This is me—a fool who doesn't know the times

Even though the world is cold, I still want to embrace the world with a warm heart,

Even if people are cold, I still want to have a hot heart.

I may lose, I may lose myself

Maybe you can't get there anywhere? Maybe I've lost everything,

How to struggle? It can only be in vain.

However, everything doesn't matter, I just want to be myself.

One

In the morning, on the way to work, I met an old man in his 60s, fainting on the side of the road, convulsing from time to time. People passing by around walked around like plague gods. I stopped the bike, quickly ran over, saw the old man's face pale, spit white foam, knew that the situation was very serious, I immediately stopped a passing car, asked the driver to take the old man to the hospital, when the driver learned of the situation, the head did not turn back to the accelerator slipped away. I stopped the second car, and the driver shook his head after asking about the situation. Immediately after that, I stopped the third, the fourth... But no car was willing to take the elderly to the hospital, so I had to call the 120 emergency center.

The old man convulsed more severely, and rolled his eyes from time to time, I did not understand medical skills, I could only pray that the 120 ambulance arrived as soon as possible, while holding up the old man's head, hoping that the old man could be a little more comfortable. One minute, two minutes... It wasn't until the 18th minute that the ambulance roared in.

Sending the old man to the ambulance, I pushed up the bicycle, just want to rush to the unit, the doctor on the ambulance shouted at me, and told me that the family must accompany me, I explained that I am not the family of the old man, I still have to rush to work, the doctor said: "Others are standing far away, only you hold the old man and do not leave, or say that it is not a family?" "I was about to argue when two doctors got out of the car and pushed me into the ambulance, leaving my bike alone on the side of the road, watching the ambulance roar away.

In the hospital, I went through the hospitalization procedures for the elderly and paid the deposit, and the old man was sent to the rescue room. Fortunately, an hour later, the old man's children arrived at me to be relieved. When I hurried back to the same place to ride my bike, only to find that it was long gone, I could only sigh and take the bus to the unit.

I rushed to the unit breathlessly, and my colleague looked at me curiously and asked, "Today, the sun is coming out of the west, why are you late?" ”

When I told my colleagues about today's encounter, I kept shaking my head and saying, "You are really a typical fool in today's society."

Two

When I went to work yesterday, because of some things at work and the leader, I had a bit of a conflict, and my heart has been sullen. Obviously, the leader did not do the right thing, but he wanted to say that it was my fault, and what was even more infuriating was that my two most ironclad brothers were also on the side of the leader, which made me absolutely unacceptable.

When I returned home from work in the evening, I confided to my wife about the grievances I had suffered in the unit during the day, hoping that my wife could give me some comfort and encouragement, but what I expected was that my wife did not comfort me half a bit after listening to it, but said like an education primary school student: "Your wish may be good, your goal may be correct, but your approach is very wrong."

How can it still be a big mistake? I was even more puzzled. The leader did the wrong thing, I pointed out to the face in order to prevent the unit from loss, how can I still become a big mistake now!

The wife further explained: "You know how Yang Xiu died, right? I said, "The person who was killed by Cao Cao is known to everyone." My wife asked why she was killed by Cao Cao, and I said that Cao Cao was jealous of the talents and was careful with his eyes!

The wife retorted: "Mistake, Cao Cao killed Yang Xiu mainly because Yang Xiu showed himself too much, spoke regardless of the occasion, and repeatedly stole The limelight of Cao Cao, so that Cao Cao's self-esteem was challenged, and from then on, he attracted Cao Cao's hatred." Your leader is a person with strong self-esteem, even if she has something wrong, you can't raise objections in person, so that the leader loses face and loses self-esteem. ”

I said, "According to you, whether the leader is doing the right thing or not, I should warmly applaud and applaud." ”

"You can't approve of it, but you must not oppose it in person and embarrass the leader," my wife still patiently educated me.

"You mean that the leader did something wrong, the unit suffered losses, let me ignore it and remain silent", I still dare not agree.

"You can raise your objections to the leader at the right time, on the right occasion. Besides, there are hundreds of employees in your unit, why don't others mention it? The wife seems to be angry at my stubbornness.

I firmly said: "I can't bear to see the losses suffered by the unit and the country!" ”

The wife sighed and said, "Alas! Smart people don't show off, fools will croak."

Three

On Sunday, a colleague asked me to visit a friend at the hospital. At the gate of the hospital, I saw a teenager with a card hanging on his chest, with a gaunt face in simple clothes. Kneeling on the side of the road to kowtow to everyone who passed by, countless people walked in front of him, stopped to donate money for him, I looked at the few coins in the box in front of him, and then looked at the sign on his chest, which probably meant that his mother had leukemia and needed more than 200,000 yuan for surgery, and wanted to let the well-meaning people who passed by help, and watching the poor child, my kindness began to flood again. I reached into my pocket and took out a 50 yuan sheet, and was about to throw it into the box, but my colleague saw the situation, stopped me, and said to me sharply: "Now there are so many scammers, who knows whether what is written on it is true or false?" So many people have walked by without donating, you have money, don't you? ”

I said that looking at the child's appearance, not like a liar, and losing 50 yuan would not have much impact on my life.

After listening to it, the colleague said with anger on his face: "Which liar will write the word liar on his face?" You really are..."

My colleague didn't say it, and I guessed that he must have scolded me in his heart, "You're such a fool."

Four

Yesterday after dinner, my wife went into the bathroom to take a shower as usual, and I grabbed a book and looked at it. Just two pages later, I heard someone knocking on the door, and when I opened the door, I saw that it was The neighbor Uncle Liu. Without waiting for me to speak, Uncle Liu said eagerly: "Xiao Gao, you have to help Uncle Liu today, your Uncle Liu has encountered a big problem." ”

I let Uncle Liu into the house and said, "Uncle Liu has something to do, even if you say, I will try my best if I can help." After listening to my words, Uncle Liu's tightly locked brow slowly began to stretch.

"Your aunt needs surgery immediately when she is hospitalized, and now she can borrow all her relatives for 3,000 yuan, do you have it here?" I'll pay you back next month! Uncle Liu begged.

I remember when I had just handed my salary to my wife two days ago, she casually put it on the bedside table. These days she is busy with the National Day celebration party, it is estimated that there is no time to save to the bank, I comfortEd Uncle Liu to wait a little, I will take it to you immediately, and then go to the bedroom bedside table to Liu Zong to take 3,000 yuan, and told Uncle Liu that there is a need for help, although open. Uncle Liu was so moved that he almost fell into tears and said thank you! Thanks! Thanks, and walked out of my house as I said it.

As soon as Uncle Liu left, his wife wrapped in a white bath towel and covered with wet hair walked out of the bathroom. As soon as I went out, I asked, "Who came to our house just now?" ”

I said, "Uncle Liu downstairs."

As soon as his wife heard Uncle Liu's words, she suddenly widened her eyes and asked, "Why did he come to our house?" ”

I said, "Aunt Liu is hospitalized and needs surgery, so she came to our house to borrow money for surgery." ”

The wife asked again, "Did you borrow him?" ”

I said, "I saw you two days ago putting my salary on the bedside table and gave him 3,000." ”

After hearing this, the wife immediately jumped like a thunderbolt, "Don't you know what the situation in his family is?" His wife's liver hydrops and cirrhosis of the liver, that is, a bottomless pit filled with dissatisfaction, three days a hospitalization, five days a surgery. ”

"The point is that his two sons are in high school again," my son, who was watching TV on the sidelines, also stepped up and squeezed me.

"Seeing no, even the son can see it, lending money to his family, basically beating the dog with meat buns - there is no return," the wife said more and more excitedly.

"The bird out of the cage—never to fly back," the son added fuel to the fire.

I insisted: "I can't always see death and not save it, people are all about conscience, I helped him today, I don't believe that tomorrow he will not pay me back when he has money."

My wife saw that I was so stubborn, and I beat my chest even more, "I see that you really don't see the coffin without shedding tears, our aunt Wang at the door lent him 2,000 yuan, almost half a year, and has not yet returned." There is also Sister-in-law Li upstairs, and the neighbor Uncle Zhang...

I didn't argue anymore, the money had been lent out, and there was no point in arguing any longer. When my wife saw me and confessed, she also accepted it when she saw it, and turned around and went back to the bedroom.

My wife had just entered the room, and my son came to me again and said, "Father, before lending money to Grandpa Liu, you should really discuss with my mother, in terms of dealing with people, your IQ is really not good." ”

I snapped, "You mean your dad is stupid!" Roll, bunny cubs."

Five

Last Wednesday, I was on duty, and suddenly I received a small phone call from my hometown, saying that his father had died, and that he was buried on Sunday, hoping that I would be able to attend the funeral at that time, and I did not hesitate to agree as soon as I heard it, and the funeral must be attended and helped, which I think is both a consolation for the pain of a small bereavement and a mourning for the deceased.

On the day of the funeral, first of all, the representative of the village committee will deliver a eulogy, and after the eulogy is completed, it is the time of the funeral. I stood by the coffin with fa xiao and fa xiao brothers and sisters, I was a little confused, just now there were friends in the hall, how come I can't see a single one when it is critical? At this time, the novel was issued: "Come, let's work hard together, carry it to the hearse outside with a drum", if there is a big coffin, there are six of us, and the endurance of each of us can be imagined, and I almost make the strength to suckle barely to the end.

Afterwards, a distant relative of mine told me: "Little baby, you are so stupid, how can you personally go up and carry the coffin with their family?" It will rush your luck."

Later, I learned that according to the custom of our hometown, the coffin must be carried by the relatives of the deceased on the hearse outside the door on the day of the funeral. If relatives do not have enough manpower, they can spend money to hire people, this kind of thing generally will not find friends, even if they find, the average friend is not willing to go.

I suddenly realized that it was no wonder that my friends hid far away when I came out of the funeral, and it turned out that I was afraid of luck. However, I don't quite believe in such a statement, as long as people have good intentions, they are not afraid of any ghosts and gods. When I encounter such a thing again, I will definitely rush to the front, and isn't my friend used to carry thunder at a critical time?

Six

Yesterday was the weekend and I came home early from work. As soon as I entered the house, I saw two bottles of Moutai wine on the table, and I wondered in my heart, I have been working for more than ten years, and no one has ever given me a gift! Could it be that a friend invited me to drink? Then my wife came out of the kitchen and said to me in a commanding tone, "Tomorrow I will go to your leader's house and deliver these two bottles of wine by the way." ”

I said, "I made an appointment with my friend to go fishing tomorrow, and besides, why did I bring him wine for no reason?" Or such a good wine? ”

The wife said, "Is your director retiring soon?" I have inquired, your leader has the greatest chance of promotion, if your leader is promoted to the director, do you have to have a few small section chiefs in your department to make up for your leadership position? You don't move in advance, let the other section chiefs take the lead, and then you will be the Buddha statue in the temple again - motionless."

I had to admire my wife's investigative ability, and he was very clear about the investigation of our unit. Seeing that my wife was so worried about my future, I quickly promised that I would do it tomorrow, and as for the two fishing friends, I could only release their pigeons, after all, men still had to focus on their careers.

The next day I rode an electric car to the leader downstairs, I saw a black Honda car parked in front of the second unit, and the third floor of the second unit is the leader's home, and this Honda car is also familiar, and then look at the license plate, I am more sure that this is the unit in the Field Section Chief's car, it seems that someone really started early. In order not to be seen by acquaintances, I secretly hid in the flowers downstairs, pretended to take out my mobile phone, but my eyes kept staring at the black Honda car, time passed minute by minute, and my heart was also tormented by seconds, like a middle school student sitting in the examination room, facing one test paper after another, not knowing how to start.

Finally, more than an hour later, the chief of the Field Section, dressed in a suit and leather shoes, walked out of the unit building, followed by our leader's big belly and walked behind the steps that the six relatives did not recognize, I was frightened and quickly hid behind a moon flower, the two of them came to the Honda car and said a few polite words, before shaking hands and saying goodbye.

Watching both of them disappear from my sight, I slowly stood up, sorted out my clothes, lifted the "generous gift" I had prepared, and just after taking a leg, my sight was attracted by a white light, to be precise, attracted by a white car, which came like a white light, and then an emergency brake at the door of the second unit suddenly stopped. The car door opened, and a polished head rolled through the door, with a pair of gold-rimmed glasses hanging in front of the head. Wow! It turned out to be the chief of zeng section, only to see him get off the car, habitually push the glasses on the bridge of the nose, look around, and then carefully open the trunk of the car, pick up a cardboard box, and walk towards the building, although I can't see the words on the cardboard box, I am sure it is a box of wine, and the price is not cheap, alas! Today's employees do not specialize in business capabilities, but they have a pure grasp of the survival rules of tobacco and wine paving.

Looking at the "heavy gift" of the former section chief, I was a little self-conscious, is it necessary to continue to wait? I hesitated, but if I didn't wait, how could I give the gift out? If you don't send the gift out, how do you explain it to your wife when you go home? How will my great future be realized?

It was already eleven forty o'clock, and Chief Zeng had not yet appeared, and it seemed that he was going to have lunch at the leader's house. At this time, the weather began to rain sporadically, and my stomach was a little hungry, and I looked at the clouds in the sky and felt unspeakably depressed.

I was standing in the flowers under the leader's building and didn't know what to do, suddenly the phone rang, I took out a look, it was the angler calling, I pressed the open answer button and heard the angler ask: "Where are you now?" ”

I said I was shopping, and asked him where he went fishing today and what the results were.

He said: "Look at the weather forecast and there is rain and don't go, what about you?" Is there time now? Shall we go out for two sips? ”

I said okay okay, or the old rule, I take the wine, you stir-fry.

He replied excitedly, "All right, we'll see you in our old place." ”