A very ordinary college student, an ordinary university, an ordinary everyday, everything around me seemed to be sprayed with "ordinary" spray. Some people may say at this time that ordinary is not good? I never admit that the ordinary is bad, but when the ordinary is a little too much, I find that I am not satisfied with this feeling, in a word——— I am tired of this life. Well, a lot of people will definitely laugh at me for being "more sentimental than a ben-three kid of mine". But there are certainly people my age who have the same "symptoms" as me, but they don't know the definition of this feeling, and of course I don't know. After that kind of high school really want to talk about a real love, it's best to hold hands. (How do you feel like I'm so unproductive?) I watched those youth dramas and involuntarily brought themselves into the male lead. When you see a video or article about the experience of the two people,000 people, you will have a big understanding (no, you guy hasn't talked to anyone else). Watching very sweet episodes or movies like (Jose and the Tiger and the Fish) will stick the corners of its mouth to the moon. (There are hundreds of millions of points of exaggeration okay).
At the same time, I will also think of pessimistic things, close my eyes and imagine my future scenarios, I rely on! Why is it so dark... (I became two because I cracked) and even imagined that I would be unemployed after graduation (inner: no, no, no, don't be so optimistic, you must at least have a job before you lose your job). Family members are not in good health, and sometimes it feels like the next second, the next minute, the next time you go home, you won't see them again. The thought of this tear actually flowed down on its own, of course, I am glad that this was my own blind thought. Then the scene of becoming one of the top few in the grade and then being awarded a scholarship slowly emerged, opening his eyes fiercely and making a great ambition at the same time - I want to be a good student!!! Immediately clean up your messy table, take out your own advanced algebra and quietly say "just this, just have a hand." Then a few minutes later, I looked at the book in despair and said, "Sure enough, I just have a hand in this thing." Throw your pen casually, mess up the number of pages in the book, lie back on the bed, and do it all in one go. "I still can't do it," he thought to himself. At the end of the day, you still don't get anything, you're still as "ordinary" as you were a few minutes ago, and you're still tired of living like this, and so am I.
Later, in a WeChat chat with my mother, I found that my mother's typing was particularly slow, a little too slow, because I knew that she usually typed faster than this. So I gave her a video call, "Miss me→ _ →, study or adapt, cold" such greetings after greetings, I don't know how much I said, I should have said as usual at home I am okay to cope with the past, but suddenly understood what is going on - such greetings are too ordinary, but how many times can there be? Especially his mother's nagging, it felt so precious after leaving her. The feeling will disappear at any moment. So I actually replied to her sentence by sentence, very slowly and very slowly. So we're tired of our daily lives because we're bored with it, but it's precisely this ordinaryness that gives us a tremendous sense of security. We don't really enjoy this ordinary because we don't even feel it exists, after all, we never lose it.
So if you also have the same symptoms as I did before, then I suggest you try to enjoy it and stop complaining that it gives you an excessive sense of security. Think about it yourself, such a little bit is not more real than what we blindly think, easy to come, come to happiness, come on teenager! If you live happily, then let these words give you a picture of fun. We have to live together every day, cheer *^O^*.