Poor children have long been in charge, all the people are looking at whether we are very sensible, but no one has ever cared about whether we are happy or unhappy, until now that we are adults, all the people are watching us fly high or not, but no one has ever cared about whether we are tired or not!
I am the legendary child of the poor family early in charge, from a young age we have to bear all the things that I should not bear at that age, because my parents want to go out to make money, all the things in the family have been thrown to me, when I was very young, I practiced a skill, I can cook and eat, I can also wash clothes, but also know how to feed pigs and raise cattle, the most difficult thing is every night, because I was still young at that time, I did not dare to sleep every night, fortunately, I had a big yellow dog in my family, and I ate dinner before it was dark. After feeding the pigs and cows, locking all the doors and windows, and shutting myself off with the big yellow dog, I could feel a sense of security.
Since I was a child, my mother told me that the children of poor families should be in charge of the house early and should be sensible, so every time I go to other people's homes I am helping to do things, others will tell my mother, this child really understands things, other children are running happily outside, since then I have developed to be an honest child, in the eyes of others, the sensible child, but who understands my inner thoughts, when I see others have good-looking toys, or good-looking school bags and beautiful clothes, I also want it in my heart. But I didn't dare to express my truest thoughts, because I was the sensible child, and at this time I would think of my parents' difficulties and let all my thoughts disappear.
Because I have several brothers in my family, my dad would often ask me what to do when my parents had a bad bowl of water. I am the sensible child again, I replied, only when the child learns to be tolerant and understand, on the road in the future, I am everywhere for the sake of others, even the aunt who sells vegetables, when she smiled at me and said, handsome man, help me buy some food, if I don't help her buy some food, I feel sorry for her in my heart.
Now grown up, more than 30 years old is a very embarrassing age, there are old and young, but they have not yet reached the achievements that should be at this age, I am the sensible child, I am afraid that my parents can only comfort when they are sick, I am afraid that the children want something I can not give, I am more afraid of my wife's complaints, other people's husbands have achieved anything, you have achieved nothing, they do not know that I sometimes for a job, for a sales performance, I will accompany customers to drink until vomiting blood, come back to eat what to vomit!
I feel that I am the hedgehog, go there afraid of hurting others, in fact, my heart is quite gentle and kind, this time I remembered the sentence, the gentleness of the poor is worthless, the rogue of the rich is extremely charming, sometimes I actually want to be a "bear child" in my heart! No heart and no lungs, express your truest thoughts, and don't have to think about how good it is for others to feel!
If I now meet poor students who go to college, I will give hundreds of red envelopes, let him try to study as well as possible when he can study, if he encounters poor children, I can also help, so that they can maintain a childlike heart in childhood, do not let them bear things that should not be borne at the age they should not bear, although the money is not much, but always let them feel a little happy, and a care.
In fact, the students who came from that era are not easy, we can only silently put away our thoughts now, let all the grievances remain in our hearts, wipe the tears, and tomorrow we have to keep smiling to face life, brothers, come on!