He tugged at his collar a little irritably and looked at me condescendingly.
"Who was the woman who just rubbed you and couldn't wait to put the whole person on you?" I asked him.
"I'm the object." He answered frankly.
"Lu Huai, we only broke up yesterday."
"So what?" The man in front of me pulled away my hand tugging at his tie little by little and snorted softly.
"I told you long ago not to regret it."
2
Lu Huai was my first love, and we talked for four years.
It's strange that I like a point of a person.
For example, one day Luhuai simply bought a mangosteen flavored soda popsicle on the side of the road and handed it to me, and my heartbeat exceeded the fifty hertz standard of China's power grid.
The teenager in the white shirt sat on the railing, scratching the milky white bag of the popsicle.
"New, you try first."
I didn't taste the sweetness of mangosteen or popsicles, but the smile at the corner of his mouth took my soul away.
Later, I learned that it was a big adventure he and his friends were playing.
The ice cream was so bad that they wanted to make it all.
Unexpectedly, I finished a whole popsicle, and Lu Huai was also put in.
Because I have been running after Lu Huai every day since this day.
There is a great deal of demolition into the belly, ah no, do not hit the south wall and do not turn back.
Lu Huai finally got annoyed by my harassment one day, blocked me in the sports equipment room, and the lazy people put them on the storage shelf and asked me with raised eyebrows.
"How am I?"
"Whoops, it's all right."
I stared at his clear jaw angle in the dim light and answered vaguely.
He chuckled.
I swear, in the nineteen years that Lin Yue's brain has never been like this moment.
Because he leaned over and kissed the corners of my mouth.
The warm touch had not yet faded, and his voice sounded in his ears without hurry.
"First kiss?" How dare you chase me?"
3
There is a saying about how vigorous it is when we are together, and how much we tear our hearts and lungs when we break up.
Everyone around me knows that I don't necessarily like Lu Huai how much, but I must like to be miserable Lu Huai.
But probably no one expected that it was my breakup with Lu Huaiti.
I drank a lot of wine that day, and I broke up with him in tears, and as a result, he was light and light.
He said yes, so naturally divided.
He said, Lin Yue, don't regret breaking up with me, I will not look back.
He did what he said.
The lights at the graduation party were brilliant, and I could see the man in the straight suit at a glance.
Obviously, he only said yesterday that he broke up, and he has a new love today.
The woman's hand naturally rested on his shoulder, and he still looked cold and indifferent.
My roommate leaned over to me and watched the two men with me.
"Eh, did you say he was already waiting for you to break up?"
"Maybe?"
I swung my goblet and drank the oranges out of the cup.
4
Obviously, it is the party of college graduation, the organizers of the school do not know which door to smoke, and the drink of the party cannot be counted as wine.
So at eight o'clock the evening ended, and a group of people said that they would go to the barbecue stall next to the school to pick up the skewers, when it was a casual meal.
Can you imagine a group of people in suits and dresses, sitting on a low stool at a barbecue stall and shouting?
I couldn't take it, went back to change my clothes, and then met Lu Huai on the way back.
He had already taken off his suit and put his loose t-shirt on his body.
I like that he is always inexplicably comfortable, casual and loose.
He was still carrying a bottle of unfinished mineral water.
I sucked in my nose and stepped forward to ask him.
"Waiting for your new girlfriend?"
He didn't reply to me, handed me the bottle of mineral water, and I subconsciously caught it, not knowing what he wanted to do.
Then he took off the leather band from his wrist and gave it to me.
It was made up for him, and in his sophomore year, there were so many classes to die, and he set off the idea of taking a leather band to swear sovereignty.
I squeezed that little bit of time to make up for him, and he didn't bring it many times in total.
This will, again, pay me back.
"Give it to you, throw it away if you don't like it." I squeezed the bottle of mineral water and pretended not to care.
He didn't say much, and the leather band retracted back into his hand.
I stared at his bony fingers and felt that in a few moments the leather band would appear in the trash can in the corner.
He gently and deftly took the mineral water bottle from my hand, and I did not hold back and stopped him.
"Brother Shark, do you still want it?"
Brother Shark is a giant shark doll who gave me a birthday present.
Nothing special in itself, I just like to treat it as him when he's away.
Once on my birthday, he went to school exchanges and went to Iceland on the other side of the globe.
I told him that he wasn't there, and I missed him so much.
He smiled delicately, half-heartedly.
"Then you think that shark is me."
"No, you're not here, so you're not afraid of me coming out of the wall with a red apricot?"
I clutched the earpiece to listen to his voice, wanting to breathe the same piece of Icelandic air with him.
"Do you want that too?"
「……」
I rubbed the shark's fins and spoke viciously to him.
"Wait, one day I get married and the groom is not you, see what you do."
What did he say at that time?
He seemed to have a moment of silence, and then he was in the right place.
"Then I'll take ak47 with Brother Shark and kidnap you from your newlywed car."
Brother Shark couldn't have had ak47, just like you probably don't know how many times I've cried with that big shark in my arms before.
Only this time, I was thrown away by you along with the shark.
5
In retrospect, Lu Huai was not a multi-competent boyfriend.
He would occasionally forget my birthday, occasionally throw a tantrum at me, occasionally... Smile at others too.
The reason I broke up with Lu Huai was that I saw him walking on the hallway of the department with a girl that day.
The distance between the two people was particularly close, and Lu Huai tilted his head to look at her, shallowly evoking a smile.
And as his girlfriend, how long have I not seen him laugh like this?
I know I'm irrational, I'm impulsive.
Maybe Lu Huai and the girl have nothing to do with each other, maybe everything is that I think too much, I think too much.
But that night I drank and broke up with him.
I really think about it a lot.
I just wanted to see him say to me that he didn't want to leave me, I just wanted him to coax me.
But he didn't, and he agreed to the breakup so lightly, as if he were waiting for the day.
Other girls have boyfriends to spoil and fool around.
As for me, he was telling me not to argue with him, and when he quarreled, he didn't want me.
He told me not to regret it, that I was sure that I would regret it.
Lu Huai stood in front of me with a frown and asked me if the broken shark had not been thrown away.
I was speechless for a moment, and I couldn't tell him how important the broken shark in his mouth was to me.
I could only watch him walk away step by step, under the street lamp in the corner, and throw the leather band into the trash can.
6
Near graduation, I sat on the empty bed board, flipped out of WeChat, and clicked on his name.
It seems that I suddenly realized that this is how we chat.
I never realized that I had so many words to him, that the big green squares were all messages I sent him.
And the white box, pitifully few, probably helpless to deal with, concise and perfunctory.
After four years of talking, I would still bounce off bed because of a word he sent.
After talking for four years, I would still say goodnight to him every night, even though he couldn't come back.
This time, I assigned my hand to the button to delete a friend.
Only to find out that it was all at this moment, I still didn't want to delete.
But I always had to learn to forget him.
Lu Huai walked so crisply, he wouldn't turn back, if I turned back again, what the hell would it be?
7
After graduating, I went to work at a small local company.
The nine-to-five job is not much adaptation, but it can also make my already paralyzed brain unable to think of anything else.
Obviously, he cut off all contact with Lu Huai, but he could still hear his news from the discussions of the people around him.
He went to a big company, and it is no wonder that his personal ability has always been good, and his academic rigor is very different from the looseness of life.
Just hearing this, it is inevitable that it will be a little difficult to calm down.
I would have had the opportunity to go to a better platform.
When I was a junior, I had the opportunity to participate in international exhibitions, and I prepared for a long time and fielded several projects.
After the final design was placed in the exhibition hall, someone hung up on Weibo and said that I had plagiarized.
There was a real uproar at that time, and the day I heard the news, I had just left class when I saw someone outside the classroom pointing me out.
Later, my roommate showed me the original Weibo, and a few screenshots looked like me, saying that I had plagiarized her design, and I was so angry that my hands were shaking.
In fact, the definition of artistic plagiarism is not very clear. But the content of this Weibo hammer is indeed particularly similar to my design.
I don't believe there is such a coincidence in the world, but I can't say anything strange.
Those plans were obviously made by me for months of nights, so why is there such a similar other work? But for me, the biggest problem at that time was that everyone thought I was plagiarizing.
I obviously didn't do anything, and when I walked on the road, I would be talked about for a few points, saying that I had lost the face of the school, saying that I had such good grades, and it turned out that they were all copied.
That night I finally broke down and called Lu Huai, and it took him a long time to answer.
This matter affected so much, and his department probably listened to the wind. I opened my mouth and suddenly wanted to cry until I could no longer speak. He told me to apologize on Weibo.
He said it was so hard to admit that he had plagiarized.
Yes, Lu Huai will never be on my side.
He looked at the matter from an absolutely rational point of view, and he seemed to realize that I was crying, and coaxed me with a low voice.
"Ah Yue, it's all right, admitting mistakes is not shameful, go and apologize to others, okay?"
It seemed like the only time I hung up on him.
I gritted my teeth with him, almost word for word after saying that I hadn't plagiarized, then turned off my phone and cried out with the quilt in my arms.
That was probably the last time I wanted to remember in my entire college career.
I rearranged my design thinking, because I didn't apologize against the wind, and someone pointed at me almost when I went out.
Only one student is willing to help me find a material contact, and now that I want to come, I am quite grateful to him.
But that work had already been withdrawn, and after I made all the statements on the relevant platforms, the mentor found me.
Only then did I realize that it seemed that this small work had accidentally been related to the game of the higher levels of the academy.
The mentor patted me on the shoulder and told me not to delve any further.
I was not convinced, I wanted to shout, but it was useless, this matter was so unfinished.
My statement did not bring much repercussions, but the future was sacrificed in a war that had nothing to do with me.
In fact, Lu Huai's family has a little background, maybe I used to be able to settle my grievances through him, and then I think about it, I didn't open my mouth to him after all.
I'm afraid he'll reject me, I'm afraid he'll say to me dismissively, don't make a fuss.
8
"Sister Lin Yue, I haven't seen you for a long time."
After my lunch break, I was still dizzy, and a somewhat familiar voice sounded in my ears.
So familiar that I suspected I had heard it wrong.
Zeng Cheran? Shouldn't he be in the United States?
I blinked, and the person in front of me sat on my table no smaller, inexplicably well-behaved when Peach Blossom smiled.
Zeng Cheran was the elementary school brother who accompanied me to run east and west to find materials to prove himself.
"I'm back home."
I grabbed my hair, and before I could finish speaking, the supervisor tapped me on the shoulder from behind.
"I just heard him shout that you are his sister, so it is just right, Lin Yue, your time to come to the company is not short, he is an intern, you take him."
No, although my time in the company is not short, it is not enough to bring new people, right?
I glared at the supervisor, who ignored me and left with his shiny and reflective braincase.
The person next to me sat next to me with a big grin, stretched his long legs, and looked at me with his chin propped up.
"Sister Xue, I haven't seen you in two years, you've become beautiful."
"You went abroad for two years and came back from studying this?"
I slapped the file on his head, and he obediently pressed it.
Zeng Cheran was known to me in the school club, I came to know, I heard that it was particularly pleasing to little girls.
But it is also true that he always gives people a sense of safety and harmlessness.
If I hadn't bumped into him and beaten up a few of the school's wandering against the wall, I would have believed it.
However, he is barely half a good man.
When I listened to my introduction of the work content, I was also very serious, but I knew that the company did not have any plans to recruit people recently, how he was mixed in.
I finished my speech and asked him if he understood, and he nodded.
I asked him again what else he wanted to ask, and he braced his chin and stared at me.
"You broke up with Brother Lu Huai, Sister Xue?"
It is worthy of being a student, and he says the most heart-wrenching words in the most innocent tone.
"Something to do with you?"
I looked at him with a smile and secretly shared my work with him, and I don't care if he understood it or not.
I'm determined to work overtime today, and I'm worried that no one will accompany me.
9
Therefore, the first experience of having entered the society included the pain of overtime work for social animals.
"Hey, is this work, so tired, sister."
Finally finished processing the things one by one, he rubbed the back of his neck and looked at me.
I bent down to look at the vending machine and took a can of coffee.
"How do you go back, sister?"
"Subway."
I squeezed the aluminum can and ignored him.
"I'll send you, sister."
"No."
"I came by car."
"I take the subway very quickly."
"What are you running away from, sister?"
The person in front of me looked at me with a smile.
The company's hallway lights had just gone out, and only the vending machine was glowing with a faint light, dappling his eyes.
It's like he can see through everything.
I laughed.
"Okay, the student is very kind."
I got into his car and I started to regret it a little bit.
I hated the moment when my head was completely empty, and I could only watch the lights streaming out the window.
The neon signs were tireless, and on closer reflection, it seemed as if it were almost Christmas.
Fingers rubbing the ring of the can, I told myself not to think, not to think.
"Sister, I remember that you didn't like to drink coffee before."
The person next to me opened his mouth unhurriedly and suddenly withdrew from my thoughts.
"You like sweets, don't you?"
"Is there one?" I like it."
As if disagreeing with him, I jerked open the can and took a big gulp.
The bitter liquid rushed down his throat, stroking every cold hair that was so bitter that it shook.
Really, what the hell is there to coffee.
10
I like to eat sweets, Lu Huai does not like it.
I didn't know it before, but it was Christmas, and I made a cake for him.
He accompanied me to the shop to get the cake, and at that time his expression was a little cold.
In late autumn, when the heating in the shop was on, I rubbed my face and carefully observed his expression.
"You don't like to eat?"
He looked down at me with clear eyebrows.
"I haven't eaten cake since I was ten years old."
"Why?"
"Sweet is dead."
"But I did it for you, Lu Huai."
He deserved to be lazy, reaching for the cake handed by the clerk, succinct and decisive.
"You eat it yourself."
Lu Huai, this man, is not good for anyone to do what he does.
So when I got home, I opened it up and tasted it myself, there was no light in the house, and after I lit the big candle, he came to rub me again.
The high bridge of his nose was pressed against my neck socket, and his voice was sticky and hoarse.
"Do you have a birthday or do you have a birthday?"
"You come over you, come, blow out the candles."
The flickering candle flame only illuminated a small square space, the beginner squeezed the cream, happy birthday A few words I wrote crooked and dirty, he laughed twice.
"It's ugly."
I just wanted to say you do what you write, and the candle was blown out.
Suddenly plunged into darkness, cold fingers hooked the back of my neck, pressed my head, and Lu Huai kissed the city aggressively.
He bit my earlobe, not too hard.
"You're much better than cake."
"I'll eat you for my next birthday, okay?"
When I woke up the next day, my whole body was in terrible pain.
This was not the case once or twice, and after taking a shower and rubbing his hair, the culprit just happened to enter the room.
"Don't make a cake next time."
He frowned.
"Why, you ate it?"
He didn't reply to me, he came over and took the hair dryer in my hand and rubbed the towel on my head with some irritation.
"Lu Huai."
"Huh?"
"Don't eat the cake if you don't want to eat it, and don't blow it if you don't want to blow your hair."
Later, I also tasted that cake.
It's not too sweet, but Lu Huai cut the cake neatly, half is half.
Many people who are indispensable will also taste things they don't like for me.
I was happy for a long time.
11
So, I hate to ride home in someone else's car.
Without squeezing the subway, without looking at the road ahead, I couldn't control myself in endless memories.
Hopelessly, he won't think of you, Lin Yue, but as soon as you let go, you think of him.
I didn't know when the car stopped, I looked back, and the people next to me were quietly watching me.
How long did he watch it?
I waved in front of him, thinking he was too tired.
"Go back and rest, I'm tired from work on the first day."
His gaze moved to the palm of my hand, and a half-dazed smile of unclear meaning appeared, and his voice was gentle.
"Sister Xue, I seem to know what Bian Zhilin's poem means."
"Good student, I didn't expect you to have an achievement in poetry."
He smiled, bent his eyebrows into a crescent moon, and muttered softly.
"Sister, good night."
"Dream of me."
A small flirtatious word came along with it, the moment I closed the car door.
I don't know if I heard it wrong.
Walking up the steps that were all too familiar in my daily life, I reluctantly pulled myself away from my memories.
There used to be perverted stalkers around here, so after living here for a few months, it was Lu Huai who accompanied me up this staircase.
Now I'm used to walking alone, and it doesn't seem like there's anything to be afraid of.
Today's moon is very bright, and the light that shines on the street lamp is not comparable.
I looked up at the end of the stairs, and there was a figure that I knew all too well.
It's amazing, so far away, I can still recognize him at a glance.
Once upon a time, too, he stood looking at me, and I had to run desperately to him.
"Lu Huai, what are you here for?"
Standing in front of him, I tried to make myself look less intimidating.
The moonlight reflected into his deep black pupils, and he had always been expressionless at me, even after the breakup.
There was a blue cover when his eyelashes were hanging down, and he didn't seem to be sleeping well.
"I'm going to get my stuff back."
The voice is also a bit hoarse.
"What?"
"Brother Shark."
"I threw it."
"You didn't throw it."
He tilted his head and cut it to pieces.
It is determined that I can't throw away what he sent, and I have no fear, and gently open the curtain to look at me.
"What have you done to me, Lu Huai?" I asked him.
He sneered, maybe the moon was too bright today, and his already deep eyes seemed to fill a mess.
"It was you who confessed to me, Lin Yue."
"You like me."
Step by step closer to me, until you push me into a corner.
His shadow even obscured my whole being, as if he had never given me such a sense of oppression.
"It's you who's stalking, it's you who's going to follow me upside down."
"Now you mention breaking up, why?"
"It's me who wants to break up..."
"Snap!"
A crisp noise swept through the silent night, until the palm of my hand was slightly numb, and I realized that I had given him a slap.
His face was a little sideways, not moving, his eyes hanging down, unable to see his expression clearly.
The night suddenly seemed endless and long, and I took a breath and looked at him silently.
"In fact, sometimes I envy you, Lu Huai, at least you can question others if you want to, and you can break up if you want to break up." 」
"At least you have people who like you, at least you can find new people after you break up." 」
"But I don't have anything."
"Even breaking up with you will make you angry and make you feel that I am not qualified."
The bright moonlight shone into the man's eyes, and he looked down at me in shock.
"Listen, Lin Yue doesn't like Lu Huai."
"From this moment on, never again."
12
"I decided to cut back the past."
Only the bar hall of the tavern was still slightly lit, my hand was scribbling haphazardly, and the person next to me filled me with wine and knocked on my glass by the way.
"Sister Xue, obviously there are many beautiful things in the past, why cut it twice?"
In fact, I turned over the address book, looked for a lot of people, three o'clock in the morning, and only Zeng Cheran this cub is interesting enough.
Although he seemed to have impure motives, he desperately poured me wine.
"But, but yeah."
The thought of that man made my nose sour.
"However, I felt like I had a long, long time with him, but I still couldn't catch him, I couldn't catch him."
"I like him, you know, how can there be an explanation for liking this kind of thing?"
"Well, how can there be an explanation for liking such a thing?" The person next to me looked at me quietly.
I was a little uncomfortable being stared at by him, and I slammed a large mouthful, and when I asked for him again, he covered the cup with his hand.
"Don't drink it."
"I don't know, I don't want you to drink it."
He smiled a little badly and stood up to check out, only to find that he hadn't dipped a few drops of wine.
"Why don't you get drunk with me, Zeng Cheran?"
"Then you won't be able to go home."
"Why don't you feel bad?"
He looked back at me, as if he couldn't hold back, and reached out and rubbed my head.
"You didn't see it when I was sad."
"Why are you upset?"
"Huh?" Why..."
The person in front of me suddenly stopped talking, and he led me for a while before turning back to look at me.
"Sister Xue, do you think that in fact, you have not had a good relationship at all?"
This question is a bit foreign to me.
I have always been so envious of you, Lin Yue, that I can fall in love with Lu Huai.
Talking with Lu Huai must be very happy, after all, he is so handsome, if I, I will not break up with Lu Huai in my life.
No one has ever told me, Lin Yue, you and Lu Huai are wrong.
I looked at him sheepishly.
The person in front of me stood in front of me wrapped in a coat, and the smile was bitter that I couldn't tell.
It was only after half a day that he regained his clear tone.
"Let's go, sister, fortunately Ming'er is on the weekend, otherwise you wouldn't have gotten up."
13
Later, I returned to a nine-to-five job.
The difference is that I don't think he thinks about it so often anymore and has thoroughly intruded into my life.
Why break in, because he became my neighbor.
"There's nothing surprising about it, sister, it's close to the company, and the rent is cheap."
Zeng Cheran stood between a pile of cardboard boxes, tilting his head to look at me.
But I clearly remember that the rent of the neighbor's brother still has half a year to pay.
But no matter what really happened, it was a fact that he had become my neighbor.
I nodded and helped him for his colleague's sake.
Near dusk, we both packed up our miscellaneous things, and it wasn't until the people next to us cried twice in the stomach that I reacted and it was time for dinner.
"Order takeaway, order takeaway, what does xuejie want to eat?"
Zeng Cheran jumped onto the sofa, stretched his limbs lazily, and pulled his mobile phone.
"Don't eat takeout all day long, you have to learn to cook it yourself."
I rolled up my sleeves and looked at him sideways.
"Haha, my cooking skills are limited to not starving myself to death."
I seem to have heard this sentence before.
Lu Huai is also, do not love to cook their own food, cooking skills are limited to cooking rice and below, for a while in order not to let him eat takeaway, I learned to cook by myself.
But my talent in cooking has not been much, it is difficult to do a word, and he also told me very pertinently that the next time I make a bento for him, he will die.
I practiced alone for a long time, experienced the death of generations of housemates, it is very strange, during that time Lu Huai did not complain about always eating takeaway.
I thought he had learned to eat in the cafeteria until one day I saw him holding a particularly delicate bento.
Later, I learned that a girl had been bringing him a bento for a few days.
He never told me, he was frank, and he said the girl was doing a lot better than me.
He knew I couldn't do anything, he knew I liked him, so he acted recklessly.
At that moment, I felt that after practicing so hard for so long, my hands were burned a few times like a fool.
"Spicy or tomato?" Sister!"
Zeng Cheran's voice pulled me back to reality, probably asking me what flavor I chose.
I was stunned and asked him, "Is the kitchen working?"
14
Because it was a newly moved home, there was really nothing to eat in the refrigerator, and Zeng Che leaned on the sliding door of the kitchen and said that he wanted what ingredients he wanted. "Is it so much trouble?"
"Can the student's business be called trouble, can't it?"
Zeng Cheran seemed to have the ability to do anything easily.
There are not many things you can find in the refrigerator, but the spices are all available.
Take a closer look, in fact, you can find that this kid's family is definitely not bad, the knives are imported, I don't know why I have to live in such a small place.
After I mixed the sauce of the noodles, Zeng Cheran also bought the ingredients back.
I used to imagine that after marrying Lu Huai, he could lean on the refrigerator and watch me cook, but now it seems to be a different person.
I looked at the person across from me who was sucking noodles and suddenly felt trance.
"If only one day I could be as brave as my sister."
He suddenly said such a sentence coldly.
I was stunned.
That was the first time I noticed that he was looking at another person through me.
People who giggle all day long, and then there are eyes that I have never seen before. So sad.
15
"The annual meeting of the new company, there is no problem in sending the two of you to it, right?"
In the office, the boss knocked on the desk and stared at me and Zeng Cheran.
Of course, there is a problem, I and Zeng Cheran's Position are simply not qualified to participate in such an important banquet.
Can I refuse, no.
Who knows what the BOSS's reflective big head is in, and it is very likely that she will accompany her baby daughter to the playground to play, and the time of the annual meeting will collide.
So that's why a company can't be strong.
I was sighing when Zeng Cheran suddenly said next to me, "I am participating in such an important meeting for the first time, do you have any experience, sister?"
I? I have it, but can I show cowardice in front of the new person, I can't.
"Cough, dress handsomely, walk straight, and then eat as much as you can?"
He burst out laughing.
"Well, in place."
……
The venue is located in the best hotels in the city.
Zeng Cheran dressed really handsomely, and after he lifted his forehead hair, he suddenly took off his childishness, but when he laughed, the two small tiger teeth were still the prototype.
I wrapped my arms around him and realized that he was so tall that along the way, there were people looking at us faintly.
"What do you think of that tiramisu?"
He bowed his head and spoke in my ear.
"It's not time to eat yet."
I swallowed.
"Look, someone took it."
"Go for a walk, go over there a little bit."
We finally moved to a relatively hidden place with a cake plate, acting fast and fierce like a thief, looking around the same way, swallowing the same mouthful, and finally the eyes collided, and we laughed violently.
There was still a little cream on his mouth.
"Oh, wipe it, I handed him a tissue."
"I think it's average."
He frowned as he wiped it.
"Some of them eat well."
I looked around, trying to find something else to eat, and I just intuitively felt that someone was looking at me, and I thought I was feeling wrong.
Until it crashed into those dark eyes.
Lu Huai, he is also here.
The black suit lined his face straight, and his face was as cold as ever, but he didn't know how long he had been watching me.
I stared back, and he turned and left.
In the large banquet hall, people in luxurious dresses and dresses laughed and laughed.
Most of the people here should not know me and Zeng Cheran, and without talking, we found a sofa in the corner to sit on.
It didn't take long for all the lights to go out one by one, and the host took the stage and entered the most boring part of the whole dinner.
Probably should have been the most boring, but when Lu Huai came to power, my heart still couldn't help but shake.
The rookie, the director, the man who was full of spirit on the stage, suddenly coincided with the brash teenager I remembered. Such a road is probably the existence of the center of other people's sight at any time.
After the headlights were turned back on, Zeng stood up sharply.
He stared dead in one direction, I didn't know what was going on, looked in that direction, and there was nothing.
"I'll go to the bathroom." He whispered to me.
Zeng Cheran was also quite strange today, and his expression was the same as that of a ghost.
So I was left alone in the hall, but no one should pay attention to me.
I aimed at the king crab on the dining table and prepared a large piece of fruit.
"Yo, isn't this Lin Yue?" Do plagiarists still have the face to attend a new dinner?"
Suddenly, a sharp and unpleasant voice sounded in his ears.
Chen Jia, if you remember correctly, when I was caught in the plagiarism storm, she was the one with the most fierce rhythm.
The voice was not low, and there were already people around looking at us one after another.
"Blood mouth spray people who will not, pay attention to the quality, sister."
I can only replace it with a verbal attack.
"Bloody mouths?" Lin Yue, where will anyone dare to ask you in the future as a designer like you? All the exhibited works dare to copy."
Quite a few people started whispering, and I discovered her true purpose.
There are many Party A who are here today, and these remarks will more or less affect my future career.
I don't understand where I've offended her.
Such a scene suddenly reminded me of three years ago, the accusations of not knowing people, the sins of people around me, and suddenly a dark figure flashed in my eyes.
Lu Huai originally looked at me from a distance, others did not know about this matter, he did not know that I had clarified this matter?
As long as he says a word, he says a lin yue is not wrong...
But he didn't hesitate to turn away, just as he had asked me to apologize three years earlier, and he was always sober and distant.
Chen Jia is still counting my guilt, more and more people have come together, but I can't think of anything, in fact, it's quite funny, Before the breakup, Lu Huai never stood by my side, how could it be after the breakup.
Later, it seemed that Zeng Che came back to relieve me of the siege, and seeing that I was not guarded, he took me directly to the balcony.
"It's nice to have a night breeze."
From here, the musical fountain at the bottom of the building is high and low, and the lights in the distance of the city extend to the horizon.
"Did you know?" I sucked in my nose.
"Just now, if he had come over and helped me say even a word, even a word, I might have fallen in love with him again."
"Isn't it particularly useless?"
"Special... It's useless."
By the end, the voice had become quieter and had turned into a crying voice.
I haven't cried in front of others for a long time, in fact, in the days when I just broke up, I secretly hid in the quilt and cried, just to know that no one would be sad.
Zeng Cheran hugged me.
It didn't seem like a much intimate hug, but rather a consolation, and he said it was okay, just forget about the person.
With misty tears in my eyes, I looked at the overlapping figures, and once held me a little tightly, in the noisy city, in the interlaced brilliance, as if completely forgotten.
16
"Can you go back by yourself?"
At the hotel gate, I wrapped my coat, and the cold wind lifted the forehead hair of the person in front of me, and I squinted at me.
Today he drove me here, but asked me to go back by myself.
The tone was gentle, but with an unquestionable posture, I had no problem going home by myself, but I was a little concerned about the change.
It seems that since the middle of the banquet, he has become very strange.
But he didn't explain it to me, but put a phone call to my ear and spoke to me as he stepped back.
"When you get home, remember to talk to me, sister!"
I nodded and watched him leave.
At night, the wind by the river is even worse, and the cars on the road pass by, and there are still many people scattered in front of the hotel, but the light and shadow are still so lonely.
I found a step to sit on, holding my chin to see, this time I don't know if I can get a taxi, the key unexplained tiredness is still sweeping in.
Until a car whistle sounds.
I find it odd, isn't it true that your ex always sees you in all sorts of awkward moments?
"Get in the car."
In a faint voice, I couldn't tell the emotion in his words, and when I didn't react, I tilted my head to look at him until he said it again.
"The cars in the back are all blocked, Lin Yue."
As if echoing his words, the grumpy whistle sounded, and the cold wind blew my brain shell a little painfully. I pursed my lips and pulled away from his chair in the back seat.
"Come down."
「？」
"Sit in front."
There was another series of whistles, and I looked at him through the rearview mirror.
He really looked like he was watching a good play.
Finally, I opened the co-pilot's door in resignation.
He smirked and pressed me to my seat with one foot of the throttle.
There was nothing to say along the way, I used to try everything to read his thoughts, everything I could to make him happy, now that I think about it, it's really tiring.
Maybe even today I can't ignore what I mean, but I've learned to be dead to him.
The car was parked firmly downstairs from my house, and I said thank you, and as soon as I touched the handle, he leaned over and pulled the door back.
"Who is he?"
In the darkness, his voice was a little hoarse, and the hair on his forehead was a little loose, and I couldn't see his expression clearly.
I also don't want to answer his questions.
"I'm asking you."
It wasn't until I touched his black eyes that I realized that the two of us were too close.
His eyes are very bright, he is obviously a lazy person, but his eyes are always so bright, looking at me, forcing me to answer.
"What does it have to do with you?"
He was still looking down at me, and I thought he wasn't going to make the next move, but he leaned over and kissed me, not a deep kiss, but a kiss that could be rubbed.
He murmured, "That's how he kissed you too?"
I pushed him away.
The door was pushed open a little roughly by me, and I didn't even choose the road, the street lamps that had fallen into disrepair, as if they couldn't see the darkness on that side, and the stairwell resounded with our staggered footsteps.
He followed.
17
"Lu Huai, do you remember why you used to accompany me home every night?"
I turned to speak to him.
He stood on the last step and squinted at me.
"Because I heard that there is a pervert in our generation who follows the girls."
"Do you want to be this kind of person now?"
"Which pervert talked to you for four years?" He sneered and approached me step by step.
I stepped back until I reached the railing.
"Ask again, what do you have to do with him?"
I stared at him and suddenly had a very absurd idea.
"Are you jealous?"
In the silent and dreary night, he took it for granted.
I was completely speechless.
"Hurry up, Lu Huai, we broke up."
I pushed him, and he let me make him stumble back twice, and suddenly smiled.
"Good night, Ah Yue."
I slammed the door shut.
I don't know if you remember, I said goodnight to you many times.
So much...
I don't want to say it to you again.
18
I've been a bit annoyed lately.
Lu Huai didn't know where to get my new mobile phone number, and every day he sent me some things that were not there, talking to himself, conceited and arrogant.
I just replied to him with a full stop, he can take a long sentence, I had to say to him, and then I will block it.
He was quiet for half a day until he sent me a goodnight in the evening.
Every day after that, he only sent me a good night.
I couldn't get back to him.
Back to him, just like my former self said to me, you see, as long as he bends over, you will fart up again.
After work that day, I saw him.
Dressed in a trench coat, he looked straight at me, both that face and the parked Maserati.
He was as if he was sure I would walk toward him.
From the underground garage, a car suddenly came and stopped in front of me.
"Wuhu, sister Xue, today is just right."
I pulled open the back seat door and sat in, giving me a thumbs up and noticing the man.
"Brother Lu Huai, come to you?"
From our past, Lu Huai was on the phone, and I thought to whom he was calling, and his phone rang.
I hung up.
He kept fighting.
When he blocked him, he changed his number.
"What the hell is going on?" I couldn't bear to answer the phone.
"What do you mean?" Overwhelming questioning tone.
"It's not interesting, Lu Huai, I love how it is, who do you think you are, you think I'm the same as before, I have to coax you." 」
It was as if it was the first time I yelled at him.
He was silent, silent, and asked me, "You'll be back, right?"
It was quiet and overwhelming.
"No."
Why?
"With you, I never seem to be happy."
Because Lu Huai is a very proud person, he will not coax me, will not make me happy, and will not remember those days that are very important to us.
He will not stand before me and say that I will protect you, even in the face of enemies all over the world.
In the end, it was my extravagance, and I liked it too much at that time to think it was okay to give you everything.
It doesn't matter if you feel unhappy, it doesn't matter if you don't think about it.
On the other end of the phone, there was a sudden silence.
I hurriedly hung up the phone and squeezed it tightly, only to realize how afraid it would ring again.
The car was so quiet, so quiet that I thought the road would never end again, until the car came to a slow stop and the person in front of me handed me a box of napkins.
"Have you cried enough?"
Zeng Cheran's tone was more like ridicule, and I looked at him in shock until I saw my own red eyes in the rearview mirror.
"Where are we?"
The car seemed to be parked on the shore of a shore because I heard the sound of the waves rolling in the distance. Zeng Cheran stretched his waist while talking, and he asked me to look underneath.
I looked down, the stars and lights connected into a track, the huge Ferris wheel tightly obstructed the endless sea, what to do, there is a playground here.
"When I was a kid, I thought there was a playground on the coast for me to play in."
He jumped out of the car and pulled open the door on my side.
"Let's go, just be my playmate when I was a kid?"
"I'm uncomfortable, now." I sucked in my nose.
"I know." He grabbed my wrist and pulled me up, "But I bought all my tickets."
And then I muttered something, I didn't hear clearly.
The salty wet sea breeze blew, and I had only seen the coast from afar before, but this was the first time I knew there was a playground here. Colorful cartoon characters float and dance in the silent night, and a whole playground is lit up, both lively and lonely.
"It's just the two of us?"
"It's almost over." Zeng Che didn't care much, but just pulled me forward.
He asked me if I was on the roller coaster, and I nodded.
Then almost lost his old life.
"Hello."
Zeng Cheran crouched next to me, squinting his eyes and smiling at me, I straightened up, there was a word called what to come, and the blood rushed to my head. So I played with him jumping machine, pirate ship, haunted house, obviously there were two people, the staff of the haunted house was still dedicated, and we finally staggered out of the haunted house and laughed inexplicably.
There was a moon in his eyes.
"Wow, I really can't stand it, that ghost is still drilling into my arms, what do you mean, you look at me?"
Zeng took two steps, stood on the flower bed, and looked down at me condescendingly. I was a little upset, he was tall.
"I just sneaked a few glances, and the female ghost who chased you took off her mask and was a bearded uncle."
"Hiss, uncle... It's not impossible."
I didn't have time to pay attention to the dangerous thoughts of Zeng Ran, because I saw a Ferris wheel, like a galaxy of reincarnation in the air, quietly emitting its own light.
"Let's go, it's the last one."
He pulled me forward.
He was wearing a very ordinary T-shirt today, the purple monster was growing fangs toward me, and I looked at his back and wondered when he would grow up.
No, probably... He's grown up.
I stared out the window at the sea.
I had never seen the sea in this way, the Ferris wheel slowly rising, the moonlight floating in the sparkling white.
"When we reach the top, all the unhappiness disappears, okay?"
"It's that easy."
I looked up at him.
He was sitting across from me, his hair a little messy.
Sometimes I can't stand him looking at me with lost eyes, like looking at another person, he calls my name, and everything in his eyes is clear again.
"There's one thing I've always wanted to tell you, I..."
Fireworks suddenly exploded in the sky, and the smoke tails slid down like rain, so loud that I couldn't hear what he was saying, and the colorful light fell into his eyes, like a pool of happy fireworks.
I couldn't hear it, but I could see it, and it was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen in my life. The vast expanse of the sea, the gorgeous fireworks blooming above it.
"Lin Yue——""
He called my name and I finally heard it clearly.
"From now on, if you are unhappy, you will remember this scene——"
"Because, it's really beautiful!"
It's like falling into a galaxy.
"Happy Birthday!" He said.
19
It turned out that it was my birthday.
I myself have forgotten that the noise of the city can always bring back a person's loneliness, and I have never forgotten my birthday before.
"Today... Thank you."
Standing in front of the door, I said to the people next to me.
Zeng Cheran inserted the key into the door lock and winked at me.
"No, sister, it's better to say that I want to thank you too."
"Thank me for that..."
Halfway through the conversation, I paused.
Sometimes I really want to know who he's looking through me.
However, that was his business, and I couldn't care less about it.
He just regained his relaxed tone and shook his hand at me and said goodnight.
I nodded and also took out the key to open the door.
The house is quiet, in fact, I am used to the overwhelming tiredness when I come home every day, but today my intuition tells me that there is something different.
My hand moved to the wall on the light switch.
"Don't turn on the lights."
A dull voice passed through the dreary room and fell into my ears.
"How did you get in?"
I took off my shoes and walked toward the sofa, the moonlight leaking only a silver silk thread, and I couldn't even see Lu Huai's expression.
"You lost a key to me before, forgot?"
"Then pay me back."
I looked at him condescendingly, the buttons of his shirt unbuttoned twice, cold and elegant when the moonlight fell, and he just looked at me for a long time.
"No, huh... Really take that shark and rob you of your marriage?" He said. I looked away, and for a moment I thought I was stupid too.
The shark that Lu Huai gave me I had not yet thrown, was being pressed under his palm, as if mockingly saying, you still can't forget him. "Don't be so childish?"
I wanted to pull away the shark and throw it away in front of him, but it was too distracting, but Lu Huai grabbed my wrist violently.
"Today... Have fun?"
His voice was itchy and astringent, with an inexplicable impatience.
"It's much happier to be with him than to be with me, isn't it?"
Even breathing can be heard.
I threw away his hand, not knowing what method to use to let him go, when he was such a proud man, when did he bend over. "You're not like you anymore." I looked down at him.
He still held my wrist, and today he didn't pull his hair behind his head like he did at work, as he did in college, and his hair looked soft, but he never let me touch it.
"Well, you forced me."
"I didn't force you."
"You told me about the breakup."
"You agreed."
He was silent.
In the four silent nights, every second was torture, he held my hand so tightly, I couldn't tell his feelings, but I felt that facing him, my heart was as uncomfortable as being screwed up.
"I thought it was easy to quit you, Lin Yue, you know, I thought it would be the same as quitting smoking, alcohol, or something else, but... You seem to be much more cruel than that."
"Yes, I don't know how to be good to you, I may not be able to make you so happy, but I, can... Learn."
"To be honest, I didn't think about not marrying you, the day you told me to break up, I was very angry, I thought you wouldn't leave me, I thought you would come back." 」
"It's my bad, I shouldn't let you go, how about you come back now, I..."
If I have something on hand, I will definitely hit him.
I know that I am an irrational person emotionally, Lu Huai is my youth, I admire people, I know.
Facing Lu Huai, I could never be calm, and it turned out that I really couldn't be light on this person, no matter what he did to me.
So when I yelled at him, the tears fell.
Obviously, there were countless nights before, I hid in the quilt to let him know that I was crying, just because he said that he didn't like girls who loved to cry.
After holding on for so long, at this moment, I still cried out in front of him without a fight.
The silence of the night was stretched infinitely long, and I could not see his expression clearly, but I felt that his eyes were blurry and blurry, and his voice was not like his own, sticky and hoarse.
"You go, okay, Lu Huai, you go away."
I said softly, as if the dust had settled.
I was doomed not to say goodbye to him for four years, even if every day after that, there would still be a dull pain in my heart when I thought of him. He reached out and touched my face.
"You're crying."
"Speaking of which, I don't think I've ever seen you cry." You've been smiling at me, you know, Lin Yue." "But you said to me, you're not happy with me."
Word by word, clear and short, he smiled a little bitterly, and finally stood up and walked toward the door.
I stared at his back until the door lock snapped.
The keys were placed on the coffee table, and the silly brown bear stood quietly.
20
In the romance novel, it is written that the heroine forgot her ex because of the appearance of the male protagonist, and finally they lived happily together. If only I could do that, simply forget about one person and choose another person who is good to me.
I think I know the answer, but I can't admit it so clearly.
I just sealed him up, reminding myself every moment not to think of him again.
Don't look back.
"Sister Xue, I see that you have been deserting for most of the meeting, do you remember what the boss said?"
Out of the conference room, Zeng Che followed me, and I sometimes envied him, and there was always an endless amount of energy.
"As long as it's not a salary increase, it has nothing to do with me."
"I'm going on a business trip this weekend."
Damn bald, I'll go back and cut him.
It was impossible to cut the boss, so I still came to the airport.
This business trip, except for me and Zeng Cheran. There is also a small colleague from another department.
She and Zeng Cheran were a hit-and-go, chattering non-stop along the way, completely saving me the time to move my mouth. Jiangzhou is a good city, and I heard that Zeng Cheran's hometown is in Jiangzhou.
"I'm back to my hometown, Teacher Zeng."
Colleague Xiao Zhao jumped to Zeng Cheran's side.
"Oh, when you get to my turf, you want to eat whatever you want."
Sometimes I wonder, is the pleasure of cooking a young person's?
I had no appetite for days.
"Sister Lin, aren't you happy?"
Xiao Zhao was nibbling on his puff pastry elbow, looking up at me as he nibbled.
Am I not happy?
I stared at the water in the bowl, pulled hysterically by the memory.
Lu Huai and I once had a trip that had been planned the night before, and it was also to a small water town in Jiangnan.
That day he stood by the bridge, wearing short sleeves with yellow and blue stitching, waving at me, and then handing me a bouquet of white chrysanthemums.
"Put it away, I'll only send you once in my life."
With a gentle word, he was still cold and dragged.
"I'll only send you one person."
My heart was originally a pool of clear water, and as soon as he stirred it, it rippled endlessly.
I sighed.
"You two one by one, Zeng Cheran came back to answer a phone call and ran away, Sister Lin, you too, what about eating a meal and sighing?"
"Stand up!"
The northeastern girl's personality seems to be uniquely cheerful, and after she reminded her, I also found that Zeng Cheran had not returned for a long time.
"He's going to come again... I lean on."
No wonder Xiao Zhao exploded his foul mouth, because at that time, we were eating lunch in an alley on the side of the street, and suddenly the roar of the sports car sounded.
It was possible that this was a young master, and tasting the food on the street on a whim would not surprise her so much.
But what got out of the car was Zeng Cheran.
It was zeng Cheran, who was curled up and touched the fish in the same office as us. In fact, I have rarely seen him not smiling, or cold face.
He was pretty cute most of the time, so when he pulled me away, I didn't react.
The chassis of the sports car was so low that I was almost tucked into his seat, and he held his hand on the door frame and looked at me and smiled.
"Sit down, sister."
It's a sister, not a schoolgirl.
"Eh, no, where are you two going, is there a place for me, well????"
Xiao Zhao also ran out, looking at only two seats and expressing great incomprehension.
"You go straight back to the hotel and see what I do?"
Zeng Cheran put his hand on the car window and lifted his sunglasses up, but also expressed his understanding.
「？？？」
Xiao Zhao seemed to have something to say, and Zeng Cheran had already stepped on the accelerator.
I have something to say too.
"What do you want to do?"
I asked, and he didn't answer, the sunglasses obscured his eyes, and he had a cold face except for a brief smile.
Very rushed.
"You're going to tell me what happened."
Still pursing his lips, staring ahead.
"I'll leave without you talking."
Finally stopped the car, which looked like a tall office building, and he came down and pulled me along, and I called out his name.
He just stopped.
"Do me a favor, okay?"
The voice was low, painful and confused, and I had never seen him like that.
"What a busy, you..."
21
I was taken through the floors by a familiar road, and we arrived at what seemed to be a private studio, the winding corridor was orderly and artistic, and it was easy to look at every corner.
He seemed to know the clerk inside.
"That's her."
He pressed my shoulders and told me to face the short-haired woman sitting reclining on the couch.
The woman looked at me with her pocket and swept me up and down, and I hated the scrutinized look and hid back.
She just laughed.
"No wonder you put so much thought into it, the little sister is really beautiful."
She came over and took my hand and pressed me to the dresser with the huge mirror, and I realized that she was going to put on makeup for me.
Halfway through the painting, she suddenly whispered softly in my ear:
"I don't want to pull the end of your eye up so you're more like her."
she.
It seems that all the changes in her mood are all because of her.
"However, your temperament is completely different, although the facial features are very similar."
"Who is she?"
"An Mingyu."
"An Mingyu?"
"Haha, didn't zeng mention it to you, too, as long as others shout this name, he will explode."
In fact, I had a premonition that I had clearly regarded me as someone else, but when I really heard others say this, my heart was still pulled a little.
"Well, don't be sad, the girl who wants to marry the young master zeng can drain the water from here, and it is not bad to be a stand-in."
"I didn't..."
Zeng Cheran came back from outside, we all shut up in unison, he carried a few paper bags, and the woman asked what it was.
"Clothes, I don't know what kind of clothes you like, so I bought a few more."
The last few words are addressed to me.
"I..."
This kind of paper bag of clothes looks valuable.
"Oh, it's all white, it's not a style, listen to my sister, how about this one?"
The woman with the short hair had picked out a dress to show me, a pure white dress that looked much more advanced than what I wore at either the graduation party or the cocktail party.
Zeng Cheran didn't react at all, he just stared at the white dress out of his mind. When I finished and walked out, his eyes lit up, and then suddenly dimmed.
"Let's go."
He held out his hand to me.
22
It was the most shocking wedding I've ever had.
The city's largest cathedral hosted the wedding, and the luxury cars were like streams of light, so bright that I could even find faces in the crowd that I often saw on TV.
I put my arm around Zeng Cheran, he was too stiff, especially when the waiter took the invitation and said that the bride An Mingyu's relatives and friends were here to please.
He was eager to kill the waiter with his eyes.
The whole venue is full of luxury, I used to think that the jewelry gold and silver shop is too tacky, now I think, it is not tacky, the host just wants you to know that he has this strength.
Zeng Cheran and I stood in front of a dessert plate, wondering if this Black Forest Brownie would be better than last time, and Zeng Cheran definitely didn't think about this.
"I haven't seen her in a long time."
He said suddenly softly.
"Oh, it's like that when we meet again..."
He muttered something, and I didn't listen.
The music of the scene slowly sounded, and I could feel the breath of the people around me until the light fell on the long corridor of the flower stand, and the appearance of the groom finally made me understand why he was so angry.
The groom was an old man in a suit who looked sick.
Zeng Cheran seemed to be trembling.
If he could grab it, he wouldn't sit here gritting his teeth and crunching.
"Let's go, Zeng Cheran."
I pulled the corner of his coat.
He turned his head to look at me, and the light was so dim that I saw that there was a sparkle in his eyes.
Dappled in light and shadow, his gaze was lost as if it were about to dissipate.
"Since you don't want to see it, don't look at it, let's go."
He just looked at me with such a stunned look.
I dragged him a little, he didn't move, and when I dragged again, he followed me.
The eyes of the audience seemed to focus on the bride who was slowly appearing, quietly, and those people seemed to leave only a vague outline. I walked through zengche, and the idol of the angel went in the opposite direction.
I glanced a few times, and the bride was wearing a veil, and I couldn't see clearly.
Zeng Cheran's voice was surprisingly hoarse.
"Do you know why I'm looking for you today?"
"I just want her to see it, and I can do without her."
"But I look a lot like her, don't I?"
Out of the church, I didn't know where to go, so I could only look for the river wind to pull him.
Stars and dots of lights spread over the city, and when you cross the road, under the fountain surrounded by angels, the huge moon is reflected in the sparkling river.
"Doesn't that prove that you can't live without her?"
There are barbecue stalls scattered by the river, and it is clear that they have just participated in the party of staggering and staggering, but the city at this time has sprinkled people with fireworks.
I found two beers at the stall.
Knocking against the mouth of the bottle, the river always seemed to flow tirelessly.
"I'm running away again." He said softly.
23
The early summer night breeze suddenly swept by, and he and I were lying on the railing, and the ship went from one end to the other, and there was nothing to see.
"Zeng Cheran, it's disgusting that you think of me as your favorite stand-in."
As if surprised by the directness of what I said, he was stunned.
"It's no use apologizing now."
Follow me to see the moon reflected on the river.
"I'm sorry, Sister Xue, I've been planning to get close to you for a long time, but the first time I saw you, I couldn't help but want to get close to you."
"I... I can't tell you how I feel about you, and I admit that I can't separate you from her, but I can't deny my feelings for you."
"Sister?"
Seeing that I didn't react, he called out to me again.
"You like that."
I squeezed the beer bottle in my hand and murmured.
The wind by the river is wrapped around it, and it is as if it is going to be blown where.
I don't understand where the dull pain in my heart comes from, it will sweep towards me in a little bit of self-tossing and turning.
But today, zeng Che ran like this, I was extremely irritable to see.
It was nothing more than seeing in him a shadow of myself, a confused and paranoid man, addicted to the light that another man had brought, so that he could no longer find the way out.
I had had enough, and that day, when I dragged Zeng Cheran away, I finally had enough.
"Sober up." I said to him.
"What does it mean that she would rather marry an old man than marry you?"
"It's just money, status, or people, and there's always one more important than you."
Lu Huai he was able to agree to your breakup that day said something - nothing more than, you are not so important.
That's what I figured out.
I stood there looking up at Lu Huai for four years.
By the end, I couldn't tell if he was good or bad, and he was even deeply imprinted in my memories.
I've been trying to forget him for the past few days, only to find out later that I was so obsessed with forgetting him that I was crazy enough to take a stand-in to an ex-girlfriend's wedding scene.
Zeng was silent for a long time.
The short-haired woman who designed the shape for me said that even if I mentioned the name, he would explode, and I thought he had to rush with me.
He was quiet, the moon today was beautiful, like the Milky Way scattered in his eyes, and this time he looked at me, and finally he was not passing through another person.
"I know." He said.
"But it's hard to forget someone."
Oh, yes.
Everything in the world is nothing more than a bad void, so it will always be pursued, constantly making fools, trapped in square inches, and mediocrity to disturb themselves. Some people know it, but they don't want to take a step.
"Don't forget."
The moon in the sky was bright and hollow, reflecting the twists and turns of the river, I said softly.
Let it stay there, one day, and then remember that time, not unforgettable, not toss and turn.
You suddenly remember the summer he hugged you, the cicadas chirping, it was just beautiful and regrettable.
24
Later, Zeng Resigned.
In fact, if you think about it, the day he entered the company, I had never heard of personnel changes.
Boss's attitude towards him is also vague, I heard that his family has a very good background in Jiangzhou, this will, probably really ready to inherit the family business.
The house next door was also empty, it was really empty, and all the furniture was left there intact, but he never came back. My days are still lackluster.
Occasionally looking at the seat next to me, I also think of the big boy who giggled and laughed, and that night was like a fireworks streaked by a shooting star.
I went to that playground again, and I realized that it was a private territory, and the whole hill was wrapped up.
We cannot erase the traces of other people who have appeared in your life, nor can we deny that it has touched you so deeply that it has touched you. Whatever the purpose, whether in the end it is sad or not.
Because, you always have to go forward.
In the first year of Zeng Cheran's departure, my third year of graduating from college, something quite unexpected happened.
I was "rehabilitated."
In fact, at that time, I didn't have much weight, and it was difficult for old things to be pulled out and explained clearly.
I actually vaguely know who is helping me, the largest party A is from Jiangcheng, and a lot of the information involved is only known to me and Zeng Cheran at that time.
In addition to this, it was the leaders and teachers of my school at that time who raised my reputation to a higher level.
They collectively came out to testify about this matter, and even pulled out the girl who framed me at the time to apologize to me, and who promoted it, in fact, I guessed it.
But forcing myself not to think about that name has become my habit.
I had a reunion with my girlfriend who had a particularly good time in college at that time, and when the wine reached three points, she said to me confusedly that I was framed at that time, and Lu Huai secretly helped me a lot.
One of his brothers had a broken mouth and said I had copied the dog, and he even got into trouble with the man.
"At that time, you didn't get very close to Zeng Cheran, Lu Huai always asked me about your news, and he didn't want to tell you personally." "He's just like that, he's so proud, you know, he's so awkward, he won't allow you to see him jealous."
"Did you say regret, ha, now think about whether I should have told you then, if I did, maybe you..."
The last bottle of wine was also drunk.
I looked out the window and could see a few stars today, a little lonely, a little imperfect.
Yeah, not perfect, gone is gone, can't come back.
But life still has to go forward, spring to winter, one after another.
Later, I got married.
White pigeons flew by, I had never seen myself in a wedding dress, the makeup artist put on the veil for me, and my girlfriend came from the side.
"Ah Yue, I told you that I just saw a handsome man."
"How old are you, and you're still crazy."
Xiao Lu was the roommate I met later, and the three views unexpectedly fit in, and gradually they played together.
"But I thought he was sick, and he put a particularly large doll in his place and left."
"He was obviously dressed so formally, I thought you knew him, he left, do you think he sent the wrong person?" 」
"Ah Yue, Ah Yue?"
Then, then, ah, the celebrant called my name, and I went up to the flower gallery, to the people I loved, and the church bells rang, and they said that the bridegroom could kiss the bride.
Until sunset dusk, the shark fell silently on the chair.
——
"Wait, one day I get married the groom is not you, see what you do?" 」
"Then I'll have an AK47 with Brother Shark."
"Take you out of your newlywed car."
Closed