Don't say sorry because never gave you hope, don't say goodbye, because never been together

Meet someone who really wants to fall in love with you at an age when you don't want to be in love, and someone who is genuinely willing to marry you at an age when you don't want to get married.

When he was sixteen years old, he went out to work for the first time, because he was not old enough, he could only enter a small factory, and here, he began to meet him.

The first time we met, he spoke non-standard Mandarin, so I didn't react to what he said for half a day, and then ignored him and just left, until I got acquainted with him, when he said "hello". He also asked me why I ignored him at that time, so I had to tell the truth and say that I didn't understand what he was saying. In an instant, both of them were embarrassed.

In the later relationship, he has always been very good to me, and at that time I did not understand why, and never delved into his intentions. I remember once, he asked me for contact information, I didn't want to give, I made an excuse that the mobile phone card was broken, he listened, he said to buy me a card, I was scared at the time, said a bunch of excuses to escape, and still wondered if there was a problem with this person's brain. Later, he learned my QQ number from a colleague who was in the same room with me, he added me, explained the original commission, and I did not have much trouble agreeing to his friend addition. Once, I went out to the Internet, forgot the time, it was also very late, and then he sent a message asking me where to play, I told him that he was in the Internet café, he listened, asked the address of the Internet café where I was, rushed over, to be honest, the heart is very touched, but I know in my heart, that is not like.

One day, long after this incident, he suddenly asked me if I wanted to go to his hometown with him, and I did not understand his real intentions at that time, so I refused without hesitation. A few days later, one of his compatriots came to tell me that he liked me very much, that he really liked you, and that he was blindfolded for a long time before he said he didn't know. Now that I think about it, he probably didn't know how to tell me at that time, so he let his fellow countrymen tell me.

After this incident, I deliberately kept my distance from him, because I knew that I didn't like him in my heart, didn't feel sorry for him, and didn't reject him directly, but I was rejecting him in my own way, and he should understand it.

Although I still occasionally message and chat, it is not as frequent as before. I knew in my heart that the atmosphere I had before could not go back. It wasn't long before the company needed to move away, move somewhere else, far away, and we all chose not to follow the past. In this way, our real life is scattered. No goodbye...

He went back home, and I changed jobs again, chatting occasionally, just like regular friends. One day in the past long time, he suddenly sent a message asking me if I was married, I was very puzzled to reply that he said no, and then after a long time he sent a message asking me if I would accept him if he insisted on it at that time, a very sad question. I was thinking, how am I going to answer him, not wanting to give him any hope, understanding my original intention. After a long silence, I sent him a representative's polite smiling expression. After a while, he made the same expression. I know, he understands what I mean. In this way, there was no goodbye to each other, no reply, and the chat was terminated.

Don't say goodbye, because I refused, the world is so big, I won't have the opportunity to meet again in this life. Meeting each other will only increase each other's embarrassment, not saying sorry to him, because it has not given him any hope, in the world of feelings, no one is sorry for anyone, a sorry, perhaps for him, is a denial of his emotional efforts. The only thing I owe him is a thank you, thank him for everything he has done for me, thank him for his dedication to me, but I have never said it...