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A boy named Zheng Chenghua was born in Shenyang in 1967, and in this year, a girl named Liu Yan was also born in Shenyang.
Compared with Liu Yan's family situation, Zheng Chenghua's family is much better. When he was a child, he had no worries about food and clothing, and after completing his studies, he entered the fourth construction company in Shenyang. Because of his excellent work, he won the honors of "Model Worker" and "Young Commando".
At that time, he was full of spirits.
Just when Zheng Chenghua was full of spirits, he met Liu Yan, who was an ordinary worker at that time, liked to sing and dance, and she fascinated Zheng Chenghua.
The young couple soon became lovers and decided to marry and have children.
On August 22, 1991, their daughter was born, because she liked to star in "Shanghai Dancer", "Jianghu Girl" and other films such as actress Zheng Shuang, Liu Yan named her daughter Zheng Shuang.
But what Liu Yan and Zheng Chenghua didn't know was that a year before Zheng Shuang was born, a boy named Zhang Heng was born in Shanghai, and he will change the fate of their family in the future.
01
After having a child, Zheng Chenghua felt that his responsibility was heavy. In order to give his wife and children a good living condition, he decided to fight, he resigned from his original unit, started a business, ran a heating company, and was very busy every day.
When Zheng Chenghua started a business, Liu Yan also decided to realize her dream, and she wanted to enter the university.
To this end, after putting Zheng Shuang to sleep at night, she would move a bench and sit in the kitchen to study.
However, contrary to her wishes, she was not admitted.
After the college dream was shattered, Liu Yan picked up another dream, she wanted to be a star.
Before marrying Zheng Chenghua, for this dream, she studied in an amateur singing class, and her favorite singer was Teresa Teng. For this reason, she also went to the nightclub to sing when she had time, but she did not become famous.
When the college dream was shattered, Liu Yan rekindled the dream of stardom. She went to the nightclub again to sing, and at night she handed over the young Zheng Shuang to her mother's care.
It's just that Liu Yan's dream of stardom is shattered again, and the nightclub where she is stationed is closed.
This made Liu Yan very sad.
Just when Liu Yan was sad, she noticed that her daughter Zheng Shuang looked very cute and had a strong sense of music and dance.
She suddenly had an idea, she wanted to make her daughter a star, and let her daughter realize her dream of stardom instead of her.
So she formulated a "ten-year plan" for Zheng Shuang to be admitted to North Film.
02
When Zheng Shuang was included in the "Ten Year Plan", Liu Yan began to militarize her.
When Zheng Shuang was 4 years old, she sent Zheng Shuang to a dance class to practice dance.
When Zheng Shuang was 6 years old, she enrolled Zheng Shuang in piano classes and paid a one-time tuition fee for 2 years.
But for Liu Yan, this is not enough. In addition to dance and piano, she let Zheng Shuang learn flute, acting, English, swimming...
In order to focus on cultivating Zheng Shuang, Liu Yan even quit her job. This also led to Zheng Shuang's childhood spent almost in various cram schools, and she had no friends.
Unlike many parents' "praise-style education" for their children, Liu Yan implements "critical education" for Zheng Shuang, and no matter how well Zheng Shuang does, it is difficult for her to get a word of praise from her mother.
Along with this, once Zheng Shuang made a mistake, Liu Yan not only verbally "destroyed" Zheng Shuang, but also hit Zheng Shuang's hand with a small stick.
Once Zheng Shuang was practicing the piano at home, there was a sound that was not played well, Liu Yan was furious, and it was a scolding to Zheng Shuang.
Zheng Shuang was scolded and cried.
Hearing his daughter's crying, Zheng Chenghua hurried over. He felt that his wife disciplined his daughter too strictly, and he told Liu Yan that he hoped she would not be so harsh.
When Liu Yan heard this, he didn't get angry and quarreled with Zheng Chenghua.
Watching his father and mother arguing fiercely, Zheng Shuang cried even more fiercely.
In the process of arguing, Zheng Chenghua picked up a massage hammer and smashed a large pit on the piano.
Seeing that the situation was getting more and more out of control, Zheng Shuang pulled Zheng Chenghua's sleeve and said, "Dad, don't be angry." Mom, I practice well and never make you angry again. ”
Zheng Shuang sat down at the piano again, and she dried her tears. Because Liu Yan once told her that crying loudly was a very annoying behavior.
Therefore, Zheng Shuang, who is very young, has to hold back tears many times and hold back not to cry.
For Liu Yan's cultivation of Zheng Shuang, some neighbors, relatives and friends also have opinions, and they all feel that Liu Yan has done a little too much. But Liu Yan felt that she had done the right thing, and she also had her reasons, she said: "Yan Que An knows the ambition of the Honghu." If you don't work hard now, you will be like us in the future as ordinary employees, with a fixed salary, and there will be nothing to do. ”
However, 10 years is a long time, and Zheng Shuang cannot follow the route planned by Liu Yan in the process of growing up.
When Zheng Shuang was 12 years old, an incident that happened to her made Liu Yan very sad.
03
In 2003, 12-year-old Zheng Shuang failed to follow the route planned by Liu Yan and was admitted to the Beijing Dance Academy Affiliated Elementary School.
This made Liu Yan very sad, but she did not give up the "ten-year plan", and it happened that she heard a friend say that the Sichuan Dance Academy in Chengdu was recruiting.
So she made a decision, she wanted to send Zheng Shuang to the Sichuan Dance Academy to study, and this meant that Zheng Shuang, who had never been separated from her for a long time, wanted to study and live alone in Chengdu.
Zheng Shuang did not want to go to Chengdu, but her thoughts were not important to Liu Yan.
Before going to Chengdu, Zheng Shuang cried and told Liu Yan that she didn't want to leave, but Liu Yan said to her: "You cry, if you continue to cry, I will not send you tomorrow." ”
Zheng Shuang had to embark on the train to Chengdu alone.
After arriving in Chengdu, because of the problem of accent, she was ridiculed as a small countryman in the northeast. Because she was too thin, she was also ostracized by her classmates. In order to integrate into the group of classmates, she had to deliberately please them, and even pretended that she liked rice very much.
But when she did, their attitude towards her didn't improve much.
Zheng Shuang is very lonely and miserable.
And because of her mother's mother-in-law discipline of her, she was full of grievances and pain and could not find anyone to tell.
But these bad emotions need to be cathartic? How did Zheng Shuang do it?
She wrote a diary.
In her diary she wrote about her pain and loneliness.
She wanted to go home.
When Zheng Shuang was able to return home, she had been studying in Chengdu for 2 years. When they returned home during the winter vacation of the second year, Liu Yan and Zheng Chenghua saw that Zheng Shuang had frostbite on his hands and ears, Liu Yan's rare heart softened once, and after consulting with Zheng Chenghua, she decided to let Zheng Shuang come back, and if Zheng Shuang studied for another year, he would graduate from the Sichuan Dance Academy.
Although Liu Yan did not let Zheng Shuang study at the Sichuan Dance Academy, she did not give up on the dream of stardom.
04
In 2007, Liu Yan took Zheng Shuang to Beijing, because the enrollment of opera, northern film and Chinese opera began.
After arriving in Beijing, 16-year-old Zheng Shuang plucked up the courage to resist Liu Yan once. She told Liu Yan that she did not want to take the exams for shangju, beiying and chinese opera.
Liu Yan was very angry when she heard this, and she said to Zheng Shuang: "How can you still choose this?" ”
Zheng Shuang hit back at his mother, "Growing up, you were making choices for me, I don't like it." ”
So Liu Yan began to tell Zheng Shuang how much she had paid for her and how much she had invested in her future.
Zheng Shuang knew that this time the rebellion she had failed.
Zheng Shuang followed her mother into the examination halls of Shangju, Beiying and Chinese Opera, and she was admitted to these three institutions of higher learning at the same time.
Finally, under liu Yan's choice, Zheng Shuang entered Beiying, becoming the youngest student in the undergraduate class of Beiying 07 acting department, and became classmates with Kan Qingzi, Jing Tian, Chai Biyun and others.
A year later, Zheng Shuang participated in the activities held by Hunan Satellite TV and Sohu to select "Shancai" for the TV series "Let's See the Meteor Shower", and she stood out from tens of thousands of people and was designated as the actress of "Let's See the Meteor Shower" "Chu Yuxun".
In 2009, "Let's See the Meteor Shower" was broadcast and received super high ratings.
Zheng Shuang, 18 years old, was on fire.
Subsequently, she starred in the second part of the "Let's See the Meteor Shower" series, "Let's See the Meteor Shower Together", and fell in love with Zhang Han, who played her lover in the play.
Watching her daughter achieve such results and become a real big star, Liu Yan is very happy. However, after Zheng Shuang became famous, "his temperament changed greatly", and Liu Yan found an abnormality, but she did not intervene too much.
05
After becoming famous, Zheng Shuang admitted in an interview with the media: "I have never been noticed by so many people, and I feel that I have no capital and am very unconfident." ”
This lack of self-confidence affected her life, because she was afraid that she would not be worthy of a boyfriend, so she ran to plastic surgery. Fearing that fans would dislike her after gaining weight, she began to diet wildly and thinned herself into a bamboo pole.
However, in addition to her lack of self-confidence, she began to show her rebellious and crazy side, and she was able to rebel and be crazy because she had enough capital after becoming famous.
She also dared to tell her mother again what she really thought.
Once she said to Liu Yan, "Mom, you owe me an apology." ”
Liu Yan was stunned and asked her: "I sacrificed myself to cultivate you, and then I still owe you an apology?" ”
Zheng Shuang said bluntly: "I knew you would say this, you never admitted that you were wrong, cultivated me according to your ideas, and never considered my feelings." ”
Liu Yan coldly left her a sentence: "How does a child feel?" ”
Liu Yan never really entered her daughter's heart, and did not listen to her daughter's heart well and seriously.
When the inner wounds cannot be healed by the family, Zheng Shuang looks for it in love, but whether it is Zhang Han or the later Hu Yanbin, they cannot heal Zheng Shuang.
On the contrary, Zheng Shuang was more self-indulgent.
When Zheng Shuang's contract with Tianyu expired in 2016, she set up a personal studio to take care of her brokerage affairs by her mother Liu Yan, father Zheng Chenghua, and some relatives.
They saw Zheng Shuang release himself again and again, but they still chose not to intervene too much, but in the eyes of the outside world, Zheng Shuang's abnormality was not important to them, what was important to them was that Zheng Shuang could make money.
What is even more surprising is that Zheng Chenghua, the father who once hurt Zheng Shuang, began to smear Zheng Shuang.
Zheng Chenghua used Zheng Shuang's fame to sell masks and run a restaurant, but he did not operate well, but the mask and the restaurant had problems.
He also "meddles" Zheng Shuang's feelings, he opened a paid Q&A to answer the emotional questions between Zheng Shuang and Zhang Han, who were asked by netizens, and he also said that Hu Yanbin was a big turnip.
After such "meddling", Zheng Chenghua gained heat, and he enjoyed the feeling of becoming a "celebrity".
In order to become a celebrity, he followed Zheng Shuang on a variety show and also produced the movie "Beauty Pageant Twins Tianjiao".
Even Zheng Chenghua wanted to borrow Zheng Shuang to hype. In 2016, Zheng Chenghua and Zheng Shuang participated in the reality show "Whirlwind Filial Piety" together, in this reality show, Zheng Chenghua specially challenged Zheng Shuang to kiss the scene.
Fortunately, Zheng Shuang felt that this was inappropriate, rejected him, and said: "You are not my mother, so it is not right to kiss him." ”
But at that time, Zheng Chenghua would not have thought that a man Zheng Shuang met 2 years later would crush his "celebrity dream".
06
In 2018, Zheng Shuang participated in the robot fighting reality show "This! It's Iron Armor."
In this reality show, Zheng Shuang and Zhang Heng met, and Zhang Heng served as the event director of this show.
Zheng Shuang took the initiative to ask for Zhang Heng's WeChat, and then the two chatted and met privately, and it wasn't long before the two became boyfriend and girlfriend.
When Zhang Heng became Zheng Shuang's boyfriend, her fans were dissatisfied, because they felt that Zhang Heng was inferior to Zhang Han and Hu Yanbin.
In the face of fans' disapproval, Zheng Shuang chose to be domineering to protect her boyfriend, and she posted that she finally met a person who could show affection and love, and she would not miss it. She also said "I love Zhang Heng, Zhang Heng loves me".
They partnered to open a company, and Zheng Shuang also took Zhang Heng to participate in the variety show "Daughters in Love".
However, in "Daughters in Love", the audience sees the problem of their feelings, and the audience finds that Zhang Heng likes cold violence, while Zheng Shuang likes others to guess her thoughts.
In December 2019, they broke up.
After breaking up with Zhang Heng, because of economic disputes, Zheng Shuang sued Zhang Heng, and then Zhang Heng was exposed to being restricted from consumption, owed debts and loans, and "absconded" to foreign countries.
At that time, in the eyes of the outside world, Zhang Heng was a scumbag.
However, whether it is Zheng Shuang or her parents, or the melon eating masses, they did not expect that on January 18, 2021, Zhang Heng exposed a shocking melon, which directly "destroyed" Zheng Shuang and her parents.
On this day, Zhang Heng debunked rumors that he was in debt and absconded, saying that he was taking care of two children in the United States. Subsequently, his friends exposed the birth certificates of the two children, proving that the father of the two children was Zhang Heng and the mother was Zheng Shuang, and netizens found information on the website of the United States that Zhang Heng and Zheng Shuang were going to fight a divorce lawsuit in March.
As more information was exposed, Zheng Shuang was suspected of secret marriage and surrogacy and childbirth.
What made all this hammered out was the recording released by Zhang Heng's friends, which was the audio of Zhang Heng's family communication with Zheng Shuang and her parents. And the audio was recorded when the two children were in the surrogate mother's belly for 7 months.
In this audio, Zheng Chenghua said: "What can I do?" I can only abandon it. Liu Yan said: "Send someone, just don't see it." Zheng Shuang said: "I can't beat it, TMD, I'm bored."
When the public heard this audio, it was found that Zheng Chenghua and Liu Yan not only did not cultivate Zheng Shuang's sound personality, but with the passage of time, Zheng Shuang had become very cold and selfish. And when Zheng Chenghua and Liu Yan could easily say the words of abandoning their grandchildren, everyone knew that this family was very cold and selfish.
Although Zheng Shuang and Zheng Chenghua both issued statements the next day, exposing Zhang Heng's cheating, soft rice and hard eating, and owing money, they avoided the heavy and light, and avoided the problem of surrogacy and abandonment.
At this time, the public thoroughly understood that Zhang Heng was not a good person, but relatively speaking, Zheng Shuang's problems were more serious, because surrogacy and abandonment already involved moral issues, ethical issues, and legal issues.
Zheng Shuang had to pay the price for his actions, after all, the child did not want to want, do not throw away the items.
Major official media have severely criticized her, and the radio and television commentary has issued a long article saying that Zheng Shuang will not be given any opportunity to speak out, which means that Zheng Shuang is listed as a bad artist and completely banned.
This also means that Zheng Shuang's acting career has ended.
At this time, everyone also clearly understood that Zheng Shuang's original family had become one of the important reasons for "destroying" her.
Who would have thought that Liu Yan wanted her daughter to become a big star, but in the end she became a bad artist with a worldwide reputation.
An interesting thing is that Zheng Shuang once participated in a show in which she said: "Before the age of 30, I want to give myself some wayward opportunities." After the age of 30, it is unlikely to be realized. ”
Zheng Shuang did give herself the opportunity to be willful, and before she turned 30 on August 22 this year, she used her willfulness to ruin her career and reputation.
I don't know if the price she feels worth it? I don't know if Liu Yan and Zheng Chenghua regret making their daughters stars?