Author: Hua Chao XII
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The ladies of Manjing City are married, and none of them have such a beautiful scenery as my Li Jiaojiao.
Lord Li Jianchuan, my biological father, locked me up in the most remote room of Li Mansion like a terrible nightmare until I got married.
One day, when he asked me if there was a man he liked, the glimmer of hope in his eyes did sting me a little.
Do you want to dump me like that? Father.
I said, I remember a young general, a loyal, honest and simple, similar to my age, I have long been devoted.
He believed. He rejoiced. He turned his head back and smiled in front of me.
I'm married. The Emperor married us both. As an important courtier of the imperial court, Lord Li had many means.
In the bumpy narrow palanquin, I rubbed my hands.
Father, you are ridiculous. You put me in the house, how do I hear about the man outside?
That was the last thing I had left for me before my mother's death, the fine one, which showed that my mother's decent gold-encrusted peace buckle before she was born, and exchanged it for the pickled kitchen lady.
I'm married. He fled the Lee Mansion in a beautiful way. Cut off the last contact with my mother-in-law, except for the bloodline. My mother-in-law, my mother-in-law who died early in Li Mansion, was trapped forever in the gloomy and terrible Li Mansion.
Late at night, my eyelids were almost glued, and the little general entered the house. His name is Chen Ping.
He pushed open the door, and no one entered, but the wind broke in first wrapped in wine.
He didn't lift my hijab, but said clearly, "Are you my wife?" From now on I will treat you well, but I don't want to lie to you, I have someone in my heart..."
The straightened back came loose, and my hand supported the bed, and it turned out that my husband had to wait so long, so tired.
I lifted the hijab myself. "No problem. It doesn't matter if you take that girl as a concubine one day. Just remember that I am your wife, and we respect each other as guests. ”
I smiled slightly, and looked up at the pair of eyes that contained resentment and incomprehension, and some regret.
I got up and went to the dresser and took the hairpin off my head.
My husband, as if in a bit of a panic, said, "I'll help you... Ah no,...
I took the last hairpin and smiled, "Husband Jun called me Kyauk kyauk, Kyauk Kyauk Kyauk Of the Bright Moon." "Unfortunately, I am not the bright moon in my husband's heart."
"Rest with me sooner, husband, I'm very tired."
"Well..." He lowered his hand in the air. Then sleep... Kyauk kyauk..."
In a groggy state, I went to sleep with him. It's really honest and simple, or I don't want to lose the person in my heart, or I feel sorry for me and wait for a night to let me rest, he didn't touch me.
Thank you, husband. You are the only one in the world besides my mother who calls me "Kyauk kyauk"...
Husband, I'm sorry. It was I who discarded my jade, it was I who broke up your good relationship...
In the early morning of Guining's day, Chen Ping was a little nervous.
I pulled the corners of my mouth and gently folded the envelope in my hand.
"Husband, don't panic, I don't need to go back to Li Mansion, I can just send this letter."
"No need?"
"Yes. Li Mansion, there is no Li Jiaojiao, it is general Chen's mansion, and there is more Chen Li clan. ”
I was afraid that Lord Li, who was high above, would not even let this empty letter enter the gate of Li Mansion.
The only wonder in my mind was why my own father treated me like a demon.
The meals at the General's Mansion were so good that one day I lost my temper at the dinner table.
I just felt that the corners of my mouth were moist, but I didn't want to make Chen Ping and the close-fitting Lady Xiang'er frightened. It turned out to be tears.
Xiang'er gently rubbed the clean towel on my face, sucking away the tear marks, and comforted me with "lady" and "lady" in her mouth.
I pointed to a plate of dishes and asked, "What is this?" ”
"Mrs. Hui, it's made of vegetarian abalone and fresh shiitake mushrooms. In the kitchen, the slave's Ah Niang recently learned the new dish, if the lady thinks it is not delicious, I will withdraw it, tell Ah Niang to stop doing it, Mrs. Mo should not hurt her body and mind because of some food. Xiang'er replied cautiously.
I smiled and said, "Can shiitake mushrooms be so delicious... Let your aunt know, very delicious. "It was a good treatment that had never been in Li Mansion before."
Just one shiitake mushroom.
Every morning, Chen Ping would ride his horse to the palace military field, and only return at dusk.
During the day, I wandered around the little general's mansion, remembering little by little the appearance, name, and personality of each person who worked in the mansion... What I can know, I will understand, and what I can remember, I will remember.
At dusk, I stood at the gate, waiting for my husband to return from his horse, to take off his red cloak, and to take his hand into the house and eat.
The days passed like this day by day, plain and plain, and every day was almost the same, but it was really different.
It turns out that the next person will also laugh.
It turns out that the beards will also chirp like little sparrows.
It turned out that those guys had such a big appetite.
It turns out that shiitake mushrooms have never been a golden thing.
Yesterday it snowed the first snow of the year.
It may be that Chen Ping felt that I was living in the General's Mansion, he was too involved in too little, did not fulfill the promise of "treating me well" on the wedding night, and this night he actually offered to take me to the streets.
But why did Xiang'er dress me up so carefully?
"Madame is confused! On the first night after the first snow, there was a lantern festival in the capital, did Madame forget? Xiang'er smiled and stuffed me with a soup lady to warm her hands.
I see. I haven't forgotten. I just don't know. Even if I grew up in The Capital, even if I was born in Li Province.
Oh, Lee House.
I was thinking about it, but I felt a sinking on my back. Looking up, it was Chen Ping. He draped me in a furry cloak.
Rubbing the reddened tip of his nose, he said, "It's snowing, it's cold at night, and the freshly made cape is for you to take, and it's warmer to put it on and go out." I carefully looked at the clothes you usually wear, thinking that it should be your favorite color. ”
I smiled, sincerely. I found that I liked furry stuff.
"Shefjun, I like it. Let's go. ”
“...... Good. ”
The lights will be so lively. The lights will be so beautiful.
I asked the craftsmen who I thought the lanterns were the best to make shiitake lanterns and bright moon lanterns, and I asked someone to pick them up on the day.
The old uncle brushed his gray beard and happily agreed. He said his granddaughter also likes to eat shiitake mushrooms. I said that when I asked Xiang'er to take the lantern, I would send her a basket of shiitake mushrooms.
The old uncle looked at me for a long time and said no. His granddaughter had been dead for several years. He said that his granddaughter loved lanterns, and he would come out to sell lanterns every time they came, so that every little girl who came to buy lanterns would be like his granddaughter. He said he was not as good as a year old, and that he would probably be able to see his granddaughter in a few years.
I nodded, set a date with him to take the lantern, said to the old man to take care, and left.
Chen Ping looked at me for a long time before he asked me if I wanted to help him. I said no. No matter how helpful he was, his thoughts about his granddaughter were always pinned on the lantern. He's doing well now, and it's better than the moment. He's happy right now, just fine. Besides, he probably wanted to see his granddaughter even more. I said.
Mother, what kind of lantern do you like? Would it be nice to burn a bright moon lantern for you? Bright moon, do you want to see kyauk?
When I got to a place, I saw a man blowing a thing, and the voice was ethereal and gentle, and it was a little desolate and sad.
The man said it was called a pottery flute, and he was blowing a six-hole, very learnable instrument.
I got interested and learned from him on the street. He praised me for having some talent, and even learned a simple little song in a moment.
I was so happy that I picked a six-hole pottery flute with a bamboo leaf pattern and bought it.
Husband, I used to have a little talent for musical rhythm.
I wanted to turn my head and say this to Chen Ping. But Chen Ping, standing there fixedly, looked at the building behind the pottery flute dealer, the Miaoyin Building.
In an instant, fireworks were set off behind the Miaoyin Building. Xiang'er said that not only will there be a lantern festival tonight, but the emperor will also allow fireworks to celebrate.
The fireworks flickered, the colors were intricate, and the brilliant streamers reflected on Chen Ping's face, my face, and the faces of everyone who watched the fireworks.
I touched Tang Pozi, and it was a little cold. It seems like.
"Husband, after watching the fireworks, let's go home, I'm a little cold."
Chen Ping looked back, stunned, and nodded.
Xiang'er reached out and touched Tang Pozi, "But..." "Tang Pozi is also a little colder, isn't it?" I looked at Xiang'er. Xiang'er still wanted to say something, looked at me, and only squeezed out a "yes" word.
I'm sorry Xiang'er, I'm not interested. The fireworks are over. Have fun with you next time.
There is still a half-moon Spring Festival approaching.
It is rare to spend the Spring Festival like this.
The palace was also busy with festivals, and for the sake of those who were rich and noble in the palace, the barracks were particularly busy. Chen Ping went earlier than usual, and returned later than usual.
But he still took a day to accompany me to the street. The things to be prepared for the holidays are naturally ordered, and I go out purely to distract myself.
I saw someone selling puppies. There was some hay mat in the wooden box, and three puppies were leaning together and making a hissing sound. About the strong brothers and sisters have been picked up, and the rest of them, who look sick and thin, are not favored.
I bought it with a wooden box and asked the guys who were with me to send it back to the house to clean up.
Chen Ping asked me why I didn't buy cats, and he said that most of the wives in Beijing like to keep cats.
"Dogs are more transparent than cats, and if I am good to him, it will be good to me." I love the way dogs happily wag their tails when they see me. I think dogs are more endearing. ”
"And I hate cats. I've been scratched. "The cats of Lee House never cut their nails.
Chen Ping didn't say anything more.
We passed by Miaoyin Building. Chen Ping saw the god, and when he looked back, he bumped into my inquiring eyes. He wanted to open his mouth to say something, but I interrupted, "Husband, it's almost over, wife, tired, go back." ”
Miaoyin Building was deliberately passed by me.
I've never called myself a "wife" before.
Chinese New Year's Eve night, Chen Ping did not have a task in the palace and stayed in the palace.
I held back for a long time before I allowed Xiang'er's Ah Niang to make vegetarian abalone again. The whole house has it, and it is busy with her aunt.
Sure enough, eating something delicious after a long time will feel extra satisfied.
After eating, I rubbed my hands and smiled at Chen Ping, "I was very happy that my husband took me to the lantern fair and bought me a puppy." I also prepared a gift for my husband, and he will certainly be very happy. ”
I removed all the subordinates and led Chen Ping to a compartment. The lights flickered in the compartment, reflecting the silhouette of a woman.
I could feel Chen Ping's unbelievable eyes suddenly missing. I turned to him and looked down to avoid his gaze. "Wife, don't bother your husband tonight."
"Kyaukyao, this is..." "Husband, yes." The husband is self-reliant, the wife has retired first, and tonight the husband can spend the night in his wife's house. ”
After saying that, he turned and left the small courtyard.
I instructed Xiang'er to summon a lady who had a good relationship with her to come to my house to guard the age.
Hearing my footsteps, Rhubarb and Huang began to pull the door early, not to mention that when they opened the door, they surrounded me, wagging their tails and turning around, and the way the mouth stuck out its tongue really seemed to be smiling at me.
I went into the house and picked up Xiao Huang and sat down on the bed. Xiao Huang's body is the worst, his mental head is the worst, and I have the most thoughts.
The little yellow was lying on my lap, and the other two were lying on the futon I had prepared, with a cloth underneath. A few of them sat around a stove with a slightly open window. The mushroom lanterns and bright moon lanterns that were taken were also lit.
The beards chatted with their own care, innocent and innocent. Only Xiang'er sat next to me and asked me incomprehensibly: "Madam, today is Chinese New Year's Eve, why don't you stay with the general?" And also...... The girl in the compartment..."
Her words were interrupted by me with a pottery flute. It was a festive New Year's song that I learned from a pottery flute dealer the other day. It was short, and it was blown out in a moment.
I was alone, blowing over and over again, until a few of them yawned for days, until the beater announced the arrival of the New Year.
After xiang'er went back to his house, I put down the sleeping little yellow, carried the bright moon lantern and the fire fold, drew the iron basin prepared under the bed in the morning, and walked to the courtyard.
"Mother-in-law, Kyauk-kyauk brought you the bright moon lantern, mother-in-law, Happy New Year."
"Mother-in-law, everything is fine in her husband's house." I have a snuggly beard, very loyal. The vegetarian abalone of the General's Mansion is delicious and Kyaukyao loves it. Kyaukyao loves furry things. Before the festival, her husband Jun also bought a puppy for Kyaukyao. It's a pity that the youngest one can survive this winter. ”
"Mother-in-law, Kyaukyao helped her husband to redeem her sweetheart."
"She is a very high-status artist girl in the Miaoyin Building, proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and also can heal, clean, clean, self-righteous, and extraordinary temperament." No wonder Chen Ping's heart was full of her. If it wasn't in that kind of place, it was okay to say that she was a bridesmaid. ”
"Of course, I didn't have the luxury of asking Chen Ping to have affection for me, as long as he treated me well, I also treated him well." As long as he keeps me as his wife, he will not repeat the mistakes of his mother-in-law. ”
"So in the new year I want to surprise him, I got his good luck back and continued."
I pulled the corners of my mouth and laughed twice, and a tear flowed out.
"But why, that girl's name is Mingyue..."
"Mother, Kyaukyao regrets it." Kyauk kyauk felt that this time it was kyauk kyauk who was abusing himself..."
The fire flickered in the iron basin, and the tongue of fire engulfed the lantern little by little until it was all reduced to ashes.
I looked up, and the dark sky hung a bright moon.
A round of bright moon, a round of bright moon, "kyauk", but it is dispensable.
Mother, are you doing well in heaven?
Mother, kyauksh miss you...
New year, New Year's Day, early morning.
I thought about it all night, as long as these two people are also good to me, I will be good to them, so that everyone is happy.
Therefore, when Xiang'er panicked and told me that Chen Ping and Mingyue Girl were waiting for me to have breakfast together in the dining room, I didn't make a big wave.
"Xiang'er, you always knew that there was someone in the general's heart, and you knew who it was, right?" Does the whole house know it, right? Xiang'er sipped her mouth, lowered her head and said nothing, and the roots of her ears were red.
Yes, the whole house knows, otherwise the guys I commanded would not have found Mingyue so quickly and checked it out clearly. Not redeeming Mingyue is probably because the General's Mansion doesn't have so much cash, and my presence makes the matter of redeeming Mingyue seem tricky.
Entering the dining room, I bowed my head and bowed my head: "Husband, my wife was on guard last night, and I got up late, don't blame me." ”
"Was FuJun happy to see lady Mingyue last night?" Seeing me, Chen Ping and Mingyue both stood up and did not speak, listening to my words, and the expression on their faces was even more complicated. Ah, actually, I was just asking.
So hungry, the breakfast on the first day of the New Year is so hearty. I rubbed my hands, and when I saw that the two were not moving, I took care of myself and sat down to eat breakfast.
"Husband, Bright Moon Girl, have breakfast." I took a sip of hot porridge, Wan'er said.
"Kyaukyao, you..." "Husband Jun is assured, his wife has redeemed the Bright Moon Girl, and once it is settled, there is no need to worry about the entanglement of the people in Miaoyin Building."
The two of them did not sit down silently until I urged again, and ate silently. I was the only one who ate and talked, and they ate and listened.
"The husband must have always remembered the promise made to his wife on the wedding night, but he did not necessarily remember the wife's promise to the husband."
"My wife said that it would be no problem if you took the girl as a concubine one day." Just remember that I am your wife, and we respect each other as guests. ”
"Bright Moon Girl is a good girl, out of the mud and not stained." My wife has always been unable to bear to tear you apart because of me. ”
"The box room has been set up for the Bright Moon Girl, just live in." When to be included in the government is up to the husband to decide, and the size of the matter is entrusted to me. ”
"Just a little, Bright Moon Girl," I put down the bowl and chopsticks, looking at Mingyue, "you can only be a concubine, this point, to grievance you, this is also what we originally agreed." I looked at Chen Ping again, "Fu Jun, this is also the only requirement in my commitment." ”
I could see Mingyue's body shake violently, and then nodded. Chen Ping stared at me, and I couldn't understand that look. But when he saw Mingyue again, Mingyue who had regained his free body, he must be happy in his heart.
I finished my breakfast and prepared to leave. Chen Ping stood up and looked at me fixedly, "Kyaukgyao, thank you." Mingyue also hurriedly got up: "Madame Xie is perfect." ”
I smiled and shook my head, said "no problem" and said goodbye.
In April in Beijing, FangFei is not exhausted, but prosperous.
Xiao Huang survived this winter. One of the three is not less.
Chen Ping picked a day that was considered auspicious and incorporated Mingyue into the palace. There is no big office, only a seat in the house, no outsiders. However, they spent candlelights in the cave room at night, and I was bored, blowing the pottery flute for a long time, and almost blew Xiang'er out of trouble.
As the days passed, little by little they changed.
I visited the General's Mansion, teased the puppy, and waited for Chen Ping, and all had Mingyue together (especially waiting for Chen Ping);
Chen Ping also talked more during the meal, and even told us about things in the palace, and the smile on his face was more than when I was alone before;
Although Mingyue was a concubine, I ordered her to go down, and everyone in the house called her "Second Lady", and she really deserved this title.
All in all, pretty good.
Mother, do you see, Kyaukyao is living well now.
The sun rises and sets, and the moon is round and absent. All things grow, all things wither. Some people came, some people left.
The three dogs grew fat and strong, especially Xiao Huang, who, with the help of Mingyue, grew as good as the eldest and second.
I gradually couldn't tell the three of them apart, so I put on three different colored neck covers for them, tied a small bell, and whenever I approached my courtyard door, the bell clanged and sang.
Xiang'er made a bookmark of yellow ginkgo biloba leaves one day and clipped it in my notebook, I think the leaves are very beautiful, and Tuo Chenping transplanted a tall ginkgo tree in the yard. I had a thought, the one that was paved, the golden, the bright.
I placed a stone table stone bench under the ginkgo tree.
I like to read the script there in the autumn, and when I am tired, I lie on the table and sleep for a while, and when I wake up, there are ginkgo biloba leaves scattered and scattered.
Sometimes I can't find a dog, so I dig it up in the pile of ginkgo biloba leaves and find it.
Golden autumn, this is golden autumn.
I still like to go to the lantern festival. Sometimes passing by the Miaoyin Building, Mingyue would be interested to tell me about the interesting things she had encountered in it before.
It was only from one of the lantern meetings that the old man's stall was gone. I think he should have already met his granddaughter. Since then, I have stopped buying lanterns at lantern festivals.
Xiang'er's mother died. I was made vegetarian abalone the day before I died.
She thought of me before she died. "Our lady loves to eat the vegetarian abalone I made, and if I go one day, what will my wife do?" Finally, I went to sleep muttering Xiang'er's name, and the next day I never woke up again, and I never ate vegetarian abalone again.
Xiang'er is still that Xiang'er, but it seems to have grown up a lot overnight.
Isn't it true that people are alive, ushered in, and no one can escape.
I can't escape either.
This year's Beijing is rarely uneven. There is a treacherous adulterous thief who has ruined the innocence of several girls. The official government yamen did not catch it for a long time, and every time they pounced on it, leaving only the desperate girl.
Unexpectedly, I actually met him.
He did not know when he had infiltrated the General's Mansion. This night Chen Ping stayed at Mingyue's place, and I fell asleep alone. He used incense.
He didn't succeed. There was not much movement but my dog heard it. They shouted and rushed in to bite the thieves. I bit through the tiger's mouth and fled the courtyard, and after seeing the figure of the family, I only spun around...
He was caught and temporarily confined to the firewood room. I woke up and learned that all three dogs had been injured.
I ignored the obstacles, lost my manners, and rushed to see them.
My most distressed little yellow, the most seriously injured. I touched its head, leaving a trail of tears. It didn't overdo it, as if it were soothing me, licking my hand over and over again, warm and wet, and then touching it with the tip of its black nose.
I gave the order, and before my dog got well, I kept the thief in the firewood room.
After about six or seven days, rhubarb and two yellows began to turn better. And Xiao Huang could still only lick my hand to soothe my uneasiness. Suddenly, one day, it could also stand up, tremble and walk a few steps, and wag its tail at me. I was so happy that day, I took it in my arms and held it for a long, long time. And it also seemed to be very happy and kept licking my hand.
I thought it was going to be better.
I thought.
I couldn't find it the next day.
Until the third day.
I was in a daze at the pile of ginkgo biloba leaves, and I thought about the yellow leaves...
Suddenly I got up and hurried toward another ginkgo tree in the house.
It's November, and the ginkgo biloba leaves are falling happily, and it likes to sleep wrapped in the ginkgo biloba leaves or sneak out to scare me. It was definitely there waiting for me to find it. It must be in a hurry.
It's a long way. This General's Mansion, for the first time I thought it was so big, big I panicked.
I saw it, and it was indeed wrapped in ginkgo biloba leaves lying in it. It seemed to be asleep. If it weren't for the fact that I smelled the rotting smell of the corpse as I approached, if I hadn't reached out and touched its stiff, cold body...
I suddenly understood why it was acting like it was getting better that day, and why it had been licking me for so long.
It's saying goodbye to me. I can't bear to be sad and miss me, so I chose this ginkgo tree that is very far away from me...
My beloved, loyal little yellow, died on a very clear autumn day, under the heap of extremely yellow leaves.
I tried to calm my tone as much as possible, and instructed Xiang'er to send someone to bury Xiao Huang under my ginkgo tree.
Then I turned to the woodhouse and walked.
Pushing open the door, the thief was already in a daze. When I saw that the person who came was me, I actually stared at me and said "Hello Madame." I ignored him and turned to brush up on the pile of firewood beside me.
"My dog, you killed him. apologize. I said.
"Isn't it just a dead beast, a dog?" Lady is well, it is more important. "His voice is so ugly, why would a person's voice be so ugly."
I picked up a stick of firewood, walked over to him and crouched down. He was tied up and unable to move, and I had to pick up his chin with rough firewood.
I also looked straight at him. Look at him. "The beast in your mouth is the treasure of my heart."
He sneered, "You rich and noble people are petite..." The words were interrupted by me waving a wooden firewood at his head. Maybe it was too much strength or I was squatting inconveniently, and I was also swayed by myself.
I quickly propped myself up again, picked up the stick, and waved it at him.
"It's you! Kill my dog! ”
"It's you! Treat my baby like a mustard! ”
"It's you! Destroy the innocence of the girl! ”
"It's you! Disregard their dignity! ”
"It's you!"
I yelled over and over again, and at the end of the yelling I didn't even know who I was yelling at.
Whether I was crazy or crazy, whether I was crazy or not, when I saw the confusion in his eyes gradually turn into fear, I was still not relieved, and I slowly pulled down the hairpin on my head. I heard my own low laughter, and I also saw his face of fear gradually enlarge...
"Not bad!" Chen Ping appeared at the right time to stop me, knocked off the hairpin that I was going to stab at the thief, and ordered the people to immediately send him to the government, while he hugged me, who had passed out, sighed, and sent me back to my courtyard.
No one knows that from that day on, Li Jiaojiao, missing half a life.
Only I know.
Only, I alone, know.
The disgusting thief was beheaded. I gave him a hard time, and I really couldn't bear it.
I started to get groggy. In Chen Ping's words, there was no spiritual qi at all.
I eat when I should eat, sleep when I should sleep, open my eyes when I wake up, and I agree when others talk.
My memory has deteriorated. I entrusted the affairs of the house to Mingyue and let the housekeeper help.
I always sit under the ginkgo tree and think about things. But the next moment I forgot what I was just thinking.
I was just thinking...
Ahhh, what was I just thinking...
"Xiang'er, why don't you see Xiao Huang?" I looked at Rhubarb and Huang Huang playing, as if my mind was a little clear, and asked.
"Madame..." Xiang'er's eyes were red, and her small hands were white, and she did not reply to my question for a long time.
"Remember," I smiled softly, "my little yellow, asleep under the ginkgo tree. There was a warmth on his face, and the autumn breeze gradually cooled, quickly taking away the rare residual temperature.
Xiang'er knelt down, just like the first time I lost my mind and shed tears, she pulled out her veil, and "Lady" and "Lady" cried out to wipe my face.
She rubbed it so lightly, as if with a little force, I shattered.
Mingyue advised me not to waste myself like this. I didn't want to, but I couldn't control it.
One day I asked again where Xiang'er Xiaohuang was, and before she could make a sound, I spat out a mouthful of black blood.
I've never heard Xiang'er cry so sad and scared. Unfortunately, before I could touch her head to soothe her, I was unconscious.
I started to have a high fever, sometimes unconscious and sometimes awake. The doctor changed several times, vomited after eating the medicine, and the house was busy making a mess.
Mingyue said that her master was a good doctor. In order to invite her master out of the mountain, she knelt in front of her master's door for three hours, and finally only exchanged one sentence: "She does not want to live, no one can save her except herself."
Yes, I just don't want to live.
When the doctor examined the pulse, I held my breath, and when I drank the medicine, I induced vomiting, if Chen Ping had not ordered someone to remove all the things around me that could hurt me, or if I had not opened my mouth to ask arsenic cream to scare Xiang'er, I would have gone a long time ago.
I know exactly what I am now, and everyone in the house knows it.
I don't have the face to drag them down anymore.
Watching them busy, I was full of regret, so I was going to die quickly, and they would be easy when I died.
I was slapped by Mingyue with tears in my eyes. It seems that I was confused and spoke out of my heart.
"You say you're full of guilt, so live well!" Yes, Xiao Huang is gone, everyone is sad, but you don't have Xiao Huang, you still have rhubarb and two yellows, and this whole General's Mansion, everyone thinks of you in their hearts, put you first, you are so bad at practicing our hearts! ”
"Madam, Mingyue has always remembered Madame's goodness. You don't hate Mingyue's origins, complete me and Chen Ping, be tough on your mouth and only let me be a concubine, but in fact give me higher treatment than concubines, never look down on me, Mingyue can see... People in the house, you also remember their birthdays and preferences, Chen Ping is a rough person who will not give names to the next person, you will give them a good sound..."
"Also, Chinese New Year's Eve night you brought me to the house, and I ate vegetarian abalone." Which lady of the house will let the subordinates of the whole house eat the same meal as the master..."
"Where can you find a second such good lady in Manjingcheng?" You can't, you can't..."
I struggled to open my eyes and raised my hand to wipe Mingyue's tears.
Bright Moon, Bright Moon, you should be the lady.
The ones I'm most sorry for are you and Chen Ping. Obviously, you and Chen Ping are in love with each other, and Obviously Chen Ping may be able to redeem you for a while, but I just wanted to borrow Chen Ping to escape from Li Mansion. I am a maid who can be the main chamber, and I can also be respected by the people in the house.
Mingyue, you know what, you and my mother are like that.
My mother-in-law was a scholarly monk, everyone was beautiful, and she was also proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. At that time, Li Jianchuan was still a poor student with no name...
Just like the book says, the eldest lady fell in love with the poor scholar, made a lifelong relationship with him, and left the gold-encrusted peace buckle left by her mother to the student, blessing him to enter Beijing to take the exam all the way to safety...
The students lived up to their expectations, took a good grade in the examination, and became an official. But he saw that the glory and wealth were confused, and with a conscience, he married the hot and undesirable daughter of a high official, and climbed to an increasingly high position step by step...
The eldest lady learned that she had traveled thousands of miles to the capital to find him despite her family's obstruction. Shusheng was afraid that she would tell the matter out and ruin his reputation, trick her into being a concubine, testify with that piece of peace and righteousness, and soon divorce the shrew and give her a name...
But that day, the real big lady did not wait for shusheng to fulfill her promise until her death, Shusheng needed the help of the main room, and all she was waiting for was the humiliation of the main room, if she did not have a daughter, her thin body could not last for several years.....
The eldest lady also has her own dignity, and that dignity is transformed into obsession, and it is left to the daughter with the gold-encrusted peace buckle...
Later, Masamune died suddenly, but the daughter was still not happy. She looked too much like a big lady. One day, when Shusheng saw his daughter, he found that the eyebrows were all the shadows of the big lady, and he actually had a fearful heart, and he couldn't sleep at night, so he drove her to the most remote courtyard, only to wait for her to become an adult and quickly marry off, and she would never see her again...
The daughter knew her father's thoughts. If she marries someone, she can escape from Li Mansion, she can't ask for it, but she wants to find a good husband, she doesn't want to be a concubine, she can only endure the pain of using her mother's peace buckle and Li Mansion's pickled kitchen lady in exchange for a reliable news...
I don't know if I've been confused or not, if I've spoken it out, made it clear. Mingyue cried even harder, and Chen Ping rushed out of the house even when he heard it. I guess I heard it. The words that had been pressed in my heart for so long originally thought it would be difficult to say, but I didn't expect it to be so simple.
"In so many years in Li Mansion, I have seen a lot of faces that are intriguing and inflammatory... In all these years of staying in the General's Mansion, I have felt a happiness that I have never felt before..."
"My mother is unfortunate, I can't let you be as unfortunate as my mother... Otherwise, it's not fair..."
Mingyue hugged me and kept crying.
I gradually couldn't see around and couldn't hear the noise.
I seem to see my mother-in-law.
"Mother, have you come to pick me up?"
"Mother, why are you crying?"
I reached out and felt as if touching the real face.
"Kyauk... Kyauk kyauk! Listen to your mother!! Don't sleep, live, the mother wants Xiao Jiaojiao to live... Live well! ”
Well, mother-in-law, Kyaukyao obedient, Kyaukyao, hold on a little longer...
I survived. Thanks to Chen Ping and Mingyue.
The mother-in-law I was confused to see was not someone else, it was Mingyue. She found that I began to talk nonsense, began to shout at my mother,, she pretended to be my mother-in-law along with me, and asked me not to sleep, and then let me take medicine, and I barely managed to hold on for another day before I fell into a deep sleep.
When he woke up, he saw Chen Ping's tired face.
When he saw me wake up, a big smile suddenly opened on his face. "Kyaukauk, surprise, see what I've found for you!" As he spoke, he put something on my head.
I looked down. Mother-in-law's gold-encrusted peace buckle!
"Chen Ping... You don't dare lie to me with my mother's relic..." I couldn't control my trembling body, grabbed his arm, and for the first time I called his big name, I was afraid it was fake, he couldn't lie to me, he couldn't.
"Can't, can't, of course not! When I was passing by a pawn shop before, I saw a gold-encrusted peace buckle, and the pawn shop owner liked it so much that he would not sell it when he just put it there for people to see. ”
"When I went out yesterday, I asked the pawn shop owner about the origin of the jade, and sure enough, I got it from the hands of the kitchen lady in Li Mansion." I immediately changed it out. There is no shortage of good things in the General's Mansion, and it is not a problem to change a piece of jade. Chen Ping smiled as if the person who had just been tired was not him.
I looked at it carefully and looked at it carefully, it was the mother's jade, it was the mother's jade...
I looked at Chen Ping and couldn't help but raise my mouth. "Chen... No, Husband, can you..." I raised my hands slightly at Chen Ping. He rubbed his nose and generously hugged me. "Thanks... Uh huh... Thank you..."
I buried myself in his arms and cried for an unknown amount of time, but I cried very bitterly, never cried like this, as if the grievances that had accumulated for many years were all vented. I cried, but I cried happily.
I couldn't stop crying until I cried, and I sobbed against him. Mingyue came in with the medicine. When he saw this, he touched my head and said to me softly, "Okay, Kyauk kyauk, I found you the jade of the mother-in-law, is it okay for kyauk to take medicine?" ”
Later, Mingyue recalled the scene with me, laughed and told me, like a helpless old father coaxing his daughter who was afraid of suffering to take medicine.
I started taking my medicine. The medicine was miserable. In order to make me take medicine, Mingyue prepared preserves for me every time, and also allowed rhubarb to be put in to accompany me.
My illness is better, but my body is no longer the same as before, fortunately, with Mingyue to help me adjust, the General's Mansion will not have more medicine jars.
Later, Mingyue became pregnant.
Unfortunately, I don't know why Mingyue gave birth and almost lost half his life. The doctor said that she would not be able to have children in the future.
I'm sad, and Mingyue is sad too. My body has long been unable to have children because of that serious illness, and Mingyue is bent on giving birth to a big fat boy for Chen Ping. The two of us packed up our moods for a long time and went to persuade Chen Ping to take another one.
Chen Ping only smiled faintly and said that as long as the two of us were good, everything would be fine, and he would not ask for anything more. Looking closely, Chen Ping's face also climbed up with many wrinkles, and he was no longer a drunken but sober little general.
Rhubarb and Erhuang actually gave birth to a litter of small paparazzi. So I pulled Mingyue and I to take care of the puppy, and the yard became lively again.
Later, Rhubarb and Erhuang also left, and died of death. Mingyue and I hugged and cried together for a long time, and Xiang'er and Mingyue's beard hugged each other for a long time. That night, Chen Ping slept alone.
It feels like the days are back in the past.
Chen Ping rode to the military field in the morning, and Mingyue and I went to the General's Mansion, sneaking around the puppies, and sometimes going out for recreation.
Mingyue also taught me extra piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, saying that it was to make up for my wasted good years in Li Mansion. I smiled and said, all married to the old pearl yellow and still do those big girly things to do. Mingyue said that idleness is also idleness, so that I can see how powerful she is.
Then, at dusk, we went to the door together to wait for Chen Ping to return home.
In the winter, Xu was infected with wind chill, and Mingyue began to cough. At first, I thought, no big problem, just take care of it. Who knew that a winter had passed, the swallows had flown back, but the bright moon was coughing more and more severely.
Yes, we all forget that no one in this world can cure all diseases, and sometimes we can't do anything about it.
Mingyue began to cough up blood and come out. I suddenly understood Xiang'er's state of mind when I vomited blood that day, and I felt that the temperature of the tips of my fingers had been sucked away.
Mingyue's body is not as good as a day. This time, Chen Ping and I went to kneel for her master. Her master said that it was not the question of whether Mingyue wanted to live or not, but that this disease could not be cured at all.
I lied to Mingyue that she didn't need her master to cure this disease, "Cough, I ordered someone to cook more rock sugar sydney for you..."
"Kyaukyao is more and more like a child, how adult, I coughed up blood and rock sugar Sydney prevaricated me." Mingyue was actually two years older than me, and when I was sick, I allowed her to call me Kyauk kyauk, just like the eldest sister.
It was raining heavily that day.
There was not a single star in sight in the sky that day.
That day, the bright moon was blocked by dark clouds.
That day, the bright moon went.
The next night, a bright moon hung high.
The first time I saw Chen Ping crying. He had no father and no mother since childhood, and I had never seen him cry for his father. His men went, and the boy also had tears and did not flick.
That night, we sat in the courtyard of the bright moon, and Chen Ping looked up at a round of moon and wept. He said that his bright moon had gone back to heaven.
I gave Mingyue a funeral with "beautiful scenery". Manjingcheng could no longer find a concubine who could be called the "Second Lady" and have such a funeral. Only Bright Moon has.
The days were back to the way I had just entered the house. Chen Ping's words and I became less.
Only one night, Chen Ping asked me over and over again like a emotion, "Kyauk kyauk" and "kyauk kyauk" kept calling my name. He held my face as if he were going to kiss me, but it ended up on my cheek, accompanied by a hot tear.
Foreign tribes are attacking, and Chen Ping is going to the frontier to fight.
"Kyaukyao, I am Chen Pingyi, and it is my blessing to have you and Mingyue in this life."
"Whether he is a literati scholar or a powerful man of the dynasty, only I Chen Ping have 'Kyaukgyao Mingyue', only I Chen Ping have ... Hahahahaha..."
He seemed to be laughing wildly, but there was clearly unwillingness in that laughter. I couldn't see his face clearly, and I could only hug him tightly.
"But the emperor wants me to go to war, so I can only go to war." Knives and guns have no eyes, I..."
"Kyaukauk, go to sleep."
"Okay."
On the day he set out, I hugged him for a long time at the gate of the General's Mansion.
He picked up my face and kissed me very solemnly. "Madam, wait for me."
I waited for a long time, and the ginkgo biloba leaves in the courtyard grew and fell, fell and grew.
War reports come first. The army returned triumphantly, and the foreign tribes surrendered and became vassal states.
It's just that there is no news of Chen Ping.
I continued to wait, waiting for the army to return.
I waited.
Wait.
wait.
In the end, only a reward from the emperor was waiting, a plaque of "Zhongyong General's Mansion".
Ridiculous emperor. He called my husband to fight, and then my husband died in battle, leaving only a reward and a plaque, and he continued to sit firmly in his dragon chair, holding his country and mountains, and even one more vassal state.
I don't want any plaque, I want my husband, I want Chen Ping.
There is no general in the General's Mansion, what is the General's Mansion.
"Xiang'er, that was the first time Chen Ping kissed me and solemnly called my wife for the first time."
"Xiang'er, I regret it, I shouldn't let him call me by my first name, I want to hear him call me Madame again."
I don't know if it was the first few autumns, the General's Mansion could not hold up.
I scattered all the people in the General's Mansion and gave them a good way to leave the mansion. My dog was also given to the right person.
Xiang'er was still with me, and she said she would always follow me. I said okay, let's go to my yard and sit for a while, I want to see xiao huang them.
I sat under the ginkgo tree and gently caressed the ground.
"Xiang'er, go to the kitchen and boil me a pot of water, I'm thirsty." The road is a bit far, I'm waiting for you. ”
"Yes, ma'am." Looking at Xiang'er's distant figure, I smiled slightly.
I'm Xiang'er, and I've been deceived by Madame.
She said she would wait for me, but when I arrived, she fell asleep.
Under her ginkgo tree.
Draped in golden ginkgo biloba leaves.
Holding the gold-encrusted peace buckle that her mother-in-law had left for her.
Laughing and falling asleep.
Never woke up again.
Madam, you can't lose Xiang'er, wait, Xiang'er will come.
【End】
More than that - The Cat of Lee House (10.10)
As you can see, Ye is a noble black cat from Li Mansion.
Where is the nobility? You see, Grandpa's dark hair, Grandpa's green pupils representing nobility.......
Most importantly, Grandpa is the black cat of the Li Mansion cat circle, and the main chamber of Lord Li is thinking that I also have a year and a half, good food and drink for Grandpa, Grandpa just ignores her. Grandpa is noble, black! cat! old! big!
On this day, the people in the main room left me a lot of good drinks and good food, and led me to a courtyard. I looked, hey, it's a little girl, born white and pure, and it's not the same as other charming and cheap goods in Li Mansion!
Grandpa decided to take her as a little brother.
But she saw that Grandpa seemed to be very scared, and sat on the ground. Grandpa's little brother can't be so buried, wait, Grandpa comes to teach you, be Grandpa's little brother, have to drag.
First let Grandpa touch your little face to feel one...
Many years later, Grandpa can remember in his dreams the past when he was called off by the little girl...
Little girl... It's really dragging...
(This is about Kyauk kyauk afraid of the cat's small fan outside, hahaha, more funny, in the end, between Kyaukgyao and the cat is a beautiful [gao] Li [xiao] misunderstanding ah, in fact, Kyaukgyao did not give scratches Oh, but the black cat boss nails are really long, poke to kyaukgyao [poof])
Fan wai - Chen Ping (10.12)
Grit your teeth and pull out the last arrow in your chest. In fact, if I can't pull it out, I Chen Ping, I can't live.
I touched my lips. Two years ago, at the gate of the General's Mansion, the promise of that kiss could not be completed after all.
Is the girl who once hugged me tightly and refused to let go still wait for me?
The first time I met her was on my big wedding night, in my new room, and she was my bride. Li Jiaojiao, the daughter of Li Jianchuan.
I will never forget that after I told her that I had a beloved, she calmly lifted her head, removed her makeup, and even generously said that she did not mind me taking concubines, as long as she would always be my wife.
I never touched her, and according to what she said, the two of them had always respected each other as guests. She also didn't resist sleeping with me, but she never blamed me for not being married to her.
She probably didn't know that on her wedding night she had cried and dreamed.
She said, Mother, there is a second person in this world who calls me Kyauk kyauk, the husband of Kyauk kyauk, the husband of kyauk kyauk himself.
She said, Mother, I lost the gold and jade that my mother gave me, and I broke off my husband's good relationship.
She said, I'm sorry. After talking for a long time, while crying, I said that no matter how I called her, I would not wake up.
My nose suddenly soured. It seems that her life in Li Mansion is not satisfactory. I probably know why Li Jianchuan let me marry his daughter, he didn't want to marry her at all. It turned out that I had won it herself. Sad and funny.
Later, she always talked about dreams, and cried many times. What was the gold-encrusted peace buckle of her mother in her dream?
Later, eating vegetarian abalone to eat crying, the first time I visited the lantern party, I was more sure that she was in Li Mansion, and her life was not good at all.
Li Jianchuan, there really is yours.
Although I have a beloved, since you are already my wife and my wife, I will treat you well.
She dresses very much likes plain color, but also matches her name, "Kyaukyao".
Dressed plainly, the jewelry on her body is also plain, she usually inserts a few unpretentious hairpins, unless there is any banquet to attend, but will wear a step shake. It was just the jewelry in the dowry brought by Li Fu's dowry, which she had never touched.
Later, Chinese New Year's Eve night, Kyaukgyao gave me a surprise - she redeemed Mingyue, my sweetheart in the Miaoyin Building.
Mingyue is an artist girl in the Miaoyin Building, the value is extremely high, I have not been able to redeem it, I am excited, I have not understood, how she ransomed Mingyue out.
Later, I found out that her dowry was gone.
She said that Mingyue could only be a concubine, but in fact, as long as Mingyue could return to me, I was very happy. The same is true of Mingyue.
I only worry about whether she will suppress the concubines like other rich families.
It turns out that it is the heart of my villain who is a gentleman's belly.
The two of them got along very well, inseparable every day, and never had a disagreement. Mingyue also often said to me, "Madame treats me very well, you put a hundred hearts."
The first time I felt that I was extremely indebted to Kyaukyao was the time when she was seriously ill.
As her husband, I almost humiliated her and killed her beloved dog.
I watched as her anger dissipated day by day, and finally, it was the glare of red and black blood on her plain clothes.
I dare not imagine that if I had not remembered the peace buckle in the pawnshop owner's hand that day, if I had not exchanged the peace buckle, even if Mingyue pretended to be her mother," she would still have left.
I didn't close my eyes for a few days, and I watched her until she was about to stop crying, and asked me like a child for an embrace, and I suddenly understood that I was a greedy person.
Later, Mingyue had a child, and I was very happy, and I wanted to be a father.
However, Mingyue was not in good health, failed to save the child, and almost lost half her life.
That day I felt like I was back in the days of kyaukgyao's serious illness. I was really scared. Fortunately, Mingyue also survived.
I told myself that if the two of them were well, I would not ask for anything.
But Mingyue still went one step ahead of me.
Am I being too greedy?
Everything is back to square one, but it can never go back.
It's ridiculous, I'm just left, but Heaven is going to punish me.
The frontier is in a hurry, and I am going to fight.
I don't want to, I really don't want to! Obviously, it was the emperor's decision-making mistake that led to the two countries turning against each other, why should we people go to his death!
I woke up in a dream that night. I dreamed that I had died on the battlefield, shot through my chest by an arrow. So real, it scared me out of a cold sweat.
In the darkness, I felt the little her in my arms, and I couldn't help myself.
All night long, I kept calling her name.
"Kyaukgyao." I can't help it.
"Kyaukgyao." I don't want to go.
"Kyaukgyao." I want to stay.
"Kyaukyao..."
Gradually I don't feel the pain...
My wife is kyauk, I love the bright moon.
Wu ChenPing, a greedy person, a round of Kyaukgyao Mingyue's heart hung high. Ridiculous, defend the country, difficult to defend the family.
(Chen Pingfanwai, end)