Life is like a great stage, and we are like a drama on the stage, born and ugly, showing the heavens and the earth different. The woman in front of the live camera is not a light makeup, showing the best side of herself to all kinds of people at the end of the camera.
"Hello, welcome to 1122 Pin Mou Media, here is every Monday night from 9:00 to 11:00 am "Dirty Friends" program, I am still your day dog's Xu Lao Wet ~"
Familiar opening words, dissipating the tiredness of yesterday, and starting a new week
The live broadcast topics that have long been remembered in the mind are pulled out like a bullet screen, and then shared with the fans and tourists at the other end of the camera, sharing your joy and me. Sometimes playful, sometimes feminine, this is the Live Xu Lulu, fans gave her a title: "Xu Lao Wet".
"Dirty" seems to have become a unique label of Xu Lulu. "The role of Xu Laoshi was created by me, customized for the special program of "Friends in The Dirt", she has an independent mind, an independent personality, and her own taste and dressing style. Xu Laoshi, who does live broadcasting every Monday, has a great contrast with Xu Lulu, who usually does live broadcasting, and is even more different from himself in real life. Sometimes I also wondered if Xu Laoshi was another personality that I had split off. ”
Not to put on a mask, to pretend to be sincere, on the contrary, every live broadcast of Xu Lulu is carefully prepared, whether it is from the topic selection, or makeup and dress, it is decided after thinking about it one by one. At 9 o'clock live broadcast, Xu Lulu will prepare at least half an hour in advance to the live broadcast room, make up, debug, sort out thoughts, adjust mentality, just to show fans a perfect self after the start of the broadcast.
Before entering the live broadcast industry, Xu Lulu, engaged in clothing design, also doubled as a graphic model, endorsed the famous Italian skin care brand VERGINE, even if the economic income is so rich, it has not been able to resist the novelty "temptation" of the anchor. "Maybe there is providence in the dark, at the beginning I just held the mentality of playing, very interested in being an anchor, and I was also very curious." So far as a 1-year anchor, I never thought that I would go so far on the road of live broadcasting, the more I went to the later stage, the more I felt that live broadcasting was a job that I wanted to keep working hard, looking back on the past, I found that all this was wonderful. ”
Looking back on this year, the daily rouge powder, dressed in Chinese clothes, collided with the virtual emotions on the Internet. All this seems so easy to outsiders, and can be as popular as a star artist, but behind it, there is a waistache that sits in front of the computer for many years, a throat that smokes due to long-term continuous talking and singing, and even suffers from some strange eyes and the caution of words and deeds as a public figure.
However, Xu Lulu persisted, because the anchor is a profession, and it is not so simple to do it well. "Maybe some people can enter the live broadcasting industry with their innate self-advantages, but if they are only like this, they must not be able to develop in the long run." As an anchor, you can have no excellent talent, you can not have a natural beauty, but you must have excellent emotional intelligence, dealing with people, and the mentality of encountering things, which are one of the factors that determine whether you will go further on the road of anchors. ”
Just like a roller coaster, people's lives are always up and down, after Xu Lulu engaged in anchors, he more or less encountered a low period, and also thought about retreating and giving up.
"I have been an anchor for a year, and the biggest difficulty I have encountered is that I can't break through myself during the bottleneck period for a long time. At the lowest point, the income fell sharply, just like the stock market was green and still trapped, so low that it was not as low as the first month of entering the company, have you ever dreamed of falling from the sky? Looking back on that time, after experiencing various mental breakdowns and self-tearing day and night, at that time I thought that I had a split personality or a neuropathy, which sounded terrible, after all, this is pisces paper. ”
The high income is not the reason why she persevered, but the colleagues and fans who accompanied her along the way. Every time When Xu Lulu feels helpless and wants to give up, her direct management will patiently analyze her and support her; the boss of the guild will also use his life experience to enlighten her and make her rekindle her fighting spirit; the fans in the live broadcast room will also give her the greatest encouragement and support at the other end of the camera. "None of them gave up on me, how can I give up on myself?"
After removing the makeup of The Chinese clothes, Xu Lulu is like unloading a heavy pressure, just want to take the family's pet dog, find a lake and mountains, scatter the heart, and empty the heart to wash a lead.
Nowadays, too many anchors have emerged in this Internet era, maybe you will meet an anchor like Xu Lulu who has a "double personality", maybe you will encounter only a skin bag, but in any case, there are really not many anchors who can meet a friend with sincerity. "Although it is often said to exchange hearts for hearts, but in the network world, everyone exists virtually, he (she) and reality will be different, at the beginning I used my heart in exchange for betrayal or abandonment, very sad and desperate, and then a long time, the number of experiences, slowly numb, the network world can not understand anyone's ideas, and what I need to do is what I often say: fans abuse me thousands of times, I treat fans like first love!" 」
She is such a person, she is Xu Lulu