Zhu Shuzhen's life is that even if there are ten thousand styles, no one can say, no one can express, and finally can only be pinned on poetry.
Ching Ping Le
Annoyed by the smoke, leave me to hold on. Hand in hand with lotus flower lake on the road, a yellow plum drizzle.
Petite is not afraid of people guessing, and sleeps in clothes. The most is the time to carry it, come back to the lazy makeup table.
The poem is evidence that Taoists accuse Zhu Shuzhen of being "morally offending." From the "petite is not afraid of people guessing, and sleeping with clothes and sleeping in people's arms", it can be seen that Zhu Shu is really naïve and romantic and has the courage to pursue love and not be afraid of others talking nonsense. This is a woman who can be obsessed with love. Although the moralists rolled their eyes, the artistic value of this poem was highly praised by critics. The Qing Dynasty critic Wu Hengzhao's book "Lotus Zi ju cizhi" once commented that "Yi An's 'eye waves move before they are guessed', and he is very reserved, and Shu Zhen is 'delicate and not afraid of people guessing', and his birth is wonderful." Both are good at romance. Compared with the two, Li Qingzhao appears reserved and dignified in the pursuit and expression of love, and the desire to refuse to return is within the scope of permission and appreciation of the patriarchal society. Moreover, Li Qingzhao's luck was obviously much better than Zhu Shuzhen's. This kind of luck is not only in the background of the world - at the beginning he married a Ruyi Langjun, this kind of luck also has a personality, Li Qingzhao's personality belongs to a big grin, more want to open, will not hang on a tree. For example, after her husband's death, she did not withstand Zhang Ruzhou's love offensive, so she married him, and after marriage, she found that his motives were not pure, so she resolutely decided to throw him into prison.
And Zhu Shu is really "spoiled and not afraid of people guessing" is like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, killing a man is caught off guard, and the inner monologue they see this word should be, this bold pursuit and confession, is not a man's privilege? Don't women just smile and wait to be chased? But why did you Zhu Shuzhen not be afraid of such a heavenly being, so fiery confession? And this angle of expressing women's feelings is not something that men can imitate and speculate. This unprepared shock she brings to men is her most precious place.
The twelve shades are idle and idle, and the worries come and go. - "Gurudwara"
There is wine in the company of pampering, and the kitchen does not worry about food and money. - "Wind Blocking on the River"
Dreaming back to the wine to wake up and chewing the ice, the maid slept greedily. - "Drunken Awakening"
Whether Zhu Shuzhen is before or after marriage, her life has always been rich, and from the above songs, you can see the whole picture. Poetry can make people immortal, and when your life experience is not a little dramatic, it will not fall into the eyes of people who write history books, and Zhu Shuzhen is like this. Her life is too ordinary to find the exact words, but fortunately, she uses pen and verse to record her heart, so that future generations can pass through the thick tunnel of time and space, and see a girl full of tenderness and talent in that era, her voice and smile.
This girl has a well-off family and has lived a carefree life since she was a child, in her world, there is only "spring flowers blooming, autumn wind and winter sunset / Melancholy youth I used to think so ignorantly / Windmill in the song of the cycle of the four seasons It is swirling in the world / In the verses of the wind and snow moon I grew up every year."
In this sentimental and first-time waiting youth, Zhu Shuzhen should have had a young plum bamboo horse and two small unsuspecting men who liked each other. It was her first love and her last love. These two people once spent the previous month under you and me, full of love, so there are Zhu Shuzhen's sincere and lively love confessions. But this relationship, I don't know what the reason is, in short, the final result is that there is no disease.
Jiang Chengzi
The oblique wind and drizzle make the spring cold. To zunqian. Reminisce. Once put pear blossoms, lonely tears dry. Yerba Buena cut off smoke Nanpu Road, and don't tears, look at the green mountains.
Last night I had a dream. Between water and clouds. Silent. Jona wakes up, and the grief remains. The exhibition turned to the air and was annoyed, and it was easy to see the sky, and it was difficult to see Yi.
Spring Miscellaneous Books
The spring water in front of the door is blue in the sky, and the poets on the seat are like immortals.
Bai Bi was a pair of undefiled, and the blowpipe returned without a chance.
This is at the end of this relationship, Zhu Shuzhen left regrets. Once this beautiful time of youth and love has passed, it can be recorded, and it is only these memories.
Although Zhu Shuzhen's parents provided a favorable environment and a strong humanistic atmosphere for their daughter's life and growth, they were very conservative in their daughter's marriage and married her to a businessman regardless of her personal will. Many history books have described this passage, the most representative of which is Tian Rucheng's "West Lake Tour Zhiyu" Volume 16: "Zhu Shuzhen, Qiantang people." Young and wise, good at reading, working poetry, and flowing with affection. In the early years, his parents were ignorant, married to the city well people's family, his husband's village was evil, and he was disgusted with all kinds of disgust; Shuzhen was depressed and depressed, and wrote poems with many sad and resentful thoughts. And from "the first time to learn thrush, the unknown heart belongs to who he belongs to." It can be seen that a generation of talented women, like other old people in mountain villages, did not even know what their husbands looked like before they got married, so they were confused and married out with anxiety. She was not full of sorrow from the beginning, although a little uneasy, but there was still a hint of hope for the future, maybe this person is not bad, but also a bit of polite and elegant temperament; maybe she has a common language with herself and can cherish herself. In short, Zhu Shuzhen at the beginning was not completely desperate.
The bride hesitated to dress up, get on the flower palanquin, and wait for the red tape marriage ceremony to pass, the moment the groom lifted the hijab, Zhu Shuzhen knew that this was not her favorite, this marriage was gambling, and there was no surprise in this ending. In the married life day after day, Zhu Shuzhen recognized a fact clearly: this husband and himself are not the same person at all, and the two do not look at each other well, he thinks that Zhu Shuzhen is too sensitive and affectionate, it seems that everything is a matter, women are talentless is moral, after having talent is trouble, he has repeatedly expressed disgust and rejection of Zhu Shuzhen's behavior of dancing and ink. Zhu Shu really felt that he was vulgar and boring, and there was no place to communicate with himself.
Self-blame · one
The woman can be drunk, and that Can Yongyue is even more singing.
Grinding through the iron brick is not my business, but the embroidery of the gold needle is a merit.
Sorrow · Second
The eyes are full of spring light and color, and the flowers are red and willow green.
If you want to tie the knot to your heart, pay and the yellow oriole to bark a few times.
Sullen
At dusk, the courtyard rained xiaoxiao, and the hatred for the lone lamp was high.
Needle and thread lazy intestine self-cutting, sycamore leaf leaf scissors.
polygala
The earth flowers can be white and red, and the late festival can love this work.
It is better to hold the incense sticks on the old, rather than dance with the yellow leaves in the autumn wind.
But she seems to be a little ready to accept this fate, this kind of emotionless married life is like the walking dead, but she can only be satisfied with the status quo, relying on the above kind of poetry to dispel the bitterness and sorrow in her heart. But disgust is mutual, Zhu Shu really hates her husband, her husband also has no feelings for Zhu Shuzhen, and she is very impatient with her kind of Lin sister-like feelings, thinking that this woman is really infinite trouble, unable to have children, will not run the family, and does not want to please me, what do I do at home for such a woman? So naturally, he became a concubine. For Zhu Shuzhen, it is undoubtedly a leak in the house on a rainy day, in her sensitive women's world, although this husband is not loved by her, she cannot compete with other women and share the same man, but what is the way, she once again wrote this melancholy into her poetry.
Sadness
Gulls and herons make a pool, and it is necessary to know that the wings are not suitable.
Dongjun is not dominated by flowers, and it is like Hugh Shenglian branches.
Emotional disappointment, so that she can only use all her feelings to remember her former lover, the only close lover in her life, now married and have children, leaving herself here empty. There are many historians who say that these love poems written by Zhu Shuzhen must have a host, and must have had an extramarital affair. Their tone is typical of men's arguments, and men generally only write love poems for courtship when there is a real object of love. But this is not entirely true for women, who can also create a situation in which she falls in love based on her love history or just a fantasy. Zhu Shuzhen is like this. The marriage that was broken up by his parents at that time is not much better than the current tasteless and painful marriage. She plunged herself into the scene of the hot love of that year, into the remembrance of the past, as if she had re-talked about a love affair with the dancing teenager of that year, which was a kind of longing and an escape from the status quo. Memories and remodeling are ten thousand times better than reality. This sweet fiction is poison, opium, but it can anesthetize Zhu Shuzhen's body and mind to temporarily escape the pain.