Beauty in the subway suddenly squeezed into my arms (Chapter 1)

Table of Contents: Three chapters

Volume I: Encounters

My name is Zhang Jiangnan. Don't care where my name comes from, of course it's fake. I haven't talked about a formal relationship. Now working in Zhangjiang, Pudong, I am a tram man and an otaku. It is also a poor man who can be admired and picked up. I spend more than an hour a day on the subway. Just to get a little food, a little ordinary, a little face, and the dignity of work. I wrote my story, for you to hear. Love? Working? University? It all starts from that day. It happened a year ago in the midsummer, on Wednesday, July 23rd. Because of an unspeakable dream, I got up thirty minutes early. I wake up earlier than the alarm clock, which is unusual for a software developer who codes every day. I did it in my usual order, peeing, brushing my teeth, washing my face, having breakfast, pulling... and then I simply went out first, and I shook it leisurely, still fifteen minutes earlier than usual. It was hot that day, I was suffocating, and at eight o'clock I squeezed into line two and shook. I used to be next to a door that didn't open a car door, so there were fewer people. And my terminal station is Zhangjiang, I must be able to get off the car, but my years of habits tell me. Or next to the door. Anyway, it is best not to sit, lest you see the elderly coming, and you must hesitate to let it in the end. Looking at the eyes of pregnant women and the elderly, I will most likely give in, and I will even let go, why sit, just stand. It was an ordinary morning, but a few minutes before the extraordinary appeared, it seemed so trivial. When at the People's Square Station, as usual, those who get off the bus cannot squeeze out, and those who get on the bus cannot come in. The old man next door to me was coughing, making me want to probe outside the car door. Saying that it was late and fast, a girl was forced to come to me by the crowd behind me. Her hair brushed directly into my chin, if in normal times. This action is like being at an airport, and for many years I have not seen a husband and wife hugging each other tightly. My chest was against her chin, her chest....a little under my diaphragm. I couldn't see her face clearly, but her hair still had a very comfortable shampoo smell and should be a clean girl. It was just 0.5 seconds, a summary of my observations and first impressions. After about 1 second, the crowding eased slightly, and the curly-haired girl (forgot to say, it was curly) looked up at me. I love haruki Murakami's encounters with 100% girls, as the book says, "One clear morning in April, I was in an alley in Harajuku and rubbed shoulders with a 100% girl. "That's how I met, but the scene was changed to: "One sweltering morning in July, I was huddled with a 100 percent girl in a carriage on Shanghai Line 2." Not quite in line with the perfect way girls meet, MS is not 100%. The girl's face lifted up and she said "Sorry" to me, and I finally saw her face clearly. Melon face, white, no pimples, no acne, straight nose. The eyes are not watery cute women, but they are intelligent elf-like. Body, standard, not fat, not too skinny,, my unprofessional visual measurement is B+. Just right for me. In a word, it is the ice and snow smart white net type girl next door. My heart was racing suddenly. I think people all over the car might hear my abnormal heartbeat. The body involuntarily looked back and squeezed back, to make some space for her, so as not to desecrate this beautiful scenery. She seemed to know my uneasiness, and she looked down and blushed. I secretly swore that I must find out where this girl came from. Volume II: The Coincidental Girl gets on the bus in People's Square at 8:32 a.m. After Lu Jiazui, she did not get down. Represents that she is not in the financial circle. Very good, not the king of things. After passing Through Dongchang Road and Century Avenue, she was still there. Then there's the Science and Technology Museum. When the car passed by Century Park, I suddenly wondered if she was also under Zhangjiang Station. She listened leisurely to her IPOD, occasionally closing her eyes, probably hearing a favorite chorus. I faintly heard the sound coming from the headphones, which should be Western music. The radio finally came, "The terminal station Zhangjiang station has arrived..." I followed my joy, it turned out that she was a little princess of science. When I was studying, I must have been pursued by everyone. Coming out of the carriage, I stared at her deadly, but kept a distance of about two people from him. I don't want to be treated like a **** in the first place. At that time, I already had plans to be late, and I was in Zhangjiang anyway, and I wanted to find out where she worked. But I was very timid, and I didn't dare to make a mockery, and my father and mother didn't give me enough family background and appearance. I followed and found that the exit she had taken was the same as usual, to the bus stop. I secretly rejoiced that it would not be the same bus. In the noisy and chaotic Zhangjiang subway station, she walked by herself, and the people around her seemed to be out of focus to me. She wore an aqua blue Tshirt, jeans, and a standard female engineer dress, but with her, she made the "ugly girl" who usually looked at ZhangJiang Station hide herself. She actually got on my usual bus, I sweated, came to Zhangjiang to work for half a year, and I actually found this national color on the first day (for me). But it was also reasonable, because I went out ten minutes early today, maybe ten minutes earlier, and delayed my encounter with her. On the bus, I still tried to keep my distance from him, only greedily watching, but as soon as her eyes drifted near me, I immediately shifted my face. This bus stops in many places in Zhangjiang, said the company, Zhangjiang probably has more than a thousand large and small, I am determined, this time to follow to the end, the opportunity is left to people who do not face, this is my boss's famous quote, today is a good opportunity to prove.

The first stop did not go down, and the second, third and fourth stops did not get off. Another stop passed, wait, that's our park, I can't believe that she actually got off at the same stop where I usually got off. My inner ecstasy, like a lion cub who had successfully hunted for the first time, galloped across the prairie to celebrate. She was actually in the same park as me. Oh my God, my bad luck of more than twenty years, has it finally turned red? After a while, another voice in my heart came out. "It seems that just the distance is close, does not mean that you have a chance, you will not be happy too soon." "You roll the edges, less crow mouth." The dream of that day, whether God came to wake me up and told me to get up early and go to the car, I don't know. But I knew that from that day on, the girl brought a touch of joy to my daily gray subway commute. It's true. Volume 3: I continued to follow her and walked towards the park. The sun was shining on me, and my beads of sweat began to bubble up, but I persevered. She finally walked into a building, and I was so moved that I was about to cry. Because.................. That's next door to me. People often say that distance is not a problem, wrong, distance must be a problem, otherwise the sentence that the moon is first obtained near the water tower is deceitful, or why long-distance love is mostly a split leg ending. Seeing her enter the elevator, I pretended to be a salesman to find the company, paced around and secretly wrote down the floor, quickly rushed back to the company, opened the computer Baidu search. Oh, it turns out that I am a peer, and I am a network plug-in development engineer. I stared at her company website and smirked. My boss just shook behind me, looked at me dumbfounded, and slapped me on the back. "What for?" In a daze, how is the development. "Report leader, everything goes well." "That new component that was said to be developed yesterday, okay?" The report is led and is expected to be completed within this week. "Very well and very well, next week test acceptance. Do you know how much economic benefit this thing can achieve after development....., how much revenue can be brought to us in the future" From here began a 12-minute and 43-second speech on the future of new products and the outlook of China's network economy, coupled with my nonsense progress summary, the boss smiled contentedly and walked away, continuing to the next colleague's table to give a speech. Speaking of this boss, it is very interesting, it is a Taiwanese, who first pulled me half-coaxed into this new company, is a natural orator, we privately call him mustache. People are very good, very concerned about subordinates, is to love to say some MBA-specific terms, all day long what core competitiveness has SWOT Analysis. He also likes to walk around the pipe and has to stand next to you every day and talk for an hour and a half. There are ten people in our company, most of whom are technicians, and they are still in the product development stage. Business sales is the mustache and an old skin in charge. Old Pi was older and not honest to look at, and these two guys knew it was Sales with one mouth. Dressed in bright clothes and full of Words in English. I was 80% dizzy at the beginning, and I would give up my original salary to join this team. But in general, the mustache and old skin are good people, although noisy, but also considerate of the subordinate boss. My technical supervisor, who probably found me in a good mood today, asked. I was busy saying it was okay. I think such beautiful women, how can I tell you that everyone is a second line, and I want to treasure it myself. Speak out to keep this group of ** immediately under the guise of business cooperation to find the door. Volume IV: The day after the first daughter, I deliberately set the alarm clock twenty minutes earlier according to the rhythm of yesterday. I put on an H&M shirt that I was most satisfied with, and at 8:15 on time, I stepped onto Line 2, as usual, the first carriage, the third door, and the same position. When the door of the car in People's Square opened, my heart jumped. I searched for people who came in. Didn't see it, didn't. There was no shadow of the girl. How could this be..........My expression of loss was immediately engraved on my face, and my whole face collapsed. When I arrived at the company, I began to regret why I did not go down to People's Square. I don't get off the People's Square, why don't I wait for her at the Zhangjiang bus stop, I don't wait for him at the bus stop, why don't I buy a coffee in the park. An emotional loss without even a thought, that's my problem. I wasn't very emotional when I entered the company, but Jay, the head of technology, noticed my flower clothes. Immediately ask, "Are you dating today?" No", I was in a bad mood and didn't want to hang out with him at all. "It's all right", Jay is an honest man, and seeing that I don't have a good tone, I didn't say more. "Well, there's a problem," he said, hearing my answer, and the mustache immediately ran near me to look at me. The moustache will not give up on any topic, and she can also relate to you with a little clue. "New clothes, haven't seen it, dating ha?" Where did you meet that?"" I didn't, I didn't have any clothes to wear, so I put on a new one. "Fart, lie less to me." "Really?" Is it with a just girl?"" No. "First daughter?", old Pi also came over." "Boy girl?", and another little John spoke too. "I'm not bothered." "Oh, newcomer!!" No", I amplified the volume and roared out. I was just too naïve, a few glasses of wine, I put my past in full. Since then, these people have been pretending to be love masters when they have nothing to do, and they discuss with me every day how to pursue women. Volume V: Still the next day has passed, and on the third day I got up early in the morning. Waiting for the moment of 8:15 to go out, I found that there was really nothing to do in waking up too early in the morning. In the past, I used to wipe my face, brush my teeth and go to the toilet for fifteen minutes, but today I am thirty minutes early, and when I am ready, I sit on the couch and count the time. Will I see him today? I went to work with anticipation. Seriously, I didn't think commuting to work would be a pleasure for me. It was still the first carriage, and I was next to the side that opened the door, and when People's Square stood, the door opened. I searched eagerly for every face coming in.

Suddenly the eyes lit up............................... It was she, and it was again. But he passed me and squeezed the door inside. As I passed, the smell of her long curly hair made me involuntarily turn around. Writing this, it seems to me that I am a perverted stalker. Between me and her was a white-collar worker and a young woman. But they were superfluous to me because most of the time my gaze fell directly on her side. She still listened to music, like the carriage was an irrelevant environment, as long as there was music. For me too, the smell of the carriage stinks, or the loud voice, I only pay attention to her. I followed her step by step, taking the bus and walking into the park together. Today, I'm in a good mood because of her. Volume VI: Chances I met her about three times a week, and as luck would have it, there would have been four. She doesn't have to work at all times, but I catch the shift she often takes, and I always get lucky a few times a week. Every day when I step into the Zhongshan Park subway station, I take a deep breath and pray for a miracle this morning. This situation lasted for about a month. My work mood this month has been extremely high. I have a good mood at work and look forward to doing the subway every day. The Shanghai Metro Company probably wouldn't have thought of having such a caring customer as me. One evening, the mustache asked everyone to go to dinner together. Since writing programs is really irritable, every once in a while I will go to dinner and drink some wine to relax. Last time, because I drank too much, I accidentally told my secret. First Daughter, Catwoman, Gangnu. These three are the code names that The Mustache gave me for my secret. Alas, every time I say these things, it is a sweet and sour taste. Volume Seven: Codename No. 1 Gangnu, I was in college with my classmate, and I went with this girl to see The Transformers, so they called it Gangnu. The second child was my high school classmate because I had seen a children's chorus performance with this girl. The third daughter, a female classmate I have liked since junior high school, I once confessed to her, but was rejected. From the moment I said these three girls, these three code names began to be brought up in the office. The moustache once looked at the picture of Megan Fox and said thoughtfully, "I don't know if it would be so sexy if the girl did that engine repair, I even saw her golden retriever clearly." "The moustache not only loves to talk, but also loves to act, and while talking, he poses to lift his hips to repair the car. Old Pi walked by the side, slapped his mustache on the butt, and said, "Just female repair car is definitely sexier than you, even if she does not have an S figure, but it is estimated that at least there is P, and you are at most lowercase b." "A virgin, a virgin, or a virgin, can only be considered my good friend now. We'll watch the movie alone and talk about QQ, but that's it, no further development. Gang Nu liked me, but she didn't say it explicitly, but I really didn't feel anything for him. Although, my first time gave her............... Because I wanted to position the story as a romantic and fresh style, we will skip the paragraph, basically two inexperienced people to meet to help, that's all, no comment. Virgins were always confused about me, she had asked me to date valentine's day, but she usually ignored me most of the time, we rarely said a few words a month, and I knew that she had a favorite man. We also went to see the chorus because he wanted to thank me for giving her two concert tickets. Dating to watch choir performances, of course, extremely boring. The first daughter is the eternal pain in my heart. Men are always unforgettable for women who fail to confess, and they are even more unforgettable for women who fail to confess for the first time. We are not Guanxi, men other than Guanxi are growing up and practicing in continuous failure, and then experience the effect of not having a face and the greatness of stalking. The first failure is a wound in our fragile soul that can never be healed. The entanglement between me and my first daughter has lasted for about 10 years since junior high school. Volume VIII: The good guy Ka Chu Nu is a very cute girl, she developed very well in middle school, and it was difficult for me, who had just grown a beard in adolescence, not to pay attention to her. But in the beginning she was just a good classmate of mine. What I like is actually another school flower, the school flower is very beautiful, at least at that time the whole school recognized, although a few years later, she actually gained a full twenty pounds, from Zhao Feiyan to Yang Guifei. The school flower seems to have a lot to talk about to me..... I was stupid, I didn't find that she had a lot of conversation with everyone. I don't have many tricks, I will only go to and from school together, etc., I am really not a romantic person. But I plucked up the courage and painstakingly wrote her a love letter, which included only "I like you very much, since XXX I found out.....like you.....I don't know if you feel it...". Of course, I have received a good person card without exception (Note: Taiwan says that a good person card is to receive a reply is: You are a good person... But... In fact... I am not worthy of you), this good guy card is quite shocking, although it is a small step for human beings, but after all, it is a big step for me, this setback makes me have no confidence for a whole semester, while I lick the lacerations caused by the good guy card, there is a female classmate who accompanies me, she is the first daughter, her voice is very good, always ringing a smile, it seems to have a soothing effect on me, and she always uses the way of mocking me to divert the topic to help me, it seems to be more effective than the gentle comfort analysis. When I graduated from junior high school, I found that I liked my junior daughter, and her clever smile made me dazed from time to time. She was also smarter than me at the same age, and it seemed that as a teenager, she was already good at mastering men's hearts. Some abilities are really innate and cannot be achieved by learning the day after tomorrow. Since high school, I have begun to think about the relationship between my first daughter and me, and she seems to have lived in my heart domineeringly when I collected the first good man card. When a man confirms his own intentions, there is no chance to turn back. I'm sure I like the first girl, but I'm not sure what she thinks.

My favorite time of the week was a walk with her, her twittering homely phrases as if to soften the air, and the whole route was her scent. I don't see any other girls, not even me in the eyes of other girls. This crush lasted three years in high school. In the first year of college, under the stimulation of the campus couple Qianying, I couldn't wait to try my hand, I chose to confess to the first daughter...........Volume 9: Failed The day I handed out the confession letter, the sky was clear, I went to her school to find her, and my nervous hands sweated all the time. I didn't tell her beforehand that I was going to find her, which turned out to be a big failure. It can't be said to be a failure, because even if I had called first, it wouldn't have changed anything. The first daughter followed a group of people out of the school gate, and she was surprised to see me. She came to me, but her classmates with their eyes fluttering and said something in the shape of their mouths to wait for me. I dragged her to the side, my mind blank, and handed her a letter. And I asked her to go home and look at it again, and then I ran away with a cigarette. This bird to the no-good confession, of course, Er is a good man card to appear again. The first daughter called me and said a lot of reasons, and the clearest thing I heard was "What I want to say makes me sad, but I've always just treated you as a good friend, I think you're a very good person, but I'm not suitable for you, you have to understand..." This is the good guy card, no need to identify, fake one or ten. Volume 10: Wishful Thinking I remember the last words on the phone were: "Let's be good friends, okay?" Almost in tears, I replied vaguely: "Good." The days still go on, and I really have no complaints or regrets about my first daughter. I obsessively think that maybe if I wait, there will be a miracle. However, a role positioned between classmates and confidants is doomed to not be favored by the boss Hua Dan. I have no say, and I should pay more attention to my words and deeds. Otherwise, it is easy to be driven to another table by the heroine to eat. The first daughter began to mention other boys in front of me often, and she would also install nicknames such as Little Handsome and Little An'an, and I had to pretend not to care and cooperate with the good name. I have to plan my daily schedule so that I can show up at the right time for her meal or pick her up and take her home. I had to rack my brains to think about the topic of the day so that I would have an excuse to qq with her at night so that he wouldn't spy on my attempts. If there is an idiom to describe me at that time, I think it would be "walking on thin ice". This game has been played by every male, and the ending can be predicted. It may be that all broke through the barrier and married the princess and lived a happy and happy life from then on. It may also be that all three lives are dead, see if you want to invest money and play another round. It may also end up stuck in a certain level without progress, tired of playing, brother I changed the game. I am the second kind, as long as the first daughter bell smiles, I am willing to pay for tokens, do it again, and stick to this machine, never give up again. Volume 11: The first daughter has always been a pain in my heart, until the second year of college, she made a boyfriend, I finally became more dead hearted. I conclude that in my 6 years, nothing has been achieved, and the sleeves are fresh. I wanted to wave my hand and start over, without taking away any fragments of the first daughter, but all I had left was the body of the second remnant flower. A schoolgirl once told me that the most beautiful thing in love is a crush. Her every move, her smile, pulls your emotions. Because of what kind of uncertainty makes people mad, and because of that fragile cliff edge, let you remember her for a lifetime. I later understood that this feeling was so beautiful that I was entangled, and I could not escape from that tenderness and did not want to leave. She never said she liked me, we were always just ambiguous, but I didn't mind at all. The era of the first daughter has passed, and although he still has an exclusive VIP room in my heart, I tell myself that it is time to abandon high-end users and enter the mass market. Gangnu and Virgin are the rising stars who came out after this era. However, they still failed to replace the status of the first daughter. In the last two years of college, I was mixed with my classmates, girls and virgins, but I didn't make a name for myself. Still alone, he downloads Japanese movies every day. Muddy, I graduated, with the army, a brain into the beautiful woman's insulation room, the infernal passage of the otaku, this place has a common name, that is, the software development industry town, Zhangjiang. Here, the synopsis ends and we return to the night when the company had dinner. Back to that line two girl. Volume 12: During the naming of the wine banquet, everyone opened the beer as usual, drank a lot, anyway, the company paid the bill, and everyone opened the bottle without mercy. I thought to myself, in about twenty minutes, they would start mentioning the three girls again. Sure enough, after five courses of cooking and eight bottles of beer, the moustache was embarrassed. Actually, I still need to consult, I actually want to know how I can approach the subway girl, but I know that once I open this mouth, the consequences are endless. "Have you been out with a fresh girl lately?" Or do you go to a concert with a virgin?" The problem is the same, and it is clear that there is no room for talk. My answer must have been, "No comments!!" The drama is always the same, and the mustache and the old skin will repeatedly say how they will chase the girls. "Alas, I told you long ago that people should be proactive, as the saying goes, don't be afraid of not having a face, just afraid of not losing face." After dozens of back-and-forth exchanges, I finally couldn't help it, "That....then do you think if you meet a girl you like, but you don't know, how will you get started?". As soon as these words came out, the mustache's eyes immediately lit up. "Well, why did you suddenly ask?" Asked to talk, it seems that it is not the previous ones, there is new progress?" the old skin reacted faster. "No, I'm just assuming, assuming the situation." "Tell me how you met." "It was I who saw it on the subway that day...", I opened my mouth, and I knew that things were broken.

"Oh, on the subway, there really is, what is it called?" I know, I know I have to talk to ah!" I don't even know the name, then I call her...", "No, let's listen to it and then take the name" After listening to how I met her, they began to replace the number. Naming is one of the favorite games of the old pi and mustache. "I know, it's called the subway girl." "Not good, call iron woman" "No, it should be called Nano" "I am still called Ipod Le" I helplessly listened to them use strange names to delay my dream lover. Until they say that title......... Let my eyes light up. Book XIII: Teaching Jay says to call a hundred percent girl abbreviated as a woman, a hundred girls, or a hundred percent. One hundred girls once is accidental, twice is inevitable, and the third time is destiny. This is what Nguyen Thanh said. She must be one hundred percent of me, because we've met seven or eight times. Fate is destined, identification is complete. I was very satisfied with the code name and showed a look of approval. The moustache punched me in the shoulder, "You're proud of it." "This is really a good code name, to defeat the first girl and the virgin at once, from today on, I want to pay attention to my 100% girl." When they were drunk and hot, I couldn't help but start wandering. Whenever I think of her, I see her figure in the subway, and my soul begins to enter another world. If the thought of a person is like this, will it turn into a wisp of information, drill into his ear, and arouse her attention to me? If mindfulness can be developed, I would like to start practicing today. The moustache asked me if I had spoken to him. I sweated and said, no. There has never been a time when I felt I would be so desperate for mustache advice. The moustache was a famous girl and teacher milk killer, and I looked at him expectantly, hoping that he would give him a little advice. The mustache looked at me and told me what you thought. I put how to meet her, what she looks like, I really like her, all my brain said, these things have been in my heart for a month, I am not spitting out unhappy now. The moustache listened and thought about it, looked at the old pi and said, "Maybe it's time to teach." Old Pi closed his eyes and nodded, "It's time, alas, the past is like a flash of light." The moustache said: "Jiang Nan, I summed up my experience of cutting thousands of people and pillowing ten thousand arms, I completed two sets of strategies, one is to pay attention to speed and achievement rate, and the other is to apply to sustainable management enterprises, in your case, you need a long-term management module, I will send you a set of sixteen-character tips, if you can penetrate the secrets, you will become a famous master of killing women in history, and you are the top master." Everyone stopped their movements, looked at the mustache, calmly, and slowly spat out the sixteen precious words. "Know oneself and know the other, throw in the weakness of the other, strike east and west, and want to capture the old and indulge." After saying these sixteen words, the moustache seemed to have just finished pouring sixty years of virtual bamboo skills, and the prostrate closed eyes to restore energy, perhaps recalling the fierce battle situation of that year, all the passionate fragments swept by instantly, and it was necessary to slow down. Old Pi smiled mischievously and began to interpret the sixteen words. It is said that in the increasingly bloated body of the old skin, there is a hidden prince of Yushu Linfeng, but he has repeatedly emphasized that his moral standards are too high, so although he has a special skill, he has not really implemented it. Lao Pi said that these sixteen words are not only laws, but also the order of their use. Book XIV: Stunt "Know oneself and know the other, throw oneself at what is weak, attack the west with the sound of the east, and try to catch the old." Lao Pi explained slowly, the so-called confidant knows the other. It is to find out their own problems, understand their strengths, what situation will make girls laugh, if there is no special talent, it is best to start cultivating now. Knowing that he is looking for a dish that suits him, and must know at least a certain degree about the other person, where she lives, her family background, what she likes, who her ex-boyfriend is, and so on. Throw in the towel. It is to understand her weakness, this weakness will also be a breakthrough point, some women's weakness is flowers, some people are romantic, some people are a sentimental letter, to find out this sweet point, to make a one-time key breakthrough, never waste effort to fight guerrilla warfare. Give the dummy. According to their own research, 73% of women are looking for the other half of their souls, in Mandarin, which means that most women are looking for complementarity. Unless you're a little cloth (Brad Pitt) or an old cloth (Bruce Willis), it will be the best policy for soldiers to take risks. At this moment, the mustache opened his eyes and said. "The most important thing is the last four words, to get away with it, in the process of pursuit, we are not fighting an air raid war, nor a poison gas war, but a psychological war, only by attacking the heart, can we reach the end point and enjoy the sweet fruits." At this time we have listened to the intoxication, "quick to say quickly" the moustache said, a person to fall in love with a person, there is a process, first of all, will be aware of him, and then will often think of him, this thought, in the end, will occupy her heart, will lead to love. Here, of course, we must first exclude the special example of love at first sight. Unless you're Joe Jr. (Joe Hucknett) or Joe Sr. (George Clony), girls don't actively think about you. How to make him notice you is to attack his weakness. How to make her think of you sometimes, is to hit the east and the west. The story is not over!