"I began to envy the last few months of a terminally ill person's life", I wonder if anyone will want to spray me because they see such words?
"Is it bad to be alive?"
"Brain disease?"
"Depressed people?"
Let's stop here about the topic of the title, let's first briefly introduce the anime "April is Your Lie".
One Piece author Eiichiro Oda has expressed envy for the manga, which was animated in October 2014 until the end of April of the following year.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" > briefly introduce the plot:</h1>
From a very young age, under the guidance and guidance of his mother, Arima Gongsheng became an excellent pianist as his life's ideal, and along the way, he also won many good results. Unfortunately, at the age of 11, Arima's mother died, and Arima could no longer hear the piano he played, so he drifted away from his original dream.
In her third year of junior high school, a girl named Kaoru Miyayaen appeared next to Arima, playing the violin. Soon, Arima was attracted by the talent and enthusiasm that emanated from Kaoru. What Arima did not expect was that Kaoru actually designated Arima as her accompaniment in the competition, and under kaoru's influence, Arima gradually rekindled his love for the piano, and the distance between him and Kaoru became closer and closer.
<h1 class = "pgc-h-arrow-right" > terminally ill patient: Kaoru Miyanagi</h1>
I basically put all my attention on the heroine, she is me
At the end of the story, Kaoru Miyanagi died of a failed operation, and at that time I wished that she could be saved, to survive, to continue to pursue her violin dream but not to do so.
I thought it would be a bad ending, but I was wrong, when I saw The last letter from Kaoru Miyayaen, and saw that Arima Would Smile and read the letter,
I am pleased that Kaoru Miyayaen can be a true self; I am touched that Kaoru Miyaen is able to "be physically disabled". At the same time, I was very envious of her last few months of life.
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" > life, too many rules, and unrelenting pursuits, is the most admirable place for Miyaen Kaoru. </h1>
Saying such a thing is very rude to terminally ill people, and I can't empathize with terminally ill people, but I am quite envious of what Kaoru Miyagen did in her last days.
Because, in reality, that cowardly and timid me couldn't do what she did.
Or secular rules or self-planned rules. After walking up, it is difficult to come down again, bound by various rules and regulations, and it is difficult to have freedom. At the same time, because of accumulation, I am carrying more and more things on my body, but I can't put them down.
Because there is a risk, what if it is a watermelon that is lost and the sesame seeds that are picked up?
And Kaoru Miyayan is free and doesn't need to retreat, because no matter what happens, it will not be worse than death, so she can pursue her true self without hesitation.
<h1 class= "pgc-h-arrow-right" > the meaning of freedom, to think, is to pursue; not to want, is to fight. </h1>
What is freedom? Freedom is to do whatever you want, and at the same time to do what you don't want to do. That's why Kaoru Miyaen will jump the bridge without hesitation; so Kaoru Miyaen can abandon the rules and regulations of the violin competition and pull out the violin she wants at will; that's why she will say to you, "You will be my friend A" from now on."
Kaoru Miyaen sparkled in my eyes, why? Because she is explaining to us what life is.
The first time we met, in April, the cherry blossoms were full of cherry blossoms and the breeze was gentle, and Kaoru Miyageen stood on the high side of the park, freely playing the accordion. Arima Gongsheng was fascinated by looking at such a palace garden, and it was precisely because of the palace garden kaoru that she was fascinated, and she was interpreting her own amazement with her own feelings.
<h1 class = "pgc-h-arrow-right" > life requires enthusiasm, and those who pursue their dreams are brave</h1>
What is most important in life? Life should be passionate. We can't lose ourselves because of the anxiety of "so-and-so" trafficking, work and life need enthusiasm, and eating and waiting for death is just walking dead.
But is it easy to live with enthusiasm? When I was a student, my holidays were enthusiastic because I could surf the web "24" hours a day; when I was a student, I was enthusiastic about taking pedigrade classes because I could sweat on the pitch.
And when you grow up? Because we look at "money", we forget what we like to do, because looking at "money" will only do things that can get more "money".
Perhaps only when you lose something more important than money will you know how to pursue the passion of life.
I can't give up money and fame, so I can only envy people like Miyaen Kaoru.
<h1 class= "pgc-h-arrow-right" > regrettable Kaoru Miyaen, who has hope when she lives, but she dies</h1>
At the same time, I also felt sorry for Miyayaen Kaoru, and if her operation was successful at the last moment and she survived, I think her life would be full of brilliance.
When she first appeared, she was left with two lines of tears, which she inadvertently shed. At the beginning of the story, we did not think that Miyayaen Kaoru was terminally ill, and these two lines of tears were her desire to live.
< h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" > summary</h1>
Is it so hard to be yourself? Do you have to be like Kaoru Miyaen before you realize that you have to live well?
We can't live our lives like Kaoru Miyaen, at least we have to keep the enthusiasm for life. Just like the attitude expressed by the B station "After the Wave"