Poplar Tears
(xxxiv)
Su Renru was still asleep.
Er Ni'er cleaned up the house, cooked and stir-fried vegetables, made such a big movement, and did not wake Su Renru, he was too tired, too tired.
Now Su Renru, like a ship moored in the harbor after returning home, quietly and sweetly sleeps on the dock, and the corners of his mouth also show a smile.
Ernelle couldn't bear to disturb him, but she couldn't help but touch Su Renru's face. Su Renru's face was very thin, his eyes were full of blood, and the scabs on his lips began to fall off.
Looking at it, Er Ni'er's heart was sour again, and the tears involuntarily fell down, and she quickly wiped them.
Ernelle knew that too many tears could only turn her heart into a muddy swamp. This muddy swamp not only made his mood dim, but also affected Su Renru. Now, Su Renru has come to her side, and she and he are immersed in sweet love. She must be happy and happy, she must enjoy the sweet life of this reunion, and she must not allow herself to have a little bad mood.
Ernelle was grateful to Su Renru, because she had never been loved so sincerely and passionately by a man. Like a child who has never eaten sugar, he has a special understanding of the taste of sugar. Ernelle only deeply felt today that women need to be loved. Although this kind of love is sometimes a pleasant trouble, or a kind of easy worry. But now that she has it, she must love carefully, carefully, and earnestly. This love contains her past sorrows, but also pinned on her lifelong desire.
Su Renru slept soundly for half a day before waking up, and when he woke up, he found that Ernell was sitting on the edge of the bed staring at him.
"I'm sorry, I slept for a long time, didn't I?" He smiled and said to Ernelle. "Well, you've been sleeping since noon, and it's getting dark again." Nil responded. "I've never slept so sweetly, so sweetly." Su Renru yawned. "Fool, get up and eat, I'm already hungry." Ernelle said with disgust.
Ernelle brought the set of clothes and pants and rubber shoes that the old bell had given her. The rubber shoes were just right, the clothes were slightly smaller, and they could only be worn casually.
Su Renru washed her face, and Ernell hot dishes. Dinner was sumptuous, with fried lamb with green onions, chili chicken, braised hare meat, braised carp nuggets, scrambled eggs with green chili peppers, and a plate of Su Renru's favorite sour and spicy Cabbage. The carp was sent by the old man, and the green peppers and cabbage were planted by Ernell herself. She and he, like a real couple, had a rich dinner together.
After the meal, Er Ni'er boiled a lot of hot water and poured it into a wooden barrel for Su Renru to bathe. The barrel is the height of a large child, about 1 meter in diameter, and is hewn by an old clock from a thick poplar tree. Su Renru's whole body was soaked in the wooden barrel and felt extremely comfortable.
As it got dark, Ernelle lit the kerosene lamp and closed the door. She wiped Su Renru's back and bathed him like a mother caring for a baby. After Su Renru finished taking a bath, she quickly took a bath herself. Then, Ernelle blew out the kerosene lamp and lay naked on the bed with Su Renru.
Ernelle was confiding in Su Renru her thoughts about him again, as if there were words that could never be said.
Tonight the moon and stars were obscured by thick clouds, and the night of the desert was as unpredictable and elusive as a woman's mood.
Su Renru was suddenly a little afraid of the night. He patted the arm that was wrapped around his neck, "Light the kerosene lamp." "I don't. The arm was wrapped tighter, as if it were lost forever if it was loosened.
In a shudder, a stream came from Ernelle's scalding soft body. Su Renru couldn't help but emotionally rub her rough palm on Ernelle's silky back. Ernell loosened Su Renru's neck, rolled over and sat on Su Renru's body, and then she leaned down to kiss him. Su Renru couldn't help it, and rubbed Ernie's tall, soft, and slippery breasts. Ernier's kiss became even stronger, and the kiss made Su Renru breathless. Su Renru was so confused by Ernier's teasing that he felt like his veins were about to burst, and he and she entered that wonderful state of turmoil again.
Ernelle closed her eyes and felt the tide in the distance, constantly coming towards her, and she moaned loudly with happiness. Su Renru was also completely dissolved in a hot sea like blood and fire at this moment. He felt like a raging charcoal that was burning violently, splashing into the hot sea. This splash has made him forget all fear, sorrow, hatred and pain, forget the endless troubles of struggle in the world, and forget the bitterness of his career in the high walls. He was single-mindedly working with her on an incredibly pleasurable task, sprinting with all his might toward the last moment, and he sensed that moment of infinite happiness was coming.
The old wooden bed trembled and creaked beneath them. The sound was sometimes drowned out by Su Renru's heavy panting and Ernelle's moans of happiness...
When everything calmed down, Er Ni'er put her back on Su Renru's chest and bent her arm around Su Renru's, and fell asleep contentedly.