In the cold winter weather, it is snowing heavily outside.
Twilight yan sat on the big kang near the window, looking out through the window, she looked wooden, her cheeks were emaciated, and her face had a gray expression, this spirit, no matter how it looked, looked like a twilight person.
In fact, Twilight Yan was only twenty years old, and five years ago she had married Zhang Fu, the eldest son of the Duke of Guofu, five years and six months had passed. From the day she married in, Twilight had been in this small courtyard for five years and six months, with no one caring or greeting her, and by now, no one in the Gonggong Mansion had thought of her as a person.
The clothes she was wearing were very old, even a little torn, and the quilt on her body was no longer warm, and she could always sneak in the cold air, and a gust of wind blew through, and the twilight smoke was cold and shivered a few times.
It may be that the weather is getting colder and colder, coupled with the thinness of the clothes, and at night, the twilight smoke actually starts to heat up, and it is very hot to the touch.
After all, he was a living person, and the servant in the courtyard reported this matter to the old lady in the house, and after a moment of silence, the old lady said, "Find a doctor, give it a closer look, the big year." ”
At noon the next day, the steward led the doctor to come, and the doctor pressed Twilight's wrist, carefully finished the left pulse, and then put the right pulse, and then said with a calm face: "Prepare for the aftermath ̇ ̇ ̇ ̇ ̇ ̇ ̇ " After saying that, he left, not even writing the prescription.
Twilight's big man, willow branch, knelt on the ground, begged the doctor bitterly, kept kowtowing to the doctor, begging him to save his master, and finally his head was broken, and to no avail.
Willow Stood up, gritted his teeth and said to the other Lady Chunyan, "Go boil the basin of hot water and get another piece of cloth, hurry up!" ”
After a while, Chun Yan came in with a white cloth and a basin of hot water.
Willow Branch asked Chun Yan to help, and together they scrubbed Twilight's body, while wiping, while saying: "Miss, we will scrub you clean and clean, and clean you up as beautiful as before." ”
As she spoke, she couldn't help but cry out, and when Chun Yan looked at it, she couldn't help but cry, and the two of them scrubbed while crying.
Suddenly, Twilight opened her eyes and looked at the two squirrels in front of her in a daze.
Chun Yan saw it first and said happily, "Sister Willow Branch, Miss is awake." ”
"Miss!" The two men threw themselves down together and shouted.
"What's wrong with me?" Twilight asked.
"Miss, you're suffering, whining." Willow wept.
"Water." Twilight flue
Chun Yan brought tea, and Willow Branch personally fed Twilight Smoke and drank two cups of tea.
"You go boil some ginger soup, and I'll drink some more later." Mu Yan said to Chun Yan.
"You go and boil some rice porridge." Twilight smoke again to willow branches.
When everyone was gone, Twilight sorted out her thoughts.
In the dream of passing out, Twilight Yan personally felt that kind of pain in the bone, that loneliness after being abandoned.
Twilight, in a trance-like dream, saw herself being thrown in this small courtyard, where Twilight had been here for ten years.
In these ten years, no one came to see her, she was in a bad mood, her liver was depressed, every day she was sad and sad, the person she married had never come to see her, she had never seen him, I was afraid that she did not know him when she met.
Just in a trance, I heard a young lady say, "The eldest young master has gone out with the young grandmother again, and the jewelry he bought for her is very beautiful." ”
Another young lady said, "That's for sure, I didn't see how considerate the young master was to the young grandmother." ”
I also heard someone say, "The eldest young master took the young grandmother out to go out on a sightseeing trip." " and so on.
At first hearing this, Twilight had a kind of heartache, listening to it, there was no feeling, and then when I listened to it later, it was like listening to the story of the neighbor's house.
In the past ten years, she has intermittently heard how the Gonggong Mansion has gone from the peak of being an extremely popular subject to the trough of selling property, the old lady and the old lady have been angry to death, the death is not blind, the old man is exiled, the wife is humiliated and dies, the second miss dived into the water and died, and the person does not know where to go, the people of the family, the trees fall and scatter, and go their separate ways.
She saw that she had been staying in a broken yard, just starting as jewelry, then as clothes, and finally living on the street, wind and sun, hunger and cold, and living a very bitter life.
Her two squirrels, Willow Branch, were beaten to death to protect her. Chun Yan, in order to support her, became a concubine for someone, and was later driven out of the house by the wife. Finally, asking for food with her, begging, and freezing to death on a cold night.
Thinking of this, Twilight Couldn't hold back any longer, she cried loudly, and suddenly brought willow branches and spring swallows to her, frightened and overwhelmed, and kept comforting her, saying that everything was over, and it would be fine in the future.
Twilight cried and cried, and smiled happily, and she hugged willow branches and spring swallows tightly.
"Miss!" Chun Yan shouted quietly.
"I'm hungry." Twilight said loudly.
Willow quickly brought rice porridge, she wanted to feed Twilight Smoke to eat, Twilight Insisted on Eating It herself, Willow Branch was also by her, but it felt that Miss was different today.
After eating, the three masters and servants were very happy.
The two ladies were happy that their young lady had returned from the hands of the god of death, and if she did not die, she would be blessed and would slowly get better in the future.
And Twilight was happy that she had gone back in time, back to the time when she was twenty years old, and she could do it all over again.
No one noticed the surprise that flashed in Twilight's eyes, they did not know that the young lady at this time was not the same lady yesterday, but a person who had experienced ten years of hardships and experienced the baptism of years.
Chun Yan went to bring ginger soup water again, and came to Twilight Smoke, who drank most of the bowl and sweated a little.
Because Twilight smoke did not die, there was no news on the upper room, so the next day, the old lady sent a little girl to inquire about the situation of Twilight, and willow picked up the main thing and said it, probably meaning, the blessing of the old lady and the old lady in the house, the young lady is better.
On the third day, Twilight called Willow Branch and Chun Yan to the front, and probably understood her current situation, because the dream was too long and bitter, and she was muddy and nightmarish, and she didn't know what stage she was at and what situation she was in.
Don't ask don't know, a question is frightened, it turns out that I have lived my life like this, no wonder I can't live anymore.
For the next two days, Twilight Yan thought about the way out in the future, if she stayed in the Gonggong Mansion, she would continue her current state of life in the future, according to the development in the dream, in another ten years, she would be living on the streets, hungry and cold, and so miserable when she died, especially the death of Willow Branch and Chun Yan.
If you don't stay, then where do you go, how to go out, after going out, how to live?
Twilight suddenly remembered her dowry, because after marrying in, she could not get love, and Twilight's dowry had been placed in the storeroom, and no one had touched it.
Although the people of the Gonggong Mansion did not like her, they never had an idea of her dowry.
Twilight asked Willow Branch to take out the dowry list and look at it carefully, because this is the basis for settling down.
In the dowry, it is mainly based on ornaments, and the silver ticket is about 10,000 taels.
The original owner had sent ornaments to people before, and there were about five thousand taels left in the silver tickets, and if there was money, there was everything.