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From the time of my birth to today's limit, it is a real thirty-year time to come to this world, an extremely solemn day, so I record it as a testimonial for thirty years of my life, recording the imprint of the spirit at the center of my real life course. Wang Qing is grateful to her mother for walking many roads and crossing countless mountains. Reading the sufferings of the world, tasting the hardships of the world, experiencing the helpless desolation, the only thing that can warm all my memories and loneliness is the sincerity of my mother's lips and teeth, and the expectation of my mother' stomach... My mother's words and deeds, her smile, her attitude of facing life calmly and her loving and kind heart, let me prematurely appreciate the weight of responsibility, the spirit of self-improvement and the dignity of standing up. Invisibly inspired me to face the vast road ahead and move forward with courage and conscience. It is a metaphor for me to uphold my love, justice, the burning flesh and blood of youth, and the passion of my youth. In the face of society and loved ones, I will give my conscience. It was the influence of my mother that made me forge ahead on the road of life, and strive to pursue step by step... You told me the weight of responsibility that year, and I was just seven years old. My father, because of a serious illness, left my mother and me and my sister, who had just become an adult, and went to heaven alone. Since then, we have not been heard from again and have never been in contact with us again. The burden of maintaining the family and raising children is all thrown on the shoulders of the mother. My father took my mother's hand before he died and said, "You must raise your old age to adulthood!". My mother refused all the courtesies and exchanges of my father's relatives and friends before his death, remembering my father's dying trust, and raising me as a human being was the only life belief in my mother's life. However, my mother was afraid of affecting my mood. Still optimistic and strong in front of me as usual. But I inadvertently found that she was often quietly alone in a daze. At that time the young did not know what had happened. Looking back now, I feel my mother's state of mind at that time. The departure of the father has caused the mother to endure the torment and blow of loss,—— husband, the spiritual and emotional pillar on which a woman relies. At that time, my mother was like a lonely goose, and this feeling was like the sense of helplessness and helplessness of where the boat with the broken cable of Jiang Xin would be tied, how could she not make her mother sad and depressed? But my mother was deeply aware of the unshirkable responsibility that fell on her shoulders—to nurture me well. On the surface of the sea without wind, you can only row by your own double oars. Since then, the mother has shouldered the burden of the whole family alone, bearing the ups and downs of life, and chewing the bittersweet and bittersweet from reality alone. The enlightenment of his human being has taught me. Simplicity and kindness, integrity and chastity mother showed me not to be afraid of hardships, not afraid of setbacks, hardships and even failures, but still have a tenacious commitment to themselves, indomitable, upward growth of the strength. After graduating from high school, I was admitted to college. Maybe it was the timing of the operation, maybe it was a coincidence, maybe it was a mistake, in the summer when I went home for the summer vacation, I participated in the national writers competition with the mentality of trying it out, and as a result, I became the winner of this competition and became a signed writer with a one in a thousand chance, which was a great encouragement for me who loved cultural undertakings at that time, and it was also a platform to confirm that I had developed myself well. At first, my mother did not agree, she felt that studying and studying and studying was the path I really wanted to take. For the complexity of literature plus the many factors of internal ups and downs, my mother believes that it is inappropriate. But seeing that I insisted on doing it and the people said that this was a rare opportunity, I didn't say anything. Just repeatedly exhorting people to do things in a down-to-earth manner, no matter what they do, being a person is the first meaning. I thought that I had participated in the work, and my mother, who had worked hard for many years, could breathe a sigh of relief, but my mother did not feel the idea of letting go of the burden on her shoulders. On the contrary, it seems that there is some new responsibility for her to take on?! My mother was running a small business at this time, and because of her good popularity and credibility, many merchants were willing to do business with my mother. With the boom of business, the economic income has gradually become more abundant. At this moment, the mother is racing to take on the responsibility of many children who are left at home and have no one to take care of them. My mother's actions made me realize that I needed to do my best, work hard, and work hard. In a person's life, if he can do one or two meritorious things, even if it is a small thing, as long as it is beneficial to the people and society, he will not waste this life! Under the influence and inspiration of my mother, I participated in many public welfare events in society. "Maybe only people who have cried for a long night are worthy of life" This benevolent feeling of my mother deeply infected me, showing my essence of being a man... You have taught me to be self-reliant as the years go by, and my mother's age has gradually increased. And she did not let go of her pursuit of being human and good. Maybe the mother knows that there are more children who need her attention. Tianxingjian, when self-improvement is unremitting. Inspired by my mother, after much thought, I resolutely made my life choice. In order to make a breakthrough in the career I am engaged in, I gave up Jiangsu and entered Beijing to further improve myself and seek greater development space, not to mention that Beijing is also the place where I have always wanted to enter. When I was studying, I told my mother many stories of young talents and heroes. My mother also strongly supported my initiative, and with her consent, I finally got my wish to enter Beijing, which I had been preparing for for several years. My mother was worried that I was unfamiliar with the people in Beijing, that it would be difficult to meditate, and that I did not want to add more trouble to my brother and sister. At the same time, in order to get rid of my worries, she persuaded many of her companions to enter the old people's apartment of the local government. Facing her mother, recalling the ups and downs she has traveled over the years, an indescribable emotion always surges in her heart. Whenever I walk on the silent road of Khotan, whenever I wake up alone in the night, or in the face of the bloody twilight of the sun, or a moment of deep thinking after tea and dinner, I silently say to myself in my heart, "What kind of achievements and merits will I repay my mother?!" "In order to pursue the beautiful ideal in my heart and realize my long-cherished wish as a person, no matter where I am in the future and where I am, what I miss most will always be my mother." My mother is like a burning red candle, illuminating my way forward, soothing my quiet soul, and strengthening my true faith...