Fu Fandi is a person I don't know.
I just happened to see a video of him participating in a singing talent contest held by a TV station.
What attracted me to him was his profession, and what came out on the big screen was "scavengers".
Tall, very long hair, draped over the shoulders. Very constricted standing posture, holding the microphone with both hands, shoulders folded forward.
In 1992, when he came out of his hometown to work in Shenzhen, his classmates gave him 50 yuan, and it cost 35 yuan to take the bus. As a result, only locals are recruited here; occasionally, foreigners are recruited, and a deposit is required. Since then, he has embarked on the road of scavenging, occasionally working as a cleaner and dishwasher.
He didn't even know his age. His father died when he was more than one year old, and his mother never told him what year or month he was born. The local household registration police said that you can only work if you are eighteen years old, so I will fill you with eighteen years old. So, he's now in his "forties," much more, not much, not sure.
He loves to sing, and he passed the test at the bar, but he didn't have good clothes.
Someone had also introduced him to a partner, and he liked the girl very much, but his conditions were like this.
Therefore, now he is a forty-something, nameless, no house, no car, no home, no wife, no children, no labor insurance and three insurances and one gold, no relief, nothing, old bachelor.
But he sang "Friends don't cry": "Is there a window that keeps you from despairing?" Take a look at the world of flowers and flowers, it turns out to be like a dream. ...... Friends don't cry, I am still the destination of your soul; friends don't cry, believe in your own way. There are too many dazed and obsessive chases in the red dust, and I also feel your bitterness. ”
He was still comforting others.
When singing, when you look at a long distance, there is no warm radiance in your eyes, and there is no desire to win and win. Just singing quietly.
Silent and penetrating.
The audience stood up and applauded, and the judges burst into tears. He said thank you, thank you, thank you, I never dreamed of climbing so... Good stage. The word "good," he hesitated a little, later intensified the tone, and in his world, this was heaven. Such a sound and light dance, such a five-color displacement, such a dream and can not be sought. It's so good, it's so good.
So, thank you to the stage, thank you to the audience, thank you to the host, thank you to the judges.
He has been grateful and has no resentment in his heart.
He didn't say how I could have such parents, how I was born into such a poor family; nor did he say how I could have ended up in such a situation, how this is a society that doesn't work.
The judge asked him, "It is said that you are still helping a man's mother, aren't you?" ”
He did not elaborate on the cause of the incident, but could not wait to express his wish, saying that all along, I had a dream in my heart to help more people. Will such a person kill people because they feel that they have been wrongly treated? Will you retaliate against society for not having enough to eat and clothing? Will you resent the crowd for having no car to eat and no fish? Will he commit suicide because there is no one around him because he has no wife and no children?
He would read books, listen to music, and sing when he was fine. He even learned English by looking at oral pronunciation on pictures in the bookstore. He spoke a phrase of English, pronounced in a very standard tone, meaning: "You can't change your past, but you can change your future." ”
I don't think he's human.
Those who would rather starve than feed stray cats and dogs are also human beings. It is not a person who knows that he has no food or clothing, but he still wants to give a coin to the beggar on the side of the road. Pray to heaven to bless all the frozen people in the world to live in high houses and warm houses, and Du Fu, who "broke alone and froze to death", was not a man.
The beautiful judge said, "Thank you, I have become accustomed to this stage, it is you who made me find a reverence for this stage and this world." ”
Yes, it's us who should say thank you. For we know to be grateful, but not to be grateful; to know reverence but not to fear; to know obedience but not to obey. We refuse not to complain, we refuse not to scold, we refuse not to be angry, we refuse not to drill camp.
However, even if the smog in his heart was deep for many years, he also glimpsed a line of sky, and the blue sky was studded with a pair of calm, comforting eyes.
--Like the eyes of Christ walking on earth, like the eyes of a Buddha dressed in a hundred robes and begging.
As long as you are willing to see, you can see. As long as you are willing to walk, all the ways of the world, like them, can also be like God.