Tomorrow, Shunji Iwai's movie "Love Letter" will be re-screened.
When I thought that I could take a good look at Miho Nakayama's amazingly beautiful face on the big screen, I was looking forward to it.
The beauty of Miho Nakayama is a legend.
Because of beauty, she got everything she wanted, except for the love she wanted most.
Lu Xun said that tragedy is to destroy beauty to show people.
I didn't expect that such a beautiful person as Miho Nakayama would meet so many unbearable men. I don't know if it's a matter of men or Japanese culture.
△ Stills from Miho Nakayama's "Love Letters"
*This article is the original content of "Gu Xiaoge".
01
"I am born with a physique of love."
Miho Nakayama knows her "problem", and in the face of love, she has never had any reservations.
But Miho's love path has not been smooth: being held by her boyfriend with a knife, being robbed of her boyfriend by her girlfriend, being kicked in the stomach by her boyfriend on the street, and getting married, fighting with her ex-husband for the custody of the child...
It is reasonable to say that such a great beauty as her should be loved by many people.
The person who can spoil her, Nakayama Miho Tongtong does not like it.
What she likes is the kind of man who makes her a little adored, who guides her, who gives her a sense of security. However, this kind of man also relies on his charm and constantly hurts her.
But this can not blame Miho for begging for food, she has lacked fatherly love since she was a child.
When Miho Nakayama was 3 years old, her parents divorced.
Mom also lied to her: "Your father died in a car accident." ”
Dad was also very cooperative with this scam and has not returned home since the divorce.
It wasn't until she grew up that Miho Nakayama learned that her father was still alive and married to someone else.
"My sister and I are both abandoned children of our father." Miho felt wronged, and her childhood was not happy at all.
△ Miho Nakayama and her sister
Even if there is no father, Miho's mother has a bad temper because she has to shoulder the burden of the family.
Once, Miho talked back to her mother, and was threatened by her mother with a kitchen knife, which frightened her into running away from the house.
Later, the mother also "abandoned" their sisters and let them live in relatives' houses.
Sending people under the fence is a trivial matter for Miho Nakayama.
What's even more frightening is that Miho attracted the attention of bad people because she was good-looking since she was a child, and once she was almost abducted.
That year, Miho Nakayama was 11 years old, was in the 5th grade, and came home alone from school every day, and the bad guys saw the opportunity.
Miho still knew the person, so when she heard the bad guy say that he had come to pick her up on behalf of her mother, Miho believed it and followed her to the car.
Eventually, police intercepted the suspected child trafficker three hours away from Tokyo, and Miho Nakayama was rescued.
△ Future outfits and looks are sweeter
Although the person was rescued, the child who lacked love and panic "lived" in the heart of Miho Nakayama forever: "I was involved in an abduction case, and I almost lost my life because of it." ”
All her life, she has been trying to heal this child and find a sense of security.
02
Healing is always a long journey.
At the beginning, all Miho Nakayama could think of was to make money.
Therefore, when Miho Nakayama, who had already become a beauty at the age of 15, met a scout on the street to talk to her, she was impressed by a word.
"Filming can be famous, you can make money, and you can do whatever you want in the future."
Miho Nakayama wants to earn money and look at people's eyes, and she doesn't want to think about it for a day.
In 1985, 15-year-old Miho Nakayama made her official debut.
First starred in the TV series, followed by a single release.
Although Miho Nakayama at this time was not as beautiful as later, she was young and energetic, and the small tiger teeth on one side looked very playful, like a small wild cat.
Such girls are so scarce in Japan that Miho Nakayama became an overnight hit and sold millions of records at once.
This is the first time that Miho Nakayama has felt loved and strongly liked by so many people.
She fell in love with the feeling, so she made the decision to drop out of school and become an idol.
△ 1986 album poster Miho Nakayama is only 16 years old but looks like a little wild cat
As it turned out, she had chosen the right one.
Miho Nakayama is a natural heroine who has almost never played a supporting role.
In 1986, TBS TV tailored the TV series "My Mother is an Idol" for her, with Miho Nakayama as "Miho Nakayama".
After the TV series was broadcast, the average rating was 22.2%, which once saved the current situation of the downturn of Japanese TV dramas that year.
Some people say that Miho Nakayama is the "female version of Kimura Takuya".
At that time, in Japan, there were countless men who fell in love with Miho Nakayama, but she herself picked a big problem.
In addition to breaking her heart, this man almost killed her like the person who abducted her in the first place.
03
The man who deeply hurt Miho Nakayama was Toshihiko Tahara.
You may not have heard the man's name, but you must have heard his songs.
"Tenno"-like Guo Tomishiro Naju "对你爱对爱爱
At that time, Toshihiko Tahara was the "Michael Jackson of Japan", the top of the stream, and could receive 180,000 fan letters a month.
Miho Nakayama is also one of Tahara's fans.
However, the love between fans and idols is not necessarily an idol drama, but also a dog blood drama.
Miho Nakayama was only 17 years old when she met Toshihiko Tahara, and the two participated in the variety show "Japanese Idol Hawaii Trip" together, which is similar to the variety show "Youth Tour" made by Zhejiang Satellite TV in the past two years.
Celebrities get along day and night, and it is easy to cultivate feelings.
No, as soon as she came and went, Miho Nakayama was attracted to this popular idol who was 9 years older than her.
In 1989, the photo of Miho Nakayama and Toshihiko Tahara was exposed, which was the love affair between two national idols, and as soon as the news came out, the media exploded.
The two people can only sneak in love, but they are filmed again two years later, and Tahara Toshihiko's company is also very angry, and canceled the concert to punish this relationship.
The more the outside world opposes, the more affectionate the person who loves each other.
This time, the two no longer avoided, and even lived together.
However, this fairy tale-like love is also extremely broken.
In 1991, Toshihiko Tahara and other female stars spread a scandal.
The female star is no one else, it is Miho Nakayama's good girlfriend Kudo Shizuka, who is later Kimura Takuya's wife.
Miho, who has been insecure since childhood, simply cannot accept this double betrayal.
△ "Japanese Female Idol Four Heavenly Kings" are: Miho Nakayama, Shizuka Kudo, Asaka, and Yoko Minamino
Miho Nakayama could only keep asking Tahara Toshihiko, and no one knew how the two of them quarreled that night, only that she later wrote in her book: This man threw a kitchen knife at her in the face.
"I was really terrified that I would lose my life."
The fear of the little girl in childhood struck Miho Nakayama again.
△ News reports on the emotional timeline of the three people
Mine Nakayama Toshihiko Wadawara, Wakamitsu Kudo Shizukaya-gata Doriji.
Fortunately, this time, Miho Nakayama was not pulled into the emotional vortex by fear and betrayal, and she knew that she had to work hard, at least to win back in her career.
The movie "Love Letter" gave Miho Nakayama a chance.
04
The short-haired Miho Nakayama stands in the snow, no dialogue, as long as she turns her head, raises her eyes, and smiles, you can feel the whole world full of warmth.
The film has won numerous awards.
Miho Nakayama also jumped from a national idol to "Best Actress".
The most authoritative "Blue Ribbon Best Actress" was won by Miho with the movie "Love Letter".
Miho Nakayama also ranked alongside Vivien Leigh of Gone with the Wind, Hepburn of "Roman Holiday", and Lin Qingxia of "Undefeated in the East" as the "15 unsurpassable heroines in the movie".
Even 15 years later, the Japanese media conducted a survey on the street, asking the girls: "If you have the opportunity to have a facelift, which artist is the ideal look in your mind?" ”
The highest number of votes was still Miho Nakayama.
In addition to the audience, Miho Nakayama also attracted the attention of directors.
Naoto Takenaka has said that he has always admired the beauty of Miho, and when he had the opportunity to direct and act in a movie by himself, the person he wanted to cooperate with most was Miho Nakayama.
As a result, in the movie "Tokyo Hiwa", Miho Nakayama in Naoto Takeaka's lens is really beautiful.
△ Stills from Miho Nakayama's "Tokyo Hiwa"
But Miho Nakayama doesn't care about her own beauty.
No amount of praise in her career can satisfy her love physique.
Miho Nakayama, who has longed for love since childhood, wants to fall in love as soon as she has the opportunity.
In 1998, Miho Nakayama co-starred with Takuya Kimura in the TV series "Sleeping Forest", and Takuya Kimura became "Elder Moon", introducing Miho to a soccer star Namedō Nakata who was 7 years younger than her.
However, this younger brother is also an amorous scumbag, "killing" all over the Asian writers circle and film and television circles, from Seimi Komatsu, Daikuro Moji, Riki Miyazawa, and even Li Jiaxin, all of whom have passed on gossip to him.
After recognizing the true face, Miho Nakayama broke off and entered the next relationship without any nostalgia.
However, Miho Nakayama's next new relationship is not very smooth.
It was still Takuya Kimura's line, or the truth, or the hurt deeply.
05
But Miho Nakayama had to accept the company's punishment before being hurt.
In those years, as long as Miho sneaked into love, the company boss would reduce her workload as soon as she found out, as a threat.
But this small punishment is like a boot tickle for people with a love constitution, and Miho Nakayama can strike and run away for love.
Miho Nakayama's new boyfriend, Noguchi, is Takuya Kimura's royal hairdresser, formerly a model and a "little prince of the nightclub".
Friends all advised Miho to stay away from him, but the more they persuaded Nakayama Miho, the more persistent he became: "I will wait for him to turn back and then marry him." ”
For the sake of Noguchi, Miho Nakayama also took the initiative to withdraw from the film contract and "escape" to go on vacation with her boyfriend.
Everyone was scolding her for being in love.
But only Miho Nakayama herself knows that everything she does is making up for the home and love that was ruthlessly taken away by her parents when she was a child.
Miho Nakayama wants to get married and marry someone.
However, this time she chose the wrong one again, and Noguchi was not someone to rely on.
After breaking up with Noguchi, Miho Nakayama was disheartened, and once hated marriage and ran to go on a blind date.
She no longer wants any artist boyfriends, she just wants a home because she's 30 years old.
But fortunately, fate is not thin, or give her a chance to go to the soup for the "artist".
Miho Nakayama, 32, met 42-year-old writer, musician and film director Hitoshi Tsuji.
It only took the two of them 8 months to get along before they decided to get married.
△ Hitoshi Tsuji is a writer who won the Wasagawa Prize, the highest honor in Japanese literature
On the day of the release of the wedding news, Miho Nakayama happily announced to the world that she would retire after marriage and settle in Paris.
"When I woke up in a distant place, I found that I was about to usher in a new life."
But the new life is also good and bad.
Miho Nakayama wants to be the second Yamaguchi, but her career seems to have used up all her luck, and even years of love are not smooth, and marriage is no exception.
On the other hand, marrying an artist is really dangerous.
06
Miho Nakayama was a serious man when she married Hitoshi Tsuji.
However, 7 years later, Hitoshi Tsuji, who began to play rock and roll, began to grow long hair, dressed differently, and began to deliberately blur his gender.
Tsuji Rencheng also had a word: "This era is absolutely neutral, and my goal is to be a moderately neutral uncle." ”
△ Hitoru Tsuji and Miho Nakayama
This kind of thing, when encountered, there is no other way but to be helpless, Andagu Nakayama Miho.
Even if Miho Nakayama, who had a child after marriage, enjoyed getting up at 6 o'clock every day, making breakfast for the whole family, sending her son to school, and when she had time, she went to study French and learn the ordinary life of embroidery.
But the clash of ideas has made the two people more and more alienated.
But "inability to be intimate" is a taboo for the love brain, and the "heavy love brain" of Miho Nakayama is even more unacceptable.
Miho Nakayama derailed.
△ Miho Nakayama Still has the charm
Like Ai Fukuhara, who divorced this year, at that time, the divorce procedures between Miho Nakayama and Hitoshi Tsuji were not completed, and Miho Nakayama was photographed going in and out of the bar with musician Keiichiro Shibuya.
They also held hands, kissed, and cohabited on the street for the night.
Naturally, the Japanese people will not let Go of Miho Nakayama, just as they cannot forgive Ai Fukuhara.
Shibuya Keiichiro also risked posting a photo of the two on social media, ending in a bloody dog scolding.
△ Miho Nakayama and Keiichiro Shibuya
But this love against the whole world, Miho Nakayama also went very hard.
Once, after getting drunk, a passerby saw Miho Nakayama being dragged by Shibuya Keiichiro's arm on the street and kicked in the stomach.
From kitchen knives to fists and feet, the little girl who lived in the fear of Miho Nakayama's heart escaped for 30 years, and she could not escape the shackles of love.
Miho Nakayama said, "The people I love make me despair. ”
Miho Nakayama doesn't want to heal herself with love anymore.
But a reporter asked: "Will you remarry in the future?" ”
Miho Nakayama was still reluctant to cut off all the back roads, and she replied, "Although it is not clear, it should not be." ”
This reminds me of this line from the movie "Love Letter": "One day, we will become the memories of others, try to make it beautiful." 」 ”
Now, 51-year-old Miho Nakayama has returned to Japan to shoot dramas, no longer acting pure love, but performing family ethics dramas such as tracks.
Someone taunted her, saying that her current work was as unseemly as her life.
But for a person who has spent decades loving and healing his childhood, decency is not the most important, but inner fullness.
Hopefully, Miho Nakayama will be able to get everything she wants in her future life, including love.
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