"Then let's break up."
"If you don't call me back, you won't see me."
On May 13, 1985, Weng Meiling and Tang Zhenye had a final fierce quarrel, and Tang Zhenye slammed the door and never returned.
Weng Meiling, who had been searching for Soup Town for most of the night, made countless phone calls and still did not get a response, chose to open the gas canister and end her 26-year short life.
The whole of Hong Kong is shrouded in the shadow of Weng Meiling's suicide and death, and the "most beautiful Huang Rong" has fallen.
Up to now, when it comes to her former girlfriend Weng Meiling, Tang Zhenye still can't figure out how she could choose suicide?
He said: "She was so easy-going, she always had a sweet smile on her face, and the problem between us was not serious enough to kill myself, and I am still shocked and incomprehensible." ”
So, what exactly made Weng Meiling choose suicide at the peak of her career? What did she go through in those years?
01
"Illegitimate daughter" who is extremely devoid of paternal love
In 1959, Weng Meiling was born in Hong Kong, nicknamed Yuanyuan. Her father was a naval officer, and in that era of wives and concubines, her mother was not even a concubine, but only a mistress raised by her father.
Therefore, Weng Meiling's origin is destined to be linked to "illegitimate daughter", and like her mother, she rarely receives the respect of others.
Fortunately, her father loved this playful and lovely daughter and found a secluded house for their mother and daughter, hiring servants to serve them.
The paradise-like living environment is probably the only warmth in Weng Meiling's childhood.
Since she was a child, Weng Meiling has loved music and dance, and she is an elf who dances with music. Father Weng was particularly fond of her and spoiled her as a little princess.
At that time, she had a nanny to serve, a chauffeur-drive, a sumptuous meal...
However, under these goodies, she also saw her mother wash her face with tears all day long, and her father gave them only occasional companionship, and when night came, he would eventually return to his home.
Therefore, Weng Meiling's personality has both an uninhibited personality and an extreme paranoia, especially in the face of love, which is particularly obvious.
However, the real deterioration of this paranoia was when Weng Meiling was 7 years old. That year, her father died suddenly, and the nameless mother and daughter naturally became the object of abandonment.
They did not receive a single share of the family property and were expelled from the house by the main room. Weng Meiling felt the cruelty of life for the first time, and her mother had no ability to make a living, so she could only take her young and seek to remarry.
In 1972, my mother finally found the right person and remarried. But Weng Meiling never expected that her mother would follow her stepfather to England to make a living.
Because of the immigration procedures, Weng Meiling could not immediately follow her mother, so she was left to her uncle in Hong Kong for foster care.
Losing her father at the age of 7, being abandoned by her mother at the age of 13, feeling the taste of sending people under the fence, Weng Meiling grew up rapidly. She began to become independent and competitive.
It seems that only in this way can she cover up her deep inferiority and lack of emotion. And this kind of psychology, in the heart of a 13-year-old girl, quietly took root and deteriorated.
02
The first suicide for love
In 1974, after waiting for 2 years, Weng Meiling was finally picked up by her mother.
15-year-old Weng Meiling has successfully graduated from RoseGang School in Hong Kong, and after moving to the United Kingdom, she studied at Barkinside's Lover High School.
The following year, Weng Meiling transferred to the Cambridge School of Art for preparatory studies, where she met her first love, the Dutch boy Rob Redbird.
At that time, Weng Meiling was a well-behaved and gentle oriental girl, who had long since fallen out of the woods. Handsome and funny Rob, who took the initiative to pursue.
Soon the two were together, and Weng Meiling also became a clingy little girlfriend, and they often exercised, played, and watched movies together.
Unlike Weng Meiling, Rob has a happy original family, his parents are in their 50s and still loving.
This also makes Weng Meiling more and more convinced that Rob is the ideal partner she looks forward to.
At the best of their feelings, the two quietly went to see Rob's parents. And in the presence of Rob's brother, the two held an engagement ceremony and were privately engaged for life.
However, this love of two loves cannot be blessed by Weng Mu.
When Weng Meiling's mother learned of their love affair, she was so angry that she directly locked Weng Meiling in the room and did not allow the two to meet.
For five days, Weng Meiling lost her personal freedom and could not meet with the people she loved, and under the pressure, Weng Meiling took a sleeping pill and prepared to end her life.
Fortunately, Weng Mu found out in time and had to agree to her relationship with Rob.
The first time she committed suicide for love, Weng Meiling won the victory. No one dared to push her anymore, or even plan her life.
However, it was this compromise that made Weng Meiling realize that by threatening to die, it seemed that she could get what she wanted.
Once-so extreme and paranoid was so aroused that she staged the same suicide scene a second time.
After graduating from Cambridge Foundation, Weng Meiling and Rob were admitted to schools in different cities. The long-distance love life of the two places is unacceptable to Weng Meiling.
She had given all her time and love to the boy, unable to adjust to life without him for a while. He took a whole bottle of sleeping pills again, but regretted it when his consciousness was about to dissipate.
Weng Meiling immediately shouted for help, but fortunately the roommate next door heard it and sent her to the hospital in time for rescue.
Rob said he couldn't understand this, just as Tang Zhenye had questioned many years later.
Rob asked her to swear never to do such a thing again, and Weng Meiling agreed.
However, this vigorous love still came to an end.
After graduating from college, Rob had to return to the Netherlands to develop, and Weng Meiling could not abandon her mother, and finally had to endure the pain of ending this 5-year relationship.
This love completely stimulated Weng Meiling's paranoid personality, and even the stepfather did not expect that the well-behaved and sensible Weng Meiling had such an extreme side.
03
The highlight of life
In 1981, after breaking up with Rob, Weng Meiling wanted to change the environment to get out of her emotional wounds, so she decided to return to Hong Kong to participate in the "10th Miss Hong Kong Contest" on the recommendation of her friends.
At that time, Weng Meiling had already won the runner-up of "Miss Chinese British" in the United Kingdom. However, no one expected that this decision had actually created the only highlight years in Weng Meiling's short life.
22-year-old Weng Meiling returned to her hometown - Hong Kong, with a quaint temperament, fresh and beautiful appearance, as well as the experience and education of studying in London, Weng Meiling stood out among thousands of beautiful women and successfully shortlisted.
She made it all the way to the final. However, in the final, due to the height disadvantage of 1 meter 58, he finally stopped in the quarterfinals.
Although she did not achieve particularly good results, Weng Meiling came to prominence in the Hong Kong entertainment industry, when Hong Kong Radio took a fancy to her and extended an olive branch to her.
After signing a contract with TVB, Weng Meiling officially embarked on the road of acting. Initially, the company arranged for her to be the host and shoot some commercials.
In August of the same year, the Rome Film Company took a fancy to Weng Meiling and wanted to invite her to make a movie, but TVB would not let anyone go;
In October of the same year, TVB producers discovered Weng Meiling's plasticity and invited her to star in the TV series "Thirteen Sisters".
Only one year after her debut, Weng Meiling's portrait was hung, and the identities of hosts, advertising stars, actors and other identities were seamlessly switched all the way.
In fact, after the launch of the drama "Thirteen Sisters", it did not get much response, but let her encounter a second love robbery - Tang Zhenye.
As the male protagonist of the play, Tang Zhenye has long been a "five tiger general" with The same name as Andy Lau, Huang Rihua, Liang Chaowei and Miao Qiaowei, and has become popular with the middle of the 82nd edition of "Tianlong Babu".
They are all wireless artists, and Tang Zhenye is a big brother with a mixed career, so the mischievous Weng Meiling often calls him "Master Brother", and Tang Zhenye calls her "Little Master Sister".
At that time, Tang Zhenye had just finished his love affair with The Third Runner-up of Miss Hong Kong and the Chinese-British Mixed Beauty Di Baona, and weng Meiling, who was "optimistic" who was hip-hopping on the surface, naturally attracted his attention.
Outside the play, Tang Zhenye cares for this newcomer little master sister; inside the play, the two play a lot of rivals, and each other is slowly attracted to each other.
At the same time, Weng Meiling also ushered in her first real hit. In 1983, TVB planned to re-shoot "The Legend of the Eagle Shooter", and they held a audition called "Ideal Huang Rong", and Jin Yong was the judge.
Weng Meiling also plans to try it, but if she wants to gain Jin Yong's favor among the three thousand beautiful women, she must have a special way.
So, she held a willow branch, dressed in an ancient costume, a beautiful side flip, and then bent down and clenched her fists at Jin Yong and said: "Huang Rong, the daughter of the younger peach blossom island, has seen the predecessors."
At that moment, Jin Yong was stunned: Isn't this exactly the Huang Rong he is looking for?
As a result, the role of Huang Rong fell to The head of Weng Meiling.
With the release of "The Legend of the Eagle Shooter", Huang Rong, played by Weng Meiling, has become a lovely goddess sought after by people, and Weng Meiling has also been known as "Pretty Huang Rong" in Southeast Asia with this role.
The 83rd version of "Shooting Eagle" has become an insurmountable classic play, and Weng Meiling has also become an irreplaceable "Huang Rong", even the later Zhu Yin or Zhou Xun cannot surpass.
Weng Meiling's biggest shining moment in her life was the two years when she became "Huang Rong", but unfortunately, her acting career was only two years and ten months.
04
Once again for love to go to the road of no return
During the filming of "Shooting Eagle", the relationship between Weng Meiling and Tang Zhenye escalated. At that time, Weng Meiling did not use a stand-in for the martial arts scene, but she personally went up.
Once, Teacher Wuxing accidentally injured Weng Meiling's eyes, and Weng Meiling had no choice but to recover first. During this period, Tang Zhenye took meticulous care of Weng Meiling and even learned to cook soup for her.
It is this gentleness that makes Weng Meiling completely fall, regardless of the limelight of her career, choose to open up her love, and do not hide her admiration for Tang Zhenye.
In love, they began to perform on the same stage, living upstairs and downstairs, holding hands and dancing sweet waltz on the stage, you and I, like gods and immortals.
However, in the entertainment industry full of temptations, the most feared is the immortal couple.
Under the flickering of the magnesium lamp, Tang Zhenye is a playboy with constant gossip, first being rumored to be dragged by Wu Junru, and then rumored that he had a true feeling for Zhong Chuhong during the filming of "Voyeurism".
On the TVB side, in order to win eyeballs, it is intended to make Miao Qiaowei and Weng Meiling into a screen couple.
Not only did they give them opportunities to create cooperation one after another, but they were also hyped up by the media as fake dramas. Weng Meiling's scandal is also getting more and more intense, involving more and more male stars.
Under such rumors, quarrels have long become commonplace, and feelings have reached the brink of precariousness.
In 1985, Weng Meiling performed on stage in Singapore for 7 consecutive days, while Tang Zhenye in Hong Kong watched a movie with Wu Junru and was caught by paparazzi.
If all the rumors were said before, then this time it can be said to be a real hammer.
To this end, Weng Meiling and Tang Zhenye had a big fight, and imitated the wind and moon film taken by Tang Zhenye and Zhong Chuhong, and ran to take large-scale photos herself.
Still angry, Weng Meiling even swallowed a few sleeping pills to threaten Tang Zhenye with death.
However, Tang Zhenye did not take this matter to heart, and the two actually looked at each other.
At this time, another man appeared next to Weng Meiling, Zou Shilong.
Although Zou Shilong was still in love with Mei Yanfang at that time, he still fell in love with Weng Meiling at first sight.
Weng Meiling felt that Zou Shilong's appearance was the best revenge for Tang Zhenye. They walked very close, but kept a suitable distance.
At that time, Weng Meiling was still waiting for Tang Zhenye's explanation and apology. However, after filming the first scene of "Demolition Partner", Tang Zhenye directly left Weng Meiling and left alone.
When Weng Meiling returned home in the middle of the night, Tang Zhenye had already taken all his belongings, which made Weng Meiling sad.
The most devastating thing was that the next day, Yu Ji took a photo of Tang Zhenye and Wu Junru and asked her what she thought?
This is May 11, 1985, Miao Qiaowei invited Tang Zhenye to swim in Repulse Bay, a group photo of several people.
However, one is Miao Qiaowei's gossip object Qi Meizhen, and the other is Tang Zhenye's gossip object Wu Junru, how to answer Weng Meiling?
Weng Meiling could only say on her lips: "This is nothing." ”
However, in the afternoon of the same day, she and Tang Zhenye were heard arguing loudly in the dressing room, and in the end, Weng Meiling ended with a sentence of "Then we broke up".
Tang Zhenye once again left Weng Meiling alone and walked away.
That night, Weng Meiling still wanted an answer, and she kept calling Tang Zhenye, but she never got a response.
Under the ashes of all thoughts, Weng Meiling chose the most extreme way - suicide.
After making one last crying phone call with her friend Zou Shilong, Weng Meiling opened the gas canister at home, filled herself with wine, wore big red pajamas, and gradually fainted in the living room.
The next day, Zou Shilong vaguely sensed that Weng Meiling's state yesterday was not right, so he drove to Weng Meiling's home.
Weng Meiling's door was locked back, and the knock was never allowed, so Zou Shilong climbed over the balcony and entered.
He could never forget that scene in his life, and Weng Meiling, who was drunk, fell on the sofa in the living room.
On the table's calendar are her last words to the world: "darling, i love you."
On May 18, Weng Meiling's funeral was held at World Funeral Home in Hung Hom, Hong Kong.
Tang Zhenye appeared in a round of insults, holding 11 red roses in his hand, and the flower language was a lifetime.
Then, he took out a wooden comb and broke it in half, half in Weng Meiling's coffin, and half in his pocket, which means to be married.
That year, Weng Meiling had just celebrated her 26th birthday, but she fixed herself at the age of 26.
Years later, Tang Zhenye still has his second and third wives, and Weng Meiling definitely did not think that she had become his married couple in this way.
It is said that "the unfortunate people use their lives to heal their childhood, and the lucky people use their childhood to heal their lives", which caused Weng Meiling to go to the road of no return, in the final analysis, it is her unfortunate childhood.
The lack of fatherly love and the humble sensitivity of her mother make her extremely eager for love and warmth, and she will pin her hopes on men again and again.
Weng Meiling, a thousand years of Huang Rong'er, and now the "true love fairy" Weng Meiling has been gone for many years, and the Si people have passed away, in addition to reminiscing, we need to learn to be relieved.
Everything in the world is actually trying to heal you, and many times only you are unwilling to let go of yourself, and what torments you is not anyone's emotions, but your fantasy expectations.
May Awon have someone to protect in heaven and someone to hurt, and still be the pretty girl who had the support of her father and the company of her mother before she was 7 years old!