Ten years later, I still love you, but I love not you but my sincere and hot self at that time

Love always comes suddenly when you can't tell the difference at the beginning of your love sinus, you have no intention of breaking into my life, but you have become the one in the depths of my memory, the more intensely I love, the more suddenly I lose

My name is Xia Mo, ten years ago I was a 22-year-old who had just opened my love sinus, and love was green, hot, and vigorous in my eyes

At the age of 22, I just graduated, with the enthusiasm of youth came to a strange city, I was full of curiosity and fantasy, with hope, began I worked in an advertising agency, worked 11 hours a day, lived in the company's dormitory, went to the canteen to eat, a monthly salary of 4200, living expenses are only 1500 yuan, although hard, but very fulfilling, I like this life

I remember that at that time, we just started WeChat chat, in the neighborhood, a boy added me, for a long time we did not talk about the day, I often watched his dynamics, he was a sunny and cheerful boy, and later I forgot how he sent me the first message, since then, we have more and more topics

I am a more emotional girl, there may always be a hint of sadness between the lines, and he is an extremely optimistic boy who is easy to accept new things, his maturity, gentleman's words deeply attracted me, we are very fond of each other, but he is not in my city, we are very rational and no one has ever said anything together, I think it is more like a sustenance, I like such a boy, but I don't know that this like of mine will become deep love

Later he came to my city to find me, we saw each other as usual, like acquaintances for many years, but also more like a shy child, faintly felt the heartbeat, he would give me tissues, pour me hot water, remind me to wear more clothes, block in front of me to pay the bill, he satisfied all my fantasies about the other half, but, feeling that everything was so fit, suddenly felt afraid of loss, so always did not want to go further

After that we still contacted on WeChat, this year he came to my city three times, I found more and more that my love is getting hotter and hotter, we did all the things that lovers can do, but no one said together, we are like lovers, greeting each other every day, thinking of each other

A year later, he suddenly told me that he was getting married, and he said that the other party was introduced by the family, and he didn't like it very much, but the woman was pregnant and couldn't do anything

My heart ached violently, as if it were dead, and I had no time to tell if what he said was true or not, my body was numb, and now ten years later, I vaguely remembered the feeling of pain

Yes, the hot love has ended before it has really begun

Later, I deleted all his contact information, but what I thought was to bless him and not want to bother him anymore, I think I really love it

Ten years later, I still love you, but the love is no longer you, but the sincere and hot self at that time

Maybe a lot of love is unreasonable, in fact, I obviously know, but at the age of my innocence and pure affection, I met you who were merciful everywhere, I thought it was deep love, but in fact, it was only visible to me when you sent out an ambiguous circle of friends

@ Xia Mo talks about emotions This is my story, even if it is not perfect, but I admire my own heat from the heart, isn't love like this?

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