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To be honest, the following article was originally a good intention of mine, who wanted to eat noodles that night Fu Wenze ate noodles and braced, and pulled me out for a walk at 10 o'clock in the evening. Although the day has entered March, the spring cold is still very strong, Fu Wenze said that he is strong, gave me his coat, and as a result, he had a high fever of 40 degrees in the early morning of the same day.
I took a taxi and took him to the city hospital in the middle of the night for treatment.
By the time he finally got the hanging needle in the hospital and went to sleep peacefully, it was already five or six o'clock, and I finally breathed a sigh of relief.
Fu Wenze had a high fever and was hospitalized for two days, and I stayed in the hospital for two days.
It was an accident to meet Jiang Bai.
Jiang Bai specializes in clinical medicine, and he used to intern in the city hospital for a while, but now that the internship period has passed, I bumped into him in the hall of the hospital.
Dressed in civilian clothes and with clear eyebrows, he had a pleasant conversation with the female doctor in the white coat next to him.
I don't know why, but I didn't dare to go up until the female doctor waved goodbye to him. When Jiang Bai saw me, he was obviously shocked: "You? ”
"Jiang Bai."
Since Chinese New Year's Eve night break up, Jiang Bai has not seen me again. I went to the dormitory to find him, he asked my roommate to tell me to leave, I sent a retained message on WeChat, he did not reply, and then simply deleted me.
It was Jiang Bai who made me understand how cruel and decisive it is to break up without hesitation.
When I came back from buying breakfast, Fu Wenze had woken up, I lowered my head, put the hot porridge and fritters I bought on the table, and put the table on his bed, just about to turn around, Fu Wenze took my hand: "What's wrong with you?" ”
I pulled out my hand: "I don't have anything, the lady who sells breakfast said, today's hot porridge, lean meat put a lot, fritters are also strong, you eat while it is hot, I will go out to get medicine for you." ”
"Did you meet Jiang Bai?"
I was stunned, and the teardrops fell down.
"I'll go find him!" Fu Wenze was about to pull out the needle and roll over and get up.
I hurried to stop him, but Fu Wenze didn't listen to me at all, and finally I endured for half a day or cried out: "What is Fu Wenze!" Don't you think I'm not ashamed enough? ”
Just in Fang Cai, Jiang Bai, the man I chased most of my youth, told me word for word that he had never liked me. His feelings for me have always been only touched, only moved.
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Later, I read a lot of stories, and saw that the girls in the stories were unwilling to let go of a relationship and insisted bitterly, the main reason was that she unilaterally still believed that hard work could create a fate. As everyone knows, fate is the most mysterious two words in the world. I worked hard for 6 years, and in the 7th year of chasing Jiang Bai, I lost him.
On my 24th birthday, I worked overtime and received a blessing call from my mother, only to realize that I was one year older.
That night, downstairs in the rental room, a large ding-dong cat doll suddenly appeared.
To the melody of happy birthday songs, he fiddled with his incongruous limbs and danced crappy dances for me.
I claped at him to the rhythm, and when the music was over, he magically pulled out a cake from behind.
I couldn't laugh and rushed forward to help him take off the doll's hood: "Not bad, I know the design surprise." ”
Fu Wenze smiled: "Happy? ”
At my age, people around me will give me lipstick and bags as birthday gifts, and only Fu Wenze will guard my girlish heart.
I nodded vigorously, "Super happy! ”
That night, we sat on the rooftop, eating cakes, drinking beers, talking about work, and then about love.
"Fu Wenze, why do you think I'm so miserable?" Like a person, desperately good to others, but people just don't appreciate it. When can someone be as good as you are to me, it will be good..."
"That's a pity."
"What a pity?"
"It's a pity that you lack heart and eyes, only I can bear it!"
I squinted my eyes at him, but Fu Wenze smiled: "However, you can try to like me, maybe I will reluctantly accept you." He looked up and took a sip of his beer, jokingly.
I looked at him sideways: "Fu Wenze." ”
"Huh?"
I continued to approach slowly, getting closer and closer, and I could feel the uneasiness of him wanting to turn his head and being ashamed to turn his head. Finally, at the moment when Fu Wenze made up his mind to look at me, I pasted the cake in my hand on his face: "Hahaha, tell you to tease me." ”
"Qin Liya! I'm so spoiled for you! ”
Amid laughter and scolding, the 24th birthday has passed, and the city is brightly lit up at night. I finally understood that it was not mine that was not mine in the end, and I could not ask for it. And when the burden in my heart is completely put down, and the mood gradually becomes clear, I can naturally see the tenderness that has been guarded by my side for many years.
From Story Forest magazine
April 2019/ Lower Half Month
Original title| to the best you around
The author | Yan Wusheng
Figure | source network