"913":{"tag":"","content":"我腿一軟，差點跪下去。"},"914":{"tag":"","content":"容諺扔了牌位，拍手大笑，「婉貴妃，快點謝恩，哈哈哈，真情假意，一驗便知。」"},"915":{"tag":"","content":"我渾身都在抖，昔日那個膽小懦弱的臉與眼前的容諺漸漸重合，我無再說出那句話：他還是個孩子。"},"916":{"tag":"","content":"容珩背對着我看，立在原地，将匕首拔出來，當啷一聲，扔在地上，他用另一隻手覆上去，指掌交界處，殷紅的血迹緩緩淌下。"},"917":{"tag":"","content":"容珩轉過身，神情平淡地問道，「看清楚了麼？」"},"918":{"tag":"","content":"容珩舉起淌血的手，「想好了再說，我太疼了，别往我心口上紮。」"},"919":{"tag":"","content":"容珩在等我一句答複，他要我跟着他心甘情願地造反。他知道，我心底的恻隐會害死自己，是以他用一隻手來換，換我看清容諺，也看清自己。"},"920":{"tag":"","content":"我的力氣被抽幹了，狼狽地跌坐在地上，手不知道什麼時候蹭了血，搓得地上身上到處都是。"},"921":{"tag":"","content":"我閉了閉眼，啞着嗓子道，「看清楚了。」"},"922":{"tag":"","content":"「當日慈甯宮的那一刀，便權當是我還了他一條命。」"},"923":{"tag":"","content":"容諺說，「你說什麼？」"},"924":{"tag":"","content":"我面無血色道，「容諺，連我都不認識了麼？」"},"925":{"tag":"","content":"容諺後退一步，磕在椅子上，撲騰坐下來。"},"926":{"tag":"","content":"我宛若地獄爬出來的惡鬼，親口将我呵護了七年的孩子吓得大驚失色，「容諺，我是你的小娘娘啊。」"},"927":{"tag":"","content":"「住口！」容諺五官扭曲，猛的将玉玺奏折掃落一地，「你住口！江長娆死了！她死了！」"},"928":{"tag":"","content":"我說，「是啊，她死了，被容諺親手殺死的。」"},"929":{"tag":"","content":"容諺仿佛看見了鬼，身子抖成一團，「朕知道！你是來索命的！你是來索命的！」"},"930":{"tag":"","content":"「朕不怕你！朕誰都不怕！」容諺惡狠狠地對着門外喊道，「來人！把他們抓起來！容珩！還有江……江，孟……孟……玉壺……都抓起來！這裡是朕的地方！這裡！永遠都是朕的地方！」"},"931":{"tag":"","content":"容珩唇角漸漸挂上了笑意，輕喚一聲，「你的地方？」"},"932":{"tag":"","content":"宮殿外，靜悄悄的。"},"933":{"tag":"","content":"容諺慘叫一聲，從龍椅上翻下去，過會兒，又從側面的桌子腿下爬出來，哭着朝我爬過來，「小……小娘娘，你救救容諺吧……你說要一輩子保護容諺的，你殺了朕的母妃，朕一輩子都不會原諒你……」"},"934":{"tag":"","content":"他稚嫩的臉被抹得黢黑，眼淚在臉上劃出白嫩嫩的兩條溝，眼睛黢黑，原先我覺得他可愛，這會兒隻覺得心底生寒。"},"935":{"tag":"","content":"容諺哭着，笑着，猙獰着，怨恨着，撲過來。"},"936":{"tag":"","content":"「江長娆！你拿命來！哈哈哈，朕要拉着你！拉着你這副臉皮！這雙眼！這張嘴！一起下地獄！」"},"937":{"tag":"","content":"嗖！"},"938":{"tag":"","content":"一柄箭隔空，穿過容諺的小手臂，插在我和他之前。容珩淡淡道，「來人。」"},"939":{"tag":"","content":"門外，是槍戟杵地的齊響，「謹遵殿下令！」雄壯英氣的喊聲在高聳的雲霄下震蕩。"},"940":{"tag":"","content":"震得容諺變了臉。"},"941":{"tag":"","content":"先前還聽命于容諺的黑甲衛已再次易主，躬身立在容珩身後。"},"942":{"tag":"","content":"我被人扶着坐在了椅子上，為首的那人拱手道，「殿下，城外二十萬大軍已由江大人率人悉數繳降，于宮外聽候發落。」"},"943":{"tag":"","content":"這時我才緩過勁兒，黑甲衛第一次易主，放出了高威，以虎符誘敵深入，請君入甕。容珩不示弱，便赢不了。"},"944":{"tag":"","content":"容諺慘叫一聲，像一條喪家之犬，四肢極不協調地滾回到桌子之下。"},"945":{"tag":"","content":"容珩道，「拿箭來。」"},"946":{"tag":"","content":"在宋凜驚恐的目光中，容珩松開傷口，利落地搭弓，上箭，拉起，瞄準了坐在高位上的容諺，血一汩一汩從傷口裡湧出來，在容珩腳下圍成血泊。"},"947":{"tag":"","content":"容諺一把将宋凜拉來擋在臉前，厲聲道，「護駕！」"},"948":{"tag":"","content":"隻可惜四下無人應聲，隻有宋凜面如菜色，踢蹬着倆腿，像秋後活不了太久的螞蚱。"},"949":{"tag":"","content":"「陛……陛下，饒了臣吧……臣還有女兒……還有家人！」"},"950":{"tag":"","content":"他嘴裡喊着，眼睛卻看着容珩。"},"951":{"tag":"","content":"容諺狠笑道，「天下人不過棋子，皆可為朕所用！保下朕，來日，朕擡你的女兒做皇後！」"},"952":{"tag":"","content":"宋凜呸了一聲，「狗賊！老夫沒跟你說話！」"},"953":{"tag":"","content":"容諺笑容一怔，慢慢陰鸷下來，「連你也背叛朕？」說完，他又哭起來，瘋了般哀求，「三哥……我與你情同手足！當日若不是我，你也跟良妃一并死在屋裡了！你……我是你的救命恩人！你不能殺我！」"},"954":{"tag":"","content":"容珩輕笑一聲，「拜陛下所賜，當年母妃幽閉房門，深中炭毒，不治身亡。此仇，今日該報了。」"},"955":{"tag":"","content":"我心裡一驚，想起容珩從不許别人添炭的習慣，他每次，不多不少，就添三塊，有時得了空閑，便會坐在爐子前，盯着炭塊燒盡，再添三塊，如此反複。"},"956":{"tag":"","content":"容諺怪笑一聲，「那是朕救你！燒死個拖累人的母妃，你才有今天！你才有今天啊！哈哈哈！小娘娘，你看，他和朕一樣，他也是沒娘的孩子！你可憐他，為什麼不可憐我！」"},"957":{"tag":"","content":"宋凜已經吓癱在容諺身前，他枯瘦的身子委坐地上，眼神空洞，露出了容諺的小半個頭。"},"958":{"tag":"","content":"容珩下一刻，輕笑一聲，刷！"},"959":{"tag":"","content":"一柄箭矢擦着宋凜的頭皮，貫穿了容諺的頭顱，箭頭插進镂空的花紋裡，将容諺瘦弱的身體牢牢釘在了龍椅之上，紅裡帶白的漿液從容諺的後頭淌出來，順着龍椅的扶手，一滴滴淌下來。"},"960":{"tag":"","content":"宋凜慘叫一聲，額頭流下一縷鮮血，劃過鼻尖兒，滴答滴答浸紅裡衣領，不待反應，又是一支破空而過，釘進了容諺的頸骨，第三箭，落在他的右手，第四箭第五箭，插進他的雙膝，容珩繼續搭弓，指尖滴血，面若寒冰，我喊道，「容珩，夠了……」"},"961":{"tag":"","content":"容諺的話傷了我，他射穿了頸骨。容諺的右手拽過我，他射穿了右手，容諺傷了我的膝，他便也射穿了他的一雙膝蓋。"},"962":{"tag":"","content":"容珩最後一箭已經拉起。"},"963":{"tag":"","content":"宋凜回過神來，連滾帶爬地經過容珩，往殿外沖去。"},"964":{"tag":"","content":"「殺人啦！三殿下弑君啦！弑君啦！」"},"965":{"tag":"","content":"容珩轉身，嗖……銳箭破空，正中後心。"},"966":{"tag":"","content":"宋凜的身子撲通朝前栽下去，沒了聲息。"},"967":{"tag":"","content":"黑甲衛齊齊跪地，渾厚整齊的聲音回蕩在皇城中，「請殿下繼位！」"},"968":{"tag":"","content":"我趴在地上一動不動，心驚之時，有些難言的意味在心裡升騰，直到容珩朝我看過來，也走到我身前來，在萬千目光裡，朝我伸出手。"},"969":{"tag":"","content":"殿中，是濃郁的血腥，他的手，也滿是血腥。"},"970":{"tag":"","content":"皇權更替，自古以來，哪有不流血的道理。"},"971":{"tag":"","content":"我胳膊擡了擡，半晌無聲落下去，在容珩冷淡的目光裡，顫抖着說，「容珩，我害怕了。」"},"972":{"tag":"","content":"他臉色蒼白，嘴唇幹裂，半晌嘶啞道，「我知道，不害怕就不是你了。」"},"973":{"tag":"","content":"他站在我身前，擋住了光，目光牢牢鎖住我。"},"974":{"tag":"","content":"「容諺把你看得透透的。江長娆，不踢你一腳，你永遠不會往前走。」"},"975":{"tag":"","content":"他落下胳膊，于亮堂堂的光裡，沉靜地瞧我，「我給的選擇依然作數。你想縮回去，我不攔你，來去自由。」"},"976":{"tag":"","content":"當日京城的長街上，容珩也是站在那兒，對我說，「生死有命，來去自由。」"},"977":{"tag":"","content":"我問，「良妃娘娘，是怎麼去的……」"},"978":{"tag":"","content":"容珩盤腿坐在肮髒的地磚上，牽住了我的手，沒有多餘的動作，隻是簡簡單單牽着，捧着我的手，不願撒開。"},"979":{"tag":"","content":"他無意識地數着我的指頭肚，說道，「我跟你一樣，信了容諺，貪玩跑出去，再回來，房門緊閉，母親被憋死在屋裡。」"},"980":{"tag":"","content":"他仿佛講故事，不悲不喜，平素寡淡。"},"981":{"tag":"","content":"「那時秋娘還在母親身邊，她說，宮裡的皇子，沒有一個是在安穩裡長大的，有用的和得寵的，才配活下來。」"},"982":{"tag":"","content":"「後來才知道，那個得寵的，殺了我娘。」"},"983":{"tag":"","content":"他看見了我的表情，「是容諺。」"},"984":{"tag":"","content":"「明明手段僞劣地一眼就能看出來，父皇的眼卻瞎了似的。我有時想把父皇的心剖出來，看看到底有多偏，才會對一條人命置若罔聞。」"},"985":{"tag":"","content":"「得寵的多了去，怎麼也輪不到我，後來，我什麼都學，幫着父皇理政，事情做得漂亮，得了褒獎，打了幾場小仗，也赢了。」"},"986":{"tag":"","content":"他将頭漸漸靠在我的肩膀上，攬着我的胳膊。"},"987":{"tag":"","content":"「我想着，我不受寵，至少有用。母妃的死，總該真相大白了。」"},"988":{"tag":"","content":"先帝駕崩時，容諺和他母妃都還活得好好的，甚至先帝的遺诏裡，隻字未提容珩如何，可想而知，這份真相，容珩沒等到。"},"989":{"tag":"","content":"容珩摩挲着我的手背，「我畢生尋求一個公正，沒承想第一份公正，是你給的我。」"},"990":{"tag":"","content":"我皺起眉來，「我？」"},"991":{"tag":"","content":"他笑起來，「怎麼有人這麼倔呢？老四的謀逆案，我說不是我幹的，你就真的去查，查完了将證據甩在我臉上，讓我有多遠滾多遠。我不信你不懂，殺我一個，能讓容諺的皇位坐穩九成。你就那樣把我放了，咬牙切齒奈何不了我的樣子看得人發笑。」"},"992":{"tag":"","content":"「那時候我就想知道，你傻成這樣，究竟能不能在宮裡活下去。沒想到，你活得太鬧騰。我見不着你，有時候，便尋了由頭任你拎到書房裡去，被你罵上一頓，便渾身舒坦。」"},"993":{"tag":"","content":"「容諺該是不知道，我容他安生在龍椅上坐着，全因為你。」"},"994":{"tag":"","content":"他曲坐在我的一側，遙遙望着幾步之外的龍椅，容諺躺在那兒，眼睛翻了白。"},"995":{"tag":"","content":"「容珩，那個位子不好坐的……」我抓了抓他的手，兩人的手上都沾了血，黏膩膩的，「我知道……我坐過，是以我知道……」"},"996":{"tag":"","content":"容珩靠在我身上，笑道，「可你做得很好，比所有人都好。娆兒，你和我鬥了七年，我知道你厲害起來什麼樣。」"},"997":{"tag":"","content":"容諺輕輕拍着我背，撫平了我心裡的惶恐和燥郁，「天地不仁，以萬物為刍狗，世間如煉獄，無人不在苦苦煎熬，那麼，我們為何不能做熬得最好的那個？」"},"998":{"tag":"","content":"「娆兒，你有良心，有善念，有公道，有我沒有的一切，宮裡不留好人，是以隻有坐到最高的位子上，你想好，才沒人攔你。」"},"999":{"tag":"","content":"他低下頭，在我額前印下淺淺一吻，「娆兒，我想變得跟你一樣好。哪怕有你的萬分之一，我都心滿意足。我得一直往上爬，爬到頂上去，看着你一生平安。」"},"1000":{"tag":"","content":"我淚眼婆娑，「容珩，你不要這樣……」"},"1001":{"tag":"","content":"「……你誰都不欠，明明那麼多人……」"},"1002":{"tag":"","content":"容珩歎了一聲，「娆兒，世上再也經不起第二個容諺了。這把椅子交給别人，亦是把你的命也交給了别人。除了自己，我誰都信不過。」"},"1003":{"tag":"","content":"「……是以你想逃就逃，有我頂着，怕什麼？」"},"1004":{"tag":"","content":"我閉着眼，輕輕喘息着，未開口眼淚先滾下來，「容珩，你想好了，對麼？」"},"1005":{"tag":"","content":"「從你選我的那一刻，就想好了。」"},"1006":{"tag":"","content":"「做個明君。」"},"1007":{"tag":"","content":"「好。」"},"1008":{"tag":"","content":"殿外，雪停。我扶着門框，緩慢吃力地邁出來，天光乍破，一束光照在我的腳下，明晃晃的，一直通到遙遠的禦階下，通向遠方，一行鴻雁從天上飛過，天高雲淡，萬裡晴陽。"},"1009":{"tag":"","content":"身後那人道，「夫人，我的手還髒着，撒開吧。」"},"1010":{"tag":"","content":"我笑起來，笑聲在厚重的宮宇下輕快地回蕩，「陛下，我這一拉啊，就是一輩子。」"},"1011":{"tag":"","content":"朔風起，銀雪揚，萬星散人間。"},"1012":{"tag":"","content":"世人皆有枷鎖。"},"1013":{"tag":"","content":"唯心安處，才是真正的自由。"},"1014":{"tag":"","content":"番外一"},"1015":{"tag":"","content":"當今人談起當朝的皇後，各個臉色微妙。"},"1016":{"tag":"","content":"有人說，皇後出身低賤，還在煙花之地待過幾年，後來攀上了當今陛下，抱對了大腿，才雞犬升天，坐進坤甯宮裡。"},"1017":{"tag":"","content":"又說，皇後手腕了得，天性善妒，陛下登基多年，未納一嫔一妃。"},"1018":{"tag":"","content":"「架不住人家爹厲害啊！」茶樓裡，青年人一腳蹬木凳，一腳踩地，昂首時口若懸河，「哪怕皇後生出個蛋來，朝臣都不至于頂着陛下的冷眼，勸人選妃。」"},"1019":{"tag":"","content":"「聽說日前陛下微服，被一女子撞了？」"},"1020":{"tag":"","content":"「誰家？」"},"1021":{"tag":"","content":"「寶兒姑娘。」"},"1022":{"tag":"","content":"底下響起一片噓聲。"},"1023":{"tag":"","content":"稍時有人心照不宣道，「說多了，當心掉腦袋。」"},"1024":{"tag":"","content":"我剝着花生，從裡頭撿起一顆果仁丢下去，正正好好落在書生的腦袋上。"},"1025":{"tag":"","content":"書生被砸的一愣，仰頭，看見我，皺起的眉頭一松，耳根子浮現可疑的紅暈，「敢問方才……可是姑娘砸我？」"},"1026":{"tag":"","content":"我托着腮，坐在二樓的圍欄那兒，低頭看他，「聽聽你腦瓜子熟不熟，何時砍最合适。」"},"1027":{"tag":"","content":"往日裡我這麼說，底下必定烏泱泱跪倒一大片人，如今茶樓裡則哄笑開來，幾乎掀翻了房頂。"},"1028":{"tag":"","content":"那書生羞得面紅耳赤，「你……你……好不正經……」"},"1029":{"tag":"","content":"「姑娘八成是對你有意思呢，傻小子！」"},"1030":{"tag":"","content":"在衆人戲谑的笑聲裡，一隻手從背後探來，将我肩頭攬住。"},"1031":{"tag":"","content":"容珩慵懶笑道，「夫人無禮，沖撞了各位，望各位莫跟這小小婦人計較。」"},"1032":{"tag":"","content":"今日化雪，我心情大好便撺掇容珩出宮來，随便茶樓酒巷一待，就能聽到自己的八卦。"},"1033":{"tag":"","content":"眼下，我沒功夫管底下人怎麼想。"},"1034":{"tag":"","content":"啪，把容珩的手從肩頭拍下去，冷笑道，「小小婦人？」"},"1035":{"tag":"","content":"容珩攤手笑道，「可不賴我，分明是你自己說的。」"},"1036":{"tag":"","content":"前夜，我和容珩躺在床上，說起選妃的事兒來，隻因那日白天朝裡托人往我耳邊吹風，勸我賢良淑德，我便枕着容珩胳膊躺着，不鹹不淡道，「我一小小婦人，哪裡管得了前朝的事。」"},"1037":{"tag":"","content":"至此容珩便記下了，不知道那一會沒看住，就從嘴裡蹦出個「小小婦人」來。"},"1038":{"tag":"","content":"我撲過去，被容珩牢牢接住，抱進懷裡。"},"1039":{"tag":"","content":"「你懂不懂什麼是謙辭！」我對着他橫眉豎眼，「就是我能說，你不能說！」"},"1040":{"tag":"","content":"容珩笑着，「為什麼不能說，我虛長你五歲，你不是我的小小婦人？」"},"1041":{"tag":"","content":"我把花生仁兒摁進容珩唇裡，「吃東西吧，你！」"},"1042":{"tag":"","content":"容珩含了花生仁進去，一邊嚼，一邊看我，半晌在我唇上啄了一下，我捂住他的嘴，「不準親！你還沒說寶兒姑娘是怎麼回事！」"},"1043":{"tag":"","content":"容珩閑來無事，就喜歡用食指揉弄我頸後的骨節，他的手涼涼的，摁過的地方卻熱乎乎，脹麻麻，然後指尖便順着骨節滑進衣領裡去。"},"1044":{"tag":"","content":"我緊張地靠在他身上，聽他道，「宋寶兒瘋了，那天想殺我，沒殺成。」"},"1045":{"tag":"","content":"宋凜死了，宋寶兒孤苦無依，嬌養了那麼多年，四體不勤五谷不分，流落民間，很快就被人拐了，賣進秦樓楚館去了。"},"1046":{"tag":"","content":"她認得容珩，恨毒了容珩。"},"1047":{"tag":"","content":"我下巴墊在他肩頭，望着欄杆外懸挂的彩球發愣。"},"1048":{"tag":"","content":"我忽然問，「史書，咱們修一半了吧？」"},"1049":{"tag":"","content":"我看不見容珩的表情，隻聽他咔嚓咔嚓剝着花生，朝裡有幾個倔的，天天嚷嚷着容珩篡權奪位，死不肯改，頗有氣節。"},"1050":{"tag":"","content":"「娆兒，他們說的本也沒錯，智者見智。」"},"1051":{"tag":"","content":"于我，容珩是天下第一大好人，于别人來說，他就是個造反頭子，将來寫進史書裡，是要遺臭萬年的。我執着于修史，是不想容珩百年之後，被人罵得太狠。"},"1052":{"tag":"","content":"容珩拍拍我，讓我回頭，下一刻，一顆圓滾滾白胖胖的果仁兒填進我嘴裡，帶着一股炒過的焦香。"},"1053":{"tag":"","content":"他見我愣住，笑道，「吃幾顆長壽果兒罷，多活幾百年。」"},"1054":{"tag":"","content":"「活那麼久幹什麼？」"},"1055":{"tag":"","content":"「聽罵呀。」容珩揶揄道，「到時候為了我，跟後人吵去。」"},"1056":{"tag":"","content":"我呸了一聲，「我閑的？」"},"1057":{"tag":"","content":"容珩說，「可不就是閑得？」"},"1058":{"tag":"","content":"我一愣，接着被他捧住臉。"},"1059":{"tag":"","content":"「娆兒，人就活一輩子，不長不短，剛剛夠咱倆把架吵完，把日子過明白。最後人一死，找塊風水寶地手拉手一埋，哪管後頭人怎麼想？」容珩點點我的鼻子，「你要吵架，也隻能同我吵，别人不行。」"},"1060":{"tag":"","content":"「瞧你說得，好似人生苦短，隻争朝夕，連吵架都上瘾？」"},"1061":{"tag":"","content":"「不然怎麼說我是個賤脾氣呢。」"},"1062":{"tag":"","content":"我從他身上起來，笑罵一聲「油嘴滑舌。」"},"1063":{"tag":"","content":"容珩登基一年，忙起來的時候每夜隻睡兩個時辰，若是趕上大事，成宿不回也有。是以一年來，他們總說皇後無所出，實則我是替容珩背了黑鍋。"},"1064":{"tag":"","content":"腳步沾地的時候，膝蓋一軟，容珩眼疾手快将我扶住，皺眉，「又疼了？」"},"1065":{"tag":"","content":"那日雪地裡接連兩跪，落下了病根，每逢陰天下雨，不便于行。其實容珩也沒比我好上多少，身上留着三道疤，是他造反的代價，胳膊上一處刀傷，是我害他留下的。"},"1066":{"tag":"","content":"容珩喜歡拿着雞毛當令箭，他知道一露出傷口來，我心就軟了，再荒唐的要求我也應。有一點，容珩心疼我，從不敢叫我跪着，無論是在床榻上，還是朝堂上。"},"1067":{"tag":"","content":"他将我放在地上，背着我蹲下去，朝後伸出手，「娆兒，上來。」"},"1068":{"tag":"","content":"我笑着攬住他的脖子，看着他把我背起來，穩穩當當的，一步一步走下樓，湊到他耳邊，悄悄道，「陛下，這于禮不合。」"},"1069":{"tag":"","content":"「我背夫人是天經地義。」容珩背着我走在京城的大街上，往來熙熙攘攘，不少人駐足觀望，隻因這世間，肯背起女子往前走的人，少之又少。"},"1070":{"tag":"","content":"等到了皇宮，亮眼的通紅的宮門在雪地裡直晃眼，我趴在容珩背上，無精打采。"},"1071":{"tag":"","content":"我哼唧一聲，容珩便住了腳，「怎麼了？」"},"1072":{"tag":"","content":"我說，「容珩，我難受，這宮門不好，紅得晃眼，讓我想吐。」"},"1073":{"tag":"","content":"容珩笑道，「趕明兒讓人漆黑了。」"},"1074":{"tag":"","content":"「黑門還沒紅門好看呢……」"},"1075":{"tag":"","content":"他背着我慢慢走，路過一個不知名的小宮門前，一束紅梅從牆裡伸出來。"},"1076":{"tag":"","content":"我又哼唧一聲。"},"1077":{"tag":"","content":"這次容珩的聲音了帶上幾分緊張，「娆兒？」"},"1078":{"tag":"","content":"我神情恹恹，「梅花也瞧得人不舒服。」"},"1079":{"tag":"","content":"這次容珩沒說讓人砍了，他把我背到太醫院去了。"},"1080":{"tag":"","content":"太醫院的人見容珩親自把人背進來，各個如臨大敵，呼啦将我圍成一團，張太醫看過後，神色諱莫如深，和李太醫對視一眼，李太醫又過來瞧，随後，便是王太醫，孫太醫……"},"1081":{"tag":"","content":"容珩陰着臉，看得出在極力壓制脾氣。"},"1082":{"tag":"","content":"最後，一群人看完。"},"1083":{"tag":"","content":"面面相觑。"},"1084":{"tag":"","content":"最後，張太醫捋了捋胡子，緩緩道，「皇後娘娘……也許……有了身孕。」"},"1085":{"tag":"","content":"容珩的話幾乎從牙縫裡擠出來，「什麼叫也許？」"},"1086":{"tag":"","content":"「若……若是陛下辦了事兒，那……那就沒錯了……」"},"1087":{"tag":"","content":"我一臉茫然，「什麼叫辦了事兒？」"},"1088":{"tag":"","content":"半晌回過神來，宮裡有傳言，說容珩好男色，我就是個幌子。是以，我懷了，他們生怕是我自己跑出去瞎搞，貿然抖出來掉腦袋。"},"1089":{"tag":"","content":"容珩冷了臉，「朕夜夜宿在皇後處，不辦事，難道辦你們？」"},"1090":{"tag":"","content":"容珩是真氣糊塗，也高興糊塗了，此話一出，聽得一群人面紅耳赤。"},"1091":{"tag":"","content":"我朝着容珩使眼色，讓他帶我回去。"},"1092":{"tag":"","content":"他哼了一聲，當即逼着高齡的張太醫去傳馬車來，連轎子都不用。"},"1093":{"tag":"","content":"我說，「你背我不好？如此興師動衆，明兒禦史台又要參我一筆。」"},"1094":{"tag":"","content":"容珩一本正經地說，「腿軟，背不動了。」"},"1095":{"tag":"","content":"皇後有喜，前朝一下子像被拔了舌頭似的，鴉雀無聲。後來再路過那小牆，牆頭光秃秃的，一朵花都沒有。"},"1096":{"tag":"","content":"「就該把那幾個挑唆事兒的扔到慎刑司去。」旁邊的小宮女道，「天天暗示陛下這，暗示陛下那的，陛下心裡門清兒呢。」"},"1097":{"tag":"","content":"我摸着小五個月的肚子，腿有些酸，剛要讓人換了轎子過來，就覺得腰被人輕輕一撞，我扶着宮牆，有些詫異。"},"1098":{"tag":"","content":"不疼不癢的，卻讓旁邊的人吓白了臉。"},"1099":{"tag":"","content":"後頭有人急急喚道，「世子，快！快跪下！」"},"1100":{"tag":"","content":"我尚來不及回頭，便有個孩子稚嫩地開口，「小娘娘饒命！」"},"1101":{"tag":"","content":"我身子一僵，猛地抓緊了宮人的手，不敢回頭。"},"1102":{"tag":"","content":"生怕……一回頭，是一張酷似容諺的臉。"},"1103":{"tag":"","content":"我說，「你回頭看看！那孩子長什麼樣？」"},"1104":{"tag":"","content":"半晌宮人道，「世子像極了定安王。」"},"1105":{"tag":"","content":"定安王是容珩的堂哥，是皇親國戚。"},"110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