Many people spend their lives like this:
Spend 20 years to make rice bowls,
And 20 years to strengthen the rice bowl,
Spend another 20 years preparing for dinner,
Then take the pills and eat 20 years of leftovers!
As a typical 80 tails and 90 heads, they are experiencing "reinforcing the rice bowl", and whenever they want to recall the story and flip through the previous photo albums, the results are non-mainstream "accidents".
<h1 class="pgc-h-arrow-right" > Shen Ke</h1>
Shen Ke is the founder of Chen Ke's "non-mainstream culture"!
Speaking of her, perhaps some of her classmates have popped up in their minds with bloody images of words such as "self-harm", "bisexuality", "suicide", "tattoos" and so on...
These signs make her the bearer of the "Burial Love Family"! Our slanted bangs, exploding heads, low crotch pants, dirt shirts were simply weaker than hers into scum...
Despite this, she is still the idol of the second young people in the CRBT era.
And it all depends on her experience...
Shen Ke grew up rich, his father ran a listed pharmaceutical company in Changsha, and his mother traveled abroad all year round.
Shen Ke was brought up by a nanny from childhood, and at the age of 10, he was sent by his father to a fully enclosed aristocratic school, and in the face of his parents' disregard, even such an important day as the New Year was also in school.
This has created her "very provocative" and very autistic personality.
Due to the long-term repression of no one to talk about, Shen Ke began to publish some very "mournful" texts in the QQ space.
She has a good writing, the popular ck song "Flying to Someone Else's Bed" and the novel "Shen" are her works.
The lack of parents and the setbacks of adolescent growth seemed to have emotions between her lines, and people with unfortunate upbringing experiences resonated there.
In addition, she also has a good appearance, even now she is a recognizable and beautiful girl.
Wearing gothic makeup, she punched 5 holes in her body at once, an eyebrow nail, a tongue nail, two lip nails, and a nipple nail.
That year, she was 17 years old, and a wave of "decadence and world-weariness" led by her swept through the qq space.
And her fans are also young people who have a common unfortunate growth experience, or more of a youth who is worried about "the big thing in adolescence can feel the sky falling".
In addition to the misfortune of growing up in her, there is also emotional uneasiness. It may be that the living environment has created an insecure little girl.
After all, it is just a child who hopes to get the attention of her parents, "the child who will cry has milk to drink" The difference is that the way she "cries" is to "constantly toss herself" to attract the attention of her parents.
In 2008, he met a girlfriend and smoked drugs with her. Long-term drug use trance, depression attack, taking sleeping pills to cut the wrist to commit suicide.
In 2015, she suddenly made a voice on Weibo, it turned out that she had committed suicide and was rescued, and was sent abroad by her family, for her it was just a different way to live, and she also regarded that experience as "dead".
Appearing in front of the public again, she quit poisoning, raised her body, and married her former lover Donggua and had children.
Although the hair color in the photo is "very fierce", the eyes are very gentle, and she is very happy to see it.
As Vladimir Nabokov put it:
A sensitive person will never be a cruel person.
Now Shen Ke has a son and a daughter, son Deng Zuwei, daughter Chen Xiyao.
She was all right, her warm daughter soothed her heart, and at the same time she became braver as a mother.
The sky is dark enough that the stars will shine!
In the past 20 years, have you ever felt lost and lonely at that moment, regretted. The past has passed, the future is still there, it needs to work hard, the past has had too many regrets, come on from this moment on!